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Post by Brindlebriar on Mar 24, 2018 17:03:47 GMT -5
eh I've been doing homework all day
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Post by -Spottedshadow- on Mar 24, 2018 17:34:29 GMT -5
R I P X2 I still have my fam here so I'll be here with them all day.
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Post by Brindlebriar on Mar 24, 2018 22:08:02 GMT -5
lol sounds like we've both had a pretty hectic week/weekend.
i am literally drowning in homework, D: i spent all day today working on it, and tomorrow my bf wants to hang out (which idk if i want to or not, we will see.)
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Post by Brindlebriar on Mar 25, 2018 7:52:30 GMT -5
I hate waking up and feeling like I'm going to be sick. Everyday. EVERYDAY. stupid Crohn's. 😑
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Post by -Spottedshadow- on Mar 25, 2018 8:36:26 GMT -5
Seems like it x3
But I'm really sorry man!!! I believe in you!!!!
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Post by Brindlebriar on Mar 27, 2018 17:13:18 GMT -5
wowow. What a week. Wanna Roleplay??
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Post by -Spottedshadow- on Mar 27, 2018 21:01:52 GMT -5
YOU KNOW IT!!! But you okay friend?
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Post by Brindlebriar on Mar 27, 2018 21:39:13 GMT -5
Yeah. I had so much homework that it just really stressed me out, plus my bf being stubborn and my friend asking me almost everyday to hang out.
Pretty sure i bombed my A&P exam today, but idrc. At least its over. lol
Unfortunately, i have to go to bed cause i have to get up at 6 tomorrow, but if i can squeeze in one rp reply, then I will do this one That way when im out of class we can get the ball rolling again. <<<333
how have you been?
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Post by -Spottedshadow- on Mar 27, 2018 21:45:41 GMT -5
I am really sorry man. Your bf really needs to calm himself. Like, it's kinda excessive at this point. Maybe you should say no to your friend for a bit? I know I have to do that at times! But shhhhh it's fine! You got other tests to counterbalance the grade XD But yeah! I get what you mean with it at least being over!
But you don't need to stress yourself over needing to reply!!! It seems like you are really busy!!! So you don't need to stress yourself over replying! I understand! Especially with how busy you have been!
But as for myself. I've been both great and eh. I had a great bday this weekend with a bunch of my fam!!!! I LOVED IT SOOOO MUCH!!! But a group of friends that I talk to online had a very large fight that was over excessive, and like. She does it all the time so I am fed up with it and I kinda hope that I can get away from that group of friends soon. Sadly the one friend I like from that group still wants to give them a chance despite how observed things got. Like, it is really dumb and it makes me angry... ANYWAYS!!! THAT'S A LONG STORY FOR ANOTHER DAY AND YOU NEED TO GET TO SLEEP!!!!
I HOPE YOU SLEEP WELL FRIEND!!! GET SOME WELL NEEDED REST!!!
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Post by Brindlebriar on Mar 28, 2018 9:19:10 GMT -5
hello hello!! Woke up 15 minutes before I had to leave
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Post by -Spottedshadow- on Mar 28, 2018 10:53:22 GMT -5
R I P!!!!!!
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Post by Brindlebriar on Mar 28, 2018 15:02:48 GMT -5
that feeling when you find out that your boyfriend has been texting another girl. -_-
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Post by -Spottedshadow- on Mar 28, 2018 16:18:25 GMT -5
WHAT THE ACTUAL F*** NOOOOOOO TIME TO THROW HIM TO THE CURB!!!!!!
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Post by Brindlebriar on Mar 29, 2018 11:53:46 GMT -5
He asked me to go on a double date, so of course i was like, with who? And he was like one of my friends from highschool.. we got back in touch and blah blah blah so i was like, welll, whats his name? (assuming it was a guy) and he said Erin and that he has never met her boyfriend AND I WAS LIKE WAIT A MINUTE. YOU'VE BEEN TEXTING A GIRL? FOR HOW LONG So i creeped on her insta AND SHE'S A FLIPPING MODEL. I don't stand a chance.
