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Post by Blossomshadow on Aug 22, 2016 18:34:44 GMT -5
(Hey, ladies. I just started school today. It was super boring. An Economics class and Algebra... I haven't done math in two years... :3 Part of me wants to quit this because I'm not active and don't care to interact with the girls, just the prince... //sigh// IDK what's the matter with me. I am clinically depressed, going on 5 years now... I also have a problem that hasn't been diagnosed where I will do or think of something and then five seconds later, totally give up on myself and not want to do it anymore... I think that's just an added bonus of the depression. I don't want to do anything anymore, but I need an outlet to stay away from my "hectic" life.
IDK why I'm pouring myself out to you ladies. I'm sure you have experienced some sort of depression or some other type of life troubles and for that, I am sorry. I'll pray for you. C: I'm not sure if it's very recent events that only affect me and not my family that are having some added stress and longing to my life. It's guy problems... I haven't dated since I was 13... It's hard to believe that it's been 7 years since my first and only BF. Today I started my Algebra class and my ex (whom I'm still really good friends with)'s girlfriend is in my class. It's impossible to hate this cheerful little flower she is. :/ I hate to admit it, but I like her as a person and she's perfect for him. He's in the Air Force so I'm sure she's having a tough time as it is...
Anyway... this guy that I liked (we met online and met once...) told me he started dating a girl he graduated with.... Then this guy I'm "talking to" isn't really showing interest in me anymore. Maybe because he's 24 and as his many dating profiles say (I swear I wasn't stalking him online, I just happen to see his profile on the sites I use) he's looking for someone 21.... sigh... Sorry this is totally spam... *walks away*)
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Post by 🎃𝚜𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚔𝚜𝚌𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛🦇 on Aug 22, 2016 18:50:55 GMT -5
Hey Blossom, sorry to hear that! Take your time and focus on yourself, feel free to chat with me if needs be.)
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Post by Blossomshadow on Aug 22, 2016 18:52:56 GMT -5
(Thank you. <3 The main reason I roleplay on all these romance RPs is because I'm forever alone in my life. Then I get rejected by the fictional characters... xD)
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Post by 🎃𝚜𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚔𝚜𝚌𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛🦇 on Aug 22, 2016 19:12:07 GMT -5
RIP you could totally put up a one on one and get a guaranteed matching XD)
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Post by Blossomshadow on Aug 22, 2016 19:13:18 GMT -5
Yes but eventually it ends :/
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Post by 🎃𝚜𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚔𝚜𝚌𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛🦇 on Aug 22, 2016 19:16:24 GMT -5
That's true, unfortunately rp's don't last forever.)
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Post by Deleted on Aug 22, 2016 19:17:01 GMT -5
So does a real relationship It's called death Or a break up
im a bundle of fun can u tell
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Post by Blossomshadow on Aug 22, 2016 19:17:55 GMT -5
Haha. Well, I meant end as in RPing wise
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Post by 🎃𝚜𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚔𝚜𝚌𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛🦇 on Aug 22, 2016 19:18:13 GMT -5
lol XD Why must you say these things.)
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Post by Blossomshadow on Aug 22, 2016 19:19:18 GMT -5
Lol I'm crying now ;-; you made me sad lol
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Post by Deleted on Aug 22, 2016 19:20:49 GMT -5
I'm sorry man, I've got a weird sense of humor lol Go cuddle up on the couch with some hot chocolate or somethin
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Post by Blossomshadow on Aug 22, 2016 19:22:08 GMT -5
This would be the time I go watch a Romantic Comedy then I remember I have so love life and nothing like this would happen to me. I'm also depressed because I'm RPing as Michael Clifford's GF from 5 Seconds of Summer and I know that will never happen ;;-;;
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Post by ѕкуѕнα∂σω952 on Aug 22, 2016 19:28:02 GMT -5
(I'm sorry to hear that Blossom! If you ever want to rant about anything, this is the spot! We're all friends here, I promise Also, for 5SOS, I feel you on that one ;( ) Quinn giggled. "That guard is scary." She crossed her legs again. "Alright! Hazel, you need to ask someone."
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Post by Blossomshadow on Aug 22, 2016 19:35:20 GMT -5
I don't think so, Red. *looks hard* Maybe a little...
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Post by Blossomshadow on Aug 22, 2016 19:35:54 GMT -5
[Thanks Sky...]
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Post by amberice on Aug 22, 2016 19:36:14 GMT -5
(Heyo)
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Post by Blossomshadow on Aug 22, 2016 19:39:05 GMT -5
[I'm new to the 5 Seconds of Summer scene, so maybe more experienced fans can see it...?][Thanks, Red.]
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Post by 🎃𝚜𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚔𝚜𝚌𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛🦇 on Aug 22, 2016 19:40:59 GMT -5
Sorry for the poof, back now.)
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Post by snow on Aug 22, 2016 19:52:40 GMT -5
I'm sorry to hear that you're sad blossom, if it's any consolation I get really lonely too. I sit in my living room to try and help it, so at least I'm around people. I plan on finding a husband as soon as possible lol. As for the rp thing, hopefully Alex is gonna start hanging out with the girls more really soon, once they finish the slumber party and meet the queen.)
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Post by Blossomshadow on Aug 22, 2016 19:56:49 GMT -5
[oh, yeah, I kinda forgot about that.. //looks lazily at Delaney and Selena//
Me: Well, go get in there. S & D: Serious, how can we do that? You're our puppet master. Me: UGHHHH, you two are hopeless.
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Post by ѕкуѕнα∂σω952 on Aug 22, 2016 20:25:55 GMT -5
(I've been a fan since 2012 and I don't really see it... he maybe looks like an older Calum. Maybe.)
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Post by Kass the Travelling Minstrel on Aug 22, 2016 20:38:53 GMT -5
I doodled a crappy disproportionate juliette today in class lol ft her multitude of scars that I can't draw whoops
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Post by ѕкуѕнα∂σω952 on Aug 22, 2016 20:43:08 GMT -5
(Omg I love it!! It's so well done and she looks badass!)
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Post by snow on Aug 22, 2016 20:54:39 GMT -5
I'm jealous! I wish I could draw Alex but I only draw from photographs now. Maybe someday...)
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Post by Kass the Travelling Minstrel on Aug 22, 2016 20:54:39 GMT -5
Thanks man <3 I haven't drawn her in forever lol
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Post by Blossomshadow on Aug 22, 2016 21:02:36 GMT -5
I changed my avi xDDDDDD
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