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Post by Turin not Torino on Jun 24, 2020 13:27:50 GMT -5
If there's any way you could force yourself into making the call, even if you then have a panic attack while on the phone with the Dr, it would still show what you are going through
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Post by mintedstar/fur🦇 on Jun 24, 2020 23:16:30 GMT -5
I've cleaned my room twice in the past two days.
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Post by Sour Candy on Jun 25, 2020 2:42:23 GMT -5
I should clean my room at some point
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#a8d1ff
The Ancient One
Name Colour
pumpkin pie
what if i fall? but my dear, what if you fly?
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Post by pumpkin pie on Jun 25, 2020 5:11:07 GMT -5
Same
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Post by Sour Candy on Jun 25, 2020 14:14:54 GMT -5
Mornin
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Asexual
#ca55a0
Name Colour
Rανєη'ѕ ƑƖιgнт
Rebel Queen
Art by Nicoletta Baldari
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Post by Rανєη'ѕ ƑƖιgнт on Jun 25, 2020 14:29:58 GMT -5
Good afternoon
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Post by Maplestone360 on Jun 25, 2020 21:21:47 GMT -5
G'night
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Post by Sour Candy on Jun 25, 2020 22:04:37 GMT -5
A variety of time-based greetings today
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Post by Turin not Torino on Jun 25, 2020 23:38:55 GMT -5
You know I'm completely worn out when the FedEx guy delivers a package I have been waiting over a month for, and I simply thank him for it, set it on the floor inside my front door, and go back to bed.
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Post by 🆉🅴🅻🅳🆁🅸🆂 on Jun 26, 2020 0:30:53 GMT -5
Sounds like it!
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Post by Sour Candy on Jun 26, 2020 0:56:25 GMT -5
Definitely sounds like exhaustion. For some reason I've been super mad for nearly the whole night and I'm like this close to exploding on my friends that I'm talking to rn for no real reason whatsoever. Idk what's up with me
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Post by 🆉🅴🅻🅳🆁🅸🆂 on Jun 26, 2020 0:57:44 GMT -5
Stress with a side of stress?
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Post by Sour Candy on Jun 26, 2020 1:01:04 GMT -5
I suppose so
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#a8d1ff
The Ancient One
Name Colour
pumpkin pie
what if i fall? but my dear, what if you fly?
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Post by pumpkin pie on Jun 26, 2020 4:29:40 GMT -5
yesterday was like the worst possible kind of day lol like everything that could have gone wrong went wrong
i worked a night for the first time since like december and i forgot to do my order the day before bc its due at 9am and i didn't come in til after that. and all the stuff i ordered for yesterday didn't come in which means i couldnt reorder it and ill be going into the weekend empty, no produce til saturday if i can even get it in
the person who was supposed to be helping me out on wed didn't do anything and my dept was a mess and empty when i come in
someone was covering me in produce in the morning and she's been here for 3 hours when i come in and she has done not a single thing. so i have 2 debts that are empty and both need to be taken care of asap but i can only do so much
corporate is in for a conference call and seeing all this empty does not look good for us at all.
new asm is not nice. he is getting on everyone's case over the smallest things
yesterday a customer came in looking for double dutch muffins bc her neighbor was dying and it was his last request. they are out of stock and we said we'd give her a call in the morning. they didn't show up. we call the customer to let her know and apologize. the neighbor passed away that morning and he didn't get his freaking last dying request. that was the only thing he wanted to eat.
some old lady hit my sisters car, while it was parked mind you.
yesterday was really thrown off because one of the guys from corporate threw me in charge of a surprise party for the store manager because she won a huge award and that took up like 4 hours yesterday which really threw me back.
having a bridal shower for the store manager today and yesterday i had to deal with tons of stuff for that and she kept like walking in on everything
the produce manager keeps telling me I'm making a bad decision and i shouldn't try and move up. like please stop telling me everything i do is wrong.
there was just not enough time in the day.
my balloons didn't come in. i didn't get to finish anything i had to do. today will be even worse bc i have more to do than yesterday, not an inkling of help. i have inventory which takes 4 days to do but i don't even have time to do it because i don't even have enough time in the day to get everything done that i normally need to. the shower is today which is gonna take up time. i just
then i had made cookies the other day for a coworker and he really wanted more and so i brought him more but now he like wants them every day lol and I'm like ok its not cheap lol and i was gonna make more but i ran out of ingredients and he kept reminding me and then he was like ill buy you ingredients but i was like its fine, don't worry about it but like he wanted those like /today/ so after i get out, i picked up ingredients but naturally they didn't have the ingredients i wanted and so i had to change things up a little which idk. its like you have a plan and then when things get foiled, even in the slightest way its just like seriously?? just 1 thing couldn't go right? well ya so stayed up late doing that cause i also had to do cookies for the manager oi.
then some guy who i went to elementary school with and college with reached out to me a month ago and we've been talking. but like I'm just like bro, friends. but he's clearly like naw. and he like keeps like making me feel guilty bc he keeps asking to hang out and i keep saying I'm not comfortable with that. like my anxiety is flaring up and i feel so guilty for saying no so many times and trying to explain myself when i shouldn't have to explain that being around people and human interaction is like panic attack anxiety central. and then he's like i thought WE were good. oh buddy, i didn't realize we were a we!!!!! like he is so hard to even talk to and I'm just so freaking lonely that when he texts me of course I'm gonna respond but its like talking to a brick wall!!! like all yesterday he was like so we are on for friday. and I'm like lol you're funny and he's like ok fine, ill pick what we are doing. what time works for you. and I'm like dude I'm busy. (actually am). and he's like stop making excuses. what do you want me to cook. fine ill choose. you know if you actually like someone you make the time for them. WHO SAID WHO SAIDDD!!!!
i need a dang break.
