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Post by fishysmilesxo on Jan 4, 2017 20:59:48 GMT -5
Hello! This is my first story/book I will be writing on this website. I'm very excited to be sharing this story because I wrote it awhile ago but recently had to remove it from my phone. I want to save this story so I will now share this with you. This is Gust of Wind and it's a girlxgirl with a boy and boy relationship in it. I am very proud of this and am ready to show you guys. I already have this story written so I will probably post a new chapter every Tuesday, Wednesday, and/or Thursday. Let's get started!!
Oh! Also I just want to warn you there is some sexual abuse in this story. It did not go into detail but it does speak of it!
Chapter OneAni
My mother is 5'6, beautiful, green eyes, and dark brown hair which is almost black. My father is 6'5, wonderful, brown eyes, and light brown hair. My parents divorced four months ago. No, not badly. It just did not work out well. They keep a promise to me that we will go to dinner every other week, so that we can keep in touch. I love with my mother after the divorce which was upsetting to split from my father. My mother is not a girly type at all. In fact she she has a typical teenager kind of style. You know that typical red and black plaid flannel, black leggings or skinny jeans, dark tan work boots, and a black beanie with beach wavy hair? That was my mother's absolute favorite look to pull off.
She always asks me "Do I look okay?" She then twirls in a circle while she holds her small pale arms on her beautiful, brown, flowy hair. She holds her hands on her beanie to keep that in place. Her beanie is black with white wording that states, 'Meow'. It has two cat ears which stick with black throughout.
I giggle sweetly, "You look wonderful. What's the special occasion?" I plop on her huge, shiny bed which holds small, lined designs throughout the comforter.
She stands up with her warm, sweet,welcoming smile, "Well." She pauses but continues hesitantly, "I have a date with a coworker." She is a veterinarian and the best one locally at that.
I get excited as soon as she says "co". When I get excited, I get a little. What's the word? Jumpy or hyper. "Ooooo, who?" I yell as I jump around.
"Ssh, Ani. Calm down." She giggles as she tries to calm me down. Once I sit back down, she sits down next to me. She calmly speaks, "You remember Andrew, don't you?"
My smiles drops in a neutral face. "You mean the one with the mean son named Camryon?" She nods slightly. I shake off the thought of Camryon. "Well, you and Andrew are a good idea together. Good luck!"
She laughs and hugs me gently, "Thanks. Don't wait for me tonight, okay?" I nod and she walks outside to her silver ford escape 2003. If it isn't noticeable, my mother is my best friend. She is just great. She is a sweet, gentle, caring human being. She knew everything about me and what has happened to me. She even knows that I am pansexual.
One year later, "Wait. We are moving into this house?" I asked completely stunned and unable to move. My mother stands next to me smiling at the house. She nods slightly and begins walking to the front porch.
This house is huge. It is three or four stories, white siding, huge yard, has a huge garage attached, the front porch is painted white, black set of table and chairs lay on the front porch, there is a swing in the corner of the front porch, and the lighting situation is amazing. It is something you'd see on television. My mother knocks on the huge plain white, huge, wooden door. Camyron answers the door and frowns when he sees me and my mother. He turns away at the sight of us. Camyron has the typical, trending haircut. It is short on the sides and flips in the middle. His haircut is cute but his attitude is not. He has these deep, dark brown eyes and dark brown hair. He is about five feet, nine inches to six foot.
My mother has married a rich man with a hard headed son, great. How do you get along with someone like that? I mean I am happy for my mother and Andrew so I am going along with it. But. Still. I only have two bags. One bag is a big, plain black, Jansport backpack which sat on my small, petite shoulders and back. The other is a white crossbody with grey and black paint splash designs on it. This is wrapped around my small, thin waist. My mother has three bags she is carrying right now. The rest of the items from the house, we either sold them or gave to my father for his new apartment.
Andrew walks to us to face us with a smile across his face. "Hey girls! Did you find the house okay?" My mother and I give him gentle smiles and nod. "Great! Ani let me show you to your room and then Wendy I'll show you ours. Is that okay?"
"Alright, sounds good. Thank you by the way." I smile gently. He nods and smiles back. This family is a lot of smiles, well except Camryon. Camyron is on the other side of the room leaning against the wall staring at me with this look in his eyes that I cannot explain. 'This is going to be great with him here.' I think sarcastically.
So now we are all settled in, it is another year later. So all of us found out that my step father, Andrew has cancer. He's been in and out of the hospital, poor Andrew and Camyron. Camyron has not opened up to me even a little bit since my mother and I moved into this household. Actually, he scares me. A lot. He sexually abuses me when my mother is at work and his father is either in the hospital or at work. No, I haven't told anybody. Not even my best friend. He says it's my fault his father is dying. He says I caused the stress and should have never moved into this house. Honestly, I have depression and I believe him everytime he tells me this. He is truly a beautiful person when he isn't acting like this. Really, poor Camyron.
Moving on, at the moment my mother and I are on our way the family dinner I was talking about the very beginning. We have decided to go the famous Red Robin. We have the radio up really loud and we were singing really loud. It is our thing when we are in a car. We pull into Red Robin's parking lot and I turn the radio down to a respectful level. Today is a little different for some reason. While we are pulling around next to the front door, my mother and I see my father there. We slow the car down and my mom stops the car next to my dad. I get out of the car to hug my father. He hugs me but then he climbs into the passenger's side seat.
When he gets inside the car, he rolls down the window. "I have to talk to your mother about something." I nod. "It's only going to take five minutes." He smiles.
I nod once again. "Alright. Be safe. Love you." My mother smiles and begins to drive.
I walk to the glass window that has a view of the lobby on the inside. I lean my back against the wall. I am curious about what my parents are talking about but I smile and look at my bruises on my arms and legs. I pull my knees to my chest and rest my head on my knees. The purple, new, old spots across my skin that Camyron caused. As I rest my head on my knees, I slowly fall asleep. A police officer wakes me up by looking over me. 'I've been asleep for quite some time.'
"Oh! I'm so sorry! I was waiting for my parents and must've fallen asleep!" I stand up frantically but calm down and gently smile.
"It's okay. How long have you been asleep? There was actually a crash a couple hours ago not too far from here." He speaks gently. I check my phone and see I've been for the same time this man just told me. I was asleep for two hours.
My eyes widened as I check the time, "I've been asleep for maybe a couple hours." He nods. "Did anybody survive the crash?"
"I'm afraid not." He says softly yet bluntly. I know. In this moment, I know I just lost my parents. I lost my best friend. Tears begin welling up in my eyes and I begin crying. "Ma'm would you like to come to the scene and see if it is them?" I know it is them but I nod anyway.
He leads me to his police car that is in the same place my mother pulled in earlier. I get into the passenger's seat. It is quiet until we got the accident. I immediately get out and run to the silver ford escape 2003. I fall onto my knees and cry. It felt like I have been here for hours. The cop with the name tag reading, 'Peter', held onto my shoulder for mortal support. As I stand up after how ever long, I realize it is 10:00pm. 'Camyron is going to kill me but my mom.' I hesitant leaving for a moment but then I begin running back to the house. Luckily the house is located two minutes from here. As I am running I turn around and yell, "Thanks for driving me here and helping me out!" When I get to the house, Camyron is leaning against the house on the front porch by the door. He looks angry. I smile shyly as I walk towards him.
"Where have you been?" He asks angrily.
"Well." I pause. "My parents got in a car crash a-" Before I can finish my explanation, he takes my wrist and drags me into the house. He slams the door and walks up the tan tiled staircase to my bedroom which is the first room on the left. When we walk into my bedroom he slams this door as well. Andrew must be at work or the hospital.
"And what?" He asks still angry as before.
"They both died in the crash." I answer shakily in a mumble. As he begins to pull me to the bed, I am scared and shaking. Oddly as soon as I say this he did not do anything. He hugs me.
I hug back. I want to cry but I bite my lip out of fear. "My father died too." He whispers. He breaks the hug and looks at me. "I need you out of house."
"What?" I mumble.
"I want you out of the house with all of yours and your mothers things with you by the time we go school tomorrow." He says bluntly and walks out of the bedroom.
