Post by Brownie on Jan 1, 2024 21:28:31 GMT -5
Sheerstar - CliffClan
No CliffClan cat could be afraid of the dark. It would be like a fish that feared drowning or an eagle that was scared of heights. CliffClan warriors were made for the dark, made from the dark. Shadows ran in their blood. A blink, that snap of black, felt like a homecoming.
Sheerstar was afraid.
The darkness of her den wasn't familiar. A mouth poised to swallow, one that made her paws slip on scree, panic leaping in her heart as she slid down the throat. A darkness that made her skin writhe. A black, yawning hole.
It was a grave.
Whose was it this time? Her son's? Her grandson's? Her mate and kit, both ripped away by the same landslide?
Or was it her own, four lives gone in one breath, trapped beneath the stones, unable to save them?
Sheerstar hesitated in the corridor, her fear a heavy stone rocking in her gut. Darkness opened wide before her.
Tempestcrush and Birchflame turned the corner into the corridor. The two cats were so close their whiskers twined together, their tails twitching to the same beat behind them. Tempestcrush noticed Sheerstar in the dim hall and smiled brightly at his leader. "May StarClan light your dreams tonight, Sheerstar," the black swirled tomcat mewed, dipping his head. A half step behind him, Birchflame echoed the movement, though her eyes never left Tempestcrush.
Sheerstar found a smile for him. "Thank you, Tempestcrush. Birchflame. Good night to you both." And then she had no choice. She was blocking the passage to the warrior's den, to let them pass she had no option but to step into the den's lolling jaws. She couldn't help but freeze there, waiting for the teeth, but nothing came. It never did. The anticipation, the waiting, made it all that much worse.
Tempestcrush and Birchflame passed behind her, their paws soft against stone. Sheerstar's dark brown pelt would have diffused with the darkness as soon as she'd left the corridor. They couldn't have known that she was only a pawstep away, shaking from the urge to flee back into the more populated centers of Kith Granite's hold. No.
The next pawstep was the hardest, but after that she had momentum on her side. She focused on breathing, like they taught CliffClan apprentices to do when they first learned to climb the narrow trails through the mountains. Sheerstar could hear Bearpool's steady voice in her ear, see her mentor's figure dimpling the shadows, the weight of memory distorting the fabric of the darkness into a facsimile of life.
Oddly, the black-on-black silhouette of Bearpool comforted Sheerstar, even if she knew it was only an illusion, her eyes finding patterns in the featureless void and attributing meaning to them. But it grounded her long enough for her paws to lead her nest, the scudding movement of shadows in the corner of her eyes weaving itself into a flicking tail, a soft outline of ears and steady paws.
Sheerstar breathed and the emptiness was pushed away, giving her more and more space to stretch, curl her tail over her nose, her tension seeping into stone. The fainter darkness circled, swooped down, encased her like a warm pelt, and as Sheerstar closed her eyes, she welcomed that darkness.
[[ Poor girl. She lost her son, Summitpaw, to an eagle a long time ago, but it was her first kit's death and it still bothers her greatly. Then she lost her grandson--also a Summitpaw, her daughter named him to honor her brother--to yellowcough. But the worst was losing both her mate, Lichendust, and their kit, Rainyears, at the same time only that autumn (~3 moons ago) to an unseasonable rockslide. As she says in the short, Sheerstar was also there and lost four lives at once from her severe injuries, but she feels survivor's guilt for it and also feels guilty that she hadn't, somehow, been able to save her family (and other Clanmates) or somehow knew it was going to hit. ]]
No CliffClan cat could be afraid of the dark. It would be like a fish that feared drowning or an eagle that was scared of heights. CliffClan warriors were made for the dark, made from the dark. Shadows ran in their blood. A blink, that snap of black, felt like a homecoming.
Sheerstar was afraid.
The darkness of her den wasn't familiar. A mouth poised to swallow, one that made her paws slip on scree, panic leaping in her heart as she slid down the throat. A darkness that made her skin writhe. A black, yawning hole.
It was a grave.
Whose was it this time? Her son's? Her grandson's? Her mate and kit, both ripped away by the same landslide?
Or was it her own, four lives gone in one breath, trapped beneath the stones, unable to save them?
Sheerstar hesitated in the corridor, her fear a heavy stone rocking in her gut. Darkness opened wide before her.
Tempestcrush and Birchflame turned the corner into the corridor. The two cats were so close their whiskers twined together, their tails twitching to the same beat behind them. Tempestcrush noticed Sheerstar in the dim hall and smiled brightly at his leader. "May StarClan light your dreams tonight, Sheerstar," the black swirled tomcat mewed, dipping his head. A half step behind him, Birchflame echoed the movement, though her eyes never left Tempestcrush.
Sheerstar found a smile for him. "Thank you, Tempestcrush. Birchflame. Good night to you both." And then she had no choice. She was blocking the passage to the warrior's den, to let them pass she had no option but to step into the den's lolling jaws. She couldn't help but freeze there, waiting for the teeth, but nothing came. It never did. The anticipation, the waiting, made it all that much worse.
Tempestcrush and Birchflame passed behind her, their paws soft against stone. Sheerstar's dark brown pelt would have diffused with the darkness as soon as she'd left the corridor. They couldn't have known that she was only a pawstep away, shaking from the urge to flee back into the more populated centers of Kith Granite's hold. No.
The next pawstep was the hardest, but after that she had momentum on her side. She focused on breathing, like they taught CliffClan apprentices to do when they first learned to climb the narrow trails through the mountains. Sheerstar could hear Bearpool's steady voice in her ear, see her mentor's figure dimpling the shadows, the weight of memory distorting the fabric of the darkness into a facsimile of life.
Oddly, the black-on-black silhouette of Bearpool comforted Sheerstar, even if she knew it was only an illusion, her eyes finding patterns in the featureless void and attributing meaning to them. But it grounded her long enough for her paws to lead her nest, the scudding movement of shadows in the corner of her eyes weaving itself into a flicking tail, a soft outline of ears and steady paws.
Sheerstar breathed and the emptiness was pushed away, giving her more and more space to stretch, curl her tail over her nose, her tension seeping into stone. The fainter darkness circled, swooped down, encased her like a warm pelt, and as Sheerstar closed her eyes, she welcomed that darkness.
[[ Poor girl. She lost her son, Summitpaw, to an eagle a long time ago, but it was her first kit's death and it still bothers her greatly. Then she lost her grandson--also a Summitpaw, her daughter named him to honor her brother--to yellowcough. But the worst was losing both her mate, Lichendust, and their kit, Rainyears, at the same time only that autumn (~3 moons ago) to an unseasonable rockslide. As she says in the short, Sheerstar was also there and lost four lives at once from her severe injuries, but she feels survivor's guilt for it and also feels guilty that she hadn't, somehow, been able to save her family (and other Clanmates) or somehow knew it was going to hit. ]]