|
Post by Deleted on Oct 3, 2016 21:12:24 GMT -5
I don't even know why I try anymore... I'm just completely done... I can't do this anymore, it's too hard... I have nobody, nobody even cares about me anyways... my "best friend" left me after I started cutting again, and even though I tried reaching out, she just... doesn't care... I used to do everything to make sure she was happy... but now she's living with her boyfriend... she doesn't need me, or want me anymore... Now my ex boyfriend, who I thought still cared, betrays me... he abandons me while we're hanging out, to be with another friend. I go to the bathroom 5 minutes, and come out to see he's gone. Without a word. I see him walking back home, so I call and yell at him. An hour or so later, he apologizes. And me being stupid accepted it. Now I find out he was lying to me, said he's talking to another girl, who demanded he block me on facebook. He lied saying he was hacked. But I found out and questioned it, and he admitted it. He lied. This just goes to show I mean nothing... if I want to keep my friends, I have to be the one to fight... nobody bothers to fight for me though... guess it goes to show, I'm a disposable person... I'm worthless. Nobody wants me. Why should I fight any longer? It's not worth it, this pain... Sorry... I just really needed to vent... my mom yells when I try venting to her, and I have nobody else... I don't know what to do anymore...
|
|
|
Post by Splintercat on Oct 3, 2016 21:21:47 GMT -5
I'm so sorry this is all happening to you. You are NOT worthless, I promise you. If you need to talk, please feel free to PM me any time.
|
|
|
Post by Deleted on Oct 3, 2016 21:24:49 GMT -5
Thank you... it hurts so much... I wish I knew what to do... :'(
|
|
|
Post by Deleted on Oct 3, 2016 21:27:54 GMT -5
I've been in this deep depression since my friend abandoned me. Which was in March or something close to that. I've been used so much by her. She used my comfort and support without giving me any... I was used by my ex for other things... another guy also used me and ditched me... then I to back to my ex because he said letting me go was his worst mistake... mine was going back... I just want somebody to actually care about me. Not the support I give...
|
|
|
Post by Splintercat on Oct 3, 2016 21:38:33 GMT -5
I've been in this deep depression since my friend abandoned me. Which was in March or something close to that. I've been used so much by her. She used my comfort and support without giving me any... I was used by my ex for other things... another guy also used me and ditched me... then I to back to my ex because he said letting me go was his worst mistake... mine was going back... I just want somebody to actually care about me. Not the support I give... I'm so sorry. People can be awful, but it's not your fault in the least. Someday, you will find someone who truly appreciates how great you are. I believe that.
|
|
|
|
Post by Deleted on Oct 4, 2016 7:27:59 GMT -5
<3 thanks you guys.. I thought my friend and I would be best friends forever... but evidently not..
|
|
|
Post by Deleted on Oct 4, 2016 15:38:22 GMT -5
katie, i'm always here for you. if you need to escape and start anew, you can seriously come live in my town and i can help you readjust.
|
|
|
Post by Redfleck on Oct 4, 2016 16:04:39 GMT -5
People are fickle and hypocritical Your happiness does not depend on your family or your friends or anyone else Only yourself I say you just cut all ties and start over Find better people that will support you And if nothing works out.... Well You got us
|
|