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Post by Haleigh on Oct 31, 2016 20:41:57 GMT -5
sooooo time to vent a bit
Theres this boy, but you probably know already because I've mentioned him like 200000 threads before this and I'm so sorry ok but. He's a real sweetheart to everyone, and that's including me. I'm not entirely used to my friends being nice to me directly, most of the time it's just agreeing that we're all trash. But he's different. He tells me not to be so negative, and he's so nice, and I'm so grateful. I really want to get close to him, platonically, then hopefully romantically. He's already shown that he's supportive, in fact when I expressed that he deserved to know what happened when I had a panic attack in the middle of class, he brought it up only after I expressed this, even though he noticed it. When he did finally ask me, it was while he was doing something else, and he approached it so matter-of-factly. He didn't pull me aside or make it seem like this big dramatic thing; he just asked what happened. I'm so grateful for that. If anything it made me more attracted to him. I tried to let him know that I'm grateful for him, and he thanked me. He said that I'm the nicest person he's ever known. I don't think so...but ok? I've got some stupid issues, that I might get into if asked, and when I'm in a bad...place, let's say, I tend to bring people down with me. And he's such a positive person, I don't want to bring him down too. But it's inevitable, if I get closer to him, that he gets involved. I'm scared for him There are people that can deal with the good and the bad qualities of the people around them, and there are those that can't. I have many of these bad qualities. I'm needy, clingy, pessimistic, I apologize way too often and talk down to myself when embarrassed. I don't want him to be concerned for me, or worse yet, get dragged down along with me.
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Post by ❴ ғα∂ιηg ✦ яεαℓιтү ❵ on Oct 31, 2016 20:52:44 GMT -5
I feel this on a personal level but you know that
The difference is that you don't know he doesn't like you like that but just assumed
The guy I like told me he doesn't like me like that and has a gf now lol
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Post by Haleigh on Oct 31, 2016 20:53:52 GMT -5
I feel this on a personal level but you know that The difference is that you don't know he doesn't like you like that but just assumed The guy I like told me he doesn't like me like that and has a gf now lol ouch it's a good assumption though
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Post by ❴ ғα∂ιηg ✦ яεαℓιтү ❵ on Oct 31, 2016 20:56:07 GMT -5
I feel this on a personal level but you know that The difference is that you don't know he doesn't like you like that but just assumed The guy I like told me he doesn't like me like that and has a gf now lol ouch it's a good assumption though well what would be the harm in asking him?
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Post by Haleigh on Oct 31, 2016 20:57:31 GMT -5
ouch it's a good assumption though well what would be the harm in asking him? ARE YOU JOKING THAT WAS A GOOD ONE HAHA NONONONONOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I AM A SHY POTATO WHO'S NOT PREPARED FOR REJECTION OKAY
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Post by ❴ ғα∂ιηg ✦ яεαℓιтү ❵ on Oct 31, 2016 20:58:23 GMT -5
well what would be the harm in asking him? ARE YOU JOKING THAT WAS A GOOD ONE HAHA NONONONONOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I AM A SHY POTATO WHO'S NOT PREPARED FOR REJECTION OKAY maybe ask over text then? It makes it easier? Idk
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Post by Haleigh on Oct 31, 2016 20:59:32 GMT -5
ARE YOU JOKING THAT WAS A GOOD ONE HAHA NONONONONOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I AM A SHY POTATO WHO'S NOT PREPARED FOR REJECTION OKAY maybe ask over text then? It makes it easier? Idk that's worse imo On Valentine's Day I'm planning on giving him something. I found out today he likes Skittles so
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Post by ❴ ғα∂ιηg ✦ яεαℓιтү ❵ on Oct 31, 2016 21:00:49 GMT -5
maybe ask over text then? It makes it easier? Idk that's worse imo On Valentine's Day I'm planning on giving him something. I found out today he likes Skittles so oh okay And cool!!
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