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Post by Deleted on Mar 19, 2017 0:26:50 GMT -5
yees love em I have this vague one on this girl who appears to be some sort of tumblr emo butch lesbian idk she seems nice even though we've never exchanged a word ever
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Post by Tigerkit on Mar 19, 2017 0:29:25 GMT -5
Had a crush for a while but it turned out we were different orientations so it couldn't really happen. I have successfully managed to let them go though and they have their own love now. Me, though, I am extraordinarily tfw no gf
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Post by Haleigh on Mar 19, 2017 0:32:29 GMT -5
It's a bit of a long story. I've told it before, but I'd like to add to it. So in early November, my extra credit class had a meeting with the other schools that are involved in it. This class revolves around independent study of questions that the students pick. It was amazing, all the other kids were friendly, warm, and encouraging, and very smart. I felt so welcomed and comfortable taking to them, a room of strangers. One of my friends that I made there, I kept in touch with for a couple weeks, maybe a month afterwards. He wanted to find a nickname for me, since he has one for each of his few good friends. But soon we stopped talking. So in the beginning of February, I remembered him and decided to send him a quick "hello". We picked up where we left off. He picked a nickname for me. I think it's cute. He knows a lot about me. I've shared with him some dark stuff regarding my mental health. He's had friends with depression before, so he knows how it works, generally. At one point, he was trying to figure out more about my state of mind. I confessed that I was insecure about people thinking that I was immature. He admitted that he found me to be a bit annoying. I panicked. I'm a people-pleaser. Big time. So much that I sometimes want to change myself so to not cause other people inconvenience. So when I was threatened to lose one of my most genuine friends, I nearly lost it. I was begging and pleading and apologizing and crying. He gave me reasons as to why he though so, very valid reasons too. I was terrified that he was going to leave. He sent me a picture that he took of a message he deleted before he sent it. It was explaining that he was actually testing me. That he thinks that I'm a wonderful person. That he doesn't think I'm annoying. That he didn't like doing this either. First I was relieved. Then I found it funny. Then I was livid. It was a pretty awful thing to do, no sugar coating. He admits that it was impulsive, and he's done some impulsive stuff before, but this takes the cake. He was trying to figure out if I would take and cushion his blows, which I did, totally buying what he was saying, so that he could speed up the process of me figuring out why I was feeling the way I am (he isn't in a position to do this). He took advantage of my weakness that I revealed to him in private, and used my lack of understanding about his behaviour to trick me. He said that he wouldn't have said it like that if he had actually had problems with me. But I don't hate him for it. Here's why. Maybe he found it easier to explain this way, I'm not sure. Facebook messenger has the ability to send voice messages. The maximum amount of time allotted is around a minute. He sent me 38 of these, almost all maxed out. In apology and attempt to make me understand his idea behind it, not excusing what he's done. He revealed some personal things, things he hasn't told anyone. I forgave him. Last time I checked, he hasn't forgiven himself. He picked his next question for the class based on this event. He thinks that he has no right to ask anything of me. He doesn't think that he's a good friend. We continued to talk. Quite frequently. I talked about my dark feelings that I'm struggling with. Like how I feel like I'm fighting to keep my head above water, to stay positive, when it's so much easier to let myself sink. He said that he would pull me out if he had to. But he's honest about this stuff. He doesn't sugarcoat things. Most of the time he'll give me his opinion, and suggest ways to improve. One of his voice messages said this, after he expressed that he doesn't like that I hate myself: "You...are a person who...I know, not because the basis value of 'Everyone is unique, important and has a place in this world.' No!...yes, but...it's because I know you, I met you, and I see, you are amazing in a lot of ways." Yeah, that...I'm probably overthinking it. He recently said that I have to find myself a guy to fall head over heels for...what did he mean by that...
Also his voice is super hot. So that helps.
But yeah. This is a strange feeling. It isn't the whole "heart pounding, butterflies" crush. It's more of a calm warmth. Probably sounds stupid. Oh well.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 19, 2017 0:32:59 GMT -5
b u m p
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Post by Deleted on Mar 19, 2017 0:36:08 GMT -5
Haleigh wow u copy and paste this to like every thread you're committed good luck with ur crush friendo
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Post by tiger beetle on Mar 19, 2017 0:37:32 GMT -5
I used to think this was like not a real thing but help I have a hopeless crush on my best friend?
I need to not, because it would make her worry, so I'm trying to get over her, but so far I haven't, and it's been a long time
I'm extra worried about her right now, but at least she's getting help, even though things are also getting worse
anyway I don't think she'll ever figure it out because she didn't when I was actively dropping hints (I have a guilty conscience!!!)
it's pretty inconvenient but she's...so good
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Post by Haleigh on Mar 19, 2017 0:41:16 GMT -5
Haleigh wow u copy and paste this to like every thread you're committed good luck with ur crush friendo sorry
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Post by Deleted on Mar 19, 2017 0:41:19 GMT -5
i had a dream about her the other night, where we were laughing and shopping and having fun.
it's an anomaly, really. because i NEVER have happy dreams. i usually have two types of dreams- the ones where i'm failing and disappointing everyone around me, and the nightmares where i'm being smothered or buried alive. they're never happy.