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Post by fishysmilesxo on Jan 5, 2017 12:52:43 GMT -5
I really loved writing Chapter one. The first two chapters are background information so I want to go ahead and get these two out. My original was really badly edited so it was good to be able to retype it and edit better Also, Myranda's point of view may not have as much detail in it but I am doing it on purpose because she is more laid back but if it does have detail like Ani's then ignore me. Oh! This one has abuse in it as well. I don't think all of them will have it but this one definitely does! Chapter Two  Myranda My parents are horrible, abusive people that talk a bunch of crap about every kind of person. My mother is about five foot, nine inches maybe five foot, eight inches. She has lavender hair at this point, freckles across her face, and brown eyes. My father is like six foot, six inches or something, dark brown hair, and baby blue eyes. They seem completely normal around everyone. They are health nuts, good conversationists, they actually smile, etc. When they are home they do exercise but they talk crap about their so called 'friends'. I am kinda sporty or bohemian, I don't know. I have longer blonde hair with baby blue eyes and I'm five foot, seven inches. I am eighteen years old. Um, I spend my free time reading, playing on my phone, or kissing girls. Oh! I'm a lesbian. I have not come out to my parents yet but I'm going to soon. I go to this dumb high school, living in a dumb county with dumb parents. Why haven't I moved out yet? Well, tomorrow when I get my paycheck I'll have enough money for a year's worth of rent in an apartment that I've already researched. How cool? I have two best friends. Their names are Alex and Chase. They are actually dating. I would sit here and describe both of them but you will see them in a few minutes. "Myranda, get down here now" My father yells sounding frustrated again. 'Great another.' I walk down the unfinished wooden staircase quietly. "Yes? What's wrong?" I ask trying to be calm and collected. I also try to calm him down. It. Did. Not. Work. "Were you inviting friends over last night when we told you specifically not to?" he asks angrily as he stands up from the torn up, tan couch. "No sir." I innocently reply because I did NOT invite anybody. "Do NOT lie to me!" he yells as he walks towards me. I slowly back away but hit the wall behind me. I'm not going to get into details but let's just say I walked out of the house the next morning with blue and purple spots all over my stomach. I also walked out of the house with a packed bag full of all my belongings. Two months later, I am in school by my locker. "Myranda! Come on Alex!" A cheery voice calls for me as I open my locker. I turn to see a blonde shaggy hair boy with green eyes about six foot. He is standing monotoned with a boy that has the same hair as this kid named Cameron or something like that except he dyed his hair an emerald green. This boy stands at five foot, six inches with light brown eyes. "Hey Chase." I say with a smirk gesturing to the shorter, energetic boy. The taller one is Alex. Alex whispers something in Chase's ear but I am unable to hear it. Chase gets all flustered, "Alex don't say things like that!" Alex just shrugs his shoulders. Chase rolls his eyes and turns to me, "So, do you have anyone to go around kissing all day?" Chase laughs. I nod, "Yeah, actually. Her name is Hanah." As I say this, Hanah walks past me. She had her hair dyed blue up in like the perfect messy bun with a pink flower crown. She is wearing this short white romper and plain pink flats. She is Chase's height, five foot, six inches. I pull her over and push her against the locker. I smirk as I see her smirk as well. Alex and Chase are next to us, talking as if I do this all the time. I lift her chin so she is looking at me, "Hey, beautiful. How's your morning?" I then kiss her and pull away still centimeters away from her lips. "It's pretty good now that I get to see you." She smirks as she pushes our lips together once again. 'Ew that was so corny and not worth hearing. She's lucky she is a good kisser.' I grab her hand and twist our fingers together and begin walking to class. The boys weren't paying attention so I call to them, "Alex! Chase!" I look up and catch up to Hanah and I. Class goes by normally as you could imagine. Surrounded by idiots, teacher nagging and teaching random things, and daydream. Although, this girl named Ani starts crying but she sits in a seat next to the window so she is hiding her face. I'm a little concerned but I don't ask if she is okay or not. I may or not keep catching myself staring at her. She looks over at me but wipes the tears away and smiles at me. After this, she begins writing notes that are on the white marker board the teacher has in front of the classroom. She looks a little shaky so I took two sets of neat notes. One copy is for me and the other is for Ani. Poor girl. I hope she's okay. "Ani. I'm sorry to intrude but I saw you were a little shaken up while writing so I made a copy of the notes for you." I say calmly and gently. She may be a little fragile at the moment. I hold out the copy of notes for her. "Thank you very much. It is very appreciated." She smiles gently. All of a sudden, a large gust of wind blows indoors through the long window. It blows her hair in her face. It's beautiful and I freeze. I don't understand why I am frozen, staring at this short, petite girl. Ani is probably about five foot, three inches or five foot, four inches. She has light brown hair and hazel eyes. She is honestly very beautiful. Because I froze, I did not notice that all of her papers are laying across the white tiled floor. When I notice, I lean down and help pick up the papers from the floor. Wait, she's the one that is very organized throughout all of our classes. "Are you okay?" I ask quietly concerned. She does not reply. She gets up and quickly leaves the room. We have most of our classes together so I quickly grab my backpack and catch up with Ani. Actually, I accidentally walk past Hanah, Alex, and Chase. Hanah must've been using me just as much I was using her. When I look over my shoulder, I see her with another girl. I shrug because I honestly cannot care less. "Ani!" I call. She walks into the girls bathroom and I am right behind her. She walks into the large stall out of the five. She quickly shuts and locks the door. "Ani. Please. Talk to me or something." No, we have never talked before this but something is telling me to stay with her. I stay quiet through it all. After about five minutes, she comes back out. She is still shaken up and her balance was not the best. She falls into me. "I-I-I'm sorry." she stutters. Even as she trips, she is so gentle just so she will not hurt me. "Ssh. It's okay. Just tell me what's wrong." "My p-parents and m-my step father. They died last week and my step brother kicked me out this morning. I have no where to go and I lost my best friend." she can barely speak without stuttering. "Come live with me. I'm sorry for your lost." she hesitates but then nods. I don't know what comes over me next. |
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Post by fishysmilesxo on Jan 7, 2017 11:07:46 GMT -5
SUPRISE I decided to change my dates of publishing. I am going to publish every other day. So since I'm posting today, I'll be posting on Monday then Wednesday then Friday and Sunday, etc, etc. By the way, I have I mentioned how much I love posting on this site? On here you can see your stats of readers and replies very easily, this is why I believe posting every other day will be better than my original plan. So, thank you:)  Also, this chapter is really short. Ani “Wait.” I pause. “What?” I ask completely stunned. It is so sudden. “I said, be my girlfriend?” I don’t understand why but it is so sudden and yet I feel so comfortable around her. “Okay.” I say agreeing. She takes my hand, intertwines our fingers, and we begin walking to our next class. It feels so secure to have her hand in mine. This class period is history class. The teacher’s name is Ms. With. I’m pretty sure she was dating my before the accident. She is pretty young, 28 or 29. My father was 35. She is Myranda’s height, five foot, seven inches with long brunette hair. She has brown eyes and she’s fit. When Myranda and I walk into the classroom, Ms. With is looking at her computer. “Myranda you’re la-” She looks over at us and sees I’m there. She must’ve thought that I wasn’t going to be at school today. “Oh. Ani. You’re both late.” “Um. Yeah. I’m sorry about that.” I pause and hesitantly ask, “Can we actually talk in the hallway?” She nods and gestures to the class to stay calm. Once she steps out right after Myranda and I, she closes the light brown wooden door. Myranda and I are still hand in hand but I completely forget. “Well, I just want to let you know that I kind of broke down and she was helping me out. Do we have to be counted as tardy today?” “Oh. I didn’t realize. Okay, that’s okay. How are you doing anyway?” I shrug, “I’ve been better but how are you?” “I’m alright.” she pauses. “I have something to tell you.” I nod. “Well, as you know your father and I were going out for quite some time. He told me that he was going to drive around to tell your mother this. I guess that’s why they were in the car. Your father and I got engaged a couple days before the accident.” “Oh.” I pause. “Wow.” I pause again. “That would have been wonderful. I’m sorry he died before you two