Literally don't know what to think about the whole situation, but I already don't like this girl.
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Post by -Spottedshadow- on Mar 29, 2018 12:35:51 GMT -5
I don't want to say anything, since I don't know the whole situation. But there are two sides here. Either he just simply wants to hang out with an old classmate or well, the latter part.
And also don't shoot yourself down like that! I bet you are top tier material!!! And if it's just looks he is going for then dump him.
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Post by Brindlebriar on Mar 29, 2018 12:53:51 GMT -5
I'm most likely over reacting.
Me and my bf don't usually fight this much, idk what's been going on this month. >.<
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Post by -Spottedshadow- on Mar 29, 2018 13:03:17 GMT -5
I just wish I new more to help out more, but maybe try and sit down and talk to him? Keep a leveled head and just try and figure things out?
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Post by Brindlebriar on Mar 29, 2018 13:05:43 GMT -5
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Post by -Spottedshadow- on Mar 29, 2018 13:10:24 GMT -5
I'm really sorry to hear all this yo ;-; I really hope you can figure out what's been up!!!
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Post by Brindlebriar on Mar 29, 2018 19:14:56 GMT -5
>> Austin ^^ -Spottedshadow- ^^ Dragons! <<
"Pssst!" Austin hissed at Colm, waving for him to step into the room with him. "Dude.." He whispered, running his hand along the ruff edges of the little make-shift wooden nests that occupied the center of the room. Cooing, clicking, hisses, squeals, an rumbles sounded in Austins ears, making his eyes as wide as the moon. "Are these dragons?" He turned around, making a 360 and facing colm. "Bro." He remarked, crossing his arms.
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Post by -Spottedshadow- on Mar 29, 2018 20:40:55 GMT -5
"Huh, what?" he asked in a hushed tone as Austin's voice finally crossed his consciousness. Stopping he looked at their guide still heading forward while they stayed behind. Not like it was much of a burden on his shoulders if they lost her in this labyrinth.
"What is it?" he responded in a hushed tone, not wanting the lady to hear their conversation and come back to keep guiding him. Going to peer in his expression turned to that of shock and disbelief. It was a bit ridiculous for him to be that dragons exist at this point, but the sighs was less than favorable. "Dude, come on, get out of there. We don't know if they are dangerous," he hissed at him in a whisper. Ushering his to get out of there despite not knowing if he'd listen or not.
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Post by Brindlebriar on Mar 29, 2018 21:27:40 GMT -5
I really hate to pause our nice roleplay bu I really need to jut dump this somewhere, cause i have no one else to talk to this about at the moment. You obviously know that me and boyfriend have had some pretty crappy problems lately. I just wanted to apologize for dumping all my problems on you, instead of just talking to him up front. I'm really good at making false situations in my mind, and causing real life problems. He really is great guy, super sweet, really smart, good looking, honest, loving, all that good stuff.
So over the past few months, there have been three large arguments over really stupid things, and I just don't know what to think right now. The first one was me sending him a picture of me last year, saying that I looked prettier then than i do now. Mainly feeling that way cause I chopped all my hair off, and was put on medication that made me gain a bunch of unwanted weight, making my face look really fat ( the short hair making it look even more round) and as a female, OF COURSE i am going to worry about my appearance. I literally will never change that. i can try my best to not think about it, but it will always be there in the back of my head. Ya know? So in that argument, he asked me to stop saying that to him because it wouldn't change anything, and he didn't want to hear it. To which i went off in tears, telling him that I just wanted him to tell me that I am pretty and all that without me having to prompt it out of him first. He then turned the whole conversation around, saying that my Crohn's disease was really the problem, not him, and that my feelings were pretty much not important. That really hurt me. So as we tried to continue this conversation, he suddenly said "I'm going to bed." And i told him that i didn't want him to go to bed because we obvi were not done with that convo, yet he persisted, so I let him sleep. He then was sour the WHOLE next week with me because my schedule was too packed for us to meet up and hang out and have this talk. (which i offered a time, and he refused, also refusing to talk it out over text. So anyway, about twoish weeks passed and i had forgotten about that for the most part, until he brings up the second argument of our schedules not matching, and him not getting to see me as much as he would like. I have literally felt upset about our schedules for MONTHS, yet whenever i bring it up, its irrelevent. But when he brings it up, its suddenly a problem. So of course, anothe rweek or two went by, and he is on spring break , but im not, so we didn't get to hang out again. Im going to visit my dad this weekend cause I don't get to see him that much, except for like, once every five months (if im lucky) and he was upset again. WHY THO.
