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Post by Sour Candy on Dec 1, 2021 14:43:45 GMT -5
Ack I've been so busy with streaming/trying to figure out how the hell to get a job without panicking I haven't been able to practice my rune stuff at all
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Post by Leapkit on Dec 1, 2021 18:50:00 GMT -5
Ack I've been so busy with streaming/trying to figure out how the hell to get a job without panicking I haven't been able to practice my rune stuff at all If there's anything I could help you with or would make you feel better about let me know. I have a fortune of dank memes and cute animal pics.
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Post by mintedstar/fur🦇 on Dec 4, 2021 23:29:43 GMT -5
I'd love to see some movies!
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Post by Leapkit on Feb 5, 2022 1:37:14 GMT -5
Accidentally let this drop off the map again due to negligence.
Honestly I've just had way too much on my mind to even feel like engaging in anything. Even though I know I probably should because when I do take the time to be with myself and give to my guides I feel better.
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Post by mintedstar/fur🦇 on Feb 20, 2022 0:06:10 GMT -5
//sends good vibes
Recently I've been taking a lot of comfort from my ... whatever he actually is. Guide, I guess. But he's just this thing I talk to sometimes and it helps.
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#a3c5e6
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𝓣𝓲𝓷𝓾𝓿𝓲𝓮𝓵
Warrior Fanatic
All hail me, the flower-flushing queen of Prague
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Post by 𝓣𝓲𝓷𝓾𝓿𝓲𝓮𝓵 on Feb 24, 2022 19:22:44 GMT -5
I'm sorry I keep forgetting about this thread. 😓
Anyway, some good news! I'm in a Mo Xiang Tong Xiu/RP discord server and there's a section for pagans. Long story short, because I've been wondering if Persephone is actually my patron or not, one of the mods offered to help me out and turns out I have two: one is Persephone while the other came as a complete surprise to me, Silvanus, which makes so much sense in hindsight that it's actually legitimately hilarious! XD
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Post by Leapkit on Feb 24, 2022 19:25:00 GMT -5
I'm sorry I keep forgetting about this thread. 😓 Anyway, some good news! I'm in a Mo Xiang Tong Xiu/RP discord server and there's a section for pagans. Long story short, because I've been wondering if Persephone is actually my patron or not, one of the mods offered to help me out and turns out I have two: one is Persephone while the other came as a complete surprise to me, Silvanus, which makes so much sense in hindsight that it's actually legitimately hilarious! XD Hey, that's awesome. I'm glad you were able to make that kind of discovery.
And welcome back!
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#a3c5e6
Name Colour
𝓣𝓲𝓷𝓾𝓿𝓲𝓮𝓵
Warrior Fanatic
All hail me, the flower-flushing queen of Prague
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Post by 𝓣𝓲𝓷𝓾𝓿𝓲𝓮𝓵 on Feb 24, 2022 20:12:07 GMT -5
I'm sorry I keep forgetting about this thread. 😓 Anyway, some good news! I'm in a Mo Xiang Tong Xiu/RP discord server and there's a section for pagans. Long story short, because I've been wondering if Persephone is actually my patron or not, one of the mods offered to help me out and turns out I have two: one is Persephone while the other came as a complete surprise to me, Silvanus, which makes so much sense in hindsight that it's actually legitimately hilarious! XD Hey, that's awesome. I'm glad you were able to make that kind of discovery.
And welcome back!
Thanks! I actually did feel like another deity was trying to call out to me last year which lasted a few days, but I thought it was Apollo, who actually does get replaced with Silvanus in at least one version of the Cyparissus story, so there's that connection there. Silvanus is also apparently associated with Mars is Mars Silvanus and I'm a Sun Aries! I've also thought about taking up music as a hobby for awhile now, and not only did one of the main characters in a story I ended up reworking was named Silvia, but that same reworked story now includes a musical magic system and Silvanus is fond of music, so... Yeah, I'm hearing you loud and clear, Silvanus! This is genuinely hilarious in the best way possible and I can't stop laughing! XD
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Post by Leapkit on Feb 24, 2022 20:52:49 GMT -5
Hey, that's awesome. I'm glad you were able to make that kind of discovery.
And welcome back!
Thanks! I actually did feel like another deity was trying to call out to me last year which lasted a few days, but I thought it was Apollo, who actually does get replaced with Silvanus in at least one version of the Cyparissus story, so there's that connection there. Silvanus is also apparently associated with Mars is Mars Silvanus and I'm a Sun Aries! I've also thought about taking up music as a hobby for awhile now, and not only did one of the main characters in a story I ended up reworking was named Silvia, but that same reworked story now includes a musical magic system and Silvanus is fond of music, so... Yeah, I'm hearing you loud and clear, Silvanus! This is genuinely hilarious in the best way possible and I can't stop laughing! XD I remember having the same kind of feeling with Bast. I kind of ignored her for the longest time because I was like "Nahh, I'm just imagining things simply because I like cats, that's all." But sometimes you just gotta take the obvious thing for what it is.
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Post by mintedstar/fur🦇 on Mar 20, 2022 21:29:05 GMT -5
o: Oooo! This is all really neat! I'm glad you worked this out!
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Post by Leapkit on Apr 6, 2022 16:30:18 GMT -5
This thread is still here/going to stay here but I think it's time to be honest with both myself and the rest of you that I really don't hold much belief anymore.
I don't want to get into details as to why not so I don't end up damaging or hampering anyone elses beliefs but the help and growth that I sought out and practiced is simply becoming more harmful or completely numb rather than anything helpful or worth my time. Like I've just been going through the motions with no real heart in it. So it's time to take a break, or maybe just admit I've lost faith and it isn't giving me the same peace and momentum that it used to. Who knows, I might change my mind again. I'm open to it anyway. Just not right now.
I still think that some of the info & etc is going to help others to grow though as it used to for me so I will obviously help and give pointers when I can if anyone asks! The archive is definitely not going anywhere either. :3
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Post by mintedstar/fur🦇 on Apr 6, 2022 18:30:03 GMT -5
Sounds fair! Whatever works for you, of course!
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Post by Leapkit on Apr 30, 2022 0:45:01 GMT -5
Obligatory making sure thread doesn't die post.
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Post by mintedstar/fur🦇 on May 14, 2022 22:56:37 GMT -5
//insert sparkles
I got new Tarot cards, as I mentioned. :3
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Post by Leapkit on Aug 30, 2022 19:56:26 GMT -5
Giving this a bump for the heck of it.
I've noticed new members lately on the forums so I figure I will cast the net one more time before giving up on it entirely. Given that, this seems to be my niche more than anyone elses and I don't consider myself "in practice" anymore.
I will say faith in some things came back after an event recently, but I can't see myself discussing the personal relationship I have with it with anyone else openly at this time.
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Post by mintedstar/fur🦇 on Sept 14, 2022 13:33:45 GMT -5
Yeah that makes sense. I can see why. <3
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