could have gotten married.” I say this quietly. Ms. With nods. “So today the paper is due. Do you have your papers ready?” I nod. Myranda did not say or do anything. “Myranda?” She shakes her head no. “You know we can go to the library to work on the paper for her. I can help her, if you don’t mind.” Ms. With nods. I get onto my knees and open my backpack. I get my pink history folder out and take my paper I wrote out. I place the folder back inside the backpack, zip the bag up, and I stand up. I smile softly and hand Ms. With my paper. “Thank you and good luck.” She says and walks back into the classroom. As soon as she leaves, I realize that Myranda and I do not have our fingers intertwined. It feels very uncomfortable and cold. In that instant, I wrap myself around her left arm. “You know I’m not going to work on the paper, right?” I look up at her concerned. “I did not ask you to be my girlfriend because I want you to get me out of trouble. I know I don’t have the best reputation around. I asked you to be my girlfriend because I’m astonished by you. You seem so caring and gentle and I feel comfortable around you.” I stop in the middle of the white tiled flooring and tan walls with blue lockers surrounding us. I instantly hug her. She feels the same way as I do towards her. I thought nobody feels this was way for me. I felt so alone. Alone, until Myranda came along my path. I hug her for a good ten minutes. “Thank you.” I whisper. I then cling to her left arm once again and we begin to walk towards the library. Once we enter the library, we go to this corner of the non-fiction books. She tells me nobody comes back here. She is facing the left corner with two tall light brown, wooden bookshelf. I sit in her lap and keep our bodies close together. She has this warmth in her body. After a moment of getting comfortable, she asks quietly and gently, “So what was your parents like?” I begin to think back to good memories three years ago. “She had these green eyes and dark brown hair which was almost black. She was just a little bit shorter than you. She was fit and very beautiful. My father was very tall maybe six foot, five inches. He had light brown hair and brown eyes. They both had this pale complexion. They were both so gentle, caring, loving, and wonderful.” By the end I slowly begin falling asleep. Myranda wraps her arms around me. She whispers, “Sounds beautiful. Go to sleep, princess.” With those words, I fall asleep. Myranda Message Received from ‘Alex’. “Normal spot?” 2:29pm Message Sent. “Yes, but gf sleeping. Be quiet.” 2:30pm Message Received. “I’ll tell him but gf?” 2:31pm Message Sent. “Yes, gf. It’s different. Don’t assume.” 2:31pm Message Received. “K.” 2:31pm After a couple minutes, Alex and Chase come into the library. They come to our little corner. Chase gets excited as usual. Alex on the other hand. Now, I’m not going to promise anything but I see a smirk for point five-seconds. I gently shake Ani and she wakes up pretty easily. Oh, if I may add, quite adorably too. When she wakes up, she sees Alex and Chase. She stands up and smiles the most gentle, beautiful smile I’ve ever seen. She helps me up and turns back to Alex and Chase. “Hello. I’m Ani.” She holds her hand out to Chase but he hugs her instantly. From behind Chase, Alex takes Ani’s hand and shakes it. “Hey, Ani. I’m Alex.” he shakes his head. “Sorry about him. His name is Chase.” She giggles and nods to let them know of her acceptance almost. It is a weird sight but I brush past it and stand close to her. I take Ani’s hand and leans her against me. She is tense for a moment just from shock and then she loosens up. “Where is your locker, so we can get your bags?” She reconnects our hands and begins walking. We exit the library and take a left. She walks up to one of the larger, white lockers. “I’ll grab a couple.” She hesitates and then nods. “Let’s go to my car. Alex, mine or yours?” I ask. |
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Post by fishysmilesxo on Jan 9, 2017 15:45:46 GMT -5
Chapter four Myranda
Alex and Chase stay behind us while we begin walking to our cars. “Yours.” he says simply. I nod and walk Ani out of the darker brown, wooden, school doors. While Ani and I walk to my Red Ford Escape 2006, Alex and Chase walk to the Silver Volkswagen Beetle 2014 that is parked next to me and Alex owns. We drive for about ten minutes before arriving at the apartment. Ani is quietly dancing and lip-syncing songs that come on the radio and it is quite adorable. After the ten minutes, we arrive at my apartment. It is a brick building with a red, brown tint. Once we park next to Alex’s car, Ani asks, “Should I grab my bags?” I reply bluntly, “Nope, I will.” She reluctantly nods and slowly gets out of the car. We walk to the trunk and begin grabbing her bags. I cannot get one bag so Ani grabs that one. She kisses my lips quickly and gently as a form of thank you. Alex and Chase are waiting for us at the door of my apartment complex. When we begin walking to the apartment, we notice Alex is carrying Chase like a baby. This is normal. Chase has arms wrapped around Alex’s shoulders and his legs around Alex’s waist. I walk past them with Ani right behind me. I can hear her giggle quietly. We walk up one flight of stairs and enter my apartment. I put Ani’s bags on one of the two beds in my bedroom. It has two beds, one big window in the middle, desks in front of each bed and a closet on each side of the bedroom. It is a lot like a bigger dorm. My kitchen is an okay size but I like to cook so I wish it was bigger. My countertops are grey and white marble and white cabinets. I have this shiny, silver fridge, oven, toaster oven, and microwave. The living room has this light tan couch facing a good sized television. This couch is not as bad as the one my parents own. In front of the couch is a very dark brown wooden coffee table. All of the walls are white because that’s how the apartment came and it looks neat that way. Alex and Chase are sitting on the couch and Chase is practically in Alex’s lap of course. Ani sits on the floor and opens a neon yellow school binder from her plain black, Jansport backpack. I go into the kitchen and grab four water bottles from the fridge and some Doritos from the pantry. I put the water and chips on the glass top of the coffee table. Ani looks up at me and gently smiles. She grabs a water bottle. I just remember to ask her what her diet is. “Hey Ani, do you have any specific diet?” I ask and she nods in response before saying anything. Alex and Chase look up at her. “I’m vegetarian.” She practically whispers due to the focus she has on her school work. Alex is too so I’m not shocked or worried. I nod and I sit down at the kitchen island with a wooden stool. We all work on school crap for an hour or two. Afterwards, I decide to make some dinner for all of us. I made a pasta with avocado sauce and some cheesy garlic bread. Oh, and some salad I love to make! Ani and Alex sit out my white set of plates and glasses at the dark brown wooden table. Napkins are laid out, places, cups, and silverware set up. I begin putting food on the table. Chase and I are so used to eating this kind of thing that we are practically vegetarian. Actually, is that a thing? Probably not. I’m beginning to wonder about Ani, the little things and the bigger things. So I ask, “So have you had sex before?” I guess she gets flustered and embarrassed because she begins acting weird. She can’t make eye contact with us and she is a little shaken up. There is a hint of sadness in her eyes. “I mean. Oh, nevermind. I’m sorry. ” She hesitates before replying, “Yes I have. Just not with my consent.” It takes me a moment before I processed what she is saying. When I do, Alex and Chase are already staring at me. “I-I had no idea. I’m so sorry.” “It’s okay. Really.” She giggles with that same gentle smile. ‘How can she giggle like that after what she just told me?’ I freeze in place. I don’t eat anymore, I don’t want to, and I can’t even if I try. I feel so bad for even asking that question. All I can think is who would do that? Ani
Myranda has been distracted from me since dinner last night. Maybe I should sit down and talk to her about what I meant. I didn’t mean to hurt her, I don’t want anybody upset. I am in English right now, which means I’m sitting next to the big open glass window. This window fits so well in this small, white bricked wall room. From the window, you can see the exact place my parents got in the car accident. It is an intersection in a small, rundown town. Black lamp posts next to the streets at each block, lights hanging on buildings, wreaths hanging everywhere, and the big church tower with one big, black bell that can be seen anywhere. Did I mention it is two weeks until Christmas? I take a deep breath then realize that I am crying. As I wipe the tears from my face, the school bell rings signaling for dismissal to the next class. I have my plain black, big Jansport backpack that I grab and put my pastel pink binder into the bag. I look up quickly to see Myranda walking out of the classroom. I see her silky, long, blonde hair get caught in the wind as she walks. I can feel the tears welling up in my eyes. I don’t even bother trying to cover it up this time. I slowly get up and begin walking to my next class. History class with Ms. With is my next class. I have to quickly wipe my face to get rid of the tears. Before I can go farther than two steps from my English class, Chase runs up to hug me and Alex walks behind him. Hugging Chase and