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Post by Deleted on Sept 23, 2016 19:51:18 GMT -5
idk i'm just not doing well tonight i ??? i keep thinking about someone who used to be a friend and i suddenly really miss her and i want to text her or call her and it's bad bc i tried so hard to maintain contact and she didn't try. so i know if i text or call she's not gonna answer and it's gonna hurt me a lot again. but i miss her and i haven't seen any friends a lot this week bc i've been studying for a chem exam but they're not answering their phones and i'm really sad and lonely but like idk i feel Bad and when i get like this it's really hard for me to be the one to reach out to people first?? i've been really shaky and scared all day and i've cried like 5 times over stupid things i just don't feel happy or excited about anything rn. i even tried to watch the 2016-2017 red wings season promo video (and if u know me u know how much i Love hockey) and like that didn't even cheer me up so and i want to Skype my friend mina but she's busy and i respect that but i started crying during dinner because we haven't physically been in the same place since june 2015 and i miss her idk i just feel bad and it's hard to do things rn like i should probably shower or eat but i don't wanna get up
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Post by Deleted on Sept 23, 2016 20:06:22 GMT -5
ok i do not mean to be attention-grabby but it would honestly be cool of someone to respond ??? thanks
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Post by lazy penguin on Sept 23, 2016 20:10:06 GMT -5
I know how you feel. I had a friend move to California and haven't seen or hears from her since last year when she came over here. I've been wanting to try and contact her, but feel like she'd just ignore it and move on with her life.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 23, 2016 20:11:33 GMT -5
I know how you feel. I had a friend move to California and haven't seen or hears from her since last year when she came over here. I've been wanting to try and contact her, but feel like she'd just ignore it and move on with her life. yeah mine's concrete tho. like i did move and i tried to keep in contact w her and she'd claim she "tried" but like. she didn't respond at all. so that's the difference; you think she'd move on. i know for a fact berkley moved on and i'm not important to her anymore and idk it hurts but it shouldn't anymore i haven't heard from her since june last year i should be ok
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Post by lazy penguin on Sept 23, 2016 20:15:34 GMT -5
I know how you feel. I had a friend move to California and haven't seen or hears from her since last year when she came over here. I've been wanting to try and contact her, but feel like she'd just ignore it and move on with her life. yeah mine's concrete tho. like i did move and i tried to keep in contact w her and she'd claim she "tried" but like. she didn't respond at all. so that's the difference; you think she'd move on. i know for a fact berkley moved on and i'm not important to her anymore and idk it hurts but it shouldn't anymore i haven't heard from her since june last year i should be okย Ah that's terrible. I can understand why you'd miss her from time to time, but just remember that you have other friends, and you don't have to feel bad over it. People move on. Who knows, maybe she was trying to indore her past friends in order to make new ones.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 23, 2016 20:15:59 GMT -5
yeah mine's concrete tho. like i did move and i tried to keep in contact w her and she'd claim she "tried" but like. she didn't respond at all. so that's the difference; you think she'd move on. i know for a fact berkley moved on and i'm not important to her anymore and idk it hurts but it shouldn't anymore i haven't heard from her since june last year i should be ok Ah that's terrible. I can understand why you'd miss her from time to time, but just remember that you have other friends, and you don't have to feel bad over it. People move on. Who knows, maybe she was trying to indore her past friends in order to make new ones. lmao i guess but that doesn't help at all
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Post by lazy penguin on Sept 23, 2016 20:17:50 GMT -5
Ah that's terrible. I can understand why you'd miss her from time to time, but just remember that you have other friends, and you don't have to feel bad over it. People move on. Who knows, maybe she was trying to indore her past friends in order to make new ones. lmao i guess but that doesn't help at allย Ah well, would chatting help at all?
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Post by Deleted on Sept 23, 2016 20:18:47 GMT -5
lmao i guess but that doesn't help at all Ah well, would chatting help at all? idk honestly i'm just in A Mood where i kinda want to die but it's w/e i feel like this a lot so
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Post by lazy penguin on Sept 23, 2016 20:24:55 GMT -5
Ah well, would chatting help at all? idk honestly i'm just in A Mood where i kinda want to die but it's w/e i feel like this a lot so Well just remember that people do care. I don't know what to say, but just remember you're not alone, I remember feeling so terrible earlier this year because my father got arrested for drunk driving and since my parent were divorced I wouldn't be able to see him for forever. Then my mom got diagnosed with the disease that killed my grandmother at 60, and we're still unsure how long she'll live. However, I'm kinda just used to it now, things will blow over and become normal, even if at the time they happen they seem like thing will never go back.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 23, 2016 20:25:23 GMT -5
idk honestly i'm just in A Mood where i kinda want to die but it's w/e i feel like this a lot so Well just remember that people do care. I don't know what to say, but just remember you're not alone, I remember feeling so terrible earlier this year because my father got arrested for drunk driving and since my parent were divorced I wouldn't be able to see him for forever. Then my mom got diagnosed with the disease that killed my grandmother at 60, and we're still unsure how long she'll live. However, I'm kinda just used to it now, things will blow over and become normal, even if at the time they happen they seem like thing will never go back. sorry abt all of tht
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Post by lazy penguin on Sept 23, 2016 20:26:16 GMT -5
