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Post by John 3:16 on Aug 19, 2016 17:54:44 GMT -5
I'm not too sure where to put this, but I guess OTD is good enough for now.
This is a weird thread, and does not apply to everybody. This is going out to people I will not name, but if you are one of those people you will know why this thread exists.
I'm not too sure how to exactly start this, but here we go.
This is an apology to all of those people I've fought with, argued with, and instigated attacks on people on the old forums. I am not going to say that I've changed, because I really haven't, but I'm trying to.
I am not a good person.
I am immature, rude, irritating, have an attitude, snappy, almost always annoyed at something, probably have some sort of anger issues, ignorant, mean, and can play the victim card fairly well. I can go from nice and happy to angry and mean in a couple seconds. I fight people over the stupidest of reasons, and I've made the most idiotic of mistakes as Thistlehawk on the old forums.
One argument I really shouldn't have started on a thread I should have left in peace was one I regret a lot. If you know who you are, I am very sorry. Apologies at this point are useless because of my actions, but do know that I know I should never have said that. I was angry, as something did happen to me on that day, and I lashed out like a whip and struck something I really shouldn't have touched with a ten foot pole.
And another apology to the people who have steered away from me because of my obsessions. I do have severe OCD, which does cause me to obsess over things more than the normal person. I have had trouble making good long lasting friends because of this, and I can understand. I just feel the need to say sorry to the people who have avoided me for something I mostly cannot control. It's stupid, but I do feel guilty for it.
I do hope that the people I am directing this thread to read this, as this is sincere. I hope I can move on and learn from my many mistakes and never do this again.
Thank you for your time.
-xoxoThistlehawk/petewentztheemogod
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Iceblossom
Talk to me about Star Wars, the First Order, and Bucky Barnes.
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Post by Iceblossom on Aug 19, 2016 17:57:52 GMT -5
Recognizing that you've done something wrong is the first step to changing. I'm proud of you for being willing to post an apology like this.
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Post by John 3:16 on Aug 19, 2016 18:15:30 GMT -5
Thank you very much. I've been wanting to do something like this for a while now, even on the old forums. But as the date drew closer I couldn't. And then on here I procrastinated for a while before I made myself do it.
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