Then, he asked me to go on a double date with this girl, and i tried not to overthink it, but failed, creating a fake problem, but once i asked him about it, for some reason, he brings up about 3 other things he has a problem with, turning the problem on me, like he always does. I literally don't know what to do. the amount of stress that i am under right now is really ridiculous. I have to deal with him, and keeping my best friend at bay, trying to plan trips this summer with people, worrying about work, thinking about the weddings i am also in, trying to figure those out, worrying about family, plus school, and constant doctor visits. its not right that i cant even talk to my own boy friend about this kind of stuff, because im afraid that he is gonna say that my feelings don't matter.
Once again, its not like this all the time, but for some reason, this month- I have reached my threshold. I feel like noone ever listens to me. I don't have a very good relationship with my family for multiple reasons, and people at church don't really care, they just pretend cause its their job. Ya know?
I just needed to dump that somewhere.
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Post by -Spottedshadow- on Mar 29, 2018 21:49:57 GMT -5
Honestly there is nothing to feel bad about and honestly I do not mind at all that you talk about this stuff! I am so sorry that all of this is happening. I wish I could be more of help when it comes to relationships ( Since I am honestly really bad at this stuff because of many reasons! )
But honestly, I really think that all of this is bs. He is honestly being a ahole. This is not something that you should be dealing with right now, and the fact that you are dealing with a p big disease and him not being supportive of you? How he is acting is not mature, for one, nor (at least I think) healthy for you and what you are dealing with atm. It's not fair to you at all! And the fact that he is dismissing your concerns and saying that your feelings don't matter is FAR BEYOND RIGHT! LIKE, NO! I WOULD NOT DEAL WITH THAT BS!!!
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Post by Brindlebriar on Mar 29, 2018 23:49:58 GMT -5
yeah. I just wish me and his scheduel fit more so that we could sit down and actually talk this through.
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Post by -Spottedshadow- on Mar 30, 2018 5:45:56 GMT -5
At this point I feel like he's just being stubborn now! But I hope so as well, since his childishness is not something that is making your stress levels any lower. Also, maybe with your friends ask them to like. If you could take a break from hanging out with them?
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Post by Brindlebriar on Mar 30, 2018 9:51:09 GMT -5
yeah.
I really need Trip to the beach
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Post by -Spottedshadow- on Mar 30, 2018 9:53:36 GMT -5
YYYEEEESSSSS!!!! The beach will be hella nice!!!! I just don't know of much that's over there. ;-; So I can't like... give u much tips on where to try and hit to look at at least! BUT IT WILL BE HELLA NICE!!!!
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Post by Brindlebriar on Mar 30, 2018 12:40:09 GMT -5
If i lived in fl, id live on the beach.
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Post by -Spottedshadow- on Mar 30, 2018 13:13:20 GMT -5
Don't do ittttt the beach ssuuucccckkkkksssss XD It's just always busy and summers are so hectic
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Post by Brindlebriar on Mar 30, 2018 13:59:03 GMT -5
D: I love the beach. lolol
Im so excited to go to my dads house tonight.
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