Post by Sanders on Sept 22, 2016 2:06:22 GMT -5
this might be a little long but guys stay with me it's a great story. and im actually getting a little nervous thinking about telling it because this was an exciting moment for me okay. okay. here we go.
so two years ago (roughly. we would have started school at this point so i knew of her existence) i met my current gf (spoiler alert: my current gf is my first kiss.) now realize, that at this point in her life she had very very bad social anxiety. so while she was participating in class and stuff, there was no actual way she would have initiated friendship with me.
in class, i started out strong on the gay front. we had to bring in writings that we wrote for class and i brought in several stories about gay people. i wrote about one couple who are gay men. and several stories about being trans. so i was very gay.
she brought in one poem (she only wrote poetry for this class) that mentioned having a rainbow flag in her room (which is 100% tru) and i was like "okay so she could be gay."
flash forward a bit to like around november and we have to do presentations about books we like. she brings in books that are all LGBT and im like, "okay this girl is most definitely gay." so after class i was like "hey do you want to hang out?"
now the accounts as to this actual conversation vary between her and me. i don't remember saying that i have no friends but she claims i said that. ALSO, id like to mention that if she had said no, i would've know for sure that she was effing lying because i had seen her outside class before talking to other people and she had nowhere to be after class.
but she said yes! and our relationship escalated super fast from there. thanks to me. (:
we would meet up after class everyday to hang out. at one point i would hold her hand in the hallway while we hung out because i was like "pls be my friend" which she said was kind of weird and it was but she never said anything to me while!!!! ah. anyway, it was really weird because if anyone she knew or i knew walked by or talked to us i would just slowly pull my hand away from hers and it was painful!
anyway proceed to some really awkward text convos which included but are not limited to me asking if she made out with her glasses on or off, proceeding to ask if she would find it cute if someone took her glasses off and kissed her, and asking if she liked platonic kissing. (i was a weirdo 2 years ago okay . she was cute and i really wanted to kiss her so bad okay. leave me alone)
WHICH LEAVES US AT THIS GEM OF A CONVERSATION. these are the actual texts sent between us before we kissed. (she screenshotted this bs and sent it to her friends!!) idk if you're ready but here we go.
i took that advice to heart and actually did google how to kiss someone and other related topics, which in the long run were no help and i was still bad at it. so if you take any lessons away from this it should be that.
all right flash forward again to the next time i see her. mind you, things are really awkward now because ive said to her that i want to kiss her. she's said to me i have to make the first move. i am terrified of this.
also id like to just inform you, we spent a lot of time in my bed. A LOT of time. now this isn't for any sexual reason and i spend a lot of time in my bed with basically all of my friends. it's more so because im lazy and i don't like sitting up. so i can lay down in bed and still hang out with people.
i don't really remember what we did in my bed. i think we just talked a lot. maybe watched youtube videos??? i don't really have a clue. but we hung out in my bed a lot.
so like any normal afternoon we spent together, her mom drops her off at my house (she didn't have a license at this point) and i take her to my room and we sit down on my bed. NOW, my bed is a futon. and before i actually had her as a girlfriend, it folded up into a couch was enough space for me to get by. BUT WE WERE LYING ON THIS FUTON TOGETHER. so it's not like casual lying together like lol you're over there and im here. WE WERE LITERALLY PRESSED AGAINST EACH OTHER. (side note: just so you know we actually slept like this for a long time before i finally unfolded it. also. her bed is a twin. so we've spent many a nights way too close to each other)
sidetracked. anyway we sit down on my bed. i reach for her glasses and take them off. because as people with glasses know you can't really lay down with glasses on. and she says.
"Oh, are you going to kiss me?"
i lost it there and was like "HAHAHAAH NO I WAS JUST YOU KNOW HAAHAHA"
and we laid there and things were okay.
the next time we hung out. same scenario. except this time. i was ready. well i wasn't ready. i was terrified still. but i was going to do it. i couldn't. not do it???
so we were laid out on my bed. i shifted as if i was just moving over a little. hovered over her and gave her the quickest peck on the lips ever. like .3 of a second long peck.
and my heart was RACING.
and she was like "nice."
and so we made out after that. and let me tell you it was bad. she told me a while into our relationship that it was a bad kiss and i was like "WAHFKDSJGDFSKL??@qrdsfgd" well it was a bad makeout session actually. anyway.
after we were done kissing she was like "how was your first kiss?"
and i said "were we really kissing?"
?!?!?! what and who am i. like. are we really kissing?!!?!? yes you dumbf! you are really actually kissing a girl you have been wanting to kiss since you met her!?!? who are you and why are you like this?!?
and what i said after that is a blur.
but there you go. the story of my first kiss.
