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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jun 5, 2021 2:50:15 GMT -5
“Subjective is sometimes right by default, actually,” L replied brightly, staying still so as not to bump into Orpheus’ mouth. “Especially with feelings. Well...always with feelings actually. You can’t trick yourself into feeling a certain way. Or, rather, you can but you can’t trick yourself into believing you feel a certain way and be wrong about it. You can make yourself angry, but you can’t then trick yourself into believing you aren’t angry when you are. It’s subjective, it’s either true or it’s not. Subjective claims are unique in that they are terrible in my work, since I deal in facts, but very good for relationships, as they must be true. For example, I could say something is good because I personally enjoy it. That wouldn’t be true, necessarily. But if I only say I enjoy it, then assuming I’m not lying, it has to be true.” Orpheus always brought out this, long winded, rambling side of him. He had come to the conclusion that it wasn’t necessarily a habit he needed to kick. That was all he had to say about that, though, unless Orpheus had something to add. He turned his attention to college again, considering it wit the same seriousness as any case. It was a decision. It required thought. He could never be normal. He knew that. Here he was, the three greatest detectives in the world, and somehow he was lucky enough to be genuinely considering going to college with the person he loved. It was just getting more appealing by the moment. Orpheus was right, he knew, though he hadn’t considered it. He didn’t need the dorms, which opened up a much better range of possibilities. He was serious. He wouldn’t have been giving it half as much thought if he wasn’t. There were a hundred reasons why he should be cautious, a thousand why he should think this through. But the part of him that always breathed deepest and spoke loudest when he was with Orpheus didn’t want to wait. He could tell Orpheus liked the idea. He could tell there would be something more to share with him if he agreed. All he had to do was make it work. It wasn’t that hard, surely. He could make it work. He wanted to. He considered the question. What was there to study? What would he be fascinating by that the hadn’t leaned already? He could teach computer science and criminal justice, he suspected that would just annoy him, not teach him anything new. “I don’t know,” he admitted, a little surprised. “I never considered it an option, so I’m never thought about it.” He nodded as Orpheus continued, and a shadow of doubt passed over his face. “Polite,” he repeated. “Is much more complicated than it sounds. Especially since some say it’s impolite to argue. Which is necessary when proving someone wrong. I think they might not like me very much. Apparently, I’m blunt.”
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Post by strider on Jun 6, 2021 0:21:44 GMT -5
“Mmm,” Orpheus replied quietly, running a hand through L’s hair as he listened to him speak. He gave a tiny smile, working the hair into a braid and listening carefully to every word. “Then the fact that I feel that you’re the best person in the universe is true.” He knew that he couldn’t say L was the best person in the universe, merely because he hadn’t met every person in the universe, but he still felt that it was probably true. And his feeling wasn’t wrong, so maybe the statement itself was true as well. But that was just semantics, and he didn’t want to tie himself in knots over wording. All he knew was that he loved L and he wanted to spend the rest of his life with him. He wanted to hear him ramble and go on tangents as he often did, and he wanted to make quiet comments that would encourage L to keep going. Before he had gotten to college, he hadn’t known what to expect. He had fallen in love in high school, and it had ended… well, it still made him cry when he thought about it too hard. But he had never expected to find L. He had never expected to feel as blissfully happy as he did right now. He only expected that happiness to increase if L decided to join him at school. There were so many possibilities… would L be willing to take music classes with Orpheus? Of course, Orpheus still had several general education requirements to fulfill, so it might be easier to do those with L so they could both get them out of the way and then have upper division classes apart. Or Orpheus could pick up a second major to match whatever it was L decided to study, assuming it was something he had interest in as well… “You should give it some thought, then,” Orpheus murmured, leaning his chin on L’s shoulder so his breath tickled the side of L’s cheek. “You’re lucky that you’ve already got a job in the thing you’re skilled at. I know a lot about music, but I still have to study it because people won’t believe I know a lot unless I have a degree. But I pretty much know everything they teach us in classes… I think the bigger part of it is getting to know the professors and having friends in the industry, I guess. Networking… which isn’t as fun as it sounds.” He shrugged, letting his eyes close briefly as he listened to L again. “Mm,” he repeated, thinking that over. “It’s not impolite to argue in college, I don’t think. Except with some professors… but a lot of them enjoy talking about things as long as you don’t… actively question their intelligence and act like them being wrong means they have nothing to add to the conversation. But you don’t do that. I think… I think a lot of professors would like you, especially if you challenge them on things they aren’t sure about. Just… tell them at the beginning that you’re blunt but you don’t mean disrespect?”
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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jun 7, 2021 23:36:47 GMT -5
L breathed out, nodding a little and shifting closer to Orpheus, letting the urge to ramble fade. It wasn’t a bad urge, but he wasn’t in the mood to go on for hours when he could be spending that time listening to Orpheus’ heartbeat. He still could barely believe this was real, sometimes. L Lawliet, loved and in love. Who would have thought it possible? Maybe Orpheus was just that magical. Somehow, even L’s impenetrable walls had been nothing when Orpheus had arrived, somehow his gentle soul had failed to set off the alarms, and by the time L had realized, it had been far too late. He’d been in too deep, unable or unwilling to fight it. Afraid, yes. Terrified, even. But even that hadn’t been enough to stop him from falling on purpose. “I could major in music,” he murmured after a moment, the thought only just occurring to him. He didn’t know if that was the sort of thing Orpheus would be okay with. He knew for a fact it wouldn’t bring him anywhere near Orpheus’ skill. L wasn’t a musician, and he was never going to be a musician. But music was important to Orpheus, which automatically meant it mattered to L, too. “Would you be okay with that, if I did?” He added a little uncertainly, shifting to meet Orpheus’ eyes. “It’s your passion. I would hate to invade it, if you don’t want me there.” He leaned gently against Orpheus again as the other person continued, humming thoughtfully. “You could teach me music better than any class could,” he assured him. “People should believe you. It’s not like you can’t prove it. Mm...there should be a better system for that. Degrees are easy to fake anyway, it would be smarter for them to just test your abilities themselves. That’s what I do. Plenty of people I work with have either never been to college, or dropped out. But that’s not relevant to their skills. Networking, I do understand, connections are important.” He fell silent, listening as Orpheus spoke. That made sense, though he didn’t know whether his words might hw taken as an insult to their intelligence without him meaning them that way. It had happened before. “This is possible,” he said quietly, the idea of it fully sinking in. Then he frowned a little. “Do they make people wear shoes here?” He wasn’t worried about passing his classes or being overwhelmed. He liked to be busy, and this would count as Spending Time With Orpheus, which counted as Rest. But the shoes could be a real problem.