waving to Alex I say, “Hi you guys!” I try to sound cheery and smile. It isn’t working. “You know, smiling really suits you when it is a real smile unlike now.” Alex says bluntly. I drop my head, “Thanks. I know I just.” I pause. “She’s been so distant.” I mumble. Chase is still hugging me but now he is hugging me for mortal support. “She thinks it is her fault. What you said at dinner that is.” Alex says as he holds onto Chase. Chase lets go of me. I have a shocked expression written on my face, “What? Are you serious?” With that, I walk down the almost empty hallways of the school with different sizes of white lockers lined up the walls. When I get to the small, sheltered classroom with cute little history decorations hanging everywhere, I stand and the doorway. I drop my head low, kinda embarrassed for the scene I’m about to make. “Myranda. Hallway. Now.” I say bluntly and walk into the hallway. I hold open the light brown wooden door with a small window as she walks out and leans against the big lockers with her head hanging low. Boy, there are a lot of peoples’ eyes staring at us. “What is it, Ani?” she asks. I walk confidently up to her. I kiss her lips passionately and lovingly. She is shocked. She does not kiss back for a moment but then she catches on and kisses me back. I break the kiss and put my hands on her cheeks to make her look at me. She does. “Please. Don’t leave me.” I planned out what I would say to her. Nothing is her fault and how I want to be with her. I also wanted to tell her that it did cause trust issues, depression, anxiety but I am okay when I am around her. But those words are the only ones my mouth allows. I throw myself in her chest and my hands on her chest as well. I begin crying. She wraps her arms around my waist and slides both of us to the ground. She pets my hair, “I won’t. I’m sorry. It’s okay now. I’m worried but it’s okay.” She comforts me for ten minutes. I cannot speak for this time period. I’m too scared to say anything. |
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Post by fishysmilesxo on Jan 11, 2017 16:13:08 GMT -5
Ani Once I decide to speak I say, “My step brother. It was for a year, it doesn’t happen anymore.” She stiffens when I say this but I calm her down. “It’s okay now. We’re okay now. It doesn’t happen anymore. It’s okay.” She hesitates but soon loosens up. I then stand up, smile gently, and hold my hand out to her. She takes it and she leads us into the classroom. She takes her normal seat and then point to the empty desk next to her, so I sit there. We are in the front of the room. I take out my neon yellow binder from my backpack and keep my head down the entire class period. I am completely embarrassed about earlier’s scene. I guess I’m shaking a bit because Myranda reaches over and holds my hand. She gives me the most caring smile I’ve seen and I smile gently back. She keeps her hand there the entire period, which is forty minutes long. I feel so reassured and secure. I love it. I wouldn’t be surprised if my face is red from being so flustered. She always gives me these feelings. I feel so awkward but I know it is because of one big meaningful reason. Myranda It has been two weeks since Ani opened up to me. It’s two days until Christmas. At this point, I know it’s love, I just have not told her yet. I don’t know how to tell her. Maybe Christmas Day but how? Alex and Chase are spending the night tonight. Actually, they will be staying the night until the day after Christmas. We do this each year. This year is better though because Ani is here. It’s 10:00 right now so Ani and Chase are asleep. They are probably sleeping in the empty bed because Ani and I usually sleep in the same bed together. “How do I tell her?” I ask knowing Alex will know what I’m talking about. “About time. She’s excited about Christmas so are you telling her Christmas?” I nod. “Hm. You could make a small, romantic dinner to tell her or take her to the park and just have an entire day date with her. Other than that, I’m not sure.” “That’s it! Thanks Alex!” “No problem. By the way, I know how you fangirl over Chase and my relationship, so I want to let you know I fangirl over you two as well.” He smirks. “Thanks.” I laugh. “I’m going to move Ani to our bed. You can have your boyfriend back.” He slightly chuckles and we get up. I walk to the bed Ani and Chase are in. I whisper, “Alright, Ani, let’s come over here.” I pick her up and tuck her into our bed as Alex makes himself and Chase comfortable in the other bed. I climb into the bed. As soon as I lay down and get comfy, Ani faces me and lays on my chest. We both come closer together as I grab her waist to pull her even closer. “Two more days.” I whisper and drift off to sleep. Today is Christmas Eve. Alex and I are going out to go shopping and wrap things up because we everything last minute. Ani and Chase did everything a couple weeks ago. They are home having a Christmas movie marathon and probably drinking hot chocolate. Hot chocolate is Ani’s favorite drink at this time of year. “What are you getting Ani?” Alex asks as we are walking to the mall that is ten minutes away. “A bunch of little things. It’s what she loves. Maybe I should get into a box and see if she says she loves me.” Alex chuckles, “She would.” “What are you getting Chase?” I ask moving the subject ahead. “A ring” He says being blunt as usual. “For?” I ask curiously. “It’s a promise ring.” He gives me this death glare for asking. “He’s been worried about us so I wanted to show him that I care.” “Oh, he shouldn’t be. You love him and that’s what matters, right?” “That’s what I told him but he has a few trust issues.” He shrugs his shoulders. “Ani does too. Are you worried?” I ask. “No. I know I love him and neither of us would hurt each other.” He states and I nod. A couple hours later I have two plain white mugs, blue and green ionic hair dye, notebooks, pens, pencils, sketchbooks, a couple sets of cheap jewelry (her favorite), and a couple lipsticks. I am going to decorate the white mugs so I got a couple nail polishes, throw away pan, stencils, and a couple other things. On one mug I am going to put ‘Meow’ on it with little whiskers because of her mom’s old beanie. The other I am going to make purple and blue ombre and put the word ‘Love’ on it. I’m pretty excited about the mugs because I know she will love them. Alex got them these really pretty pair of rings. They are the same except Chase’s looks more feminine than Alex’s. It is a silver ring with a split in the middle. In between the two silver rings are tiny diamonds that are rainbow colored all the way around. It is red, clear, orange, clear, yellow, clear, green, clear, etc. Really, they are very pretty. Oh, at one point, Alex and I split up because I got him and Chase a couple things. He got Ani and I a couple things as well. They are both going to major is Art when we go to college. I have gotten Alex a really nice camera and couple really pretty photographs that hangs up on walls. I got Chase a bunch of art supplies. I got him a few canvases, paint, sketchbooks, pencils, markers, crayons, colored pencils, pastels, etc. After shopping for presents, we go over to Alex’s apartment. His apartment is five minutes away from the mall. We put all of the things down and set up to wrap it and do anything we can. We are in two separate areas. I am in the kitchen while Alex is in his room. An hour later, we are finally finished wrapping everything. We pack up and head back to my place. We walk in the cold past the black lamp posts on each block. We even passed this really pretty, big church with this huge bell that anyone can see from anywhere. Really, I love walking through towns but I will never admit it to Alex. We arrive at my apartment complex. We walk to the white wooden door that is always closed. The door is already open. I am confused as to why it would be open. Alex is worried, I can see it in his eyes. I walk in first. Chase is sitting on the couch with tears welled up inside his eyes. Ani isn’t here but Chase points to the bedroom door. I lay my stuff down, grab an umbrella. I slowly begin walking to my bedroom and hesitantly open the door. Here she is. Laying on my bed. Hopeless. Terrified. Watery eyed. I want to cry for her, I want to take all of the pain away from her in that moment. Nobody is here with her. I look around the apartment but nobody is here. They must’ve ran. There is glass shattered in the kitchen. I quickly grab a blanket and wrap Ani up and hug her. I comfort her because I know what it was. I know who it was. She thought she finally escaped. What a jerk. “H-he came b-back.” She stutters and shakes. I pet her to comfort her. She slowly calms down and once she has calmed down, she gets dressed. Her clothes are just thrown everywhere. “Are you ready to go back out there?” I ask and she nods. When we walk back out to the living room, Chase runs and hugs her. Chase calmed down but is still crying. Poor baby girl. This is my fault in the first place. I should’ve been here with her. I should’ve been the one to protect her. She senses that I am upset so she takes my hand and intertwines our fingers. I smile sadly while she smiles gently like normal. She’s so amazing. She brushes past whatever happened and asks, “So what’d you get me?” I giggle and shake my head, “I’m not telling you.” “Myranda!” She whines. “Ani!” I say mocking her. After a moment she stops asking. “Is there any hot chocolate left?” I ask as I walk to the kitchen to clean the glass up. “Yep, but you owe me.” She smirks. ‘Oh, brother.’
