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Post by Deleted on Jul 27, 2017 20:45:43 GMT -5
I really hate depression so much. It's ruined my life, and I feel like I'll never be better.
I used to be so happy when I was younger. I loved playing with my friends, and doing all kinds of fun things like reading and drawing.
Then a bunch of stuff happened to me that made me depressed and my life has been different ever since. I stopped doing everything I used to love. I have no friends, or desire to make any. I have no desire to go out and do anything. I don't want to talk or be around anyone. I don't like to read or draw. I don't watch movies. I don't do anything and I have no desire or passion for anything. There's nothing I want to do with my life.
And I have no support system. I just get told to get over it and be happy.
I just hate depression so much. I wish I was never like this.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 27, 2017 21:14:33 GMT -5
i feel this.
honestly? this is a really weird way to cope, but ever since i've accepted that i'm going to be depressed forever, life is more bearable. idk, i used to be in the rut of "i want to get better/why am i like this?/why can't i be okay?" and now i have a mindset of "this sucks but it's my life so o well" and it's honestly??? better?????
EDIT: not saying it's a healthy mindset, just that it works for me personally.
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