Post by Deleted on Nov 9, 2016 2:36:28 GMT -5
Just something I've been typing up, I tried to remember everyone that I've interacted with on here, but I'm pretty sure I've forgotten someone. Send me a message if you feel like I forgot you. Actually I know I forgot someone because I ‘m rushing this now, I wanna get this out and over with, if you feel like I forgot you unjustly I’m really sorry.
I also don't know shit about poetry/ranting so...yea. This was just flung together. :/
Idgaf if it's cringy, gtfo if you want >:/
This is more of a rant than anything really.
I also don't know shit about poetry/ranting so...yea. This was just flung together. :/
Idgaf if it's cringy, gtfo if you want >:/
This is more of a rant than anything really.
What a shame, what a shame,
I suppose I only have me to blame
Seeing forumers slash and fight,
Sometimes I feel like all we do is bite.
But sometimes a thread is made,
Someone probably feels like they’re about to fade,
And ordinary people who might just feel afraid,
Find the courage to do as we were made.
Wow look, I made words rhyme.
@jester doesn’t really post much,
And though she says she isn’t good for
Being an emotional crutch,
Her knowledge is never bounding, never ending.
@embersanja , her profile pic shows what she is,
An angel whose heart comes in few sizes,
Big, monstrous, vast,
You’re like a mother keeping us all from vice.
Sometimes I want to push you away,
Know if doesn’t mean I love you any less.
𝕊’𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖 The infamous S’more,
Who posts only more and more,
You feel insecure,
As though you’re problems aren’t worth asking for,
You bring nothing but the sweetness of smores.
Felix Soft the mod,
He knows security like a god,
No one knows what he does,
He’s simply here with a good cause.
Auransky shines every day
I guess you could say like a diamond.
Sometimes rough on the edges from her past,
Yet she’ll be there if you’ve been reduced to crying.
feign A frequent poster,
Seen left and right,
I had so much fun watching otgw,
Is it too much to say I think I’ve hit a wall?
@christa I can’t lie here,
I can’t agree with you half the time,
But you fight like a warrior for what you believe,
Did you know, I still remember watching
Over the garden wall all that time ago?
You keep saying things about Trump supporters,
More politics, more politics, whatever,
If I said I liked him, would that day mean anything?
My greatest weakness is: I don’t want to be hated.
Time keeps passing me by,
And as a tear drops down my cheek,
Along with regrets which threaten a wave,
Time to move on to bleak.
@redx stays up day and night,
To fight the fright
Attacking the forums through the night,
You’re worth more, than you will ever realize.
Bleak You’re name is Bleak,
You’re music choice can’t be played on holy week,
I can't count how many times you've threatened to defend us,
You want us all to be safe, don’t ever stop defending us
From the strafe.
FrozenFlashDrive A frozen flash drive
Is pretty damn useless.
But if you feel like your life is taking a dive,
He will listen to you.
Whatever you choose to do in your future, military or otherwise
take care.
Sanders You haven’t posted in awhile,
You only long on once in a while,
Your views catch fire, the fights grow intense,
Your gender is practically on a fence,
And you sometimes think it doesn’t make sense,
You belong here, and everywhere, don’t ever believe otherwise.
qυeeɴ oғ ɢнoѕтlιɴɢѕ We don’t speak much,
I really only see you on the other side in discord,
You are scared and afraid you don’t belong,
It makes me sad, I almost want to sing you a song,
You belong, to me you will always belong,
I just don’t know what else to say.
mymerlincat Mer, I remember when you first came,
Honestly my view has always remained the same,
You came to make friends and join a family,
You deserve a whole bunch of candy.
This rhyme sucks aśś, you and I both know
I have very little class. I’m always here to talk.
Has anyone else,
Ever felt the need to feel needed?
The need to make a difference,
But realize they’ve overlooked
Everything that really matters?
As I write this,
I realize I probably shouldn't continue.
I can imagine all the people,
Shaking their heads in exasperation.
pumpkin pie Always pleasant, always smiling,
She'll always be the first to give you advice.
