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Post by Deleted on Oct 12, 2016 13:05:00 GMT -5
So I've had an opportunity to move from Pennsylvania to Washington for, like, a year now. I have a couple online friends who want me to move there. I've Skyped them countless times, it's not the fact I haven't seen them in person that scares me. It's the fact it's a new place, new people that scares me. Like, I've lived my whole life on Pennsylvania, and the furthest I went out of state was an overnight trip to Kentucky's creation museum with my church. That's the furthest I've ever been, and that was when I was 10th or 11th grade. Haven't been very far from home since then. My parents aren't exactly thrilled about the idea, but they know I'm 20 and can decide my own path. But everyone else, including my supervisor at the Renaissance Festival, says for the sake of stuff, go. And my supervisor travels with the festivals, and he says Pennsylvania is actually among the worst states, and he guarantees Washington is much, much better. And believe me, I do want to go really bad, but I'm scared to go to. Like, I'm afraid of the plane, and leaving everyone I know, leaving my family... it's kinda intimidating. I know once I get there, I'll be fine. It's just the anticipation I guess.
I do plan to go, once I get my social security card and birth certificate replaced (I had a house fire almost a year ago, and everything was destroyed) but until then.... I'm going to be panicking.
Any ideas on how to calm my nerves, and make me enthusiastic about going? Like I said, I do want to go but it's a scary experience thing for me too.
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