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Post by mintedstar/fur🦇 on Oct 5, 2020 0:40:54 GMT -5
Here here! I have plans. Which hopefully my room will allow for. It's going to be a task. ^^
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Post by Sour Candy on Oct 7, 2020 8:18:24 GMT -5
Okay so that was weird My mom showed me live footage from our doorbell camera on the front porch and it was like snow or dust or something was blowing in front of it but when we went out there there was nothing???
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Post by Leapkit on Oct 14, 2020 5:23:46 GMT -5
Okay so that was weird My mom showed me live footage from our doorbell camera on the front porch and it was like snow or dust or something was blowing in front of it but when we went out there there was nothing??? i mean it could have literally just been a speck of some kind that blew away before you got to it. did you make sure to clean the lens off?
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Post by Sour Candy on Oct 14, 2020 6:45:21 GMT -5
Okay so that was weird My mom showed me live footage from our doorbell camera on the front porch and it was like snow or dust or something was blowing in front of it but when we went out there there was nothing??? i mean it could have literally just been a speck of some kind that blew away before you got to it. did you make sure to clean the lens off? Well that’s the thing, it wasn’t just a speck or two it was like a full on snowfall sort of thing but when we got out there and turned on the light there was nothing there. I doubt it was anything supernatural but it was strange nonetheless
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Post by Leapkit on Oct 14, 2020 8:01:02 GMT -5
i mean it could have literally just been a speck of some kind that blew away before you got to it. did you make sure to clean the lens off? Well that’s the thing, it wasn’t just a speck or two it was like a full on snowfall sort of thing but when we got out there and turned on the light there was nothing there. I doubt it was anything supernatural but it was strange nonetheless I did just remember that you had like an Odin experience last time it snowed, and I know these instances are disconnected but maybe you could try reaching out to him again
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Post by Sour Candy on Oct 14, 2020 8:43:56 GMT -5
Well that’s the thing, it wasn’t just a speck or two it was like a full on snowfall sort of thing but when we got out there and turned on the light there was nothing there. I doubt it was anything supernatural but it was strange nonetheless I did just remember that you had like an Odin experience last time it snowed, and I know these instances are disconnected but maybe you could try reaching out to him again Possibly, perhaps I should attempt it. I know it's definitely been way too long, I've been feeling pretty detached lately...
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Post by mintedstar/fur🦇 on Oct 15, 2020 3:45:08 GMT -5
I've been feeling detached from my connections lately, and I hate it. :/ Haven't talked to anyone in ages and/or done anything and it feels a bit lonely. I've been trying to make an effort lately. Keep forgetting.
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Post by Leapkit on Oct 15, 2020 7:56:25 GMT -5
I lit a candle and set the intention to open up links of communication. Now that I've seen your comment I'm mentally directing some of that to you.
I think we could all use it. These past few days have been a challenge.
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Post by Sour Candy on Oct 15, 2020 8:56:22 GMT -5
It doesn't really help that I've been doubting my value to Odin as well. I'm afraid of death, I can't fight, my anxiety essentially makes doing anything at all a struggle.
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Post by Leapkit on Oct 15, 2020 9:16:50 GMT -5
It doesn't really help that I've been doubting my value to Odin as well. I'm afraid of death, I can't fight, my anxiety essentially makes doing anything at all a struggle. Isn't that internal struggle just as valid as any other fight? I mean, a war with yourself against your own biology going haywire is almost worse in some aspects. Its an unseen enemy for your entire life that cant just be fought off and won over. As for death, I think its a pretty normal fear. On top of anxiety no less.
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Post by Sour Candy on Oct 15, 2020 10:30:55 GMT -5
I suppose you have a point. I'm just unsure the gods or any of my ancestors would see it that way
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Post by Leapkit on Oct 15, 2020 20:51:02 GMT -5
I suppose you have a point. I'm just unsure the gods or any of my ancestors would see it that way This is 100% me talking then: heck em. If someone or something isn't serving your higher self and causes you more anxiety instead of less its just maybe not for you. You know best though.