Working hard and being there
Is something I would love to share.
Papillon Your name fits you well,
Quiet and reserved, unlike a bell,
Dude, you're awesome, I love you,
Don't ever leave or stop being you.
Sour Candy For one of the few times in my life,
I'm telling myself I won't lie here.
So I'll say I don't know much about you,
Other than your liking for transhumanism,
But more importantly,
the times you stuck up for your friends.
sea cat Your posts are often sad,
You struggle with a lot, I know.
I wish I could help more, but don't we all?
Helpless to heal, helpless to change,
It's easier to just be helpless to care.
Sand 🎃 We only talk
Here and there anymore,
Not that I care, I'm not very good at
Town of Salem anyway.
Someday I hope to drink something
With you, especially if people are fighting.
You once said something,
Something in general, that was pretty hurtful,
It stained my view on you, but whatever,
I’m just being petty.
Salt You made a mistake,
But you refused to break,
A sign of persistence, of strength.
But I still wish I knew I had actually helped
To make a positive difference, not that it matters
Anymore past this point. Btw, I just really have to say,
That little thread you have, yeah, no,
I think I should belong, but I don't,
As an lgbt member, that thread will never represent me.
I'm still in school, learning something...
About something.
Learning how to be a leader, to always know what to do.
I've dreamed of myself, telling them all
I don't know anymore about this shit
Than they do. I’m supposed to be a base,
But I’m only made of broken sticks.
ʀᴀɪɴʟᴇᴀғ 🍁 Hey Rain!
I wanted to put you in here,
You're funny, you've made me laugh,
Thanks!
@animefreak Billy is weird af,
Some 13 y/o who won't leave us alone.
But people overlook the times where you defend your friends,
And stick up for what is right,
With zero bullshit or censoring.
Much respect bro, much respect.
I hope your grandpa improves.
@roswell Apparently an admin,
Their comments are usually sarcastic,
Or have some hidden meaning.
But it's obvious you're in pain,
Apparently you blame yourself
To the point of joking about killing yourself.
Mind if I hop on that bus?
Lórien Not much to say,
Just here to say hey,
You words are kind,
And your music choice is prime.
Storm We don't converse,
Really at all. But I wanted to say thanks,
For the support and kind words.
You seem to share a lot of those.
Admin Dude where did you go?
It's been like 2 months, maybe 3?
You got screwed over by life it seems,
Maybe you are afraid to come back?
Maybe you've just given up, hold up man,
I'll be right there.
@blubberywhales You give me mixed feelings,
Your opinions tend to draw fire,
But you never lose your cool,
Whatever you're striving for in life,
I hope you find it.
There's a thread, I'm sure everyone knows
Claims it's a 'safespace', meant for people
Who have rainbows in their hearts.
I don't post, I cant, unless I type,
And retype, and retype,
And carefully consider my words.
If I act myself, I just know
I won't belong there.
Why can't we all talk,
Am I just too much an idealist?
I know the answer, I know I am.
I'll say it up front, I'll say it without pause,
What goes on here, in these threads,
Isn't fixing anything.
I'm DISGUSTED by the posts
That talk behind others' backs,
That claim to defend victims
While simultaneously creating them.
Lots of people claim they hate bullying
I'd like to tell them they're doing it.
Oh my, I said some things.
Just deleted the last two paragraphs,
Now I just Ctrl+z'd.
Delete, Ctrl z, repeat...
Probably a bad idea, but hey?
When you know you will fail
And failure isn't an option...
Captain Americat I'd like to say thank you,
You like to take people out of their blues.
Just writing these words about you,
Help me calm down. I want to make
Your paragraph rhyme just a little,
But I really suck at this, sorry.
❴ ғα∂ιηg ✦ яεαℓιтү ❵ I've you around often,
Can't forget you as Fading Reality,
Still trying to figure out why it changed.
I respect what you say,
And I'm sorry you've been feeling down lately.
sweetclover1 Not much to say,
Your words are sweet,
Your personality very kind.
We spoke before, so you're in here.
Hi.