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Post by fishysmilesxo on Jan 13, 2017 23:05:52 GMT -5
There will probably be about 2 or 3 chapters of Christmas Chapter 6 Ani Alex is made us all go to bed early last night. Now, I’m going to wake him up super early. Ha! Well, actually, I’m going to wake up his boyfriend and make him wake up Alex. When I wake up I look up and see Myranda’s beautiful, peaceful, sleeping face. I love her so much. Instead of waking up Chase, Alex, and Myranda up, I get up very slowly and carefully not wake Myranda up. My hair is wavy but sorta cute I’m going to keep it that way. I am wearing a long, oversized, army green t-shirt and that it. I get up and walk into the kitchen to make breakfast. Oh. Wait. Immediately I feel so bad. I can’t cook. Myranda and Chase can. I already got up and could have woken her up just to realize I can’t cook. ‘I hope she doesn’t hate me.’ I feel my eyes start to become teary. I hear footsteps come into the living room. I drop my head because I thought it is Myranda. It’s Alex. He has these baggy, red plaid, long pants with a tight, black tank top on. Due to the shirt being tight, I can see his abs and muscles. He walks over to me and puts his big, pale hand on my messy haired head. “What’s wrong, kid?” He mumbles half asleep. Somewhere along the way he began calling me kid. I kinda like it so I never say anything when he says it. “I woke up and wanted to cook something for you guys. I got out of bed to realize I can’t cook.” I say with my eyes full of tears. He rolls his eyes, chuckles, and replies, “You’re such a big goof. Go back to bed. If Myranda was-” Myranda then walks out of the bedroom. She has her hair in a messy braid so when we slept, her hair wasn’t in my face. Like I always say, she’s so cute. All she is wearing is a tighter muscle shirt that says ‘Need More Sleep’ and we can see her underwear. I was shocked but then I realized that she’s awake because I woke her up. She sees me with my sad eyes and walks over to pick me up and sits on the couch. She kisses my head. Her and Alex roll their eyes as I giggle slightly and cuddle into her body closer. Just having her near me melts my heart and makes me feel happier. That’s why I didn’t push yesterday when Camyron came back. I realized that she was there with me and I have nothing to worry about anymore. Besides, I did not want to call the police or anything irrational. I deserved what I got anyway. Chase then walks into the living room with a yawn and a stretch. Chase is wearing an oversized, red shirt that looks like it is supposed to be with Alex’s pajama pants he is wearing. (It is.) He immediately walks over to Alex and jumps on his back sleepily. Alex doesn’t care. He just chuckles and smirks, maybe even smiles. Myranda begins getting up so I get upset and try to pull her back down. “Calm down. I think we are all ready to pass out presents.” She almost crunches over from laughter. I give her a puppy dog face and she gives me a dirty look and says, “Fine I’ll sit back down but you have to pass presents out.” With that, she sits down and I stand up. I sigh and begin passing presents out. Chases decides to help which I am thankful for. Once we get everything passed out, we all sit on the floor. We decide to take turns opening presents, one by one. Chase is first, then Alex, then Myranda, and finally me. “Which one should I open first?” He looks at us all and giggles. He picks up one of the presents Myranda is giving him. This looks like a box to put folded clothing into. The wrapping paper is red with little curvy, gold designs all over it. Myranda wrapped everyone’s gifts in the same designed wrapping paper. Chase calmly opens the present. One piece by one, when he opens it, it reveals pastels. “Awe, Myranda!” He slightly calls. Everyone in the room laughs and agrees to allow Chase to open all of Myranda’s gifts since she separated most of the gift parts. He gets all of his art supplies with utensils, sketchbooks, and canvases. Now it is Alex’s turn. Alex is holding a small box that is a long narrow box like it is for jewelry. The wrapping paper is sky blue with little snowmen all around it. He begins to open the one Chase is giving him calmly. Once he opens the present it is a necklace. It reads, ‘A<3C’ but it is designed cursively and delicately. He smiles, “Awe, thank you, babe.” Now it is Myranda’s turn. She picks up the gift I am giving her. It is a box you would normally put folded clothes in. The wrapping paper is white with a bunch of red hearts all around it. She is actually very excited and she rips the wrapping paper and the box apart. It is so cute seeing all the sides to her. When she opens hers it reveals a limited edition cook book with 500 recipes. She squeals and I giggle. She kisses my lips as a form of thank you. It is now my turn. I decide to open Alex’s gift to me. This gift is in a plain sky blue gift bag. I take the white tissue out of the bag and took out this soft package that is wrapped to where I cannot see the gift. From the corner of my eye I see Alex smirking, Chase is looking over Alex trying to figure out what it is, and Myranda just as confused as us three. I turn the wrapping around and slowly peel it off. It reveals two oversized t-shirts. One says ‘Professional Fangirl’. This one is grey and it is more of an oversized sweater. I begin getting flustered just at the sight of this. I pull the next one out. This one is white with big black wording. This one says, ‘I’m Not Gay But My Girlfriend Is’. I’m very flustered and embarrassed. “A-Alex why d-did you get me this?” They all know I get flustered very easily. Myranda and Alex are rolling on the floor laughing so hard that they are crying. Chase is laughing but not rolling on the floor. “Because!” He tries to catch his breath. “You’re welcome, Myranda!” Myranda and him give each other a high five. “You know, I’m going to make you wear that one day at school, right?” Myranda laughs. I’m speechless. Why are they so mean to me?
Myranda
Once Alex and I calm down, Ani is still flustered but we move back to presents. I pick her up and move her to my lap. I love this girl so much. She’s so innocent with something so simple. Chase looks at his options of presents and decides to open the gift Ani is giving him. It is wrapped in blue wrapping paper and elves danced around this paper. This looks like a box you would normally put folded clothing in. Chase is now wide awake and ripping the paper to shreds. Ani taped the box so Chase is making Alex cut the tape with scissors he brought in here. Chase opens the gift to reveal a black and white almost pixilated looking beanie with a pom pom at the top, a matching scarf, and gloves. He looks ecstatic and cheery. “Thank you Ani!” She laughs which makes my body shake. Next is the great and all mighty, Alex. Gosh, that was such a good gift. I wish he stepped it up a notch though. Oh, he’s great. |
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Post by fishysmilesxo on Jan 16, 2017 13:14:49 GMT -5
Hello!! I'm so sorry I missed yesterday.  My mistake. By the way, we hit 100 views yesterday!!! EEEEPPP! Oh, so the last chapter I posted the views went from 78 to 93 very quickly. Can you guys explain why it did that? I want to be able to improve.  I will be posting another chapter tomorrow to make it up to you guys and to keep track of the chapters. LET'S GO! Oh, so this is the last chapter with presents. 