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Post by mintedstar/fur🦇 on Oct 16, 2020 2:02:18 GMT -5
Agreeing with Chester here. ^
And if you're working things out and doubting, then it's perfectly okay to take a step back and consider things that you want.
Also, thanks Chester. <3 Appreciate the thought!
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Post by Leapkit on Oct 16, 2020 2:07:41 GMT -5
I just spent a bi part of yesterday with just an open word doc on my computer and just typed "What do I want?" on it and then just let my train of thought take over so I could read it ane examine it. It's all stuff I already knew I wanted, but I never outwardly put into words before or really examined how I could get there. So it was very helpful and I'd suggest you do the same/similar if you have the time to really sit and think about it with no distraction.
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Post by mintedstar/fur🦇 on Oct 16, 2020 2:14:08 GMT -5
Oh! Hum, that's actually a really good idea. I should do that. o.o
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Post by Sour Candy on Oct 19, 2020 10:57:59 GMT -5
There are crows outside my house o3o I can hear them call
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Post by mintedstar/fur🦇 on Oct 19, 2020 12:04:02 GMT -5
Yessssss!
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Post by mintedstar/fur🦇 on Oct 30, 2020 5:18:37 GMT -5
How is everyone doing?
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Post by Sour Candy on Oct 30, 2020 8:50:41 GMT -5
I'm doing alright. I managed to feel a bit closer to the gods recently, albeit in a rather sad way.
There's a social media app I use (which, for a few different reasons, I shall leave unnamed) and a while ago in my subscription feed I saw posts about a close friend of some of the people I'm subscribed to passed away after a car accident. I gave them my sympathies because I've seen their posts here and there on the app, and although it wasn't much, I decided to make a quick prayer to the gods to aid the spirit of the deceased to the afterlife and to bless those affected by their death. Very sad times, but since then I've been feeling my connection a bit more.
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Post by mintedstar/fur🦇 on Nov 1, 2020 2:23:19 GMT -5
I'm sorry to hear that such a sad thing occurred, but I am glad you were able to feel more connected.
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Post by mintedstar/fur🦇 on Nov 11, 2020 19:48:47 GMT -5
So I am having a bit of better luck getting settled down again.
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Post by Leapkit on Nov 11, 2020 19:59:49 GMT -5
I need to stop doing rituals to the point of making myself pass out from expending too much energy at once.
I do not know or abide by my personal limits lol.
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Post by mintedstar/fur🦇 on Nov 14, 2020 18:18:31 GMT -5
Eep. Stay safe, Leap!
Though I'm one to talk by breaking my sleep limits, I suppose.
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Post by mintedstar/fur🦇 on Nov 30, 2020 15:04:04 GMT -5
How y'all doing? I'm working on unpacking all my stuff.
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Post by Leapkit on Nov 30, 2020 16:06:46 GMT -5
idk what im doin but im doin it.
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Post by Brownie on Nov 30, 2020 17:58:10 GMT -5
finals week so lil rough I put off a lot of projects
I did do a few more inks for the tarot deck yesterday for the first time in a month that felt pretty nice
I also wrote a short for the 100 one shots for the first time since like, 2014 when I started em #6, art of conversation. I did a full dialogue bit. It wasn't the best plot to use with that, but it worked out I guess.
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Post by mintedstar/fur🦇 on Dec 5, 2020 3:56:17 GMT -5
Wooo! Nice Brownie!
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Post by mintedstar/fur🦇 on Dec 13, 2020 23:39:55 GMT -5
How's everyone doing?
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Post by Brownie on Dec 13, 2020 23:41:43 GMT -5
just grabbed blueberry yogurt instead of vanilla
I'm slightly disappointed
blueberry isn't BAD its just... i wanted vanilla. it was a vanilla mood day
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Post by Sour Candy on Dec 14, 2020 0:19:28 GMT -5
I had ice cream. 'twas good ice cream.
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