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Post by Haleigh on Nov 11, 2016 18:42:27 GMT -5
Yes, I am sorry for the constant crush threads. But this is a kinda happy one so Kinda.
I've noticed something recently. Im the beginning when I'd say hi to him or smile as we passed in the hallways, his responses were positive, but they seemed more polite-nice. Now, I think the smiles are genuine. His eyes light up a bit. I still have no idea whether my feelings are reciprocated but I think he's at least happy to see me. I even managed to compliment his performance from an assembly yesterday, which is a feat for me because he was looking incredibly good in a black suit at the time but I MANAGED. I've been starting to hold on to these short but nice memories of our interactions. I've been sinking deeper into my depression and they're one of the few things I have left to feel good about. Is that sad? If he knew that he was both helping and causing this self-loathing, I don't think he'd like it. Sorry. A bit of a vent.
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