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Post by Deleted on Oct 19, 2016 0:06:25 GMT -5
I say "I hope so" Because how do I explain that I don't hope so? That I've spent 6 years hoping it will? That I've been through countless medications and that I'm trying so damn hard to be happy? That I've felt myself deteriorating even though my situation is getting better?
How do I explain my depression to someone who insists that my depression is a side effect of my lifestyle, rather than something that is deeply ingrained in me and my family tree?
How do I explain that my great grandmother killed herself after having suffered from depression throughout her 65 years of her life? How do I explain that I'm afraid that I will be like her and live a long life of suffering before finally having enough?
I haven't told anyone offline how bad it is. I don't plan on doing so, as they might tell me that it gets better.
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Post by qυeeɴ oғ ɢнoѕтlιɴɢѕ on Oct 19, 2016 0:15:57 GMT -5
I'm not really sure what to say but I want to help somehow and say something. I want to give you hugs and let you know that you always have someone here if you need me. I get people telling you to be happy, I've been told that to be happy I have to want to be which I do but I can't be happy because my brain won't let me. I don't really know what to say to you other than that if you ever need to talk I'm here. I can provide support and virtual hugs and maybe one day I'll figure out the words that can help if I can at all but just know that I'm always here for you, friend. Just send me a pm here or on discord if you ever need someone to talk to -hugs-
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Post by Deleted on Oct 19, 2016 0:17:06 GMT -5
I'm not really sure what to say but I want to help somehow and say something. I want to give you hugs and let you know that you always have someone here if you need me. I get people telling you to be happy, I've been told that to be happy I have to want to be which I do but I can't be happy because my brain won't let me. I don't really know what to say to you other than that if you ever need to talk I'm here. I can provide support and virtual hugs and maybe one day I'll figure out the words that can help if I can at all but just know that I'm always here for you, friend. Just send me a pm here or on discord if you ever need someone to talk to -hugs- Thank you ❤
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Post by qυeeɴ oғ ɢнoѕтlιɴɢѕ on Oct 19, 2016 0:24:56 GMT -5
Your welcome, I'll always be there for a friend ^^ I am going to sleep but if you need me don't be afraid to pm me and I'll get it in the morning. Good night friend
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Post by mymerlincat on Oct 19, 2016 0:31:42 GMT -5
We all love you on Discord, fleur.
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