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Post by John 3:16 on Sept 30, 2016 16:30:41 GMT -5
you know when you've ****ed up so badly you just feel like you want to disappear as guilt just eats away at your insides? yeah, for a reason that could be considered stupid, I am feeling that right now. Plus nausea.
So my family takes school very seriously. Which really helps since my mom and my dad work overlapping days and hours which on certain days of the week, leaves me home alone. Now, as a night owl, combined with the early morning hours I have to get up in, is a problem. And you know what else was a problem today? My entire ****ing body. Yep, I was sick as well, I felt like throwing up and my stomach was in intense pain and it felt just... awful. I couldn't go to school like this.
Now, fast forward to morning time after finding it hard to sleep, I wake up at the usual 6AM feeling like utter crap. my stomach was hurting and I felt nauseous, and I knew I could not go to school like this. With the guilt piled overtop because I couldn't go to school and the fact that I was home alone, it felt even more awful. Somehow, I fell asleep once more, and fast forwards to the time I wake up I'm only feeling slightly better and refreshed for once. Knowing this was strange, as I was used to waking up feeling tired and like I hadn't gotten any sleep at all, I reached over for my phone and checked the time. I almost fell out of my bed as I read the clock.
It was just past noon.
My school got out two hours earlier.
And that's when the sickness came back, hurling it's first punch at my stomach as I felt a wave of nausea overcomes me. It was like eight hours ago, but I knew as I read the text messages from my dad it had gotten so much worse because of the sheer guilt I was feeling. I had to call him while running over to the med cabinet looking for something to calm my stomach, which through tears and a shaky voice it was hard to understand me. Or understand him. So finally I find some medicine and I jump into the bath, and wait for my impending doom from my mother. She hasn't gotten home yet, but I know she is going to pull some serial killer move and murder me for this. Well, at least it'll feel like it.
sorry, this probably makes no sense, but I have no idea what to do and I don't know how to end this so
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Post by Splintercat on Sept 30, 2016 17:16:13 GMT -5
It's not your fault though? You couldn't help getting sick. Your parents can't reasonably get mad at you for that.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 30, 2016 17:17:28 GMT -5
just vomit on them im sorry that i cant help you but this is the best idea i can think of at this point
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Post by Cheyenne on Sept 30, 2016 17:19:53 GMT -5
Well, that's upsetting...
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Post by Deleted on Sept 30, 2016 17:40:52 GMT -5
it's not ur fault omg u can't do anything bout the stomach flu
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Post by Gengar on Sept 30, 2016 18:15:38 GMT -5
➳ <3 I hope it turns out okay. I hope your mom understands why you had to stay home.
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Post by ρłαgυegı .. on Sept 30, 2016 18:40:15 GMT -5
oh darling, you'll be alright. you're sick, your bodies' natural response is to sleep and regain it's strength. if you're truly on the verge of being sick and crying and in that much pain you should even consider going to the hospital and getting it checked out. a few antibiotics wouldn't hurt. if your mother truly is mad i'm sure your father will back you up, and schools tend to help their students as much as they possibly can if you just explain the situation and get your work in.
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