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Post by Splintercat on Oct 17, 2016 11:31:03 GMT -5
And then burn the ashes
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Post by Deleted on Oct 17, 2016 12:06:33 GMT -5
Skittles - Hiya. (:
I saw a recycling bin today that was just flopped over on its side. I'm pretty sure it was just done with life and gave up.
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Post by Skittles on Oct 17, 2016 12:25:21 GMT -5
hi cx Whenever the owner of this thread sees this, a long long time ago I watched a movie called The Grace Card, you can add that to the front page if you want c:
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Post by Deleted on Oct 17, 2016 12:57:56 GMT -5
but it's not ours XD it was sent to the wrong place lol
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Post by Saint Ambrosef on Oct 17, 2016 13:02:07 GMT -5
if we don't watch grace unplugged for our next 3M im gonna cry.
oh also i know i brought this up before, but we should totally have halloween fright night before halloween and watch the nightmare before christmas. and/or the corpse bride, i love that one too
@skit: what's it about?
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Post by Skittles on Oct 17, 2016 13:09:35 GMT -5
@skit: what's it about? I dont remember ;c Oh and there's also To Save a Life I never watched that one so idk what it's about
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Post by e11e on Oct 17, 2016 15:28:00 GMT -5
I feel so lost... so broken. My mom has a kidney stone that put her in the ER...all too reminiscent of that day this time last year that I came home to her paralyzed in the floor and rushed her to the er where she was diagnosed with kidney failure...where she almsot died. Now my boyfriend's mom has breast cancer. She's getting a bone scan today to make sure it hasn't spread. My grandmother has to get a part of her colon removed and is likely going to have a rough recovery. My bf is having chronic sharp painin his side. Meanwhile my insulin is high and I'm apparently close to type 2 diabetes and I'm waiting to get into an occupational therapist to get help with my sensory processing disorder. I'm just lost. I've lost interest in reading and I miss church if my bf can't go with me because of social anxiety. I'm lacking faith. I feel spirituallyweak and useless to the kingdom... And my insurance is going through the roof because the only dental plan available to my job is so expensive so I'm losing money so I stopped tithing like I should....
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Post by Saint Ambrosef on Oct 17, 2016 16:16:29 GMT -5
I'm not sure what I can do besides pray for you, Elle. :[ And I really wouldn't be guilty about the tithing thing. We have a right to financial stability.
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Post by e11e on Oct 17, 2016 16:53:25 GMT -5
Prayers appreciated. I was tithing very well but now it seems that km not exactly hostile towards my faith but lazy. I'm exhausted mentally and physically and emotionally. I have nothing left right now. So I've put zero effort in my faith whatsoever and it's causing such lackadaisical Christianity it's just sad.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 17, 2016 16:54:19 GMT -5
Oh my gosh I'm so sorry Elle. I'm definitely going to pray for you. I know it seems hard, but you do need to trust in God at a time like this. It seems bad and I know it probably is, but He has a plan and He will take care of you and your family. If you need anyone to talk to, we're always here and my inbox is open if you'd rather talk privately.
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Post by e11e on Oct 17, 2016 17:05:39 GMT -5
I really appreciate it. I want to trust Him. I want to run back to Him with everything I have and just cry to Him. But something is holding me back.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 17, 2016 17:37:44 GMT -5
I really appreciate it. I want to trust Him. I want to run back to Him with everything I have and just cry to Him. But something is holding me back. Maybe you're holding yourself back without knowing it?
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Post by Splintercat on Oct 17, 2016 17:57:42 GMT -5
hi cx Whenever the owner of this thread sees this, a long long time ago I watched a movie called The Grace Card, you can add that to the front page if you want c: Will do, also hello I didn't see your first post oops
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Post by Splintercat on Oct 17, 2016 18:04:20 GMT -5
I'm so sorry, e11e. All I can do is pray for you. Just remember that you belong to the Lord no matter what, even if you feel spiritually weak. Our salvation is based on His promises, not our emotions. And don't feel like you have to be Super-Christian- God's grace is sufficient. Don't stress yourself out by worrying that you're not doing enough. And I agree with Shad on the tithing thing- don't worry about it. Prayers for you ❤️
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Post by Saint Ambrosef on Oct 17, 2016 19:38:45 GMT -5
yo tre, can i make a layout for the thread? it'd be really simple, nothing very extravagant. just a div box or two.
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Post by Skittles on Oct 17, 2016 20:19:33 GMT -5
hi cx Whenever the owner of this thread sees this, a long long time ago I watched a movie called The Grace Card, you can add that to the front page if you want c: Will do, also hello I didn't see your first post oops thanks! hi cx it's fine lol hru?