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bye (;
PS: I WANT YOU TO KNOW IT TOOK ME FOREVER TO KISS HER. I DIDN'T KISS HER UNTIL DECEMBER 28 AND WE HAD THAT CONVERSATION WELL BEFORE CHRISTMAS. like idk the exact date but it was maybe around like the 15-18??
so two years ago (roughly. we would have started school at this point so i knew of her existence) i met my current gf (spoiler alert: my current gf is my first kiss.) now realize, that at this point in her life she had very very bad social anxiety. so while she was participating in class and stuff, there was no actual way she would have initiated friendship with me.
in class, i started out strong on the gay front. we had to bring in writings that we wrote for class and i brought in several stories about gay people. i wrote about one couple who are gay men. and several stories about being trans. so i was very gay.
she brought in one poem (she only wrote poetry for this class) that mentioned having a rainbow flag in her room (which is 100% tru) and i was like "okay so she could be gay."
flash forward a bit to like around november and we have to do presentations about books we like. she brings in books that are all LGBT and im like, "okay this girl is most definitely gay." so after class i was like "hey do you want to hang out?"
now the accounts as to this actual conversation vary between her and me. i don't remember saying that i have no friends but she claims i said that. ALSO, id like to mention that if she had said no, i would've know for sure that she was effing lying because i had seen her outside class before talking to other people and she had nowhere to be after class.
but she said yes! and our relationship escalated super fast from there. thanks to me. (:
we would meet up after class everyday to hang out. at one point i would hold her hand in the hallway while we hung out because i was like "pls be my friend" which she said was kind of weird and it was but she never said anything to me while!!!! ah. anyway, it was really weird because if anyone she knew or i knew walked by or talked to us i would just slowly pull my hand away from hers and it was painful!
anyway proceed to some really awkward text convos which included but are not limited to me asking if she made out with her glasses on or off, proceeding to ask if she would find it cute if someone took her glasses off and kissed her, and asking if she liked platonic kissing. (i was a weirdo 2 years ago okay . she was cute and i really wanted to kiss her so bad okay. leave me alone)
WHICH LEAVES US AT THIS GEM OF A CONVERSATION. these are the actual texts sent between us before we kissed. (she screenshotted this bs and sent it to her friends!!) idk if you're ready but here we go.
Me: Can I give you a kiss tho? o:
Her: Uhm if you want?? It's cool with me yes?
Me: I kond of want to a lil bit.
Her: Then yes that's totally cool :)) (your move tho?? eep)
Me: Oh god. That's a lot of pressure. How do you even do that??
Her: I don't know?? Google it probably.
i took that advice to heart and actually did google how to kiss someone and other related topics, which in the long run were no help and i was still bad at it. so if you take any lessons away from this it should be that.
all right flash forward again to the next time i see her. mind you, things are really awkward now because ive said to her that i want to kiss her. she's said to me i have to make the first move. i am terrified of this.
also id like to just inform you, we spent a lot of time in my bed. A LOT of time. now this isn't for any sexual reason and i spend a lot of time in my bed with basically all of my friends. it's more so because im lazy and i don't like sitting up. so i can lay down in bed and still hang out with people.
i don't really remember what we did in my bed. i think we just talked a lot. maybe watched youtube videos??? i don't really have a clue. but we hung out in my bed a lot.
so like any normal afternoon we spent together, her mom drops her off at my house (she didn't have a license at this point) and i take her to my room and we sit down on my bed. NOW, my bed is a futon. and before i actually had her as a girlfriend, it folded up into a couch was enough space for me to get by. BUT WE WERE LYING ON THIS FUTON TOGETHER. so it's not like casual lying together like lol you're over there and im here. WE WERE LITERALLY PRESSED AGAINST EACH OTHER. (side note: just so you know we actually slept like this for a long time before i finally unfolded it. also. her bed is a twin. so we've spent many a nights way too close to each other)
sidetracked. anyway we sit down on my bed. i reach for her glasses and take them off. because as people with glasses know you can't really lay down with glasses on. and she says.
"Oh, are you going to kiss me?"
i lost it there and was like "HAHAHAAH NO I WAS JUST YOU KNOW HAAHAHA"
and we laid there and things were okay.
the next time we hung out. same scenario. except this time. i was ready. well i wasn't ready. i was terrified still. but i was going to do it. i couldn't. not do it???
so we were laid out on my bed. i shifted as if i was just moving over a little. hovered over her and gave her the quickest peck on the lips ever. like .3 of a second long peck.
and my heart was RACING.
and she was like "nice."
and so we made out after that. and let me tell you it was bad. she told me a while into our relationship that it was a bad kiss and i was like "WAHFKDSJGDFSKL??@qrdsfgd" well it was a bad makeout session actually. anyway.
after we were done kissing she was like "how was your first kiss?"
and i said "were we really kissing?"
?!?!?! what and who am i. like. are we really kissing?!!?!? yes you dumbf! you are really actually kissing a girl you have been wanting to kiss since you met her!?!? who are you and why are you like this?!?
and what i said after that is a blur.
but there you go. the story of my first kiss.
leave a comment down below if you liked this story time and want to see more topics like this. don't forget to hit that like if you liked this story. hit that subscribe button i put up new story times every thursday. and i will see you next thursday.
bye (;
PS: I WANT YOU TO KNOW IT TOOK ME FOREVER TO KISS HER. I DIDN'T KISS HER UNTIL DECEMBER 28 AND WE HAD THAT CONVERSATION WELL BEFORE CHRISTMAS. like idk the exact date but it was maybe around like the 15-18??