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Post by Haleigh on Oct 16, 2016 18:41:30 GMT -5
If any of you want the full story, PM me. Basically, for the past few weeks I've felt awful because I've constantly been messing up. Saying dumb things and getting way too embarrassed, because no one really minded. But I couldn't help it. I just kept apologizing. Now I've gotten the attention of the one person I wanted to talk to, and they seem to genuinely think that I'm a good, kind person. But I still don't feel any different. I mean, I think about the fact and feel happy, but there's still a dread that I might mess up. Not to mention the depression that is still very much a thing. I don't know. I'm sorry, I'm not helping the overall gloomy mood of the forums right now.
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kiki2145
Not new to roleplaying, just new to the site :)
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Post by kiki2145 on Oct 16, 2016 22:23:46 GMT -5
Ok, so I know I'm just a newbie to this whole forum thing, but I'm not a newbie to depression/anxiety. And to be honest, the fear of messing up is constantly a theme in my own anxiety, so just so you know, I think that you have a right to feel this way, but I'm gonna be honest: Messing up is human. You will probably mess up, but that doesn't mean it has to be the end of the world. I may not understand what you are going through exactly, but I have definitely made some mistakes that have meant the world at the time, and are now nothing of importance. IDK if this was helpful at all, probably wasn't, but I find having someone else to talk to always helps
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