Saint Ambrosef You're pretty active,
I see you around a lot.
You say what you believe,
Which is something I've recently
been trying to achieve.
The Noble Dragon created an entire thread
Dedicated to help, purposed to let out.
You're an amazing person, for wanting to do so much.
Is it selfish of me to say
The only way I can relieve my own pain
Is by telling myself I at tried to help other people.
I’m adding this just to say,
It’s obvious you are afraid,
I was hurt about some of the things you said recently,
I will never, never let out my feelings in that thread.
Gengar I see your posts
On otd throughout.
Our views don't always correlate,
Know that doesn't mean we should
Resort to hate. A few of your posts,
Have help me smile, perhaps laugh.
@striker Our chats go back
Sometime to about a year ago?
We last talked when I deleted my account,
Hope college continues to go well, and
I hope you keep us posted.
I've given up on making these rhyme....
Splintercat King of the Christian thread,
Well, sh't, probably not the best way to start this off
Considering how these forums tend to think.
Bro I enjoyed talking and debating,
You're thread gave me the chance to talk
And to think about my beliefs.
🍁Searipple101🍁 Your name is a blast to the past,
We talked on some thread that was pretty steadfast,
On the original forums. Trying to make people smile,
And move on another day.
I have your thread favorited, but I'm guilty to say,
I try and tend to avoid those things.
Cheyenne When I see your name,
I remember how you've shared your thoughts,
Without any sort of hesitation.
We disagree a lot, though I don't
Usually respond.
@kittyclearsight You've gotten flamed,
Your words have been twisted, at least to me.
But there is no reason to dwell.
You say many kind things, and I know
That you've been thinking.
Your faith, your soon-to-be-born child, your world,
Take care of yourself, I'm always open to help in anyway I can.
Basement Cat Your posts are blunt,
And some of them are just
Simply hilarious.
Cloverfrost To be honest,
I only remember your profile pic from somewhere.
Sorry! I think we talked before though,
To assist with the crappiness of this,
Ily very much clover.
@33minutes I've only seen your posts in otd,
Honestly you are pretty vicious,
It makes for a good time
I wish I could speak my mind like you.
Brownie Can I tell you something?
I'm getting tired of trying to be creative in this "poem."
So to be straight-up,
I think you're chill, I think you're nice.
𝓣𝓲𝓷𝓾𝓿𝓲𝓮𝓵 You're an outlier,
you aren't on otd much, or really at all
I tried to argue with you about Warriors,
What feels like a century ago.
You roasted my aśś, so I just gave up. >:/
I wish everyone could try to debate
As civilly and openly as you.
Draco Hey dude,
We don't really talk or relate,
But you're an important part of this community,
Talking about your cons and all.
Don't stop being you.
@cyll You're relaxed and laidback
From everything I can remember.
Can't say much more,
Other than I'm glad you're a member.
I made a rhyme!
greene We disagreed on election day,
Actually I disagreed with almost everyone.
Is it too much to ask, to maybe just request,
That we could still be friends one day?
Of course it is, apparently a vote, is all it takes….
Would it actually be enough to ruin a friendship?
The animosity is clear,
The blaming is real.
Am I just inflating my own ego by remaining neutral?
I don't know, I really don't care,
I just want to find the will
To not let go the next day.
@december You left the forums,
But your account is still here.
I hope you see this, I hope you care,
That I want to say I appreciated you
As a member. Oh wow, now I’m updating,
You just posted! Welcome back.
Of course it’s controversial, of course.
I get it, you want to do what’s right,
And if that’s case, I hope we are alike.
I posted, my thoughts were jumbled,
and the usual anger kicked me out.
@mongrel I remember earlier posts,
Posts that were enjoyabled, sometimes funny.
Now all I can remember,
Is posts bashing, blaming, fearmongering,
Wow, I might just end up making people hate me,
Through my idiotic little poem.
fuglhjort Do you remember,
Probably like 2 months ago, dude I need to tell you,
I've lost track of time these past few months.
I just let out a tear, god damnit where does the time go?
