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Post by Haleigh on Oct 24, 2016 23:47:23 GMT -5
I know you guys are probably tired of me talking about my crush. And this isn't one of those "oh, does he like me or doesn't he?" threads. I wish I could properly express this to him. To his face. But I have no idea how. He's done so much for me, and I don't think he realizes if. The friends that I hang out with playfully tease me and make me feel bad or have the same self-deprecating, dark sense of humour that I do. This is fine, but it gets...emotionally draining sometimes. Understandably. He's the opposite. Sure, he can crack a joke every once in a while, from what I can tell, but he's like a ray of sunshine in human form I stg. He tries to keep me positive which is impossible but points for effort. He always seems to be smiling. From what I can tell, he's confident enough to have a comfortable conversation with someone (again, opposite of me), but he understands that I'm shy. I wonder whether I should ask him if he completely understands what I'm going through. I'm starting to get the feeling he doesn't. I tried to explain to him about my depression, but I think he misunderstands it. I'm not sure. I just want to find a way to tell him what he's been helping me with.
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