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Post by strider on Jun 8, 2021 2:39:00 GMT -5
Orpheus welcomed the moment of silence, though he did love listening to L talk. Perhaps he just loved every minute spent in L’s presence. Yes… that seemed likely. A tiny smile appeared at the corner of his lips, and he let his weight lean a little against L even as he continued tracing patterns down his back. It was this, these moments of existing in the same space, not worrying about anything in particular, that Orpheus loved. Perhaps he loved everything else, too. This was what being in love did, apparently. It made even the tiniest moments seem magic. It made you look at every moment and say it was your favorite, even though they couldn’t possibly all be favorites. “Would you want to major in music?” Orpheus asked, turning so he could see L just a little bit better. “I think you’d do fantastic in it, if that was what you wanted, but I don’t want you choosing to take time to study something just because I’m doing it. But… the music program here is really good, and there are a lot of options. Lots of different instruments you could choose, or you could learn how to compose, or you could be a popular music writing and performance major, like me.” A tiny smile appeared on his face at that. Studying with L, learning songs, helping him figure out how to write them… it sounded fun, but only if L truly wanted it. “I would be more than okay if you did,” he added, just to be perfectly clear. “I would… like it very much, actually. It’s my passion, but what is a passion if it’s not worth sharing? You share your passion with me all the time when you give me things I can do to help your cases. It’s not the detective work that you do, but a lot of the things that I find are things that you could find, too… but you don’t mind it when the things that I find help crack the case. I wouldn’t mind the ability to duet with you. I think… two heads working together is always going to be better than just one.” Orpheus hummed softly in agreement as L continued speaking. He could probably move forward without a degree, but it was complicated. If you wanted to go without a degree, you needed to be discovered, and that seemed… complicated. It also meant you got taken advantage of a lot more than was acceptable. Orpheus wanted to be the best he could be, and he wanted to be able to protect himself from people who thought they could take advantage of him. There were a number of reasons he was at college. “I’m not really sure if college teaches things as well as experience does,” Orpheus admitted with a shrug. “I mean… you can learn a lot of things on a job if someone is there to show you how it works. I think there are only a few jobs that really should require a college degree, but… I guess that’s not the world we live in.” It was a bit of a grim thought, and Orpheus wasn’t used to the taste of cynicism. It was too bitter. “Shoes,” Orpheus hummed thoughtfully, casting a glance at their feet, legs intertwined together at the end of the bed. “I mean… if you’re one of the performance majors there are dress codes for presentations and recitals, but other than that… I’ve seen people come to class in frankly shocking things. I don’t think anyone is going to comment if you come without shoes. And if the professor gives you a hard time, remind him that you’re paying thousands of dollars to be here, and there’s no dress code. It’s not like high school where they have to be able to control every part of you.”
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Post by mintedstar/fur on Jun 11, 2021 3:43:24 GMT -5
With a shake of his head, Myrnin stepped back and sat at the edge of the bed. "No," he said, sounding very confused about why things had ended up the way they had ended up. "No, you are. You're human, so you are." He didn't get how what he was had escaped Juuzou, but it seemed to have done just that. He shook his head again. "I'm a vampire," he explained. Then looked Juuzou up and down, as if he wasn't sure that this would explain things to him. "I eat from people, so they are snacks." All of this was stated as a blatant fact. It just was. There wasn't any other way to describe it. "I thought you know?" he said. He still didn't know whether or not Juuzou knew. Juuzou eyed him, hand on his neck, expression hurt. He didn’t know what to expect as far as explanations went, but he thought it was fair of him to want one. He moved a little as Myrnin sat down, then stepped, pursing his lips. He didn’t understand at all what Myrnin was trying to say, he just knew he didn’t like being bitten. He didn’t have any sort of horror or revulsion in his gaze. He didn’t feel anything like that, even when Myrnin continued. He’d been looked at like that enough already, he didn’t want to pass it on. “You didn’t tell me. How could I know?” He replied, a little calmer now. “Vampire? Oh.” His hand fell away, blood staining it. He felt like there was something more to add, but the explanation for well enough that he wasn’t sure what it was. That, and he wasn’t sure how much blood he’d lost. "You should sit down," said Myrnin, waving to Juuzou's own bed. It was next to him, but it wasn't like there were better options. He did have to state that he found the whole thing very amusing all in all. Amusing, but also worrying. He hadn't wanted to hurt anyone. It was such a strange mix of emotions. He didn't think that he liked it. "What ... are we gonna do now?" he asked, finally sounding properly guilty. "Like ... you're mad at me ... right?" He didn't want people to be mad at him. It was his first day and that felt ... wrong.
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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jun 12, 2021 15:42:36 GMT -5
The Squad | The Camping Trip | striderVarian really felt like he didn’t need to be here, and more than that, he was probably making it harder somehow. He wasn’t good at saying the right things, even at the best of times, unless he was explaining something he was passionate about...he didn’t do well with this sort of thing. He was fine with assuming best intentions, really. It would probably be for the best for him, too. He didn’t have any doubt that he’d need it at some point. “You guys, uh...think they’ll be back soon?” He asked hopefully after a moment, looking between the taller boys. Maybe if they could all finish apologizing, they’d be fine again. He hoped so. They’d been having fun before this had gone down. He considered ducking back into the tent, but he figured he should probably stick around until the others were finished with whatever they were going to do. “Oh, yes!” Juuzou replied brightly, nodding as Noah pointed. He understood the concept, he thought, and Noah was probably right. This was going to work. He could be terrifying when he wanted to be. He wasn’t going to have any trouble whatsoever with the climbing. He took the tree in quickly, then kicked off his slippers and began to spider his way up it, fingers finding holds in the bark and bare feet catching even the smallest branches. He was up in seconds, perched higher than was probably wise and peering down at Noah with his head tilted. “Ready,” he replied, though it was probably a little bit late for that. “You should probably climb yours now so they don’t see you when they come back.” He didn’t seem concerned that he was near bone breaking height. He leaned dangerously backwards and forwards, swinging his legs like he was sitting on a dock over a pond, not in a tree high off the ground. Fireworks were really the one thing that Ronan had any confidence whatsoever would fix this. He really didn’t care if it was illegal - street racing was also illegal, and he thought he’d heard somewhere that owning a raven without a permit wasn’t legal - and he was pretty sure they could handle being thrown out of college, having just started. He thought of Touka’s 180 when he’d mentioned being mad at the RAs again. He couldn’t seem to get it out of his head for some reason, even though he was pretty sure he couldn’t care less what some random freshman thought of him. He hadn’t been interested in being friends anyway. Did all college interactions end in virtual bloodshed? To be fair, a good percentage of interactions with Ronan Lynch in general ended in some variety of bloodshed. He watched Newt pull out his phone, then turned and poked at a flowery watering can that looked both expensive and highly breakable, both of which would have annoyed Adam for different reasons. He could almost hear his boyfriend’s exasperated Is it useful? What if it breaks? Then it f(oops)ing breaks. It’s twelve dollars, Lynch. Must be a pretty great watering can if it’s worth more than you, Parrish. It was truly incredible that Richard Gansey the III had the power to stop even an imaginary conversation from getting out of hand. He accepted the phone. “I can get us there in time,” he said after a moment, checking both the closing time and the current one. There wasn’t very many minutes between the two, but his gaze was determined as he met Newt’s eyes. “But we gotta go now.” This seemed to be going decently well so far. At least, Nico and Varian didn’t seem particularly upset about it, and Zuko was apologizing for real, and no one had gotten reoffended. So...not bad. He did have to wonder why Ronan and Newt had left. He wanted to believe they had just needed a little space, but truthfully, he didn’t know that for sure. They might not plan to come back, and who could make them? At least Nico had gotten here a different way, and there was the motorcycle. They weren’t completely stranded without the car. Just mostly. “Maybe I should text them?” He suggested finally, glancing between the others. He thought he should probably suggest it, at least. “They left their stuff, so they’ll probably be back, but it might be good to know when. And where they are.” If he was honest, Newt being gone too made him feel a little better. Ronan had struck him as far more likely to do something like ditch them all, except maybe Noah...if Noah and Ronan had been gone, he would have been far more worried, he decided. Newt didn’t seem like he would just leave.