But anyway, do you remember, sitting in the stream,
Just me and you, looking up pictures
Of birds and stuff from the blue?
I got you dude.
carbonated water Hey man, I don't know much,
But I know you're struggling.
I hope things turn up, I hope you know
That you can talk to me, and many others.
You're really funny, and I missed you
From that skype chat.
✲ριкαƒυєу✲ I see you around,
Particularly when it comes to debates.
We actually seem to agree
On quite a bit of things.
Thanks for keeping your head
On a straightened level.
Dollar store shampoo I remember you
From quite awhile ago, back to the old forums.
You're very nice, I guess I like you. (:
I'm sorry if these words sound weak.
It probably looks like, if you’ve bothered to read this far,
That I’m looking for likes, maybe some kind of popularity.
Honestly I think I’m just an average person…
I’m struggling, I’ve contemplated suicide
Like an entire 2 seconds ago.
Not really though, better throw in a disclaimer.
Whether it is true…that’s up to you,
It doesn’t really make a difference to me.
I want to help people, and I don’t think I’ll get to heaven,
I don’t want to become some saint,
I want to tell myself there’s a purpose,
So I guess I’ll just type more.
@fishenthusiast98 When you first joined,
I assumed you were another troll,
That you’d be gone in a few days.
But maybe there’s more? Maybe
You just want to make laugh.
Some of your posts are serious…
Maybe it’ll be told through time.
Dawnfrost I just saw you, like a few hours ago,
You’re trying to comfort people,
That it’ll be alright.
Thanks! I want to do the same,
But keeping my cool…
It’s a strength that I can’t keep.
@cookiecollector94 Alright dude, I’ve been wracking
My brain for a solid few hours.
You say some things,
I can’t agree with them.
I hate how people jump on you,
But try to think, before you speak.
@bolderpelt Hey strange,
I only really know you from the Christian chat,
You’re insights are cool, very valuable.
Don’t have much more to say.
It’s pretty strange,
It’s actually idiotic,
That I pretend, or try to care
so much how people feel,
on this freakin’ website.
But respect and kindness,
Those aren’t just things…
To conclude this absolute trash:
I wanted to go through this more deeply…
But perhaps another day.
If this made you cringe, I’m sorry.
If you want to tell me to down some pills,
Feel free to do so. I already tell myself that,
Every single damn day. But, not really.
If you read this entire thing, damn, wow,
That’s more than what I would've done.
I suppose I only have me to blame
Seeing forumers slash and fight,
Sometimes I feel like all we do is bite.
But sometimes a thread is made,
Someone probably feels like they’re about to fade,
And ordinary people who might just feel afraid,
Find the courage to do as we were made.
Wow look, I made words rhyme.
@jester doesn’t really post much,
And though she says she isn’t good for
Being an emotional crutch,
Her knowledge is never bounding, never ending.
@embersanja , her profile pic shows what she is,
An angel whose heart comes in few sizes,
Big, monstrous, vast,
You’re like a mother keeping us all from vice.
Sometimes I want to push you away,
Know if doesn’t mean I love you any less.
𝕊’𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖 The infamous S’more,
Who posts only more and more,
You feel insecure,
As though you’re problems aren’t worth asking for,
You bring nothing but the sweetness of smores.
Felix Soft the mod,
He knows security like a god,
No one knows what he does,
He’s simply here with a good cause.
Auransky shines every day
I guess you could say like a diamond.
Sometimes rough on the edges from her past,
Yet she’ll be there if you’ve been reduced to crying.
feign A frequent poster,
Seen left and right,
I had so much fun watching otgw,
Is it too much to say I think I’ve hit a wall?
@christa I can’t lie here,
I can’t agree with you half the time,
But you fight like a warrior for what you believe,
Did you know, I still remember watching
Over the garden wall all that time ago?
You keep saying things about Trump supporters,
More politics, more politics, whatever,
If I said I liked him, would that day mean anything?
My greatest weakness is: I don’t want to be hated.
Time keeps passing me by,
And as a tear drops down my cheek,
Along with regrets which threaten a wave,
Time to move on to bleak.
