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Post by Deleted on Oct 6, 2016 15:29:54 GMT -5
So I drank two 24 ounce cappuccinos, one 20 ounce cappuccino and a monster...
And before you tell me how stupid I am, caffeine has been known to make me happy. Overly happy. And it masks the pain in my heart... so I've really been needing comfort lately. When that happens I turn to caffeine. I figure it's better than ODing on my abilify, which can cause death. If I die from ODing on caffeine.. so be it... at least I'll feel happy in my final moments, and not know when death is coming... if I live, then it just means I have a second chance to either fix things, or screw them up again... as usual..
Okay here comes the water works :'(
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Post by Deleted on Oct 6, 2016 15:38:22 GMT -5
Do you need someone to chat with? >.<
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Post by Deleted on Oct 6, 2016 15:41:00 GMT -5
I don't know... I was happy, then I got angry at my phone, and now I wanna cry... I'll pm you :'(
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