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Post by strider on Jun 13, 2021 2:30:44 GMT -5
Noah nodded, watching Juuzou scramble up the tree like he was the dead one, not Noah. Like he didn’t have to risk falling. It was odd, that the living were so much more reckless than the dead, when the dead already knew what the worst case scenario was. When it had already happened to them. But Noah wasn’t afraid of trees. He wasn’t afraid of heights. Maybe he was afraid of Cabeswater, of Ronan’s nightmares, of people who seemed like they might take advantage of him, of being seen and known as anything other than himself… but he wasn’t afraid of climbing. He may have seemed a coward on nearly all counts, but the boy he had been in life wasn’t completely gone. His heart still beat inside of Noah’s still chest, his eyes still sparkled mischievously above the caved-in cheekbone. Yes, he was reckless at times. He was willing to be a boy when he knew he ought to be a specter. Ronan had given him a second chance. He had given him the ability to live, if only a little bit, without fear of decaying further. He scrambled up just moments later, meeting Juuzou at a height that many would consider terrifying. Good. Let them. Noah was just excited to scare some of his new friends. “Wanna play a game while we’re up here?” he asked, tilting his head and trying to make his voice just loud enough that only Juuzou could hear it. It was very, very close to the closing time, and the firework place was an appreciable distance away. Yet Newt didn’t doubt for a moment that Ronan was capable of it. He also didn’t doubt for a moment that unless the employee was a super cool teenager, they were likely not going to be very pleased with two underage kids showing up just before closing time demanding to buy fireworks. Newt found he didn’t really care. They needed to save the evening somehow, and this was the only way he could think to do it. Maybe they were all a little bit pyromaniacal at heart. At the very least it would serve as a very good distraction. "Race you to the car?” he asked, setting off before he could even finish the words. If they needed to be quick, then he was going to be quick. Even with his limp he had managed to make the school track team, so he figured there was only a very slim chance that Ronan would beat him there. He glanced at his phone as he stumbled to a stop beside the car, gaze flicking over the text he had gotten. Sal. Worried about them. Right… they hadn’t actually told anyone where they were going, and he wasn’t sure if he really wanted them knowing. He wanted it to be a surprise, but he decided he would leave that part up to Ronan. “Sal texted,” he informed him before he could start blasting the music again. “He seems worried. Should I just tell him we’re fine? I don’t really wanna spoil the fireworks or anything.” Absentmindedly, Newt pulled his seatbelt across his chest. He had a feeling that in order to make it to the fireworks place on time, Ronan’s driving wasn’t going to be the most comforting experience Newt had ever had.
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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jun 13, 2021 19:52:36 GMT -5
The Squad | The Camping Trip | strider Juuzou didn’t know Noah was dead. He didn’t know the boy climbing the tree near his couldn’t be hurt by falling. He didn’t know Noah at all, he didn’t know anything about him, really. And yet he was willing to give him the benefit of the doubt, because he seemed nice. He had been willing to stay and talk to Juuzou, he had been willing to be friendly...yes, he liked Noah already. He was as far from a coward as it was possible to be. He was overly reckless, he feared nothing and didn’t care what others thought of him or saw him as. Oh, he had fears, and nightmares, and things he didn’t like the think about. But he hardly considered them real fears at all. They didn’t plague him, he just avoided them as best he could. “What kind of game?” He asked with interest, leaning forward a little to hear Noah better. He was pretty sure there weren’t many games that could be played in a tree, at least not ones that two people could play. But he could have been wrong. He swung his legs, back and forth, back and forth. It was easy enough to keep his balance, even on the thin branch he was perched on. He liked heights anyway...they always made him feel better when he was upset. Not that he was upset now. But he liked them anyway. Ronan wasn’t worried about whether they would be allowed to purchase fireworks. He didn’t think they could really be stopped, all things considered. Underage or not, it was just fireworks. He didn’t think they were allowed to deny service like that. There was no way they were going to be able to salvage this without something very loud, anyway, and he didn’t think music was going to cut it. Sparklers were all well and good, but anything that could be safely and legally given to a five year old wasn’t going to cut it, not now. He wasn’t upset. He didn’t care what Zuko had said. His was a bitter and harsh language, his was a fierce and unforgiving way of life, and he cared for no one’s opinion, least of all a stranger’s. He’d have been here anyway, he told himself. He’d have been where he was now even if nothing had happened. He didn’t care. Newt’s words tore him from his thoughts and he looked at the other boy just as he took off. Ronan was running before he’d made the conscious decision to race, his feet pounding the hard ground, all other thoughts flying away from him. Newt was fast, he realized belatedly as the other boy pulled ahead quickly. He hadn’t even needed the head start. “Damn, what do you do in your spare time, run laps?” He demanded as soon as he reached the car, slowing. He almost said more, but he didn’t, instead letting Newt check his phone. “Damn,” he repeated, for a different reason entirely. “Of course he did. Yeah. Or ignore him. Whatever.” Which wasn’t entirely fair, especially since Sal had technically been the defendant in the discussion, but Ronan had already turned the music up, gotten in the car, and shut the door.
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Post by strider on Jun 14, 2021 2:36:18 GMT -5
Noah had to consider that for several very long moments. He hadn’t actually thought through what kind of game might work, he was just aware that they had no idea when the others would go back to the campfire, and that they probably had a lot of time to pass until then. He hoped that their voices didn’t carry to the ground… that would have defeated the purpose of hiding in the trees in the first place. “I dunno,” he whispered, exaggerating the way he said words so that Juuzou might be able to read his lips if a sound failed to translate. “We could… play I Spy or something… or… or twenty questions… or we could just talk a little more,” Noah shrugged, rubbing absentmindedly at his cheek. It thrilled him, watching the reckless way Juuzou interacted with the world. It carried the scent of when he had been alive, the way he had believed himself invincible before the skateboard had connected. He would have sat in a tree, swinging his legs like falling out of a tree was equally as likely as winning an Olympic gold metal with no training at all. That was to say, absolutely impossible. “It’s… up to what you want. I mean… this was your idea, so I don’t want to accidentally make it not-fun.” Newt wasn’t so sure that fireworks were the only way to fix what had happened, but in his experience it was very, very difficult to be upset when there were lights exploding in the sky, drawing your eye and practically begging you to come closer, come closer, see them as they fell from the sky, nothing but ash after they existed in ephemera. Yes, it was hard to think of anything other than the amazing when it was right in front of you, which was probably the only reason Newt was willing to endorse a plan like this. It was stupid. It was perilous. But Newt wanted to get fireworks more than anything. “I’m on track,” Newt replied, the trace of a smile touching his cheeks as he closed the door to the car behind him. It did strike him that the others wouldn’t have a ride back if the two of them had just decided to leave. And it wasn’t like they had told anyone where they were going. If they left, the others were more or less stranded unless Juuzou was willing to take several trips. And unless Nico was willing to share the mysterious way he had arrived, the responsibility for getting all of the others down fell on either two motorcycles, or a motorcycle and a very expensive ride share. Newt glanced down at his phone again, lip twitching as he tried to figure out how to respond. He figured he didn’t really need to respond to that one, but he wanted to let Sal know that they were okay, at least. “Be back within an hour,” he typed after a long moment, his voice echoing the words as he did so. He was fairly certain that they would be back long before then. They still had time for some attractions, even if they stopped for a few distractions. The base rocked through the speakers and Newt couldn’t hide his smile. It was a good sign the conversation was over, but Newt wasn’t sure he minded. This… it was the camaraderie that he had been missing since he had lost it. This was what he was hoping to get out of college. And so far, it hadn’t disappointed.
