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𝓣𝓲𝓷𝓾𝓿𝓲𝓮𝓵
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All hail me, the flower-flushing queen of Prague
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Post by 𝓣𝓲𝓷𝓾𝓿𝓲𝓮𝓵 on Jun 20, 2017 21:22:39 GMT -5
I graduated, so I should feel happy, right? I've been like this since yesterday too. This irritation seemed to affect my graduation as well, since I messed up when they called me twice (once for an award, another for the diploma) and I was so embarrassed that I wanted to go crawl under a rock and die (anyone got the reference?)!
So, I've been pretty moody all day and part of yesterday too. I've been listening to Owl City to help me calm down though, as well as some Steven Universe songs, especially Here Comes a Thought.
I think I know why I'm feeling moody, though. I'm still having family issues, so there's that, plus I'm leaving high school behind and one of my best friends might be moving away. The news on a certain president certainly doesn't help, I got poured on yesterday right after washing my hair and I feel like I'm getting sick again because of it, I was pretty much forced to change the graduation dress that I chose just as I was getting ready to leave and I was almost late for rehearsals because of that, and my friends and I had to cancel our plans (I'm honestly not too mad about the last one though since it was understandable and we managed to reschedule and we got McDonald's anyway).
This is why I feel like the universe is against me. But hey, at least I get bragging rights since I'm the only one out of my siblings who managed to finish high school and go to college. XD Seriously though, it does feel good to be the only one out of my siblings to finish high school and go off to college. I also already know what I want to do with my life after college.
I'm still wary about going, but hey, anything that'll aid me in getting away from my family. It's not even that they're bad people either, there's just been a lot of tension that I feel I need to get away from, even if it means leaving the country to do so.
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