@redx stays up day and night,
To fight the fright
Attacking the forums through the night,
You’re worth more, than you will ever realize.
Bleak You’re name is Bleak,
You’re music choice can’t be played on holy week,
I can't count how many times you've threatened to defend us,
You want us all to be safe, don’t ever stop defending us
From the strafe.
FrozenFlashDrive A frozen flash drive
Is pretty damn useless.
But if you feel like your life is taking a dive,
He will listen to you.
Whatever you choose to do in your future, military or otherwise
take care.
Sanders You haven’t posted in awhile,
You only long on once in a while,
Your views catch fire, the fights grow intense,
Your gender is practically on a fence,
And you sometimes think it doesn’t make sense,
You belong here, and everywhere, don’t ever believe otherwise.
qυeeɴ oғ ɢнoѕтlιɴɢѕ We don’t speak much,
I really only see you on the other side in discord,
You are scared and afraid you don’t belong,
It makes me sad, I almost want to sing you a song,
You belong, to me you will always belong,
I just don’t know what else to say.
mymerlincat Mer, I remember when you first came,
Honestly my view has always remained the same,
You came to make friends and join a family,
You deserve a whole bunch of candy.
This rhyme sucks aśś, you and I both know
I have very little class. I’m always here to talk.
Has anyone else,
Ever felt the need to feel needed?
The need to make a difference,
But realize they’ve overlooked
Everything that really matters?
As I write this,
I realize I probably shouldn't continue.
I can imagine all the people,
Shaking their heads in exasperation.
pumpkin pie Always pleasant, always smiling,
She'll always be the first to give you advice.
Working hard and being there
Is something I would love to share.
Papillon Your name fits you well,
Quiet and reserved, unlike a bell,
Dude, you're awesome, I love you,
Don't ever leave or stop being you.
Sour Candy For one of the few times in my life,
I'm telling myself I won't lie here.
So I'll say I don't know much about you,
Other than your liking for transhumanism,
But more importantly,
the times you stuck up for your friends.
sea cat Your posts are often sad,
You struggle with a lot, I know.
I wish I could help more, but don't we all?
Helpless to heal, helpless to change,
It's easier to just be helpless to care.
Sand 🎃 We only talk
Here and there anymore,
Not that I care, I'm not very good at
Town of Salem anyway.
Someday I hope to drink something
With you, especially if people are fighting.
You once said something,
Something in general, that was pretty hurtful,
It stained my view on you, but whatever,
I’m just being petty.
Salt You made a mistake,
But you refused to break,
A sign of persistence, of strength.
But I still wish I knew I had actually helped
To make a positive difference, not that it matters
Anymore past this point. Btw, I just really have to say,
That little thread you have, yeah, no,
I think I should belong, but I don't,
As an lgbt member, that thread will never represent me.
I'm still in school, learning something...
About something.
Learning how to be a leader, to always know what to do.
I've dreamed of myself, telling them all
I don't know anymore about this shit
Than they do. I’m supposed to be a base,
But I’m only made of broken sticks.
ʀᴀɪɴʟᴇᴀғ 🍁 Hey Rain!
I wanted to put you in here,
You're funny, you've made me laugh,
Thanks!
@animefreak Billy is weird af,
Some 13 y/o who won't leave us alone.
But people overlook the times where you defend your friends,
And stick up for what is right,
With zero bullshit or censoring.
Much respect bro, much respect.
I hope your grandpa improves.
@roswell Apparently an admin,
Their comments are usually sarcastic,
Or have some hidden meaning.
But it's obvious you're in pain,
Apparently you blame yourself
To the point of joking about killing yourself.
Mind if I hop on that bus?
Lórien Not much to say,
Just here to say hey,
You words are kind,
And your music choice is prime.
Storm We don't converse,
Really at all. But I wanted to say thanks,
For the support and kind words.
You seem to share a lot of those.
Admin Dude where did you go?
It's been like 2 months, maybe 3?
You got screwed over by life it seems,
Maybe you are afraid to come back?
