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Post by Deleted on Nov 2, 2016 8:37:44 GMT -5
"I don't regret the things I've done. I just regret the things I didn't do when I had a chance..." - Unknown
Can you ever forgive me? I doubt that you could. I'm sorry that I hurt you. I really do wish that I could say "I love you" once again, but I can't. I just can't. You wouldn't listen, anyways. You would just brush me off like a bug; annoying, and unneeded. You wouldn't care if I was trampled to the ground, broken and muddy, slowly dying a painful death.
Well... maybe you're not that cruel.
You still could probably care less if I died. I wouldn't blame you, honestly. I've been cruel, hateful, and uncaring. And yet, my Clan still loves me. They respect me. I'm one of the senior warriors; the younger cats look up to me for advice. But, they don't. Your kits just glare at me as I pass by. I just wish that they hated me by themselves, rather than you pounding it into their heads. I guess I don't really have a say in how you raise them, though... I wasn't exactly there to help you.
Now here I am, wishing that I could take it all back. I wish I could go back, and relive my life... be nicer to you, be a better father to your kits. I wish I could be that cat they look up to.
[ Still a WIP, but I'm pretty happy with this so far. ]
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