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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jun 18, 2021 15:29:44 GMT -5
The Squad | The Camping Trip | strider“I’ve never played either of those. What are they?” Juuzou questioned, leaning forwards a little in his tree. He hadn’t really played games as a kid, and it showed. He didn’t know what was meant by a lot of the ones everyone seemed to assume was general knowledge. And to be fair, it really was general knowledge, it was just that Juuzou didn’t have it. He wasn’t worried about it being not fun. It was going to be fun. He just didn’t know how much fun it was going to be yet, since he hadn’t really surprised anyone before. He wasn’t afraid of falling out of the tree, and he wasn’t afraid of jumping out, either. Noah didn’t seem afraid, either...maybe he knew how to control fear, the way Juuzou did. “Well, which game do you like the most?” He added, leaning back again. “We can play that one.” He would probably like whatever Noah liked. They seemed to have a lot in common. He didn’t know for sure how he felt about Noah, but he thought they could probably be friends...so far, anyway, Noah had been fun to be around. Ronan was all for the fireworks idea. He knew first hand how therapeutic some explosions could be, and he was impressed that Newt understood this concept, too. He didn’t care if it was stupid. He didn’t care if they could probably get in trouble for it. He just wanted to do something, and this was something. They would probably be allowed to get them. Ronan was difficult to say no to. “Of course you are,” he agreed as Newt joined him, glancing over at the other boy. It didn’t surprise him, somehow. Ronan didn’t like to run on a track. That didn’t mean he didn’t like to run at all, but he wasn’t interested in running for no reason...he wanted to be going somewhere when he ran. He was aware that they could easily have abandoned everyone else. It would have been very rude. They’d probably have texted him several times and called him several names he’d certainly been called before and certainly would be called again. Noah was dead, but it wasn’t like he could have just abandoned them all and gone home in whatever ghostly way he had available to him. Not unless he wanted questions, which he didn’t. “Hour,” Ronan repeated under his breath, though it was hard to say whether he was just repeating the time limit or making fun of it. He turned the car out of the parking lot and hit the gas. Newt was buckled in, which was probably a good thing, since in order to get there, Ronan was probably going to have to break several more rules than he usually did. The conversation was over, but they existed pleasantly together. Ronan didn’t mind Newt’s existence as much as he had expected.
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Post by strider on Jun 19, 2021 0:38:03 GMT -5
“Oh,” Noah replied, eyes wide as he remembered that not everyone had shared the same childhood as him. Everyone at Aglionby knew what I Spy and twenty questions were. They were… well, they were rather lame games, but a game was a game. “I think twenty questions is pretty fun! They’re both… pretty similar, but twenty questions takes a little bit more thought.” Noah thought he was okay with thinking. It wasn’t… difficult thinking. He was tired of the difficult thinking. His mind stubbornly drifted towards the philosophy paper he had to read by his next class. It felt like philosophy was another language entirely. Philosophers never seemed to use terms that made sense. At least twenty questions made sense. “Basically… I’m gonna think of something, anything in the world… and you have to ask me questions until you can guess what it is. The questions just have to be yes or no questions, and if you don’t guess what I’m thinking of by the time you’ve asked twenty questions… then I guess we both lose? It’s one of those games where everyone sort of wins and loses at the same time. I don’t think it’s really about winning though. Do… you wanna play?” There was a fine line between being honest and being a ****, and Ronan seemed to spend most of his time straddling that line. Newt was aware that Ronan’s responses to the last two things he had said could be seen as either mean or condescending, but something in Newt doubted the other boy had meant them either way. He just… said what he thought and he cracked jokes that would be inappropriate if they were misunderstood. Or even inappropriate if they were understood, if only because he seemed the type to get a kick out of that. Newt didn’t know Ronan very well. He hadn’t really had a conversation with him before the camping trip… it seemed that the other boy was more often than not with Noah, and the two of them seemed almost untouchable together, like they were living in a bubble that couldn’t possibly be popped. Newt had thought that weird, at first, that two people who weren’t dating could exude that kind of feeling. He was… well, maybe he was a little bit jealous. Ronan seemed decent outside of that, however. Opinionated, maybe. Prone to saying inflammatory things, absolutely. But a decent person, and one with good music taste. Newt was enjoying himself far more than he had expected. “You wanna be back in less than an hour?” Newt shot back, one brow raising. “I’d like to see that. We’re pretty far away, and we still don’t have fireworks.” Newt’s voice was light, said in the sort of joking tone that gave Ronan an out if he didn’t want to rise to the challenge. It was a challenge, though, and Newt was determined to ignore the voice in his head that said that egging Ronan on was likely to get them both killed. It was the kind of night for being reckless. And Newt was very, very tired of being careful. He’d been careful almost every moment of his life. For just a few, unhindered moments, he wanted to live.
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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jun 21, 2021 18:46:51 GMT -5
Juuzo listened intently, interest in his eyes as Noah explained. 20 questions sounded...fun, he decided. Like something he’d have figured out how to do on his own, maybe, though a method didn’t come to mind. He’d think about that later. Thinking wasn’t his forte. He didn’t tend to consider things that way, he just...acted. Not the way Zuko seemed to, though. He made plans, he considered things, but overthinking was not a flaw of his. And he was very good at doing it fast enough to outmaneuver enemies. “Anything?” He replied, leaning forward to see Noah better. “Anything at all? Wow...okay. I’d like to play.” He considered a moment longer, trying to think of something that would be hard to guess. He wasn’t sure if there were any rules, but he wasn’t too worried...if there were, Noah would tell him. “Do you want to go first, or should I?” He added, tapping his lip with one hand. It probably wasn’t the safest thing, letting go like that, but he wasn’t thinking about that. He was thinking of things to choose, in case Noah wanted him to go first.
The thing about Ronan Lynch was that he was an asshole. He didn’t pretend not to be. He wasn’t pretending to be an asshole, either. For all intents and purposes, he supposed he shouldn’t have friends at all, especially not friends who were decidedly not assholes. The thing about Ronan Lynch was that he was broken, and he knew it. He was rough, he was fierce, he wasn’t gentle. The soft parts of him were choked down, shoved back, as far as he could take them. It was like once you were burned, you flinched before you touched the fire, not after. And then there was Noah. Noah, who was probably the best thing to ever happen to him. Noah, who not only tolerated him, but was genuinely his friend, who wanted what was best for him, who cared. If they were in a bubble, it was because they knew each other completely. If they were untouchable, it was because they were as close as anyone who was dating, as close as anyone could be, The thing about Ronan was that he didn’t have middle ground. He was angry or he wasn’t. He was dangerous or harmless. And he loved or he didn’t. He didn’t have casual friends. You were family, or you were out. And Noah was family. “Maybe I do,” he replied, speeding up as Newt spoke, a wild grin coming over his face. “You think I can’t?” It was a challenge, and he knew it. It was dangerous. There was some chance it would kill them, though that had never stopped Ronan before. The car was a part of him, the car was an extension of his body, the car was going faster than any large metal object should. It was the sort of thing Noah might have said. Maybe that was what warmed him to Newt, just a little. “Better hold on,” he added, flashing the other boy a fierce smile as he changed lanes. “Weill be there in ten and back with time to spare.”
