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Post by Turin not Torino on Nov 28, 2020 13:30:50 GMT -5
That moment you're working on a project knowing you have a semi-deadline and YOU MAKE A BREAKTHROUGH
Holy shit biscuits I am so flippin' excited that I got past this roadblock you have no idea
and I think I did what I need to before the deadline (aka free trial expiration)
AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH how am I supposed to go to bed now with all this adrenaline running through me???
(this is good because I was about to sink so low as to offer to pay my brother $50 to do this for me since he has some experience in this area computer-wise, and the LAST person in the world I want to help financially is him)
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Post by Leapkit on Nov 28, 2020 13:42:30 GMT -5
Way to go Turin!!
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Post by Brindlebriar on Nov 28, 2020 15:23:15 GMT -5
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Post by mintedstar/fur🦇 on Nov 30, 2020 15:25:37 GMT -5
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Hello. I have moved. :'3 I love my room. And I got succulents.
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Post by Leapkit on Nov 30, 2020 16:14:31 GMT -5
haha succ
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Post by mintedstar/fur🦇 on Nov 30, 2020 17:21:48 GMT -5
o.o I just moved my arm and I could hear the joints crack. Woooooooow.
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Post by Sour Candy on Nov 30, 2020 17:58:08 GMT -5
I have to clean the kitchen but I have like zero energy to do so TwT
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#a8d1ff
The Ancient One
Name Colour
pumpkin pie
what if i fall? but my dear, what if you fly?
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Post by pumpkin pie on Nov 30, 2020 20:22:28 GMT -5
/im finally getting my interview for a real person job/
ANXIETY CENTRAL
its 2 weeks away which means AHHHHH 2 weeks of freaking out
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Post by Brindlebriar on Nov 30, 2020 20:28:28 GMT -5
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#a8d1ff
The Ancient One
Name Colour
pumpkin pie
what if i fall? but my dear, what if you fly?
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Post by pumpkin pie on Nov 30, 2020 20:31:15 GMT -5
i've only been waiting for this since march lol shoot
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#a8d1ff
The Ancient One
Name Colour
pumpkin pie
what if i fall? but my dear, what if you fly?
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Post by pumpkin pie on Dec 1, 2020 7:56:35 GMT -5
lol is dreaming about things such a bad thing? like i was talking to someone and i made up a hypothetical scenario that is totally not realistic but would be a cool thing?? and it was a long message and he was just like 'yea' and i joked and i was like does that yea mean my message was too long and you just didn't want to read it and this is you just acknowledging me? and he sent back this snippy message of what do you expect me to say when all you talk about are fairytale hypothetical scenarios that you think would make life better when you could actually talk about change
and I'm like
bro chill lol like you totally took this way out of context??
like just bc I'm talking about things i know will never happen but i think would be a cool thing doesnt mean that I'm not working towards changing things? like the two are completely different and can exist at the same time lol
he's like you could be working towards actually achieving your goals
and I'm like !! why are you slamming me like this right now lol like he thinks so lowly of me and like bc of where i work, I'm just a failure at life and it means that I'm doing nothing with my life and I'm like??? first off you are super judgemental without even knowing anything about what is going on in my life. like you think i am not trying??? every day is /me trying/.
like sorry but not everyone can be like you. i don't want to be. just bc i /dream/ doesn't mean i am "unhappy" with how things are. maybe I'm not a happy person but the way my life is now? but i never said that i wanted to change it or my unhappy is bc 'I'm not doing enough'. are hopes and dreams such a bad thing?? like they give you something to freaking look forward to.
i literally have been working towards a bakery for 4 yrs. i have been working my way up and my rear end off at work for 5 years and i finally have an interview for the job that ive been trying for and will ultimately get me places in life (not to mention if i get this job, it will be huge bc they don't hire many people my age for this and if they do, that means something!). I'm doing better than i have been /mentally/ in YEARS! i am not where i want to be, and i still have days and weeks where i feel like everything is ending, but i haven't felt like /this/ since HS. 9 freaking years ago! i am succeeding in my own way.
but oh. i dream too much.
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Post by Leapkit on Dec 1, 2020 8:05:32 GMT -5
o.o I just moved my arm and I could hear the joints crack. Woooooooow. thats my normal. xD
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Post by Turin not Torino on Dec 1, 2020 8:14:35 GMT -5
I got the Christmas tree I wanted! It was only on sale until tomorrow, and I bought the floor model (went to 2 Lowe's and that was the only one I could find) so I got another 10% off the sale price It looked so scraggly in the store, kinda like the Charlie Brown Christmas tree, but once I got it home and fluffed it up, it's now gorgeous I don't know how to post videos from my phone online, but this is the site for the tree itself: (watch the video part)
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Post by Turin not Torino on Dec 1, 2020 8:22:19 GMT -5
pumpkin pie ... which one said this? I think I know, and if it's the one I think good riddance, but if it's the other one I'm gonna come up there and kick his ass Leapkit last night I dreamed my husband left me for another girl. At one point I was seriously wondering in the dream if I was dreaming or if it was real, but I do remember regardless I was unusually calm about the whole thing. The only reason I know for sure it was fake now that I'm awake is the house we were living in wasn't our actual house, and we were living semi in the country instead of the suburbs.
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Post by Sour Candy on Dec 1, 2020 8:27:19 GMT -5
pumpkin pie Sheesh, that’s unbelievable. Sounds like a jerk. Also aaaa I barely got any sleep and I want to be awake for an in-game event that happens today in a game I play
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#a8d1ff
The Ancient One
Name Colour
pumpkin pie
what if i fall? but my dear, what if you fly?
