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Post by froglet on Aug 1, 2016 18:29:36 GMT -5
Washington's a nice state!! I wanna live in Oregon someday and that's right next door~
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fuglhjort
Årle ell i dagars hell enn veit ravnen om eg fell
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Post by fuglhjort on Aug 1, 2016 18:31:31 GMT -5
Seattle is nice! Seattle weather is not unlike the weather around here so I did not feel very out of place, but people did seem to be sad when they saw me? It was very confusing.
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fuglhjort
Årle ell i dagars hell enn veit ravnen om eg fell
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Post by fuglhjort on Aug 1, 2016 18:43:38 GMT -5
Oh no! That is not what I meant, they were very nice to me and would help me with things like remembering words and when I would get overloaded! I am unsure how to describe what happened, but it was after I would try to talk or get confused or when I would laugh and shake my hands. People have said that I had a very 'gurgling' laugh and that it was very childish. My family would say something to them and they would seem sad? I am not sure if that makes sense.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 1, 2016 18:45:39 GMT -5
Why do things always continue to fall apart for me? Why do people feel obligated to stick around me, even if they don't truly want to? What is even wrong with me? I'm sorry I'm dumping this here but I don't know what to do right now...
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Rainbow
silverbrook
it takes guts to be gentle and kind
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Post by silverbrook on Aug 1, 2016 18:47:59 GMT -5
Why do things always continue to fall apart for me? Why do people feel obligated to stick around me, even if they don't truly want to? What is even wrong with me? I'm sorry I'm dumping this here but I don't know what to do right now... what happened? i think i can relate to this a lot D':
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Post by Deleted on Aug 1, 2016 18:53:33 GMT -5
I really feel like I'm losing my soulmate He's changed so much with the way he's acting towards me He literally has no patience with me anymore And he gets mad at me when I'm feeling bad He seems to be distancing himself from me I am scared that things may be coming to an end And he promised me he'd be there to help me stay alive and get through all of this And he also promised he'd be there to watch me as I finally have become the man I yearn to be, in the mirror and all But now it seems that won't be the case If he goes Then I will literally fall apart once again I have been in the other room for almost 30 minutes sobbing my eyes out and he doesn't even notice or care to check on me Not to mention the anniversary of my best friend's death was two days ago And he DIED in front of me seven years ago So i can't handle this on top of that, among other things
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Post by Deleted on Aug 1, 2016 19:07:16 GMT -5
And he just came out here and got mad at me for crying????
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Post by Deleted on Aug 1, 2016 19:09:45 GMT -5
hey, maybe you shouldn't be with someone that makes you feel so horrible? you may feel bad for a while but it's better than feeling awful all the time. or you could try taking a break from each other for a little? idk i'm not good at this x:
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Post by Deleted on Aug 1, 2016 19:10:41 GMT -5
And like Left me out here alone when I needed comfort?? So now literally I am just crying even more
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fuglhjort
Årle ell i dagars hell enn veit ravnen om eg fell
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Post by fuglhjort on Aug 1, 2016 19:13:03 GMT -5
I am very sorry! I hope you know we are here for you friend! Oh that makes more sense. I think the term was feeling bad? They felt bad for me? I am sorry they felt bad. That might be one of the reasons I have never dated anyone. I had a friend once that ended up getting a crush on me but they got yelled at for taking advantage of me by other people, so they haven't tried anything.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 1, 2016 19:14:32 GMT -5
At this point I'm not sure I even want to exist anymore If he dumps me I will have to check myself into a hospital because otherwise bad things will happen
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Post by Deleted on Aug 1, 2016 19:20:42 GMT -5
if i were you, i would not want him to see that he affected me that much you know?? because from what you're saying it doesn't seem like he treats you too well. but i can understand if you've been in a relationship for a while. staying safe is the best thing to do
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Post by Deleted on Aug 1, 2016 19:21:52 GMT -5
I don't think he even cares
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fuglhjort
Årle ell i dagars hell enn veit ravnen om eg fell
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Post by fuglhjort on Aug 1, 2016 19:50:22 GMT -5
I am very sorry he is so mean to you, but I would have to agree with mouse, you need to take care of yourself. And I am sorry if I offend, I have never been in a relationship with anyone before so I can see how my words would not be helpful.
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Post by froglet on Aug 1, 2016 20:28:37 GMT -5
@candler aw I'm sorry friend :-( you don't deserve that. honestly, I'd break it off with him and focus on yourself a little bit, he doesn't sound like all that much of a kind person tbh, someone who really loves you will always always care. it's gonna feel horrible for awhile not gonna lie, but we're all v young and we'll have a lot of chances at love; life has a lot in store for you, it'll be okay. some BODY: just so y'all know I'm a total mom friend so if you ever need advice or someone to talk to or anything just pm me and I'l give you whatever contact info ya want <3
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Post by antpelts on Aug 1, 2016 21:21:34 GMT -5
hi guys im so exhausted i was t band xamp from 8 am (my time) - 4:30 pm. then i played pokemon go from 4:30 pm until 8:30 pm and now im finally home and settled.
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Post by antpelts on Aug 1, 2016 21:23:23 GMT -5
we had last week and this week then were done
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Post by antpelts on Aug 1, 2016 21:28:23 GMT -5
we havent got uniforms yet 0:
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fuglhjort
Årle ell i dagars hell enn veit ravnen om eg fell
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Post by fuglhjort on Aug 1, 2016 21:31:16 GMT -5
Hello Moss! Did you sleep good?
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Post by antpelts on Aug 1, 2016 21:32:01 GMT -5
omg ive got my first sunburn like ever and marched for hours i cant handle the whole week
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Post by antpelts on Aug 1, 2016 21:32:31 GMT -5
oh! hi aldis!! i slept ok but i only got maybe under five hours sadly.
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