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Post by strider on Jun 22, 2021 0:46:29 GMT -5
“Anything,” Noah confirmed, giving a small smile as he looked across at Juuzou. It occurred to him that the other boy was fearless, at least when it came to heights. Noah felt a strange sort of kinship to him, though it had been a very long time since Noah had been fearless. There was something about dying that made one afraid, even if one couldn’t technically die again. Fading was different from dying. Fading was painless, but much more permanent. Noah… well, Noah thought he would rather be dead permanently than ever fade again. It was only thanks to Ronan that he was even here now. Ronan and his powers that didn’t quite make sense. “I… can go first,” Noah decided, thinking the game might be a little bit easier to demonstrate if he was the one answering questions. Besides, he had an object in mind already. Well… it wasn’t exactly an object, but it was something that could be guessed. Probably. “I’m thinking of something, so you can start asking me questions whenever you want. Remember, just yes or no questions, and I have to tell the truth in my answer.” Newt had only seen the surface level of Ronan. He didn’t know much about him, and he figured he was probably never going to unless they hit it off now. Ronan didn’t seem the type to give second chances. Frankly, he didn’t much seem the type to give first chances, either. Not that Newt thought Ronan unkind or rude or anything like that (though he certainly was rude, just not in a dealbreaker sort of way), just that he figured Ronan knew who he was going to get along with and had decided a very long time ago that he didn’t have time or room for anyone else. Newt could respect that, though his philosophy about life was very different. He thought anyone could become family if you spent enough time with them and if you were close enough. There were, of course, some people who didn’t get along, but Newt believed that everyone was useful, and everyone had skills that could be used. He wouldn’t toss anyone out of his life, even if he didn’t like them. Their skills could come in handy at any point, and people were much more likely to help out if you had treated them with respect in the past. That said, Newt didn’t have very many friends. It wasn’t that he used people, it was just that he wasn’t as close to any of his close acquaintances as they were to their other friends. There had been someone, a long time ago, but… Newt shook the thought off. He was here, in this car with Ronan, racing down a highway. Memory lane was in the complete opposite direction, and they didn’t have time for a pitstop. “Dunno if you can or can’t,” Newt replied, eyes flashing. “I’m just saying I’d like to see you try. Seems pretty unlikely.” There was a levity to his tone that made it clear that he was only messing around. He didn’t know whether it was possible or not, he just knew he wanted the speed of the car to match the speed of his heart as he thought about what they had left behind. If he was going to have adrenaline, there might as well be a reason for it. Newt returned Ronan’s grin, making no attempt to grab onto anything even as Ronan accelerated. It was a thrill unlike anything Newt had ever felt before, and he found he didn’t want the moment to end, technically illegal or not. This was living. This was what it meant to breathe, to search for something that made you feel like it was all worth it, to know that the world was large and vast and you were but a small speck on it, but you could still feel things. Wild joy poured out of him as he leaned his head back, eyes not leaving the road for even a moment.
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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jun 27, 2021 22:05:00 GMT -5
Juuzou eyed him, hand on his neck, expression hurt. He didn’t know what to expect as far as explanations went, but he thought it was fair of him to want one. He moved a little as Myrnin sat down, then stepped, pursing his lips. He didn’t understand at all what Myrnin was trying to say, he just knew he didn’t like being bitten. He didn’t have any sort of horror or revulsion in his gaze. He didn’t feel anything like that, even when Myrnin continued. He’d been looked at like that enough already, he didn’t want to pass it on. “You didn’t tell me. How could I know?” He replied, a little calmer now. “Vampire? Oh.” His hand fell away, blood staining it. He felt like there was something more to add, but the explanation for well enough that he wasn’t sure what it was. That, and he wasn’t sure how much blood he’d lost. "You should sit down," said Myrnin, waving to Juuzou's own bed. It was next to him, but it wasn't like there were better options. He did have to state that he found the whole thing very amusing all in all. Amusing, but also worrying. He hadn't wanted to hurt anyone. It was such a strange mix of emotions. He didn't think that he liked it. "What ... are we gonna do now?" he asked, finally sounding properly guilty. "Like ... you're mad at me ... right?" He didn't want people to be mad at him. It was his first day and that felt ... wrong. Juuzou stood helplessly for a long moment, eyeing the place Myrnin had indicated. On the one hand, that seemed like a good way to get bitten again. And he felt fine. But he also didn’t think Myrnin was going to hurt him, somehow. He didn’t know why but he wanted to trust that instinct. So he moved forward and sat down with a small sigh. “I’m not mad at you,” he replied honestly, pulling his legs up so his feet rested on the edge of the bed and his arms wrapped around his knees. “Or scared of you.”
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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jul 1, 2021 18:01:44 GMT -5
The Squad | The Camping Trip | striderIt wasn’t exactly that Juuzou was never afraid, though he wasn’t afraid of heights at all. He actually found them soothing. He just had a theory that fear could be controlled and used to your advantage. When you had to do something scary, you could use the fear to fuel you, working with it instead of against it. Fighting it head on wasn’t ever going to make it useful. Fighting it head on would only make it harder to do what needed to be done. Juuzou had done plenty of difficult things in his life. He wasn’t afraid of fear. He acknowledged Noah’s decision with a small nod, his eyes focused on his face, even from the small distance between them. He had no idea what Noah would pick, but he was interested in trying to guess. He didn’t know whether he could win, but there was no reason not to try his hardest, right? “Got it,” he said, clasping his hands and stretching them over his head. “Okay. Can it die?” Ronan wasn’t interested in developing friendships with most people. It wasn’t that he didn’t think he could, or that he didn’t want to risk being disliked. It was just that he didn’t need many people in his life. He didn’t need to be surrounded with a lot of different people to be happy. He didn’t want to be alone, of course - that hadn’t gone well when Gansey had left, even if Noah and Blue had been there - but he didn’t like a lot of people. He didn’t like more people than he did like, generally speaking. Newt seemed...okay. Ronan wasn’t willing to pronounce them friends just like that or anything, but he didn’t want to throw Newt out of his car, so there was that. And he was actually making it easier not to be angry. Which, Ronan added in a sort of mental note, he wasn’t angry anyway. It was no big deal. He didn’t care what some idiot thought of him. He definitely wasn’t imagining Adam hearing what Zuko had said. Or picturing the way his boyfriend’s face would quietly tense, his lips press together, his eyes narrow just a little, displeasure sprawled across his beautiful features in a silent symphony. He wasn’t doing any of those things. Thinking of Adam and Gansey and Blue made his heart ache, and he pushed it away, focusing on the road instead. He was going too fast, but he was going to be back faster than an hour if it killed them both. “Yeah, maybe to you it does,” he replied, a sharp smile cutting his face as he took a turn. It was almost effortless, the way he maneuvered the vehicle Ike it was a part of him. He knew how to hit the sweet spot, better than anyone. This wasn’t a real race of course, but it felt a little like one, with a passenger at his side, egging him on and everything. That was normally Noah’s job, but Ronan would accept the way this was for the time being. They were close now, he could tell. The he caught sight of a sign (exit number included) advertising the place they were headed and changed lanes, closing in on his target. They’d need to slow down a little to actually make the turn, but he showed no signs of stopping, his expression fierce and free as a hailstorm. Finally, he slowed, just enough to make the turn without flipping the car. He slid into the parking lot, picked a space near the entrance, and switched the car off, then turned to look at Newt. “Believe me now?” He asked, pride and a bit of arrogance seeping into his tone.