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Post by pumpkin pie on Dec 1, 2020 8:40:14 GMT -5
turino; that is a beautiful tree oh my gosh i hope it lasts you long! how do the cats take to trees? not my nickky boy. /the other one/
sour; indeed, he is. what time is the game? maybe you can take a nap or something and still be there in time?
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Post by Sour Candy on Dec 1, 2020 9:21:17 GMT -5
The event happens at 1PM I believe. Current plan is to stay awake for an hour or two since I can't sleep anyway, go back to bed for a bit, wake up at 10 or 11 and catch the event in time. Assuming the game lets me in in the first place (according to my friends the last in-game event had trouble letting players in to actually attend it)
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Post by Leapkit on Dec 1, 2020 10:13:10 GMT -5
im so tired but still cannot sleep.
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#a8d1ff
The Ancient One
Name Colour
pumpkin pie
what if i fall? but my dear, what if you fly?
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Post by pumpkin pie on Dec 1, 2020 12:05:49 GMT -5
/pretzels/ i am eating /pretzels/
i actually was pretzels like every day. staple part of my diet.
also. i order some things the other day and they showed up this morning before i have to leave for work and i am so happy ?! except also sad bc it was clothes and i was enjoying wearing it and now i cant
sleep my children, sleep. shall i sing you all a lullaby?
that really stinks though :/ hopefully you both can catch some rest
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Post by Brindlebriar on Dec 1, 2020 20:37:46 GMT -5
I THINK IM going to try to apply to college now. Again. I've been putting it off for so long because im not sure how to do it but i need to suck it up and be an adult.
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Post by Sour Candy on Dec 1, 2020 21:29:41 GMT -5
I took some free college IT classes a while ago, though I stopped mostly due to COVID starting. It was interesting but idk if it's for me
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Post by Brindlebriar on Dec 2, 2020 18:28:58 GMT -5
I need to do more classes for my job. Apparently if i have 60 credits ill get paid more, but i think i only have like, 53....
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Post by Turin not Torino on Dec 3, 2020 0:55:51 GMT -5
pumpkin pie Good, it's who I thought. Like I said, good riddance, that's just flat out rude. It took a LOT of convincing on my part of my husband because of the cost of the tree. The oldest 4 have all seen Christmas trees before, and really don't care one way or another. So far Pandora hasn't messed with it, though I did find one of the lower branch ornaments on the floor when I woke up tonight (which is why you always put the cheap ornaments at the bottom of the tree when it comes to cats), so someone has taken an interest. I'm still waiting for her to climb the tree, now that we finally have a climbable one. Sour Candy Leapkit I hope you were both able to finally catch up on sleep Brindlebriar 7 credits isn't bad! Hopefully you can get into school with the world being unpredictable like it is. I always thought online classes were way harder, but some people do well with them. Good luck!
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#a8d1ff
The Ancient One
Name Colour
pumpkin pie
what if i fall? but my dear, what if you fly?
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Post by pumpkin pie on Dec 3, 2020 8:06:49 GMT -5
I THINK IM going to try to apply to college now. Again. I've been putting it off for so long because im not sure how to do it but i need to suck it up and be an adult. woo! you got this! what kind of classes? I took some free college IT classes a while ago, though I stopped mostly due to COVID starting. It was interesting but idk if it's for me hey, at least you tried it out though right? don't ever know if something is right for you til you try it! pumpkin pie Good, it's who I thought. Like I said, good riddance, that's just flat out rude. It took a LOT of convincing on my part of my husband because of the cost of the tree. The oldest 4 have all seen Christmas trees before, and really don't care one way or another. So far Pandora hasn't messed with it, though I did find one of the lower branch ornaments on the floor when I woke up tonight (which is why you always put the cheap ornaments at the bottom of the tree when it comes to cats), so someone has taken an interest. I'm still waiting for her to climb the tree, now that we finally have a climbable one. Sour Candy Leapkit I hope you were both able to finally catch up on sleep Brindlebriar 7 credits isn't bad! Hopefully you can get into school with the world being unpredictable like it is. I always thought online classes were way harder, but some people do well with them. Good luck! ya :/ idk ha ya see, we used to have a fake tree we put up every year but the cats would get into it and my dad didn't want it ruined (we found it fallen down on many occasions and i have pics of the cats hiding in the tree) so now we get a real one so it don't matter as much. but the ornaments...lol they love the ones on the top and the bottom hahaha
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Post by Brindlebriar on Dec 3, 2020 10:38:24 GMT -5
I am hoping to do online. I know they can be harder, but I really dont want to have to go in xD
As far as which classes, I have no clue. I will probably end up taking two really easy ones just to fill up the credit hours. Most classes are 4 credits.
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Post by Sour Candy on Dec 3, 2020 21:40:13 GMT -5
I think I actually slept normally last night for once
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Asexual
#ca55a0
Name Colour
Rανєη'ѕ ƑƖιgнт
Rebel Queen
Art by Nicoletta Baldari
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Post by Rανєη'ѕ ƑƖιgнт on Dec 4, 2020 0:12:25 GMT -5
I’m super stressed out from school right now. At least there’s only one week left in the semester.
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Post by Brindlebriar on Dec 4, 2020 11:08:44 GMT -5
School stress is like, a whole different breed of stress
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Post by Sour Candy on Dec 5, 2020 10:30:11 GMT -5
I have my driving written test retake today, I'm so anxious X~x
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Post by Sour Candy on Dec 5, 2020 12:44:44 GMT -5
Update: I PASSED
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