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Post by Deleted on Sept 23, 2016 7:57:14 GMT -5
The feeling of starving to death, a banging head, sore eyes, fever dreams, throat seemingly filled with glass shards, and the like were the cause of this. Also, I had a mental breakdown in the middle of the night for...reasons I can't remember. I think it was because no one was really there to watch over me and stuff, so I had a random overwhelming sense of isolation and weakness.
Last night was fun. Now I have to endure the daunting trial of considering whether or not it's worth going to school for picture day (there was one in August, and now one in September). I personally don't think it's worth it. To hell with the school system's "requirements". I literally feel like dying.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 23, 2016 8:22:08 GMT -5
Oh no, I'm sorry that's happening to you. Ya know, if you're ever feeling lonely, I'm sure there are still people on here.. Aw, thank you. But I was kind of delirious. I had no idea what I was doing or what was going on. As childish as it sounds, all I wanted was my parents. The fever reverted me back into a vulnerable state that I've never been in before, and it would have been kind of dangerous to try and talk to me. I would have been a fragile, incoherent idiot.
But, when I'm actually smart enough and not in an ill state, I'll surely come here to talk. I kind of just want to save everyone the burden of my problems, honestly.
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Bleak
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FINAL SEMESTER, LET'S GOOOOOO
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Post by Bleak on Sept 23, 2016 10:41:28 GMT -5
Oh no, I'm sorry that's happening to you. Ya know, if you're ever feeling lonely, I'm sure there are still people on here.. Aw, thank you. But I was kind of delirious. I had no idea what I was doing or what was going on. As childish as it sounds, all I wanted was my parents. The fever reverted me back into a vulnerable state that I've never been in before, and it would have been kind of dangerous to try and talk to me. I would have been a fragile, incoherent idiot.
But, when I'm actually smart enough and not in an ill state, I'll surely come here to talk. I kind of just want to save everyone the burden of my problems, honestly.Don't ever feel like you're a burden here! Because you are a part of this community and you have your respected seat here with us. I know very well the burdens of being, well...a burden. And it eats me up when I can't talk to anyone who would listen or care. (I'm actually crying a bit rn because of this) I care about every member of this board, weather I've met them or no. I don't want anyone to suffer, and that's all I've done for the past year. I do have an outside life, but if you ever want to talk, drop me a PM and I'll do my best in any way.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 23, 2016 21:37:51 GMT -5
Aw, thank you. But I was kind of delirious. I had no idea what I was doing or what was going on. As childish as it sounds, all I wanted was my parents. The fever reverted me back into a vulnerable state that I've never been in before, and it would have been kind of dangerous to try and talk to me. I would have been a fragile, incoherent idiot.
But, when I'm actually smart enough and not in an ill state, I'll surely come here to talk. I kind of just want to save everyone the burden of my problems, honestly. Don't ever feel like you're a burden here! Because you are a part of this community and you have your respected seat here with us. I know very well the burdens of being, well...a burden. And it eats me up when I can't talk to anyone who would listen or care. (I'm actually crying a bit rn because of this) I care about every member of this board, weather I've met them or no. I don't want anyone to suffer, and that's all I've done for the past year. I do have an outside life, but if you ever want to talk, drop me a PM and I'll do my best in any way. ((Aaahhh, I'm so sorry that my reply's late! My sickness finally caught up to me today, and it was bad. Bad things happened. But I've sort of recovered, now. Two hours of sleep does wonders to your physical health.))
You're so sweet, oh my lord. If I actually knew how to properly function at the moment, I'd be gushing and giving my fair share of well thought out thank yous. But, because I'm the complete opposite of that right now, I'm going to give you a really sloppy thank you. Your words helped me a lot, believe me. And definitely! I often find it difficult to trust people on this site (due to the recent drama), and I'm glad I have someone I can go to whenever I need to!
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