Chapter SevenMyranda Alex decides to open my gift next. I wrapped all of my presents with the same designed wrapping paper. This is red with little curvy gold designs. It is a decent sized box. He calmly tears into the wrapping paper and looks at the box. He looks very skeptical so he opens the box to reveal a very nice camera. He smiles at me, “Thank you, Myranda.” I nod and smile back. I tell him to open the rest which there is two. One is a picture of this beautiful sunset that enhances each color within. It shows purple, pink, orange, and deep yellow. The other picture is white and the lettering is black. This is a quote that says, ‘Love only goes so far if you fear, so do not fear. Just do.’ He chuckles at the quote and smiles at me. Next is my turn so Ani slides off of me. I decide to open the one Alex is giving me. His is in a plain white bag with red tissue. I tore the tissue out of the bag. I immediately start dying of laughter. “Oh my gosh. Alex, have I ever told you that you’re my best friend in this entire world?” He starts laughing too. Ani crawls up on me out of curiosity. I scoot her back and pull the items out. I pull out a t-shirt. I unravel the t-shirt. It says, ‘Don’t listen to her. She’s completely gay for me.’ Ani looks to Alex with her face completely red. I pull out another t-shirt that says, ‘This is What an Awesome Lesbian Looks Like!’ Ani is practically in my lap from embarrassment. She knows I am going to make her wear hers and I’ll wear mine to school. Now it is Ani’s turn. She climbs back into my lap properly. She grabs one of my presents. This looks a lot like the camera box that Alex opened. The wrapping paper is the same as the rest. She was still shaking as she opens this present slowly. Then I taped the box so Alex has to cut it with the scissors. She opens the box to reveal a plain white mug that has a cute little cat mouth that says, ‘Meow’. Inside the mug is holding a couple cheap sets of jewelry and a couple lipsticks. One of the jewelry sets is a set of etched rings. The other is a silver necklace with etched arrows as the charms. It also has a matching bracelet. One lipstick is a very dark purple matte and the another is a brown matte. She understands the mug reference so she is very excited about this present. She jumps up and hugs me, “Thank you so much Myranda. This means so much to me.” I hug her back tightly. Then I tell her to open the other present from me. This one reveals blue and green ionic hair dye (she’s always wanted to dye her hair), two cute little notebooks, cutely designed pens and pencils, and a sketchbook. Next is Chase. He grabs the present Alex is giving him but pauses. “You know. I want you guys to finish your presents before me.” Alex looks at him confused and everyone moves on. It is now Alex’s turn. Alex is opening Ani’s gift to him. The wrapping paper is white with little red roses all over the paper. The box is one you would put folded clothing into. He calmly tears the wrapping paper, cuts the tape, and opens the box. When he opens the box, it is some workout clothes. There is two black shirts, two blue pants but one was a pair of shorts with a black stripe and the other are longer pants. Ani tells him to open the other one from her. It is the same wrapping paper. He tears the wrapping paper to reveal a shoe box. He opens the shoe box to show black and blue Nikes. He smiles, “Thank you, Ani. These are really nice.” Ani giggles. Now it is my turn. I pick up the gift from Chase. The wrapping paper is sky blue with small Santa’s all over it. It is a shoe box shape. I open the gift excitedly. When I open the shoe box it reveals a cute little popcorn holder, candy, microwavable popcorn, a couple of my favorite movies, and movie tickets to see ‘Incarnate’. On the back of the movie tickets, is mine and Ani’s names. This is so cute and sweet. “Thanks Chase. This is so cool.” I smile. Now it is Ani’s turn. Ani grabs Chase’s gift to her. She looks most excited about Chase’s gift, probably because they’ve gotten so close within the past few weeks. Chase chuckles at her excitement. The wrapping paper is white with little golden hearts and gold curvy designs. This is also a shoe box. She tears the wrapping paper and opens the box to reveal Mason jars. Each has a little antique looking tag on it. One jar has a purple substance. The tag reads honey and lavender body scrub. The next is yellow and reads lemon body scrub. Then another is brown and reads brown sugar scrub. They are several in here and she squeals. “Thank you so much Chase!” Ani Now we are back to Chase. Chase has this big smile on his face. He picks up the gift from Alex once again. The wrapping paper is the same as the one I used for Myranda’s presents. It’s white with little red hearts all over the paper. This looks like a small square box for jewelry. Chase unwraps the box and he notices it’s a ring box. He looks up at Alex completely flustered. Alex takes the ring box from Chase’s hands. They sit across each other, facing one another. Chase is sitting with his legs crossed around each other. Alex has his legs open to where chase is sitting in between his legs. “Chase. I know you too well. I know you’ve been hiding doubts from me.” Chase’s eyes begin to tear up. “You know I’m very awkward with these little things like this. But. Um. I do love you and I want to be with you forever because you built me back up into someone who can care, laugh, smile. And well, love. Yes I know you have trust issues and I do too. Both of our depression and anxiety isn’t the best but we’ve gotten better and I hope it continues this way.” Alex opens the box to show the rings to Chase. Chase wipes the tears from his eyes but he is smiling. They are tears of joy. I become teary eyed as I’m watching this. “I want to give you these promises. I promise I truly do love you. I promise I will never do anything you don’t want me to do in the relationship. I promise our hearts will stay connected forever. The only thing I need to hear is.” He pauses. “Well. Do you promise?” Chase quickly nods his head, “Yes. I love you too, Alex. I promise. I promise my heart to you too.” Chase throws himself into Alex. They hug for a while. While they are hugging, I decide to make some hot chocolate and admire my Meow mug. ‘I’m so happy that I have everyone here. They are all so caring and they truly want me here. I think.’ Myranda goes into the bedroom. My guess is to put those shirts up. I walk back to the living room to see Alex put the ring on Chase’s ring finger. Alex asks, “I got one for me too. It’s a pair. Would you like to put mine on my finger?” Chase nods and takes the beautiful silver ring and slides it on Alex’s ring finger. They continue hugging so I walk back into the kitchen. By this time the hot chocolate is finished. “Who wants hot chocolate?” I yell. Chase and Myranda yell that they want some. I grab three more cups. I filled my Meow mug and three other mugs. I turn the stove on low and passed the mugs out. I look at the time and notice it is 9:30. I should probably get ready for the day. I walk into the bedroom to get dressed and say hello to my girlfriend but she isn’t here. I pick out my outfit and then walk into the living room. I still do not see her, “Do you guys know where Myranda is?” Chase says, “I’m not sure.” Alex suggests, “Is she outside?” I shrug and walk back into the bedroom. |
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Post by fishysmilesxo on Jan 17, 2017 6:37:07 GMT -5
Okay guys! SO! Not as much in this one, but in my next one on Thursday it's about to get serious. Meaning huge abuse warning for next chapter, ahead of time. Eight is a short chapter, but it has intent behind it. Love you all!! Chapter Eight Ani I put on these black skinny jeans, thick oversized grey sweater, maroon scarf, and dark tan work boots. I also throw my hair is a ponytail and put on an army green jacket I always wear. I open the exit door to the apartment, look down both sides of the hallway and then walk towards the stairs. I walk downstairs and still see no sign of my girlfriend. I am becoming extremely worried. When I get this way, my anxiety gets really bad. I walk outside and look on the right of me. As I am turning my head to the left a huge gust of wind hits me. I see my beautiful dorky, crazy, loving girlfriend sitting at the fountain. She is wearing the same messy braid she woke up in. She has on a white sweater that fits her perfectly, leggings, with an army green scarf. Okay, I wear this jacket all the time. She did this on purpose. I run to her and hug her tightly like I haven’t seen her in months when it has only been a few minutes. She laughs slightly but it’s not her usual laugh or herself in general. I look at her concerned. “Myranda?” The question I was about to ask is going to make her even more upset. I hesitate, “Why did you leave like that? Do you not want me around?” I ask. She looks down and doesn’t reply. I get up and begin walking to the park down the street but I’m stopped by someone wrapping themselves behind me and resting their head on my shoulder. “No, It’s not that.” I could hear the crack in her voice. I walk back to the fountain with her. I sit there and hug her tightly. She is warmth I have longed for but I guess I’m not hers. She hasn’t said anything and it’s been twenty minutes. She finally speaks up, “My parents.” I look at her face and see tears falling. “They are abusive and demanding.” I am confused, they aren’t here though. She is with me, in her new apartment. “Yet, why is it I miss them.” She hesitates, “They called me when I was putting our things away. They want me home for the day.” I look at her concerned. “If you want to see them. I can come too.” She looks away and I know what that means. I brought my cold hands to her rosy cheeks to make her look at me. “I’ll be a friend. A roommate. I don’t have to be a girlfriend for the day.” I nod questioning. She nods slightly back. I take her hand, intertwine our fingers and begin walking into the apartment complex. She stops me, “I have to tell you something first about us in general.” I shush her, “It’s okay. It can wait until we get back. Let’s get you inside. It’s cold out here.” I continue walking inside. What I didn’t know at the time was that I just shushed the three words I’ve longed to hear from her for so long. Myranda “What? No way in hell are you going!” Alex yells at both, Ani and I. Mainly me though. Ani shockingly stands in front of me when he yells. “Alex. She needs this. We understand the chances and yes I know the circumstances but it’s family no matter what they do. Period.” She firmly announces back. He steps back. “I thought we were the family.” Chase mumbles. “We are. The three of us. Forever. But to my parents one last time is the closure I need.” I told Chase. Ani grabs my hand and we say our goodbyes. When we walk out of the door, Ani keeps her head low. “Ani?” I can hear a sniffle come from her. “It’s. It’s nothing.” I keep my eyes on her. She understands I want a real reply. “The three.” She mumbles. I don’t understand so I keep walking. My parents only live five minutes away. We walk down the street and Ani stops. She stops at a flower shop. She puts her hands in her pocket and walks inside. “We need to get your mother some flowers. We need to have something with us at the front door.” She talks to the man at the front end. She ends up getting six white roses and six red roses. She says she wants classic with a little twist to it. I love it, it’s beautiful. We walk out of the door and she cheerfully waves at the man and continues. I try taking her free hand in mine but she takes it back and puts her hand in her pocket. When we get to the front door of the house, I take a deep breath. We knock on the front door and my mother opens the door. Ani smiles sweetly, “Hello, Mrs. Brooks. I’m Ani Castle, Myranda’s roommate.” She introduces herself and hands my mother the flowers. “Oh, we decided to get you these, I hope you like them.” My mother smiles caringly and takes the flowers, “Hello Ani! It’s nice to meet you. Thank you for the beautiful flowers. Please do come in!” Ani and I walk into the house. We both slip our shoes off at the door. We follow my mother to the kitchen so she can put the flowers in a clear glass vase. Much to both of our surprise, we hear someone walk into the house and immediately my mother takes one of the white flowers and crushes it. ‘Oh no. Not with Ani. She’s too innocent.’ Ani jumps. From behind us my father grabs Ani by the waist and pushes her on the couch. He is overtop of her and I am boiling with rage. Ani tries to push him off and yell but he covers her mouth and he is just too strong. I try to stomp over there and show him a peace of my mind but my mother pushes me back. |
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Post by fishysmilesxo on Jan 19, 2017 21:43:48 GMT -5
I just want to warn you guys that there is abuse in this chapter. Oh, and YOU GUYS, we have TWO more chapters to go. It goes up to chapter 10!! I already have my second writing written. I'll add more information to a short passage right after chapter 10. I'm so excited for the next one because this is my first one I ever wrote!!
Chapter Nine Ani This is Camyron all over again. I always end up in this position. I really do just deserve it though. I mean if it keeps happening then there is a reason. I’m left uncovered and completely vulnerable. I’m giving up. I’m letting him do whatever. It’s not worth it. The only thing that can make fighting worth it is the fact that my girlfriend is watching me give up and let him do it. I feels like it’s lasting forever. It hurts. This is so much worst than Camyron. Once he finishes and walks towards Myranda, I’m shaken up but I lose my temper. I stomp and try hitting him, pushing him away from her, something, anything. “Don’t touch her! Don’t you do anything!” I yell. He suddenly stops in his tracks, “Fine. What’s in it for me if I listen to you?” We all four get the message of what I was about to say. ‘Me’. He grabs my wrist and pushes me against the wall. He lifts my chin to make it seem like he trying to be sexual but instead I feel a punch into my stomach. Several of them. Probably ten punches before I fall to the ground. He walks upstairs and doesn’t come back down. When I know he was done, I fall barely conscious. I can hear my name being called out several times, I hear crying but I cannot respond but I try as hard as I can. All I can do is lift my hand from my thigh and place it on her right cheek. “I’m okay. Take me home?” She nods quickly and I feel her help me put my jeans and shoes back on. I feel her pick me up and I can hear her sobs. I stay awake barely. Just to make sure she makes it home safely. “We’re home now. It’s okay Ani. We’re home.” Myranda reassures. “What in the world happened?” Alex yells. I can hear him cursing some too. “Ani!” Chase hollers towards me. Sobbing. I give all my strength to stand up but I can’t for very long. I lean on somebody’s body. I think it is Chase because he’s just a little bit taller than me. While I stand at five foot, four inches, Chase stands at five foot, six inches. “Myranda, who did this to her?” I’ve never heard Alex yell like this. It kind of scares me. “Who do you think, Alex?” Myranda cried. “Hey Ani?” Chase calmly asks. I hum to acknowledge him. “You protected her, didn’t you? That’s why you’re worst than her, right?” He questions. “Is she okay? Did I help?” I ask concerned. “You did. Let’s sit down, okay?” I shake my head no. “What’s wrong?” Concern filled his eyes. “I didn’t get to give it to her.” I pointed to the bedroom. I got her a necklace with my name on it and then it had a little note beside it saying ‘I love you’. “Okay. We’ll give it to he. We’ll bring her over here. You just sit here, okay?” I nod. “Under my bed.” I mumble and Chase nods. I didn’t realize that Alex and Myranda stopped their argument during this whole conversation with Chase. I don’t realize it until Chase walks away. I turn and smile softly at the two. “Are you okay, Myranda?” I ask concerned. “I’m okay, Ani.” She comes to the couch and cuddles to me. What I don’t tell her is that my stomach really hurts. When she cuddles close to me, I accidentally winced. She notices and lifts my sweater to see the scratches, bruises, and blood. I’m not bleeding as badly now but she still freaks out. “Alex grab a wet wash cloth now.” Alex obeys and Chase comes back into the room without the box I have prepared. Alex brings the wash cloth back in no time at all. She lays me down and sits overtop of me. She was gentle and sweet. She smiles and has her hair falling over her shoulder, if she wasn’t here like this, I would be freaking out. I love her. .... It has now been two months since this incident and it is now February. I never have had the chance to tell Myranda how I feel or give her the necklace. Stupid injuries. All four of us sat down at the table and decided that we only need one apartment and it’d be easier to pay. Well, them three decided. I wasn’t a part of it. We all four now live with Myranda. Alex, Chase, and Myranda are in the kitchen playing some game I’ve never played before. I’m sitting on the couch watching but I need my girlfriend’s attention. They are all into this game. I can tell them that I’m going to get a tattoo or tell Myranda I love her and she would not even hear me. Watch. “Myranda.” She hums to acknowledge me. “I love you.” “Okay.” Myranda mumbles not understanding what I just told her. Alex looks up at her and then me with a shocked expression. “I’m getting a tattoo on my inner thigh that curses.” “K.” Alex rolls his eyes, “Yeah, right. You’re too innocent for that.” “I’m going to go put on the t-shirt from Christmas and nothing else on.” Alex laughs when I say this. “Have fun.” Myranda again mumbles. Alex looks at Myranda like she’s crazy again. She’s killing me! Alex is the only one acknowledging anything I’m saying! “What game is that, that I can say I’m only going to wear one thing and my girlfriend doesn’t jump at it?” I ask frustrated. “It’s honestly stupid. These two love it though so I’m just here to entertain.” “Entertainment huh?” I walk into the bedroom and put on the oversized t-shirt that Alex gave me for Christmas with no pants on. I then walk to Myranda and lay on her back to get her attention. You know what she did? She pushes me off! I mean gently but still! “Uggh.” I sit on the floor and throw a blanket over me. “You’re way too innocent to be wearing just that in the way you're trying to wear it.” “You got it for me.” “Why did I?” “To see me flustered.” “Oh yeah. That was funny” He chuckles and I roll my eyes. “Would you end this game already?” “How long?” He asks not meaning the game. I give him a death stare and don’t even reply. “Ouch. Okay, long enough.” “Yeah. Is there a way to end it?” I walk back to the couch and plop down. “Yes.” He then throws everything on the floor. “Why’d you do that?” Myranda yells with a few cursing in there too. “You’re girlfriend is on the couch wanting your attention.” He points towards my dead body on the couch. Myranda laughs and walks to me. I have a blanket over my face and body. She removes it from my face, “How are you doing attention seeking girlfriend?” “You guys are sooo funny today.” I throw the blanket over Myranda’s head. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry.” She says laughing. I pout. “You know it has been a while.” She is not helping the situation at all. I give her a death glare. “Oh okay, okay. I’ll figure something out.” I roll my eyes and stomp to the bedroom. I change into my oversized army green t-shirt and some really short shorts. I hear Alex and Myranda laughing. Myranda then slowly opens the bedroom door to see what I am doing. I’m laying in bed pouting, that’s what I’m doing. She climbs overtop of me. “You did look good in that though.” She slowly brings her lips to mine. “Really?” I ask innocently. She laughs and nods slightly before connecting our lips. Just as the kiss becomes passionate there is a knock on the door. “I’m leaving.” I state monotoned. I get Myranda off of me and open the door. I see Chase looking guilty with a smile on his face. “Um. I’m sorry. I was just going to ask if we are going to go somewhere to eat or cook something. It’s 8:00. Chase asks nervously. I look to Myranda for the answer. “Cook. Put some clothes on, Ani.” She says walking to the kitchen. I look down and back up at her. “Pants.” She states simply. “I always wear this. What’s wrong with you?” “Ani. Pants.” “It’s pants. Get over it. Ani just go.” Alex steps into the conversation. ‘WHAT?’ I roll my eyes and turn back into the bedroom. Just because I’m 17 while everyone is 18 doesn’t mean they can treat me like a child! I may or may not have slammed the door and put on black sweatpants. I lay down in bed. I begin writing in my journal. I write and write until I’m content. Well, almost. There is a knock on the door. “What?” I ask frustrated. Alex steps in. “You know she told you to put on pants because she feels just as bad as you do?” He states as a question. He then sits on my bed. I scoot over so he can sit down next to me. I don’t say anything. “Hm, whatcha writing? Your feelings?” “Yeah.” “How long have you been writing? In your life I mean.” “Since I was born. It’s always been a natural instinct.” I say as I spin the pencil in my fingers. He laughs, “Is that so?” I hum. “Dinner!” Myranda calls. |
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Post by fishysmilesxo on Jan 21, 2017 9:26:29 GMT -5
HEY!! Last chapter!! Yaaayyyy!! I'll have a little explanation of my next book after chapter 10. This was so much fun being able to go through this story and re-edit and make a different approach to some of it than originally. Anyway, don't forget right after I post this, I'll post a little teaser and information for the next one!!