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Post by Sour Candy on Jun 26, 2020 11:34:34 GMT -5
Holy shit Picia, I'm sorry to hear all of that. I hope you can get a well deserved break soon
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Post by Turin not Torino on Jun 26, 2020 12:34:43 GMT -5
I am so sorry Picia. It sounds like things have gotten really bad at work, is there any hope that things will get better?
I'm sorry about the double dutch guy, that's really sad, though it was out of your control.
I mean I understand the guy wanting more cookies but dude needs to chill out, you're not his personal baker or anything.
Is your sis going to be able to get her car fixed?
So is the guy someone you would consider if he wasn't being so annoyingly pushy about it, or is he squarely, permanently in the friend zone?
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#a8d1ff
The Ancient One
Name Colour
pumpkin pie
what if i fall? but my dear, what if you fly?
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Post by pumpkin pie on Jun 27, 2020 4:29:00 GMT -5
heyaa hope you all been good. its almost julyyyy
turino; hopefully. they got more people hired to take my place but idk its a process and nothing is really changing. and this guy, i don't know. i think he's mad at me bc i kept saying no but like sorry that I'm a little suspicious that you had all of college (we were on running together) to talk to me and you didn't so why now all of a sudden are you trying to reach out like i actually mattered?? i have a hard time seeing him more than a friend. but i also have a hard time seeing anyone as a friend or anything more than a friend in general which is purely on me and i feel guilty but idk
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Post by mintedstar/fur🦇 on Jun 27, 2020 5:39:07 GMT -5
I'll hopefully be getting a new computer tomorrow! Cross your fingers. I'm *deeply* tired of being inactive.
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#a8d1ff
The Ancient One
Name Colour
pumpkin pie
what if i fall? but my dear, what if you fly?
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Post by pumpkin pie on Jun 27, 2020 18:02:28 GMT -5
hopefully you get it!
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Post by Sour Candy on Jun 27, 2020 18:33:41 GMT -5
My dad really liked the gifts I got him
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#a8d1ff
The Ancient One
Name Colour
pumpkin pie
what if i fall? but my dear, what if you fly?
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Post by pumpkin pie on Jun 28, 2020 4:34:53 GMT -5
aw im glad!
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Post by Turin not Torino on Jun 29, 2020 7:53:39 GMT -5
I really have a book collecting problem.
This past Thursday, my package finally came from Germany, after roughly a month and a half due to my German shipping company being so short staffed. The package was 8 books and a bracelet, with 7 of the books coming with trading cards (though the trading cards had been removed from the book).
This morning, I found the books for sale with the cards still in tact in the books. I just ordered the same 7 books over again (though I will get 3 additional books that I don't have yet).
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Post by Sour Candy on Jun 29, 2020 12:01:25 GMT -5
Mornin' everyone
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Post by Turin not Torino on Jun 29, 2020 14:21:27 GMT -5
Good morning to you
Good afternoon to everyone else
Goodnight from me I'm so excited to have no alarm clock set today
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Post by Brindlebriar on Jun 29, 2020 18:09:03 GMT -5
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#a8d1ff
The Ancient One
Name Colour
pumpkin pie
what if i fall? but my dear, what if you fly?
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Post by pumpkin pie on Jun 29, 2020 18:33:12 GMT -5
heya brindle
how is everyone
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Post by Brindlebriar on Jun 29, 2020 18:34:39 GMT -5
Drained. Ive had such a busy... well... months xD Since quarentine here is over, thigns have really been going back to normal- fast... Its hard to catch a breathe sometimes
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#a8d1ff
The Ancient One
Name Colour
pumpkin pie
what if i fall? but my dear, what if you fly?
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Post by pumpkin pie on Jun 29, 2020 18:40:15 GMT -5
feel ya...cant believe its been months..its almost july! i feel like time has kinda been frozen and we've skipped march til now we are still mostly in quarantine although some things are starting to open
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Post by Brindlebriar on Jun 29, 2020 18:44:04 GMT -5
Everything is pretty much back to normal here. I have a new job (full time) And I wa supposed to move the rest of my things today to my new apartment, but was so tired from this weekends activities to really do anything lol
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#a8d1ff
The Ancient One
Name Colour
pumpkin pie
what if i fall? but my dear, what if you fly?
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Post by pumpkin pie on Jun 29, 2020 18:47:29 GMT -5
oh nice! congrats! what kind of job is it? how is your new apartment?
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