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Post by Deleted on Oct 28, 2016 6:48:40 GMT -5
So I'm not good enough for anyone.... now one of my friend's mom doesn't like me and doesn't want me to go over to their house anymore. The reason? I'm too much of a "slob" to clean up after. Which is BS because I do throw away my trash, and I do put my dishes in the sink! What, does she expect me to do all her cleaning for her while I'm there? I NEVER left a damn mess -.- the worst I do when I'm there is knock the covers off the couch, and when I try to fix it it's not as perfect. Sorry I'm not perfect like you. Because apparently I'm the only one in the whole freaking universe that has flaws. Everyone does this too, everywhere. Everybody gives me grief about everything that is clearly not fair. Especially my work environments... I ask what I should do next, and they're all "you know" and ignore me. Like, I wouldn't ask if I knew??? Write me a damn list, like how hard is that??? I have freaking autism and I need help to keep everything organized, because my mind drifts and I can't control it. I blank and don't know what to do, or what I was going to do. And then the people who pretend to understand, those who say they know what I mean. Then they stab me in the back, talk smack about me and my disorder to other people. I'm freaking sick of being judged and ridiculed by EVERYONE. My whole town hates me, because ever since fourth grade, when I first moved there, I was deemed that weird, awkward, low life of a girl. I only have my friend Riley, the one with the mom who now doesn't like me, and Jess. Two friends, but now I don't think I can keep Riley because of her mom, and the fact she makes me feel like crap when she tells me all the people who hate me, then laughs about it like its funny. It's not, it cuts me deeply. Oh, and she also doesn't want me and Jess to be friends -.-
I'm not good enough for anybody, I guess... and I never will...
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Post by Deleted on Oct 28, 2016 7:17:42 GMT -5
^^
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Post by starrydawn on Oct 28, 2016 9:58:12 GMT -5
Riley isn't a good friend. It is better to have no friends than bad ones at this age. Walk away while you still can. ^^^^^^^
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Post by Deleted on Oct 28, 2016 10:25:46 GMT -5
But the thing is she's a bit clueless. So she might not even know she's hurting me. But I don't intend to talk to her any time soon. Jess thinks she wants to be friends with me, and wants to be friends with Jess. But doesn't want me and Jess to be friends with each other. She wants both of us for herself. I don't want to think ill of her, we've been friends since 11th grade, but at this point... I don't even know
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Post by Deleted on Oct 28, 2016 13:05:44 GMT -5
Update, her mom apologized to me and said it was Riley and her brother who were the slobs, and that I'm always welcome at their house. I'm guessing either the mom said that I was a slob out of anger at her daughter, or was actually calling Riley that and she confused the wording and thought she was referring to me. Either way, everything is fine in that department.
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