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Post by Deleted on Oct 17, 2016 20:22:42 GMT -5
Hey skittles, is that your cat as your avvie? :3
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Post by Skittles on Oct 17, 2016 20:26:39 GMT -5
Hey skittles, is that your cat as your avvie? :3 yup! Her name is Chocolate cx I've had her for 6 years ever since she was a kitten
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Post by Deleted on Oct 17, 2016 20:28:18 GMT -5
Hey skittles, is that your cat as your avvie? :3 yup! Her name is Chocolate cx I've had her for 6 years ever since she was a kitten ahh she's so precious :3 Tortoiseshell cats are gorgeous!
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Post by Skittles on Oct 17, 2016 20:39:47 GMT -5
yup! Her name is Chocolate cx I've had her for 6 years ever since she was a kitten ahh she's so precious :3 Tortoiseshell cats are gorgeous! thanks cx I feel the same, torties and calicos are two of my favorite coat colors <3 Chocolate had a litter of kittens sometime last year and there was a calico kitten, she was the sweetest thing ahh cx
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Post by Deleted on Oct 17, 2016 20:43:05 GMT -5
ahh she's so precious :3 Tortoiseshell cats are gorgeous! thanks cx I feel the same, torties and calicos are two of my favorite coat colors <3 Chocolate had a litter of kittens sometime last year and there was a calico kitten, she was the sweetest thing ahh cx Yeah they're so pretty! :3 aww haha cute itty bitty kittensssss
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Post by Dreamers Delight on Oct 17, 2016 20:43:52 GMT -5
Cute kitty~
And I'll be praying for you Elle. I can't exactly say anything comforting but I'll pray that everything will get better.
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Post by Skittles on Oct 17, 2016 20:49:21 GMT -5
thanks cx I feel the same, torties and calicos are two of my favorite coat colors <3 Chocolate had a litter of kittens sometime last year and there was a calico kitten, she was the sweetest thing ahh cx Yeah they're so pretty! :3 aww haha cute itty bitty kittensssss i love kittens <3 Do you have any pets?
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Post by Skittles on Oct 17, 2016 20:52:41 GMT -5
I feel so lost... so broken. My mom has a kidney stone that put her in the ER...all too reminiscent of that day this time last year that I came home to her paralyzed in the floor and rushed her to the er where she was diagnosed with kidney failure...where she almsot died. Now my boyfriend's mom has breast cancer. She's getting a bone scan today to make sure it hasn't spread. My grandmother has to get a part of her colon removed and is likely going to have a rough recovery. My bf is having chronic sharp painin his side. Meanwhile my insulin is high and I'm apparently close to type 2 diabetes and I'm waiting to get into an occupational therapist to get help with my sensory processing disorder. I'm just lost. I've lost interest in reading and I miss church if my bf can't go with me because of social anxiety. I'm lacking faith. I feel spirituallyweak and useless to the kingdom... And my insurance is going through the roof because the only dental plan available to my job is so expensive so I'm losing money so I stopped tithing like I should.... (i am so sorry I missed this) I'll try to pray for you? It's not a bad thing that I say that, it's just I'm very quite forgetful, it's this thing I have, but hopefully I remember to pray for you <3 I am so sorry this is happening to you, but as someone mentioned, everything happens for a reason. I hope you're feeling better soon c;
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Post by Deleted on Oct 17, 2016 20:57:26 GMT -5
hey e11e, i'll be praying for you
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Post by e11e on Oct 17, 2016 21:00:31 GMT -5
I really appreciate it. I want to trust Him. I want to run back to Him with everything I have and just cry to Him. But something is holding me back. Maybe you're holding yourself back without knowing it? How do I fix that then?
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Post by e11e on Oct 17, 2016 21:03:46 GMT -5
I'm so sorry, e11e . All I can do is pray for you. Just remember that you belong to the Lord no matter what, even if you feel spiritually weak. Our salvation is based on His promises, not our emotions. And don't feel like you have to be Super-Christian- God's grace is sufficient. Don't stress yourself out by worrying that you're not doing enough. And I agree with Shad on the tithing thing- don't worry about it. Prayers for you ❤️ Tha k you I really needed to remember that. It's good to be reminded that I don't have to be 'super Christian' (:
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Post by Deleted on Oct 17, 2016 21:05:13 GMT -5
Yeah they're so pretty! :3 aww haha cute itty bitty kittensssss i love kittens <3 Do you have any pets? same <3 yep! 4 cats and a dog :3
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Post by e11e on Oct 17, 2016 21:05:30 GMT -5
Cute kitty~ And I'll be praying for you Elle. I can't exactly say anything comforting but I'll pray that everything will get better. (i am so sorry I missed this) I'll try to pray for you? It's not a bad thing that I say that, it's just I'm very quite forgetful, it's this thing I have, but hopefully I remember to pray for you <3 I am so sorry this is happening to you, but as someone mentioned, everything happens for a reason. I hope you're feeling better soon c; hey e11e, i'll be praying for you Thanks everyone I really appreciate the prayers!
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