but that dream was happy? so happy? and i don't believe in signs or anything, but it's changed my outlook.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 19, 2017 0:47:21 GMT -5
i have a crush on pretty much every single person i meet its a terrible thing and it makes it awkward if they find out but it also makes it easier to become close friends
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Post by Deleted on Mar 19, 2017 0:51:02 GMT -5
i have a crush on pretty much every single person i meet its a terrible thing and it makes it awkward if they find out but it also makes it easier to become close friends me too honestly
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Post by Cobraheart on Mar 19, 2017 1:05:16 GMT -5
can i make one up my ideal crush I had one but it turns out he's really boring
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Post by Deleted on Mar 19, 2017 1:09:24 GMT -5
can i make one up my ideal crush I had one but it turns out he's really boring yis you can
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Post by Cobraheart on Mar 19, 2017 1:18:00 GMT -5
k get ready for this violist but plays like a violinist. likes cats. austrian. drives a Mercedes. agrees with me on everything
these are weird standards but there aren't as many as I thought there would be im disappointing myself
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Post by alfred on Mar 19, 2017 1:49:22 GMT -5
what is crush? i dunno. i guess i find people attractive but haven't really hit it off yet with anyone. no crushes for me. :/
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Post by The Noble Dragon on Mar 19, 2017 2:03:16 GMT -5
I'm dating mine sooooo ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ She's awesome and sweet and amazing and just the best. I love her so much. She sings so well and loves to have fun and listen to music and her sleepy/grumpy face is sooooo cute and I love giving her kisses and getting that sweet and cute smile and giggle and she's so comfortable to hug and cuddle with and I just love her.
Sorry lol. Think of this as a success story?
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Post by pastelpills on Mar 19, 2017 6:41:41 GMT -5
I'm dating mine sooooo ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ She's awesome and sweet and amazing and just the best. I love her so much. She sings so well and loves to have fun and listen to music and her sleepy/grumpy face is sooooo cute and I love giving her kisses and getting that sweet and cute smile and giggle and she's so comfortable to hug and cuddle with and I just love her. Sorry lol. Think of this as a success story? Pls stop i will puke from the sweetness no for real tho, it's good that you have a great relationship. same goes for everyone in this post.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 19, 2017 7:29:39 GMT -5
I wouldn't consider him a crush since we haven't talked much, but there is this one kid in my health/athletics class who is really hot, I'm like 90% sure we have the same religion, he's polite, and from what I've seen doesn't just act like a stupid guy. I want to talk to him more, but I'm not sure how to go about it without being me (i.e. awkward)
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Post by Hollyspots on Mar 19, 2017 11:07:46 GMT -5
But yeah. This is a strange feeling. It isn't the whole "heart pounding, butterflies" crush. It's more of a calm warmth. Probably sounds stupid. Oh well. dude that last bit makes so much sense. that's a pretty wild situation but he sounds like a good guy
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Post by Yoshimi on Mar 19, 2017 11:21:24 GMT -5
Love is very weird
Love is an intense feeling of deep affection
Love doesn't come from the heart
It comes from the brain
Love is the only thing that can make a person complete
He loves her.
He is complete.
She loves him.
She is complete.
Love creates happiness
Love creates hate
Love creates anger
Love creates sadness
Love creates life
Love creates confusion
Love creates goals
Love creates purpose
Love creates the future
What does it mean?
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Post by Luchesi on Mar 19, 2017 12:44:58 GMT -5
YoshimiYou're wrong love isn't as simple as that When you love someone or something it's not as simple as just an attraction to it you just feel it when you love someone you will know
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Post by Yoshimi on Mar 19, 2017 12:46:51 GMT -5
Yoshimi You're wrong love isn't as simple as that When you love someone or something it's not as simple as just an attraction to it you just feel it when you love someone you will know I agree and disagree. i feel like humans are naturally in a state of depression, but there are certain things that temporarily bring us from it. one example is love. idk
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Post by Luchesi on Mar 19, 2017 12:48:41 GMT -5
To answer this threads question...
I do love her. I hope she feels the same way..... *sighs*
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Post by Luchesi on Mar 19, 2017 12:49:47 GMT -5
I love her. Don't you? She is the best. Don't you think is the best?
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Post by Haleigh on Mar 19, 2017 13:23:42 GMT -5
But yeah. This is a strange feeling. It isn't the whole "heart pounding, butterflies" crush. It's more of a calm warmth. Probably sounds stupid. Oh well. dude that last bit makes so much sense. that's a pretty wild situation but he sounds like a good guy ...yeah, it's pretty insane. But he's super sweet and honest, well, besides the fact that he lied.
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Post by GattoGelato on Mar 19, 2017 13:28:36 GMT -5
I had one for a little while. but I thought things through and decided that it would never work and that I didn't really like him tbh. thought I did, though.
I need a life
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Post by Deleted on Mar 19, 2017 13:42:25 GMT -5
"just hope he's ok w/ the gay" he's beautiful n perfect n i cant ): i don't want to talk too much abt him but he's basically a god srry
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Post by Sanders on Mar 19, 2017 13:49:23 GMT -5
I love my girlfriend .
But my first and last crush that I had like what I assume romantic people feel was for a boy in elementary school that I still see somewhat regularly. I def grew out of feeling anything towards him obvi. Also he's such a tiny man and I am such as large man that ???
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