Post by Brownie on Sept 24, 2016 12:59:58 GMT -5
Idk I put most of this on my last poem dump thing but idk how many of you saw that and I just wanted to let y'all know what's going on with my life so?
I probably won't be on the forums very much anymore. This place is good and all and I love the new features here, so it's not really that. It's more that I don't feel I need the forums as a crutch anymore. I finally found who I am, who I can be. And I'm happy with that, for once. Y'all were a huge part of that, but while I still love you all to bits, I don't feel the urge to obsessively be on here anymore. I don't have that hunger to be forum 'popular' or even be accepted here. I think that's partly because I finally accepted who I am as a person, that I don't need that outside confirmation that I'm not horrible/worthless. I have that inner confidence now I didn't even know I was lacking, and that's a whole lot due to y'all and your support.
But like I said, I don't need that like spam anymore, and so the forums aren't as. . . magnetic, I guess. I don't spend my free time wondering about what I should post next so I can get some likes, or whether or not there's going to be an update on a fic. Don't get me wrong, I DO think about y'all, just not obsessively as I had before.
So yeah, I'll still be here sometimes. Probably when I have some time and get that punch of nostalgia, but I'm probably not going to be on every day, maybe not even every month anymore.
Love y'all <3
I probably won't be on the forums very much anymore. This place is good and all and I love the new features here, so it's not really that. It's more that I don't feel I need the forums as a crutch anymore. I finally found who I am, who I can be. And I'm happy with that, for once. Y'all were a huge part of that, but while I still love you all to bits, I don't feel the urge to obsessively be on here anymore. I don't have that hunger to be forum 'popular' or even be accepted here. I think that's partly because I finally accepted who I am as a person, that I don't need that outside confirmation that I'm not horrible/worthless. I have that inner confidence now I didn't even know I was lacking, and that's a whole lot due to y'all and your support.
But like I said, I don't need that like spam anymore, and so the forums aren't as. . . magnetic, I guess. I don't spend my free time wondering about what I should post next so I can get some likes, or whether or not there's going to be an update on a fic. Don't get me wrong, I DO think about y'all, just not obsessively as I had before.
So yeah, I'll still be here sometimes. Probably when I have some time and get that punch of nostalgia, but I'm probably not going to be on every day, maybe not even every month anymore.
Love y'all <3
