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Post by Reed Ghostglade on Dec 16, 2018 10:01:48 GMT -5
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#a8d1ff
The Ancient One
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pumpkin pie
what if i fall? but my dear, what if you fly?
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Post by pumpkin pie on Dec 16, 2018 10:06:10 GMT -5
Deep
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Post by Reed Ghostglade on Dec 16, 2018 10:09:43 GMT -5
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#a8d1ff
The Ancient One
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pumpkin pie
what if i fall? but my dear, what if you fly?
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Post by pumpkin pie on Dec 16, 2018 10:19:19 GMT -5
life update I guess
So I'm home from college. Came home yesterday. Mostly done except I still have exams til re 20th online. After that I'm done and I'll have graduated.
Things have been very stressful and I haven't had a moment to breath / I just haven't felt like interacting with any human being so that's also why I haven't been here
My anxiety is currently through the roof atm be my bf has some girl living with him and he keeps telling me nothing is happening and not to worry but how can you not worry? idk when she is leaving but there's nothing I can do about it.
And ya I need to find a job and no such luck. So I'm just dreading every day be I have no clue what I'm supposed to be doing. I can't see past what each day holds for me which scares me bc I usually for my whole life, I have had everything planned out for every day year and years in advance
And of course first world problems my phone completely died on me yesterday and yesterday I was already stressed and overwhelmed and I lost everything- all my photos, notes (aka my whole life on my phone- stories I was writing stuff for my business), contacts- everything so ya that was very stressful and I just completely lost it after everything that bc of all that had been going on weeee
so that's where my life has been its good its good we surviving somehow
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Post by Reed Ghostglade on Dec 16, 2018 10:30:20 GMT -5
OOC:Oof; What are you majoring in College? But, honestly I mean I don't know you or your life, it just seems kinda disrepectful to like go around you and have some random person living with him. Especially since(I'm assuming) he hasn't explained how he knows or met this girl. It's hard to balance trust with self-doubt especially if you and your S/O have some distance between eachother. And maybe he doesn't really get that, if he isn't really explaining himself properly, especially with something that major.
But to be honest, big relate when it comes to planning stuff honestly. I'm in the military now, and I've always planned most of my life out, like joined so I could pay for college without going it debt. But everything changes so fast in this work, and like the littlest mistakes come and bite me in the a** frequently. Forcing me to change my short term plans, and deal with changing my less-than-minimum wage salary to sustain myself until the next paycheck
But can you remove the battery on your phone? could just buy a new battery if you can, and maybe it'll power on again dude ;~;
sorry for making this a scroll hell lol
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#a8d1ff
The Ancient One
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pumpkin pie
what if i fall? but my dear, what if you fly?
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Post by pumpkin pie on Dec 16, 2018 11:15:14 GMT -5
ha ya that was a scroller lol its all good
I was able to reset my phone to factory setting but I still lost everything which stinks. And its being temperamental
Well the thing is- I do know who the girl is. And I know part of the story, which makes it worse. Its this girl he went to hs with and she had a mad crush on him. After hs, thy lost contact and after 6 yrs, she shows up at his door asking if she can live with him for the foreseeable future bc her bf dumped her and she doesn't want to live with her parents. So now my bf so willingly takes her in and is providing for her and all of a sudden they are best friends again, meanwhile, I'm over here like hi, I exist. Get outta here
I majored in hospitality and tourism management and business management (double major). I want to go into events but I can't find anything in my area. Everything is in the city which is an hr away, not terrible but I don't like driving through the city and I can't imagine myself doing that every day nor can I afford to live in the city
Aside from the schedule/planning thing, do you like the military? What branch? I was honestly considering military but I don't think I could do it.
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Post by Reed Ghostglade on Dec 16, 2018 11:22:45 GMT -5
OOC:To be honest, the fact that you know the history with her, and he's fully aware of it kind of makes it worse. I don't know, I think it's kind of unacceptable to let someone who you're away had a thing for you before, into your house, when you have a serious commitment to another person. Especially if that person has other options, I get not wanting to live at home with your parents, but that doesn't it's really okay to take them in. TLDR; Yaboi f***in up But oof, I can't imagine how rough it is to try and do management jobs without prior experience on your record, that kind of sucks. I hope you find someone who will let you work at an entry level position. But honestly being in the military is kind of meh. The people are great, the leadership is sucky, because promotions aren't really based on ability to lead. But overall the benefits make it not a bad gig. I'm in the Navy though, I do computer stuff, thats my whole life summed up lmao. pumpkin pie
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Post by Turin not Torino on Dec 16, 2018 12:17:43 GMT -5
pumpkin pie Welcome back to humanity! Congrats on FINALLY being done with college! I can only begin to imagine how scary it must be to not know the next step for the first time ever. Hopefully with finals being almost over, you can take a minute to actually catch your breath, and things will start to even out a bit. I'm sorry he moved a girl in with him, especially one you've heard about but I'm assuming have never met? It would be easier if you could see the way they interact with each other. Now that school is done, is there any chance of you going to visit? I know the drive would be really long, especially if you went alone, but surely you've earned a week to travel? That sucks about the phone, you lost everything on a laptop as well not too long ago right? I do wish you the best of luck with everything, and welcome to the college afterlife. Reed Ghostglade How many years have you been in the Navy? Are you just saving up for college, or are you going to pull the full 20?
