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Post by Arrow↠Deirdre on Sept 6, 2018 13:19:26 GMT -5
@lady Dx Are you okay now? Is there anything we can do to help you feel better?
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Post by ⭐ 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍-𝖖𝖚𝖊𝖊𝖓 on Sept 6, 2018 21:29:48 GMT -5
I'm better now but it's just really hard to deal with everything that comes along with my pain. like, I'll never be able to be a normal mother or even friend or young adult. I can't have alcohol because it's a massive trigger, I can't do things I want all the time because I usually have to cancel... just normal things that come along with chronic disabilities. I'm still trying to learn how to grieve for my former life
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Post by Arrow↠Deirdre on Sept 6, 2018 21:43:46 GMT -5
*hugs* I understand what it's like to give up a life. I had this whole future that I was working that I watched crumble when I had my first flare up. Even now, I'm not sure I can reach my new goals because I physically am not strong enough.
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Post by ⭐ 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍-𝖖𝖚𝖊𝖊𝖓 on Sept 6, 2018 21:44:58 GMT -5
yeah, I completely get that. I'm not sure if I'll ever be able to carry a baby to full term because my pain can either get permanently much worse or better and the odds are 50/50. I'm never going to be able to have the riding career I envisioned either
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Post by Arrow↠Deirdre on Sept 6, 2018 21:49:34 GMT -5
;-; I know it sucks and that everything looks grim, but keep your head up! There's always something better that will come along
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Post by Sour Candy on Sept 8, 2018 15:47:10 GMT -5
I'm sick on a weekend and it's makin' me peeved Also my hands are numb for some reason (mostly the left one now tho)
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Post by Arrow↠Deirdre on Sept 8, 2018 22:29:29 GMT -5
Dx hope you feel better soon!
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Post by Sour Candy on Sept 8, 2018 22:41:10 GMT -5
I feel a bit better but now my insides are like sore from all the pain And for all I know it could come back so I'm just lowkey hoping I don't drop dead x-x
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Post by Arrow↠Deirdre on Sept 8, 2018 23:08:59 GMT -5
Welp. Chug vitamin C, drink lots and lots of water
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Post by ⭐ 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍-𝖖𝖚𝖊𝖊𝖓 on Sept 9, 2018 13:12:03 GMT -5
guys omg I went on a date last night and it was so amazing. we went to a coffee & wine bar at 7 PM and stayed there until close, which was 11 PM, literally just talking. the conversation flowed so easily and I had an amazing time it was such a change from what I'm used to bc I just got out of really toxic relationship and like,, I'm so happy
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really poofy, sorry
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Post by Borker on Sept 9, 2018 14:01:22 GMT -5
guys omg I went on a date last night and it was so amazing. we went to a coffee & wine bar at 7 PM and stayed there until close, which was 11 PM, literally just talking. the conversation flowed so easily and I had an amazing time it was such a change from what I'm used to bc I just got out of really toxic relationship and like,, I'm so happy YAY!! I’m so happy for you!! *continues to yay forever*
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Post by ⭐ 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍-𝖖𝖚𝖊𝖊𝖓 on Sept 9, 2018 14:06:26 GMT -5
!!!
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Post by Arrow↠Deirdre on Sept 9, 2018 16:03:40 GMT -5
guys omg I went on a date last night and it was so amazing. we went to a coffee & wine bar at 7 PM and stayed there until close, which was 11 PM, literally just talking. the conversation flowed so easily and I had an amazing time it was such a change from what I'm used to bc I just got out of really toxic relationship and like,, I'm so happy Aww!! I'm glad it went well ^-^
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Post by Leapkit on Sept 10, 2018 10:14:06 GMT -5
So I have this strapless chest binder that actually sucks for binding because it only flattens me slightly more than a sports bra/tank top and hurts my ribs but I've discovered it works great as a lower back support for my scoliosis.
Which is great cause Ive been trying to work out and walk a whole lot more to lose weight and not be an unhealthy mess but my lower lumbar spine is like. "No. No work. Only pain."
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Post by ⭐ 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍-𝖖𝖚𝖊𝖊𝖓 on Sept 14, 2018 20:31:05 GMT -5
i am,, dying
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Post by Arrow↠Deirdre on Sept 14, 2018 20:47:07 GMT -5
What happened? Dx
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Post by rhyme on Sept 14, 2018 21:03:09 GMT -5
hi there. I read the front page looking for a form to join and couldn't find one. do I need one?? uwu
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Post by Arrow↠Deirdre on Sept 14, 2018 21:04:45 GMT -5
Nope! I believe all you need to do is write an introductory post ^-^
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Post by ⭐ 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍-𝖖𝖚𝖊𝖊𝖓 on Sept 14, 2018 21:07:45 GMT -5
Arrow's right! just give me a nickname or nicknames you go by, your triggers(if any), and if you suffer from disabilities or are just looking to become more educated. also, if you have disabilities and are comfortable with telling us what they are, you can add those in
and nothin, Arrow, just tired
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Post by rhyme on Sept 14, 2018 21:09:42 GMT -5
okie
s o um hi, i'm rhyme. i'm 20 years old, I have a daughter and my life revolves around dogs. um, i'm most definitely a spoonie. I have chronic pain, suspected epilepsy and debilitating digestive issues that haven't been diagnosed yet. I also suffer from borderline personality disorder, anxiety, and i'm on the autism spectrum.
triggers - i'll have to think on this
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Post by Arrow↠Deirdre on Sept 14, 2018 21:16:44 GMT -5
@lady aw Dx I'm with you there. It's been a long week.
@rhyme It's nice to meet you! How are you doing today?
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Post by rhyme on Sept 14, 2018 21:17:36 GMT -5
i'm alright. it's been a rough day, honestly. how are you?
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Post by Arrow↠Deirdre on Sept 14, 2018 21:35:43 GMT -5
Aw, what to talk about it? I'm alright, just been working on homework all day
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Post by Sour Candy on Sept 15, 2018 1:03:37 GMT -5
Who the fiddle replaced my spoons with depression
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Post by Leapkit on Sept 15, 2018 9:44:23 GMT -5
Who the fiddle replaced my spoons with depression This is it. this is the whole thread in a nutshell. guess we can all shut down and go home now. Jokes aside. I hope you feel better soon and find something to get you through the day
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really poofy, sorry
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Post by Borker on Sept 15, 2018 11:02:09 GMT -5
Who the fiddle replaced my spoons with depression 'Twas me, the evil spoon gremlin! I have a collection of spoons I've stolen and once I take your precious spoons, I just slap you in the face with depression or pain or maybe some insomnia! But actually I hope you feel better today
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Post by Sour Candy on Sept 15, 2018 12:13:08 GMT -5
Don't worry I feel better now. I was just over thinking last night by myself and kinda just kept lingering into dark territory. But like I said I feel much better now
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Post by ⭐ 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍-𝖖𝖚𝖊𝖊𝖓 on Sept 15, 2018 13:52:23 GMT -5
i need spoons today can someone give me some
also I'm glad ur feeling better Sour~<3
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Post by Sour Candy on Sept 15, 2018 14:07:49 GMT -5
*throws spoons at*
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Post by ⭐ 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍-𝖖𝖚𝖊𝖊𝖓 on Sept 15, 2018 14:08:30 GMT -5
SHIT that hit me in the face
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