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Post by strider on Jul 2, 2021 21:44:21 GMT -5
Noah was used to fear. It was a constant companion – not one he had learned to manage, but one he had learned to live with. He had less reason to be afraid than most people did. He couldn’t die, at least not anymore. But once you had died once, the world became far more confusing. Once you had died twice and been brought back by a friend who had created you only from memories he wasn’t supposed to have… well, there was nobody who could guide Noah through how to navigate things now. He thought he had a valid reason to be afraid. “Hm,” he mused, focusing on Juuzou’s question and rocking back and forth a little bit on his branch. He thought for a long moment, picturing the object in his mind. Juuzou had started off with a complicated question, one that didn't really have a straightforward answer. Or, if it did, it wasn't one Noah knew of. “Probably,” he decided after a moment, eyes flicking open to meet Juuzou’s. It probably wasn’t the answer Juuzou had been hoping for, but it was the best Noah could do. Newt hadn’t ever been in a car driven that fast. It was a mixture of feeling like they could die careening of the road at any minute and knowing they were perfectly safe, because Ronan wouldn’t go that fast without knowing what he was doing. Besides, the car seemed pretty safe, even if it was the sort of car that matched who Ronan was. They both smiled like sharks, they both cut through the air without caring what they hit or who would hear them. There was a lot to respect about a person like that… just as there were plenty of people who would pay a lot for a car with the same features. Ronan was a wild thing, and he was controlling the machine like it was just a part of who he was. Newt wasn’t going to say anything about that, even as he felt his heart shoot into his throat. In most other circumstances, Newt may have been clinging white-knuckled to the door, heart pounding loudly enough that it might just leave his body entirely and start a band all by itself. Tonight, though… well, this felt different. Newt was a daredevil, at times. He took risks he didn’t need to take and he did things that were technically dangerous because sometimes feeling alive was worth the danger that went with it. This was one of those moments, when the world had been loud enough that he didn’t want to listen to it anymore, when it would just be easier to leave behind the person he was supposed to be, the polite and well-mannered guy who was on top of everything. He didn’t want to be on top of everything. He wanted to be in a car that was racing so fast it may as well have broken the sound barrier. A wide smile crossed his face as Ronan turned, their speed feeling even more exhilarating as the car skidded around the corner, landing in the parking lot of the fireplace shop. “Damn,” he said after a moment, unable to wipe the smile from his face. “You sure proved me wrong.” There was a little bit of irony in the second comment, but it was mostly genuine. He had believed Ronan could do it, deep down. He just didn’t believe he would until he had been told he couldn’t. They were feeding off each other’s energy, Newt knew. It was dangerous, but Newt was okay being dangerous for one night in his life. It was the sort of night that called for it. The sort of night that had already gone off the rails, so what was the point in trying to get it back on without letting yourself take a breath away from it, first? “Shall we head in?”
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Post by mintedstar/fur on Jul 12, 2021 0:04:52 GMT -5
"You should sit down," said Myrnin, waving to Juuzou's own bed. It was next to him, but it wasn't like there were better options. He did have to state that he found the whole thing very amusing all in all. Amusing, but also worrying. He hadn't wanted to hurt anyone. It was such a strange mix of emotions. He didn't think that he liked it. "What ... are we gonna do now?" he asked, finally sounding properly guilty. "Like ... you're mad at me ... right?" He didn't want people to be mad at him. It was his first day and that felt ... wrong. Juuzou stood helplessly for a long moment, eyeing the place Myrnin had indicated. On the one hand, that seemed like a good way to get bitten again. And he felt fine. But he also didn’t think Myrnin was going to hurt him, somehow. He didn’t know why but he wanted to trust that instinct. So he moved forward and sat down with a small sigh. “I’m not mad at you,” he replied honestly, pulling his legs up so his feet rested on the edge of the bed and his arms wrapped around his knees. “Or scared of you.” "What are you then?" Myrnin asked with curiosity, his eyes a bit alight over the idea that Juuzou might have a couple other opinions than just what Myrnin had assumed. He figured that this idea might just be something he could work off of, to try and make a better impression. Saying the Juuzou had any statements anyway. He supposed there was a lot of opportunity to not have that available at all. "I'm a student," he remined Juuzou, as if he might of forgotten. "What are you gonna be going here for? Is it anything cool? Interesting, so forth?" He wasn't sure what else to talk about, other than why they were here. He hoped that was a good start.
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Post by Cloverleaf on Jul 14, 2021 23:50:07 GMT -5
“We’ve got this,” Orpheus echoed, meeting Xichen’s gaze with a smile. “We’ll just show them that we’re there for then, and that’s the best we can do! We can’t please everyone, but as long as they know they aren’t alone here if they don’t want to be…” he trailed off a little bit, giving a small shrug. “I think we might’ve come on a bit too strong. They’re all here so they can start being independent, and here we are as authority figures trying to help, but not necessarily going about it the right way. I think we’ll hit our stride.” Orpheus found it a lot easier to be optimistic when talking to Xichen. Perhaps it was that he wasn’t alone in this, even if it had gotten off to a rocky start. They were here together, and they would have each other’s backs. There was a reason Orpheus hadn’t chosen to be the RA for an entire floor all by himself. He found he would probably need Xichen’s companionship and support. “Sure,” he murmured, taking the orchids and tucking the pot carefully under his arm so as not to bend the plant itself. “They’re really nice. It’ll be nice to have something alive in the dorm.” Xichen nodded as Orpheus pondered. He could see where Orpheus was coming from. Xichen was quick to try to help out others, and he could see how that was overbearing at times. He was naturally cheerful, and he could see how it could be grating. "Right. And plus, RA is just one part of our jobs here. We're still students too. I've got a music theory course that's going to kick my ass." He laughed, mostly joking about the course and not dreading it too much. "Oh- we should check our schedules later to see if we have any classes overlapping. Or if you're taking any music courses I took last year- I might have some notes and such left over." "Yeah." Xichen agreed, shifting the box in his hands to nudge the car door closed with his shoulder. "Are you going to get a fish or anything like that?" He started back up towards the building as he talked.
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Post by strider on Jul 15, 2021 19:26:42 GMT -5
“Music theory is always tougher than I think it’s going to be,” Orpheus commiserated, shooting Xichen a small smile. He had taken a music theory course the past two semesters, mostly to get the requirements out of the way. He wanted to spend the majority of his time in his upperclassman years playing, not learning theory. Besides, it seemed like a good idea to have all the background in his mind before he moved on to composing classes and anything else that might rely on music theory. It had kicked his butt the alst semester especially, though. “I’d like it if we have some of the same classes,” he added, mentally running over his course loud. He had a couple of performance classes in his schedule, as well as a general education class… he doubted Xichen would be in that, but the performance classes were possible. They weren’t specifically guitar or vocal classes – they were mostly about mixing with other instruments in non-traditional ways. It didn’t seem like a stretch that Xichen would take one of those. “You took that one physics of sound class last year, didn’t you? For your science credit? If you still have notes for that one…” Distracted by the thought, Orpheus broke out into a grin. “I hadn’t thought about it, but … a fish would be fun! A fish would be a lot of fun, actually. Assuming I have enough time to take care of it… so maybe something that doesn’t require too much care. Do turtles need less attention?”
