Post by Deleted on Oct 24, 2016 22:48:12 GMT -5
I don't mean as in sad or depressed. I am not sad. However, I get angry easily and I am often grumpy about a lot of things. I mean.. I was doing fine today. I did everything I was supposed to do, I had alone time, but then when the family came home my brother complained a lot during the evening and that kind of triggered my negativity again.
I mean, it's not like I'm angry directly with my family. I'm not, and I know I love my family. It's because of the new apartment we're in at the moment (our other apartment flooded; we're only here just for a few months until we get our place back) and I don't have a room. While having alone time during the day definitely helps, it just frustrates me how I don't have my own room. There's nothing I can really do about it. I sleep in the living room. And please don't suggest sleeping in the extra room.. I have little kids as brothers lol.. that's not going to happen. I do not have the patience, and I need my own space.
However, I will say that having my own space definitely helps.. I just wish we'd get our other place back soon. I am fairly certain that not having my own room is partly why I'm angry more often, even more than usual. My family's been arguing with me more often ever since I came back from my long trip with my grandma, and everyone's been stressed out at this place. And I don't believe we're moving anytime soon, either. We have stuff in the backyard that's been thrown out at the other place and people are still working on the other apartment.
I mean, I did a decent job at trying to be positive today. I did what I had to do to help my parents, it's just when my brother complained that's what triggered my negativity.
I just really hope we get our place back soon. We all dislike it. But we are grateful at the fact that we have a home. It's just hard to cope because it's smaller and everyone is stressed out right now. Not to mention my mom's car just recently broke down, so not only do my parents have to pay for a place they don't like (even though the people screwed up our original apartment), but my stepdad has to pay for the rental car too. This also includes education for my brother, daycare for my baby brother, everything is just really expensive for my parents so I can understand their stress.
I just hope we get our place back soon. This place only has 2 bedrooms, while the other had 3. I need my own room. I know it's going to help me cool off a little once I get my room back because I know that means more space for me when people are home, especially during the weekends.
I mean, it's not like I'm angry directly with my family. I'm not, and I know I love my family. It's because of the new apartment we're in at the moment (our other apartment flooded; we're only here just for a few months until we get our place back) and I don't have a room. While having alone time during the day definitely helps, it just frustrates me how I don't have my own room. There's nothing I can really do about it. I sleep in the living room. And please don't suggest sleeping in the extra room.. I have little kids as brothers lol.. that's not going to happen. I do not have the patience, and I need my own space.
However, I will say that having my own space definitely helps.. I just wish we'd get our other place back soon. I am fairly certain that not having my own room is partly why I'm angry more often, even more than usual. My family's been arguing with me more often ever since I came back from my long trip with my grandma, and everyone's been stressed out at this place. And I don't believe we're moving anytime soon, either. We have stuff in the backyard that's been thrown out at the other place and people are still working on the other apartment.
I mean, I did a decent job at trying to be positive today. I did what I had to do to help my parents, it's just when my brother complained that's what triggered my negativity.
I just really hope we get our place back soon. We all dislike it. But we are grateful at the fact that we have a home. It's just hard to cope because it's smaller and everyone is stressed out right now. Not to mention my mom's car just recently broke down, so not only do my parents have to pay for a place they don't like (even though the people screwed up our original apartment), but my stepdad has to pay for the rental car too. This also includes education for my brother, daycare for my baby brother, everything is just really expensive for my parents so I can understand their stress.
I just hope we get our place back soon. This place only has 2 bedrooms, while the other had 3. I need my own room. I know it's going to help me cool off a little once I get my room back because I know that means more space for me when people are home, especially during the weekends.