Chapter 10 Ani “Just don’t be too harsh on her, okay?” I nod and he pats my back. We walk into the kitchen as I see Myranda has everything set and ready to go. She made vegetarian pizza and it smells delicious. “It smells delicious, Myranda.” I smile cheerfully as if nothing happened, however she says nothing. “How much homework did we even do today?” I ask laughing. Nothing. “Do you have any plans tomorrow, Myranda?” Still. Nothing. I stand up and walk into the bedroom. I reach under my bed and grab the box I’ve been hiding for months. I walk back into the kitchen and put the box in front of her. “I meant to give it to you Christmas but everything happened, so there.” I then walk back into the bedroom and lay in bed. Chase comes into the bedroom so he can get ready for bed. “It’s been really rough on her. She doesn’t-” “Stop.” I drop my head down. “If she EVER cared about me, she would say, ‘I love you’ or even just ‘I care about you’ or ‘Please don’t leave’. Not once. ONCE. I’m left out of your three person family anyway!” I end up yelling the last part. ‘I just want to have the feeling of being loved.’ Alex walks into the bedroom. He says it was to go to bed but I know it is to check up on me. Nobody realizes how I feel. Only Myranda, huh? Guess she doesn’t care. It’s fine nobody has ever cared enough. I walk out of the bedroom and go into the shower. Once I enter the shower, my body is shaken, my mind is spinning, and my emotions drop. I hang my head low and let the water run through the body. I have tears running down my eyes but it's not noticeable due to the water. Once the temperature of the shower drops, I begin washing my body and hair still shakily. Why does she do this to everyone around her except Alex and Chase. I guess family just doesn't split.. just when I was beginning to feel at home. I won't bother her anymore. I'll just sleep on the couch, maybe she'll get sleep that way. Myranda She slept on the couch. I did not sleep. Three person family. What does that even mean? I thought and thought about it until 7:00. I said that in December. She has felt like way since then? I get up and go into the shower and get ready. It is Friday and we have school. I get out of the shower and gather my things. I subconsciously put the necklace that Ani gave me around my neck. “Ani! I’m leaving!” I call but I hear nothing. I look around. “Alex, where’s Ani?” “School.” I begin running out of the door and all the way to school. When I get to school I look around. “Ani! Ani. Ani? Ani!” I walk through hallways and then I hear singing from the music room. I open the door quietly to see Ani singing Titanium. I didn’t realize she can sing. “Wow” I whisper. She hears me though. She jumps and begins gathering her things. “Ani, Ani, wait.” “Yes?” She asks. I didn’t hesitate. I didn’t think twice. I push her against a wall. I embrace her body tightly around my own. I kiss her gently. I then sit down, hoping she won’t leave. She doesn’t. She puts her stuff down and climbs into my lap and buries her head into my chest. She is crying, I can feel the warm wetness. “I-I know I’m not loved back. I know it’ll forever be you three. I know I’m just a toy. I know I don’t deserve you, but I got attached. I’m scared for the day you’ll kick me out. I’m scared of losing you. I’m scared to death.” She speaks. I don’t think I’ve ever heard her speak more true words on how she truly feels. “Ani. You don’t understand. I’ve wanted to tell you. I wanted to tell you Christmas but I never got the opportunity. Ani. You make me whole. You mean the world to me. I love you. I truly love you back. I said my family was us three because well.” I hesitate, “You can’t marry family.” I speak completely honest. She stares at me shocked. She then hugs me tightly. She kisses all over my face, chin, jaw, ears, and neck. She hugs me so ecstatic. I smile and end up laughing. I hug her and then pick her up and kiss her with so much passion and love. We had to go to English. That was normal, boring, and all around terrible. On my part, that is. With Ani, she loves it. I don’t know what it is about this classroom that she loves so much. Ani I love it in here. I love the big open window. I love the weather. I love the small things. Because in this classroom, one thing helped me find my true love, Myranda. A Gust of Wind. |
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Post by fishysmilesxo on Jan 21, 2017 10:04:32 GMT -5
This story is Forgotten Memories. I'm not sure how many chapters will be in this one because I originally made the chapters short but I'm in the process of making them longer. So Emma, Dylan, Zachary, and Cody will be the main characters. Emma's best friend, Anne, will be in this too. She takes a big part but I would not necessarily say she is a main character. Zachary is sort of a secret until he comes into the story. Emma has this bad history and the only outlet she has is photography. Photography got her into a bigger mess that eventually comes out as forgotten memories being remembered once again. In this story there will be abuse, a small bit of sexual behaviors, and confusing moments. I love love love this story and I cannot wait to share it with you guys. Here's a small passage of the story:
"I could tell that Dylan is acting like some sort of villain. I don’t know how I know I just do. It is almost like he is protecting me of someone. Maybe himself? Maybe Cody? But why? I a backing away a bit. It isn’t because of Dylan but my anxiety jumps into this. I am freaking out on the inside but I don’t know why. I can’t breath properly. I go on as if I’m not having an anxiety attack. When I say he is almost protecting I mean this vibe is protective, honest, sweet. Almost like, I’ve met him before and I was with him a lot. I slowly grow the courage to say something. I am shocked at my own words that come out. By the way Dylan and Cody looks, they are too."
I will be posting the first chapter in maybe a week. This will be January 28th. I will be doing the same method that I used with this story. This will a chapter every other day. Saturday, Monday, Wednesday, Friday, Sunday, Tuesday, Thursday, etc. Thank you so much for all of the support you guys have shown me and lets keep this going!
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Post by fishysmilesxo on Feb 2, 2017 17:20:24 GMT -5
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Also, this chapter is really short.
My mistake. By the way, we hit 100 views yesterday!!! EEEEPPP! Oh, so the last chapter I posted the views went from 78 to 93 very quickly. Can you guys explain why it did that? I want to be able to improve. 
I will be posting another chapter tomorrow to make it up to you guys and to keep track of the chapters. LET'S GO! Oh, so this is the last chapter with presents. 