Maybe you've just given up, hold up man,
I'll be right there.
@blubberywhales You give me mixed feelings,
Your opinions tend to draw fire,
But you never lose your cool,
Whatever you're striving for in life,
I hope you find it.
There's a thread, I'm sure everyone knows
Claims it's a 'safespace', meant for people
Who have rainbows in their hearts.
I don't post, I cant, unless I type,
And retype, and retype,
And carefully consider my words.
If I act myself, I just know
I won't belong there.
Why can't we all talk,
Am I just too much an idealist?
I know the answer, I know I am.
I'll say it up front, I'll say it without pause,
What goes on here, in these threads,
Isn't fixing anything.
I'm DISGUSTED by the posts
That talk behind others' backs,
That claim to defend victims
While simultaneously creating them.
Lots of people claim they hate bullying
I'd like to tell them they're doing it.
Oh my, I said some things.
Just deleted the last two paragraphs,
Now I just Ctrl+z'd.
Delete, Ctrl z, repeat...
Probably a bad idea, but hey?
When you know you will fail
And failure isn't an option...
Captain Americat I'd like to say thank you,
You like to take people out of their blues.
Just writing these words about you,
Help me calm down. I want to make
Your paragraph rhyme just a little,
But I really suck at this, sorry.
❴ ғα∂ιηg ✦ яεαℓιтү ❵ I've you around often,
Can't forget you as Fading Reality,
Still trying to figure out why it changed.
I respect what you say,
And I'm sorry you've been feeling down lately.
sweetclover1 Not much to say,
Your words are sweet,
Your personality very kind.
We spoke before, so you're in here.
Hi.
Saint Ambrosef You're pretty active,
I see you around a lot.
You say what you believe,
Which is something I've recently
been trying to achieve.
The Noble Dragon created an entire thread
Dedicated to help, purposed to let out.
You're an amazing person, for wanting to do so much.
Is it selfish of me to say
The only way I can relieve my own pain
Is by telling myself I at tried to help other people.
I’m adding this just to say,
It’s obvious you are afraid,
I was hurt about some of the things you said recently,
I will never, never let out my feelings in that thread.
Gengar I see your posts
On otd throughout.
Our views don't always correlate,
Know that doesn't mean we should
Resort to hate. A few of your posts,
Have help me smile, perhaps laugh.
@striker Our chats go back
Sometime to about a year ago?
We last talked when I deleted my account,
Hope college continues to go well, and
I hope you keep us posted.
I've given up on making these rhyme....
Splintercat King of the Christian thread,
Well, sh't, probably not the best way to start this off
Considering how these forums tend to think.
Bro I enjoyed talking and debating,
You're thread gave me the chance to talk
And to think about my beliefs.
🍁Searipple101🍁 Your name is a blast to the past,
We talked on some thread that was pretty steadfast,
On the original forums. Trying to make people smile,
And move on another day.
I have your thread favorited, but I'm guilty to say,
I try and tend to avoid those things.
Cheyenne When I see your name,
I remember how you've shared your thoughts,
Without any sort of hesitation.
We disagree a lot, though I don't
Usually respond.
@kittyclearsight You've gotten flamed,
Your words have been twisted, at least to me.
But there is no reason to dwell.
You say many kind things, and I know
That you've been thinking.
Your faith, your soon-to-be-born child, your world,
Take care of yourself, I'm always open to help in anyway I can.
Basement Cat Your posts are blunt,
And some of them are just
Simply hilarious.
Cloverfrost To be honest,
I only remember your profile pic from somewhere.
Sorry! I think we talked before though,
To assist with the crappiness of this,
Ily very much clover.
@33minutes I've only seen your posts in otd,
Honestly you are pretty vicious,
It makes for a good time
I wish I could speak my mind like you.
Brownie Can I tell you something?
I'm getting tired of trying to be creative in this "poem."
So to be straight-up,
I think you're chill, I think you're nice.
𝓣𝓲𝓷𝓾𝓿𝓲𝓮𝓵 You're an outlier,
you aren't on otd much, or really at all
I tried to argue with you about Warriors,
What feels like a century ago.