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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jul 15, 2021 19:43:33 GMT -5
L could agree that this was magic, in some sense of the word. It certainly felt that way, as though the world were aligned, and things could maybe be okay. He didn’t get enough of this. But then…it would never have been enough. He couldn’t have said what memory was his favorite. He loved Orpheus. Every moment together was his favorite. “I think…perhaps I would like to,” he mused, tilting his head to meet Orpheus’ eyes. He didn’t know for sure that it had nothing to do with Orpheus (okay, it probably had something to do with Orpheus) but that was the reason he was going to college, anyway. He’d probably never have seriously considered it otherwise. “I’d be out of my depth at it,” he added thoughtfully. “That would be interesting. I’m used to being the best at what I do.” He smiled a little as Orpheus continued and snuggled closer, breathing out softly. So Orpheus was alright with it. That meant it was probably a very good idea, because he wanted it, too. When they agreed on things, L tended to trust them more as a general rule. “Duet…” he added softly. “I would like that, I think. I’d lie that very much,” He relaxed a little bit. “High school is bad,” he said seriously. “I think if college was like high school, I’d be morally obligated to at least investigate it, and maybe have it arrested on charges of being stupid. It’s bad enough that high school exists, we certainly don’t need two of them.” He sighed a little. “I only mean…I think I’ll do it. Come to college with you, I mean. I’m supposed to do things that aren’t cases now and then, anyway. And classes sound fun.”
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Post by Cloverleaf on Jul 15, 2021 19:45:38 GMT -5
| Xichen | 4C | Orpheus | Xichen headed into the building, bumping the buttons for the doors and the elevator with his elbow, his hands full of the things he was carrying up. "Physics of Sound?" Xichen repeated, thinking back to his previous semester before the summer away from college. "Mmhmm, yeah, I have the notes for that one! And honestly, isn't it such a music major move to just fill our science credit with whatever's closest to being relevant? I'm so glad it's filled for me, now." "I suppose the thing with a turtle is that it would live so long... whereas a fish might just last for the college years. Not to be morbid or anything." Xichen pondered. "But depending on what you're doing after college, where you're going, yeah a turtle would be neat, if you could keep a pet still."
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Post by strider on Jul 15, 2021 22:21:33 GMT -5
“Only do it if you really want to, of course,” Orpheus breathed, letting his eyes close as he felt the familiar weight of L against him. It was odd, he thought, how comfortable you could feel with someone so close against you, how you felt like you may never need to move again. How your brain automatically froze the moment in time so you could relish it for as long as possible. Living was poetry just as surely as song was. Loving, being loved, being held… that was poetry, too. A poetry that words couldn’t capture, no matter how hard Orpheus tried. That didn’t, of course, mean he was going to give up trying to capture it. He sighed softly, returning his full attention to the moment at hand. “I’m sure you’d catch up pretty quickly. You’re a genius, after all… you’d understand the theory really quickly, I think, it would just be getting your body used to playing an instrument. Once you’ve got the muscle memory and the timing down… you’d be unstoppable.” Orpheus thought L would be far more than capable of playing an instrument. His hands were nice enough for it – his fingers long and slender (perfect for holding), but also quite useful for a variety of instruments. Whatever L wanted to choose. “If you choose an instrument I don’t play,” Orpheus began softly, gaze flicking up to meet L’s, “We could learn together. I mean… I’ve played most instruments by now, but there are some that I’m really not good at. Brasses, for one… woodwinds…” Orpheus bit his lip, realizing he might be getting a little bit ahead of himself. Orpheus stifled a laugh at L’s comment about high school. He didn’t know if it was meant to be humorous or not, but it was funny in an accurate way. “College makes a lot more sense than high school. You get a lot more freedom and people are busy minding their own business instead of bullying people for no reason. It’s better, I promise.”
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Post by strider on Jul 15, 2021 22:59:45 GMT -5
“Thank goodness,” Orpheus replied, a smile slipping over his lips as Xichen confirmed he might have those notes. “I think it could help with vocal quality and stuff. I guess you’d know better than me, since you already took the class, but… if I have to take a science, it may as well be a useful one for what I want to do with my life, right?” His smile became a little bit more shy as he tried to reason it out. There were other science classes he could take, of course, but they weren’t particularly relevant, and they also seemed difficult. “I’ve heard some architecture students also take Physics of Sound. So that they can design buildings with good acoustics. The architecture kids always seem really neat, if… a little bit intense.” Orpheus gave a soft shrug, letting his attention drift once again towards getting a turtle. “I don’t… actually know how long I might be able to have a turtle. I have no idea where I’m going after I graduate, and I wouldn’t want to have to rehome one…” he pursed his lips, thinking. “I’d say my boyfriend could take care of the turtle for me, but he can barely keep himself alive sometimes.”
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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jul 15, 2021 23:24:07 GMT -5
L had never been particularly poetic. He said what he wanted to say, most of the time. He used metaphors sometimes, yes, but they were usually very clear ones, and he didn’t put much effort into finding the perfect one. He just used whatever worked. But something about Orpheus brought it out in him. Something about being deeply in love with one of the most poetic people in the world seemed to give him a sense of it. Or maybe he had just been around him long enough for it to rub off on him…he wasn’t sure, but he wasn’t complaining. He would never, ever be anywhere near as poetic as Orpheus was, and that was perfectly okay with him. “Mm,” he mused, tilting his head so far to the side his whole head went sideways as he considered it. “I see what you mean. You’d have the natural musical intelligence, and I’d have the ability to learn most things quickly. So, we would probably learn at about the same speed.” That sounded pleasant. He considered what sort of instrument Orpheus didn’t play yet. The poet seemed to gravitate towards stringed instruments a good bit of the time…L couldn’t decide whether he could see Orpheus happily playing the drums, or never touching them. He let himself consider college instead. There would be a lot of logistics, naturally, but he thought they could probably be worked out without much issue. Actually managing to make it through college itself, he wasn’t worried about. It was just learning things. He was good at learning. He turned his head back to look at Orpheus again at he stifled laugh. Somerhing about it, the genuine humor, masked a little bit in case it was taken the wrong way, but still very much out there…it was so very much Orpheus, it made L melt a little bit more inside. He breathed out, nodding. “I’ve decided. I’ll do it. I want to.”
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Post by Cloverleaf on Jul 15, 2021 23:28:01 GMT -5
| Xichen | 4C | Orpheus | "Yeah, it was pretty cool. Sometimes it got so technical, but overall? Not bad. I did my final project on different scales and the science behind why they sound different." Xichen chatted. "Architecture, huh, yeah, for the acoustics. That's really neat, honestly, when you think about how it's all connected. I think... that music is so much more a part of our lives than people realize. I mean, you already know that, but people in general." A fair amount of music majors lived and breathed music. Orpheus- well, he did so more than most. Xichen had crossed paths with him sometimes, in the music rooms, had seen the way that he just got lost in it. Xichen nodded as Orpheus thought aloud, his thoughts drifting to his own future after just two short more years of college. A music career, if he could, performing and teaching. Something comms related as a back up if not, and maybe lessons on the side? He drew his attention back to what Orpheus was saying. "Oh, the boyfriend!" Xichen's tone lilted playfully. He wouldn't press if Orpheus didn't want to share, but he knew it was sometimes nice to talk about one's relationship, especially for the lgbt+ folks who couldn't always be as open. "You know, I haven't heard a ton about him- and we only texted that one time when everything else was going on. And he must be a decent guy if you two are together... so I'd like to get off on the right foot when we end up meeting. What's he like?"