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Post by ғewp|leaf🍁 on Dec 16, 2018 13:09:12 GMT -5
I found the best song by the best band. Chlorine yeyeyyyy
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Post by Leapkit on Dec 16, 2018 13:26:32 GMT -5
I dont wanna barge in and be that guy but i dont wanna bullshit and tell you that your bf and this other girl are fine and maybe stuff isnt happening when in my experience theres like a .001 chance that they arent doing shenanigans. You have a right to be pissed and tell her to find somewhere else to live. Theres countless womens shelters she could have gone to but she chooses your bfs doorstep? yeahhhhh nuh-uh.
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Post by Sour Candy on Dec 16, 2018 13:38:17 GMT -5
Beep
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Post by ғewp|leaf🍁 on Dec 16, 2018 13:39:17 GMT -5
Boop
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Post by Sour Candy on Dec 16, 2018 14:19:46 GMT -5
Bop
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Post by The Noble Dragon on Dec 16, 2018 14:20:30 GMT -5
bloop
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Post by Reed Ghostglade on Dec 16, 2018 21:20:45 GMT -5
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Post by Maplestone360 on Dec 17, 2018 7:34:39 GMT -5
OOC:You're a guardiam, its leviosa not leviosawww
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Then you do it, if you're so smart!
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Post by Reed Ghostglade on Dec 17, 2018 7:38:32 GMT -5
>Reed Ghostglade< OOC: IC:"Hmphh, fine,Winguardiam Leviosa, Winguardiam Leviosa, Winguardiam Leviosa," the feather on Hermoine's desk delicately whisks into the air, following the path guided by her wand as the awestruck eyes of her classmates follow.
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Post by Brindlebriar on Dec 17, 2018 13:18:20 GMT -5
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Post by Turin not Torino on Dec 18, 2018 1:47:49 GMT -5
You know those angel trees where you pick a child and get them Christmas presents? One of the vet's offices here had one of those only it was for shelter animals, so we went today and got 2 cat ornaments to shop for. I feel kinda bad though because I would help animals over people any day, and apparently that's "wrong".
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Post by Sour Candy on Dec 18, 2018 10:43:23 GMT -5
I hate going to school with this stupid messed up knee ;-;
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Post by ғewp|leaf🍁 on Dec 18, 2018 10:46:57 GMT -5
I cant smell my pennies
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Post by Sour Candy on Dec 18, 2018 10:49:04 GMT -5
Pennies make great throwing objects
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Post by ғewp|leaf🍁 on Dec 18, 2018 11:36:59 GMT -5
I smell pennies comp.
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Post by Maplestone360 on Dec 18, 2018 12:05:35 GMT -5
*large sigh of relief* I didn't fail my history exam after all, thank StarClan
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Post by Sour Candy on Dec 18, 2018 12:11:48 GMT -5
Man I wish I could sleep right now ;.; I can't worry about my leg if I'm asleep
Congrats on the Exam btw
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Post by Brindlebriar on Dec 18, 2018 13:04:05 GMT -5
definitly didnt read that as pennies
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Post by Sour Candy on Dec 18, 2018 15:23:30 GMT -5
I hate anxiety so much x~x
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Post by ғewp|leaf🍁 on Dec 18, 2018 16:20:16 GMT -5
I understand. -relocates knee- -dislocates- ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
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Post by ғewp|leaf🍁 on Dec 18, 2018 19:47:07 GMT -5
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Post by Leapkit on Dec 19, 2018 14:09:53 GMT -5
You know those angel trees where you pick a child and get them Christmas presents? One of the vet's offices here had one of those only it was for shelter animals, so we went today and got 2 cat ornaments to shop for. I feel kinda bad though because I would help animals over people any day, and apparently that's "wrong". Ive never heard of that specifically but my mom made it routine every year to do like 5-10 of those operation christmas child things that go to other countries. So I think I get the idea? We just never picked what kid it would go to. I would totally do it for shelter animals if we had anything like that though. Youre not alone on the whole animals over people thing either.
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