Well just remember that people do care. I don't know what to say, but just remember you're not alone, I remember feeling so terrible earlier this year because my father got arrested for drunk driving and since my parent were divorced I wouldn't be able to see him for forever. Then my mom got diagnosed with the disease that killed my grandmother at 60, and we're still unsure how long she'll live. However, I'm kinda just used to it now, things will blow over and become normal, even if at the time they happen they seem like thing will never go back. sorry abt all of thtย No don't be, life happens. We keep moving on.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 23, 2016 20:28:08 GMT -5
hell i just realized next month is october things keep getting bad yeah pride is next month and hockey starts too but o man october,,
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Post by Deleted on Sept 23, 2016 20:38:06 GMT -5
No don't be, life happens. We keep moving on. yeah ok
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Post by lazy penguin on Sept 23, 2016 20:39:31 GMT -5
No don't be, life happens. We keep moving on. yeah ok I know, I'm being terribly cliche right now.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 23, 2016 20:40:24 GMT -5
I know, I'm being terribly cliche right now. yeah you are
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Post by lazy penguin on Sept 23, 2016 20:43:28 GMT -5
I know, I'm being terribly cliche right now. yeah you are Great. Is there anything I can do to help you out? I'm really bad at talking to people about these kinds of things so be prepared for more cheesy and/or somewhat annoying posts.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 23, 2016 20:45:31 GMT -5
Great. Is there anything I can do to help you out? I'm really bad at talking to people about these kinds of things so be prepared for more cheesy and/or somewhat annoying posts. honestly idk i just feel kinda detached from things rn
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Post by lazy penguin on Sept 23, 2016 20:48:03 GMT -5
Great. Is there anything I can do to help you out? I'm really bad at talking to people about these kinds of things so be prepared for more cheesy and/or somewhat annoying posts. honestly idk i just feel kinda detached from things rn It might help you to talk with someone face to face. I don't know if that will help, but when I told my friends about what I was going through it helped me a lot more than talking about it on the forums. There's just something comforting about seeing a face that emotes in the moment.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 23, 2016 20:49:05 GMT -5
honestly idk i just feel kinda detached from things rn It might help you to talk with someone face to face. I don't know if that will help, but when I told my friends about what I was going through it helped me a lot more than talking about it on the forums. There's just something comforting about seeing a face that emotes in the moment. that would work if my 2 friends would answer me which is something i explained in the original post
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Post by lazy penguin on Sept 23, 2016 20:50:40 GMT -5
It might help you to talk with someone face to face. I don't know if that will help, but when I told my friends about what I was going through it helped me a lot more than talking about it on the forums. There's just something comforting about seeing a face that emotes in the moment. that would work if my 2 friends would answer me which is something i explained in the original post I know, I wasn't just targeting friends, you could go to your parents or a sibling (if you have any).
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Post by Deleted on Sept 23, 2016 20:53:02 GMT -5
that would work if my 2 friends would answer me which is something i explained in the original post I know, I wasn't just targeting friends, you could go to your parents or a sibling (if you have any). i live in a dorm so that's not an option also my roommate and suite mate go home during weekends. the only suite mate i'm w is someone i don't like to talk to she's obnoxious and talks too much
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Post by lazy penguin on Sept 23, 2016 20:55:09 GMT -5
I know, I wasn't just targeting friends, you could go to your parents or a sibling (if you have any). i live in a dorm so that's not an option also my roommate and suite mate go home during weekends. the only suite mate i'm w is someone i don't like to talk to she's obnoxious and talks too muchย Ah okay, so that's kinda out of the question. Is there anything that makes you happy that you could do.on your own? I would always draw to help myself out, and even if you have a different hobby it might help you feel better.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 23, 2016 20:56:47 GMT -5
i live in a dorm so that's not an option also my roommate and suite mate go home during weekends. the only suite mate i'm w is someone i don't like to talk to she's obnoxious and talks too much Ah okay, so that's kinda out of the question. Is there anything that makes you happy that you could do.on your own? I would always draw to help myself out, and even if you have a different hobby it might help you feel better. i don't rlly feel like doing anything ?? idk sorry if i'm being difficult but like that's kinda part of the problem i feel too bad to make myself do the things i like and even watching hockey vids (if u know me u know i Love hockey w all my heart) isn't cheering me up any
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Post by lazy penguin on Sept 23, 2016 20:59:41 GMT -5
Ah okay, so that's kinda out of the question. Is there anything that makes you happy that you could do.on your own? I would always draw to help myself out, and even if you have a different hobby it might help you feel better. i don't rlly feel like doing anything ?? idk sorry if i'm being difficult but like that's kinda part of the problem i feel too bad to make myself do the things i like and even watching hockey vids (if u know me u know i Love hockey w all my heart) isn't cheering me up anyย You're not being difficult. I don't know what other advice to give you, I have to get off for tonight, but if you want to to keep talking I can resume tommorow. If you start feeling worse, try talking to a forum friend, they might be able to help you out.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 23, 2016 21:00:44 GMT -5
i don't rlly feel like doing anything ?? idk sorry if i'm being difficult but like that's kinda part of the problem i feel too bad to make myself do the things i like and even watching hockey vids (if u know me u know i Love hockey w all my heart) isn't cheering me up any You're not being difficult. I don't know what other advice to give you, I have to get off for tonight, but if you want to to keep talking I can resume tommorow. If you start feeling worse, try talking to a forum friend, they might be able to help you out. thanks so much and sleep well. it means a lot you stayed to talk to me for a bit
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