You roasted my aśś, so I just gave up. >:/
I wish everyone could try to debate
As civilly and openly as you.
Draco Hey dude,
We don't really talk or relate,
But you're an important part of this community,
Talking about your cons and all.
Don't stop being you.
@cyll You're relaxed and laidback
From everything I can remember.
Can't say much more,
Other than I'm glad you're a member.
I made a rhyme!
greene We disagreed on election day,
Actually I disagreed with almost everyone.
Is it too much to ask, to maybe just request,
That we could still be friends one day?
Of course it is, apparently a vote, is all it takes….
Would it actually be enough to ruin a friendship?
The animosity is clear,
The blaming is real.
Am I just inflating my own ego by remaining neutral?
I don't know, I really don't care,
I just want to find the will
To not let go the next day.
@december You left the forums,
But your account is still here.
I hope you see this, I hope you care,
That I want to say I appreciated you
As a member. Oh wow, now I’m updating,
You just posted! Welcome back.
Of course it’s controversial, of course.
I get it, you want to do what’s right,
And if that’s case, I hope we are alike.
I posted, my thoughts were jumbled,
and the usual anger kicked me out.
@mongrel I remember earlier posts,
Posts that were enjoyabled, sometimes funny.
Now all I can remember,
Is posts bashing, blaming, fearmongering,
Wow, I might just end up making people hate me,
Through my idiotic little poem.
fuglhjort Do you remember,
Probably like 2 months ago, dude I need to tell you,
I've lost track of time these past few months.
I just let out a tear, god damnit where does the time go?
But anyway, do you remember, sitting in the stream,
Just me and you, looking up pictures
Of birds and stuff from the blue?
I got you dude.
carbonated water Hey man, I don't know much,
But I know you're struggling.
I hope things turn up, I hope you know
That you can talk to me, and many others.
You're really funny, and I missed you
From that skype chat.
✲ριкαƒυєу✲ I see you around,
Particularly when it comes to debates.
We actually seem to agree
On quite a bit of things.
Thanks for keeping your head
On a straightened level.
Dollar store shampoo I remember you
From quite awhile ago, back to the old forums.
You're very nice, I guess I like you. (:
I'm sorry if these words sound weak.
It probably looks like, if you’ve bothered to read this far,
That I’m looking for likes, maybe some kind of popularity.
Honestly I think I’m just an average person…
I’m struggling, I’ve contemplated suicide
Like an entire 2 seconds ago.
Not really though, better throw in a disclaimer.
Whether it is true…that’s up to you,
It doesn’t really make a difference to me.
I want to help people, and I don’t think I’ll get to heaven,
I don’t want to become some saint,
I want to tell myself there’s a purpose,
So I guess I’ll just type more.
@fishenthusiast98 When you first joined,
I assumed you were another troll,
That you’d be gone in a few days.
But maybe there’s more? Maybe
You just want to make laugh.
Some of your posts are serious…
Maybe it’ll be told through time.
Dawnfrost I just saw you, like a few hours ago,
You’re trying to comfort people,
That it’ll be alright.
Thanks! I want to do the same,
But keeping my cool…
It’s a strength that I can’t keep.
@cookiecollector94 Alright dude, I’ve been wracking
My brain for a solid few hours.
You say some things,
I can’t agree with them.
I hate how people jump on you,
But try to think, before you speak.
@bolderpelt Hey strange,
I only really know you from the Christian chat,
You’re insights are cool, very valuable.
Don’t have much more to say.
It’s pretty strange,
It’s actually idiotic,
That I pretend, or try to care
so much how people feel,
on this freakin’ website.
But respect and kindness,
Those aren’t just things…
To conclude this absolute trash:
I wanted to go through this more deeply…
But perhaps another day.
If this made you cringe, I’m sorry.
If you want to tell me to down some pills,
Feel free to do so. I already tell myself that,
Every single damn day. But, not really.
If you read this entire thing, damn, wow,
That’s more than what I would've done.