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Post by Sanders on Sept 2, 2016 22:18:23 GMT -5
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy does this happppppen to meeeeeeeeeee hi guys pls chat abt things? how was your day?
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Post by Sanders on Sept 2, 2016 22:42:51 GMT -5
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Post by Sanders on Sept 2, 2016 22:44:04 GMT -5
literally im good all day then like the one time i need people to talk to they ignore me??? literally everyone.
like i don't care all day. and i have people talking to me all day and then i just need a few minutes of talk and nobody responds.
not even just here so.
but like only when i need it do people ignore me lol!
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Post by John 3:16 on Sept 2, 2016 22:45:05 GMT -5
Oh god rip u
I'm good, I'm totally not screaming old Panic! At The Disco and My Chemical Romance while dancing ehe
How bout urself? Besides the whole anxiety thing ofc
Agh I'm not good in these situations sorryyyy
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Post by Deleted on Sept 2, 2016 22:45:39 GMT -5
im sorry bean, I didnt see your post before now. do you need to vent, or just someone to talk to?
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Post by John 3:16 on Sept 2, 2016 22:45:40 GMT -5
And hi I'm here!!!
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Post by Sanders on Sept 2, 2016 22:46:59 GMT -5
Oh god rip u I'm good, I'm totally not screaming old Panic! At The Disco and My Chemical Romance while dancing ehe How bout urself? Besides the whole anxiety thing ofc Agh I'm not good in these situations sorryyyy are you dancing by yourself?
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Post by Sanders on Sept 2, 2016 22:47:50 GMT -5
im sorry bean, I didnt see your post before now. do you need to vent, or just someone to talk to? idk im very stressed abt my situation irl rn. and ive got like nobody to talk to irl abt it anymore.
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Post by Sanders on Sept 2, 2016 22:48:37 GMT -5
my gf is barely responding to my texts so
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Post by John 3:16 on Sept 2, 2016 22:48:46 GMT -5
Oh god rip u I'm good, I'm totally not screaming old Panic! At The Disco and My Chemical Romance while dancing ehe How bout urself? Besides the whole anxiety thing ofc Agh I'm not good in these situations sorryyyy are you dancing by yourself? maybe Yes, and if I had any shame I would be embarrassed but alas I do not have the shame
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Post by Sanders on Sept 2, 2016 22:50:10 GMT -5
are you dancing by yourself? maybe Yes, and if I had any shame I would be embarrassed but alas I do not have the shame nah it's chill. i do it all the time. im listening to music rn. my gf and i once danced around my bedroom to Starving~
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Post by Deleted on Sept 2, 2016 22:50:59 GMT -5
Hi sanders, it's been like a whole two weeks.
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Post by Sanders on Sept 2, 2016 22:52:34 GMT -5
Hi sanders, it's been like a whole two weeks. ive been at work the past 6 days aha. and ten hour days means i barely have time to do anything. i had to be there by ten and didn't get out until eight. not as bad as it sounds but im grateful to have two days off uwu
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Post by Deleted on Sept 2, 2016 22:54:11 GMT -5
Yea, that's completely understandable. Have you gotten any new news from the docs?
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Post by Sanders on Sept 2, 2016 23:02:03 GMT -5
Yea, that's completely understandable. Have you gotten any new news from the docs? not yet. it's coming up on wednesday. kind of why im stressed rn
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Post by Deleted on Sept 2, 2016 23:07:38 GMT -5
Yea, that's completely understandable. Have you gotten any new news from the docs? not yet. it's coming up on wednesday. kind of why im stressed rn Freakin' dope man! If you want is, my advice would be to just see it as a time to ask questions and learn things, nothing else. Nothing to be nervous for. It'll be a good time to see if you trust the doctors and their advice and knowledge and go on to the next step from there.
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Post by Sanders on Sept 2, 2016 23:17:49 GMT -5
not yet. it's coming up on wednesday. kind of why im stressed rn Freakin' dope man! If you want is, my advice would be to just see it as a time to ask questions and learn things, nothing else. Nothing to be nervous for. It'll be a good time to see if you trust the doctors and their advice and knowledge and go on to the next step from there. it's not so much the going as it is that based on how my family reacted they all know im trans and just aren't saying anything. i mean i kno for sure my sisters know (im out at work and my sister works where i do so she like most likely knows and my other sister is on this site and ive had some slips around her irl so) but idk my parents haven't had the same exposure. but they called my house to remind me of the appointment and my mom was like "are you going to come see me after?" because she works in the building im going to but she didn't press me for the reason im going. which when i was originally making the appointment she was like "why are you going? why did you get a referral? what is the purpose of this?" and she was just like "yeah you can come chat with me after." when she mentioned it to me and i was like. oh my god. what is happening... like she's really snoopy so her not asking why i was going or what for seems really weird. and she knows exactly where im going in the building too. and she knows the guy im going to see. so that's like. the problem really. im not stressed about the going. im stressed about my family. and idk why. i want them to know but im also like. what if they don't like this. what if they don't like me anymore. im very dependent on them. especially my sisters and i can't.
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Post by Northstar3213 on Sept 2, 2016 23:28:44 GMT -5
*hugs*
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Post by Deleted on Sept 2, 2016 23:30:28 GMT -5
SandersI remember that, sorry to hear that, dude. I've said it before, but I don't know your family or situation. But I do think it'd be best to be open with them, at least as much as you can. Of course, it's your choice. On a more sentimental note, don't underestimate your bond with your siblings. I don't know your life, but if you open up to them, hopefully they'll love you just as much, because you are they're bro.
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