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Post by Deleted on Oct 4, 2016 13:16:03 GMT -5
apparently this time she's unlikely to ever come back out of hospital
i mean i know she's 92 but im gonna miss her a lot and my grandad is gonna be losing his mum and i don't want him to feel bad
basically life is just reallyyyyy bad rn
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THIS IS THE THRILLLLLLLLLLERRRRRRR, THRILLLERRRRR NIIIIIGHHHHTTTT 🎃
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Post by 🎃❅❖.Şp໐໐kฯຟiຖ໓.❖❅🎃 on Oct 4, 2016 13:27:18 GMT -5
Im sorry about that. Loss just seems to strike randomly, hey? Have you already gone to see her? Or is it better that you don't?
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Post by Cheyenne on Oct 4, 2016 14:32:11 GMT -5
I know the feeling buddy.
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Post by *Ravenpaw* on Oct 4, 2016 14:38:21 GMT -5
*hugs*
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Post by Storm on Oct 4, 2016 14:47:49 GMT -5
I know the feeling... I lost my great grandma about 2-3 years ago. She was 89 though. Maybe if there is an afterlife they'll be chatting?
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Post by Deleted on Oct 4, 2016 15:44:02 GMT -5
Im sorry about that. Loss just seems to strike randomly, hey? Have you already gone to see her? Or is it better that you don't? yep :c in 2012 (i think it was 2012 anyway) i lost quite a lot of family i really want to but my parents don't usually let me like, im 14, not 6, but they just don't let me seeing someone there unless they aren't really sick. i know they want the best for me but i want to see her one last time. wow im acting like she's definitely gonna die there's been times before where we thought this time she was sent into hospital it would be her last and it wasnt
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Post by Deleted on Oct 4, 2016 15:44:39 GMT -5
I know the feeling buddy. :c
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Post by Deleted on Oct 4, 2016 15:45:03 GMT -5
*hugs* *hugs back*
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Post by Deleted on Oct 4, 2016 15:45:43 GMT -5
I know the feeling... I lost my great grandma about 2-3 years ago. She was 89 though. Maybe if there is an afterlife they'll be chatting? sorry for your loss :'c i hope so
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THIS IS THE THRILLLLLLLLLLERRRRRRR, THRILLLERRRRR NIIIIIGHHHHTTTT 🎃
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Post by 🎃❅❖.Şp໐໐kฯຟiຖ໓.❖❅🎃 on Oct 4, 2016 15:47:56 GMT -5
You just have to reason with them that it's important to you that you do see her. Even if she isn't actually dying. You'll always regret not seeing them when they're alive, especially when you had the chance. I know anyone could tell you that. Since you already know of loss, i'm sure you know that too. Still, i'm sorry that you have to worry about her being in the hospital right now. It must be a horrible feeling.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 4, 2016 16:51:15 GMT -5
I'm sorry about your grandma, Bronze. I'll be praying. *hug*
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Post by John 3:16 on Oct 4, 2016 17:03:53 GMT -5
"What's the worst that I could say? Things are better if I stay... So long and goodnight So long and goodnight!"
-Helena by My Chemical RomanceSorry for that, I thought it was appropriate because it's about a grandmother's death as well... but I am really sorry for what you are going through . We as a community are here.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 5, 2016 16:10:06 GMT -5
thanks for the kind messages, guys <3
update: i didn't go to the hospital to see her today. i know how sick she is and my grandad persuaded me to stay because of how bad it is. and tbh, i want my final memories of her to be her healthy and happy, not led in a hospital bed finding it difficult to breathe. but i still want to see her again just her happy, not sick, but i know that's probably not going to happen until i meet her again in the afterlife if there happens to be one.
like i stated, she's having trouble breathing. my mum went in to see her and she could sense her presence but was just really tired. she was talking to my mum but like in the way you do when you're exhausted and aren't properly awake. she kept saying something along the lines of ''it's alright'' or something but she slept most of the time.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 5, 2016 16:18:35 GMT -5
I'm really sorry about this :c that must be hard, figuring out if you want to/are able to go visit her or not. I hope you're able to find some peace in the midst of this.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 5, 2016 17:01:28 GMT -5
Im sorry about that. Loss just seems to strike randomly, hey? Have you already gone to see her? Or is it better that you don't? yep :c in 2012 (i think it was 2012 anyway) i lost quite a lot of family i really want to but my parents don't usually let me like, im 14, not 6, but they just don't let me seeing someone there unless they aren't really sick. i know they want the best for me but i want to see her one last time. wow im acting like she's definitely gonna die there's been times before where we thought this time she was sent into hospital it would be her last and it wasnt i saw my great grandfather and my grandmother in the hospital when they were dying. i was around 3 with my great grandfather and 17 with my great grandmother. it's the only memories of them i can remember well, basically. i suggest not being too sad over not seeing your great grandmother in the hospital... it has a way of erasing everything else. it's heartbreaking.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 9, 2016 15:22:21 GMT -5
update: my grandma died this evening she died peacefully but i never thought she'd actually be gone. like, ive never known life without her ive always gone to her house & rang her up to thank for the money she got me for my birthday every year. she didn't deserve it. she loved everyone and was just really nice. i know she was 92 and it was her time to go, and she died a peaceful death at an old age, but it's still really sad :c i never did see her again, at the hospital. maybe that's a good thing because id like to keep the good memories i have of her, but i would have liked to see her once more.
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Post by Sour Candy on Oct 9, 2016 15:23:53 GMT -5
update: my grandma died this evening she died peacefully but i never thought she'd actually be gone. like, ive never known life without her ive always gone to her house & rang her up to thank for the money she got me for my birthday every year. she didn't deserve it. she loved everyone and was just really nice. i know she was 92 and it was her time to go, and she died a peaceful death at an old age, but it's still really sad :c i never did see her again, at the hospital. maybe that's a good thing because id like to keep the good memories i have of her, but i would have liked to see her once more. I'm so sorry for your loss
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Post by Deleted on Oct 9, 2016 16:33:52 GMT -5
thanks
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Post by Deleted on Oct 9, 2016 18:33:30 GMT -5
thank you Im still upset but im mainly distracting myself i can't really sleep rn either so much is stressing me out in life right now
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