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Post by strider on Jul 16, 2021 0:46:40 GMT -5
Orpheus let a lazy hand run through L’s hair, careful not to pull when he caught on a tangle. It had been fun before, imagining a future where he got to spend more time with L, but usually that future involved having to travel around with L and Watari wherever they went, making a living playing in street corners as L solved cases all over the world. He knew he would have to be careful in that situation – if anyone managed to correlate Orpheus’ presence with the places L was solving crimes, then they could both be severely hurt. They had both given a lot of thought to that future, trying to figure out how to do it safely. How to make sure they both survived living together when Orpheus being tracked in public was such a big risk. The moment he was connected with the world-famous L, it was all over. This was a much easier solution. They would have to figure out the living together issue when they both graduated, but for now… L didn’t have to travel that much, he could do most of his work over the computer. And they could take classes together. They could learn an instrument together, and it would be no more dangerous than two normal students attending college. Nobody was going to think that the best detective in the world was attending a barely known college for music, of all things. “I’ve always thought it would be interesting to learn flute,” Orpheus commented, shifting so he could make eye contact with L. “Maybe I’m a little biased because we’d have a built-in tutor for my roommate, but… it’s such a pretty instrument. And I don’t have a clue how to play it.” Orpheus caught L’s eye, and he felt (not for the first time) that he never wanted to look away. That he could get lost in those eyes, in that expression, in everything that seemed to be going on behind it. L’s brain moved faster than Orpheus’ ever would, and he couldn’t get enough of it. “We can go tomorrow to get you registered. If you want to start this semester, I mean.”
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Post by strider on Jul 16, 2021 1:14:53 GMT -5
“That’s actually… really fascinating,” Orpheus replied, a smile tugging at the edges of his lips. He had been nervous when he decided to take the class. Science had never been his forte, so he had chosen the course that sounded the most relevant to his major. He had chosen the course that would interest him enough that he would study for it, but that didn’t necessarily mean he would be able to understand the material. But… he wasn’t planning on going to graduate school, so he figured it didn’t actually matter what grade he got so long as he managed to actually pass the class. That was… well, it was easier said than done. “People don’t seem to realize how much of an impact art in general has on their daily lives,” Orpheus agreed, shaking his head just a little bit. “I mean… it’s all connected. Visual arts, music, science… we build our lives around that, but only science is recognized as actually valuable. I fell down a rabbit hole a few years ago about how certain buildings were constructed the way they were just so that music made in them could be heard throughout, instead of just in a specific space. We’ve been building our lives around music for as long as humans have been alive.” Orpheus wasn’t afraid to admit that he loved that fact. That he loved how tied in humans were with music, that he loved that they couldn’t get away from it. A blush spread across his face as Xichen pulled him back to reality. How… how did one describe L? It wasn’t an easy task. “He’s a really good guy,” Orpheus returned, his smile now a near permanent fixture on his face. “He doesn’t think he is, but he… he is. He cares so deeply about people, but he’s a little bit shy about showing it. He’s… well, he’s a detective, and he’s really good with computers. He’s crazy smart – notices things a lot of other people don’t notice, but he’s not condescending about it. He’s a little odd on the surface, but the best people tend to be.” Orpheus was more than happy to talk about L. He couldn’t tell Xichen who he really was, at least not without L’s permission, but… but it felt good, getting to share that part of him with his friend.
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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jul 16, 2021 1:28:08 GMT -5
L didn’t want to inconvenience Orpheus with his work, though he understood that it was entirely possible that he would, at some point. It was a very time consuming career to have, in more ways than one. Orpheus’ presence being correlated to the cases L solved was…a terrifying thought. He knew that was what they risked, if they lived together. But he lived with Watari safely, so he didn’t believe it wasn’t possible to pull off. And, really, if Orpheus could be closer, that was enough of an incentive to make L try his absolute hardest to make it work. L couldn’t help wishing his life was simpler, now and then. If he didn’t have people trying to find him, if he didn’t have one of the most hazardous jobs in the entire world, if he was just a normal person…well. He imagined things would be easier to manage. Not that he resented his work. He cared about it deeply. But he did resent that he couldn’t just move in with Orpheus and not have to worry about being murdered any more than usual. “A flute,” he repeated, considering what he knew about flutes, which was…not much. They were blown into, and they made music. The specifics were unknown. He liked the sound they made though. He wasn’t an expert on music, so he was inclined to take Orpheus’ word for it. “Then let’s do a flute,” he agreed, nodding a little. “Wait..,do you mean that your roommate is a tutor himself, or he had a tutor?” That was an important distraction. He was a lot more willing to give Orpheus’ friend and roommate the benefit of the doubt than he was some random tutor he didn’t know. When Orpheus caught his eye, he want still, looking at him. Quietly watching the expression behind his eyes shift, and grow into something new…he loved watching Orpheus think and process things, and he loved seeing this passion in his eyes, more than anything. “I want to, this semester,” he agreed softly, still looking at Orpheus. He felt caught in those eyes, but this time, he was perfectly alright with being ensnared.
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Pansexual
Cloverleaf
For certain as our banner flies, we are not alone. The people too must rise.
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Post by Cloverleaf on Jul 16, 2021 17:15:43 GMT -5
| Xichen | 4C | Orpheus | Xichen smiled as Orpheus talked. The musician was an interesting person, and his ideas were neat to listen to. And... the way he saw the world was beautiful. It was the way Xichen wanted to see the world too, even if he couldn't always muster up the energy. The world got ugly and confusing at times, but music was always a soothing comfort. "Yes, it's such a... time-honored joy. And we both play such old instruments- it feels different than, say, electric guitar. Knowing that people have done the same as you for thousands of years." "A detective? Oh, yeah, I remember you saying that over text." Odd on the surface, but with a kind heart. Xichen could see how the pair of them got along. And Orpheus' smile was positively infectious when he talked about him. Xichen smiled back. "So how'd you two meet?"
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Transgender
strider
No mourners, no funerals
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Post by strider on Jul 17, 2021 1:30:15 GMT -5
Orpheus didn’t know how it was going to work if he eventually decided to live with L, but he believed they would be able to find a way to make it happen. The risks were greater, it seemed, because Orpheus was still young and wanted to make something of his life, and he was the type of person who might be thrust into the public spotlight if he weren’t careful. It would be one thing if he were just interested in working an office job – nobody would think twice about him moving, except perhaps his bosses. L could be his boss, in that case. He certainly had enough money from solving cases that Orpheus would probably never need to work if he didn’t want to, but Orpheus wanted nothing more than to continue writing music and sharing it with the world. If he his music spread too far, then his face would follow shortly after. Once his face was out there… he shuddered against the thought. No, if he wanted to keep writing music, he would have to do it anonymously. At least… if he wanted to have a future with L. He didn’t mind too much. It wasn’t about the fame and the glory for him. It was about creating music that represented how he saw the world. Music that could give other people hope. If that got to them, then it didn’t matter whether or not they knew who gave it to them. “My roommate plays flute. Well.. xiao flute, but I can’t imagine the mechanics are terribly different. I’m sure he could give us some pointers from time to time, even if he’s never officially taught before.” Xichen was the kind of person who would probably be excited to give a few tips – he would probably (hopefully) be excited that Orpheus wanted to learn his instrument. “I think… maybe you should just take music theory and general education classes this semester,” Orpheus mused, shifting so he could see L a little bit better. “Then we can both audition for the flute classes next semester. I can add flute as a minor or something, and you can declare it your major so we still have a lot of the same classes and we can keep learning together. We should be able to take some of the required classes before either of us auditions, though…” he was distracted, mind catching on the idea of learning together instead of anchoring him to the present moment.
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