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Post by Cheyenne on Nov 5, 2016 23:11:55 GMT -5
I was kissed on the cheek on a dare, and so was my friend. I can't describe it...i just felt like I was in a trance. Also, it wasn't awkward for either of us...in fact, it was nice. It wasn't just that. Whenever I'm around him I just get butterflies. Whenever I hug him I never wanna let go. Only, the guy who kissed us likes my friend. I don't only like him, I'm actually breaking down right now. I can't really explain it, but my friend and I both wrote poems to express our feelings. I hope it makes me feel a bit better. Here we go...
I don't like the way you made me feel.
How you made me fall in love, only to crush me almost right away.
I don't like how I was jealous of my own friend.
I don't like how I keep all of my emotions to myself, because I feel like I have to be strong.
I don't like how I can't tell you or anyone else what I really want to say.
I don't like how I can't do anything involving both you and one of my friends without feeling like a third wheel.
I don't like that I feel this way at all. That this is much more then a crush. Or that I've never felt this way about anyone. Ever.
I absolutely despise the fact that I let myself become attached to you in the first place.
I don't like that I'm only thinking of myself right now, when I should be focused on someone else.
I don't like how I'm uncomfortable with you and said friend being a couple, or that the thought of it upsets me.
I don't like how much I need you. That I couldn't live without you, and that I want you to myself.
I don't like the way I've been acting, how selfish I've been.
I want to hate you, but no matter how much I try, I can't.
I don't like that I love you.
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Post by tiger beetle on Nov 5, 2016 23:47:50 GMT -5
oh I'm sorry…that's never any fun
I hope that you can feel better and/or get over him soon
and that dare…why do people do that…
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Post by Gengar on Nov 6, 2016 0:00:31 GMT -5
➳ that was a mean thing to do especially if he only likes your friend I hope you feel better soon. Just know that there will be many people in your life, and there will always be someone, your soulmate, waiting to meet you
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