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Post by mintedstar/fur🦇 on May 29, 2023 20:30:26 GMT -5
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Asexual
#07B04C
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Ṣanɗypaw™
The Shiny User
🎵Guess that's just the way it goes, easy come, easy go🎵
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Post by Ṣanɗypaw™ on May 30, 2023 12:19:59 GMT -5
Beep boop
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Post by mintedstar/fur🦇 on Jul 9, 2023 18:21:06 GMT -5
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#07B04C
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Ṣanɗypaw™
The Shiny User
🎵Guess that's just the way it goes, easy come, easy go🎵
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Post by Ṣanɗypaw™ on Jul 10, 2023 7:53:53 GMT -5
Honnnnk
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Post by mintedstar/fur🦇 on Jul 24, 2023 11:28:04 GMT -5
Very funny boop Sandypaw. 10/10
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Asexual
#07B04C
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Ṣanɗypaw™
The Shiny User
🎵Guess that's just the way it goes, easy come, easy go🎵
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Post by Ṣanɗypaw™ on Jul 24, 2023 13:37:25 GMT -5
Hehehe thanks! Beep beep!
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Post by mintedstar/fur🦇 on Aug 17, 2023 20:37:10 GMT -5
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Asexual
#07B04C
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Ṣanɗypaw™
The Shiny User
🎵Guess that's just the way it goes, easy come, easy go🎵
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Post by Ṣanɗypaw™ on Aug 18, 2023 9:02:45 GMT -5
*presses down on horn*
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Post by mintedstar/fur🦇 on Nov 23, 2023 17:25:06 GMT -5
boop
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Asexual
#07B04C
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Ṣanɗypaw™
The Shiny User
🎵Guess that's just the way it goes, easy come, easy go🎵
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Post by Ṣanɗypaw™ on Nov 23, 2023 17:58:30 GMT -5
Beep beep beep
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Post by Deleted on Nov 28, 2023 16:28:05 GMT -5
Can someone tell me a wholesome true story...I'm sad.
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#A3E4D7
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🍄🎶✨Brambleheart✨🎶🍄
its april which means its time to bow down to the 'tism
Pronouns: She/her, they/them
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Post by 🍄🎶✨Brambleheart✨🎶🍄 on Dec 1, 2023 12:25:08 GMT -5
Can someone tell me a wholesome true story...I'm sad. On Monday I met a calico-tabby who was expecting kits and was being the sweetest. She meowed, purred, jumped like a small dog does, and nuzzled me. Then another cat, one who I know, ran across the street for love, and hid under a car, which is her favourite hobby. Two kitties were saying hi to me! Then... a third cat came, the first cat's identical twin sister. They were all happy to get pet from me. It is truly an experience to be smothered by cats.
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Post by mintedstar/fur🦇 on Dec 25, 2023 13:34:13 GMT -5
Hope everyone who needs one gets a hug.
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Post by mintedstar/fur🦇 on Feb 11, 2024 18:20:37 GMT -5
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Asexual
#07B04C
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Ṣanɗypaw™
The Shiny User
🎵Guess that's just the way it goes, easy come, easy go🎵
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Post by Ṣanɗypaw™ on Feb 12, 2024 9:52:31 GMT -5
HONK HONK
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Post by ☆*:.。. Rain .。.:*☆ on Feb 20, 2024 22:11:39 GMT -5
TW! Mention of: V@p3$, gvn$, p@n!c @tt@ck&, PTSD, h@t3 cr!m3$, v!0l3nc3, @$$@ult, $3lf h@rm, $u!c!d3, minor cussing, ect.
Kinda a vent?
ARGH. I just had the absolute worst panic attack ever today. I have CPTSD (complicated/complex post traumatic stress disorder) and it causes me to have panic attacks, among other things. In ‘Wellness’, AKA P.E. , we had a guest speaker to talk about why we shouldn’t vape, etc. I’m fine, cuz nothing goes wrong. For a bit. Then one lady starts shaking a jar of marbles over and over which IS AWFUL. ADHD, SPD, and Autism over here!! So I get pretty annoyed, but nothing too bad. Then they show a video about the effects of nicotine on people, making em moody and confused, etc. I thought I’d be fine, but SPOILER ALERT. I wasn’t. Earlier in the presentation, the first Lady says people can leave the room if the are upset by something, and that’s what I had intended to do. So the video starts off with a kid yelling at their parent(s) and I was alright, then another kid breaks a window. Panic spike. Two people on a playground, yelling. Flashback. Then one shoves another. Panic attack starts. My PTSD revolves around being a witness to an assault and attempted murder, and having the person who committed the crime threaten me and those who I love. This happened on a playground, at school. The images shown were extremely similar to what happened. My PTSD is very bad. I’ve been admitted to mental hospitals before, attempted $u!c!d3, things like that. I hurry down the bleachers and run out of the gymnasium. All whilst hyperventilating and sobbing as quietly as possible. During most panic attacks, I dissociate, which feels like (for me and most people) I’m not in control of myself, like someone else is driving me, or like I’m on autopilot. The only way out of this for me (so far) is hurting myself. I hate doing it and it’s terrible, but it’s the only thing that works. When I don’t, I break things. Literally and metaphorically. So back to the story. I run out of the gym, and near the trophy case and bathrooms. This area is ENTIRELY tile and concrete. Other than the glass I mean. There’s someone else there, let’s call her Macaroni. She’s been in at least one of my classes for 3 years, so she’s not a stranger. When I have panic attacks, especially when I dissociate, I go completely nonverbal. If not, I start yelling. Trust me, nobody wants to see me when that happens. It’s horrible. So I have gone nonverbal (not my decision btw), and Macaroni asks if she needs to go get somebody, I nod. Im shaking and hyperventilating, and crying. Some random ass teacher comes out of the gym, and goes ‘LeTs BrEaThE hOnEy.’ Like b!tch, I CANT JUST DO THAT WHEN YOU TELL ME TO! F OFF! I want to be left alone but I know that if I am, I’ll hurt myself. After about 5 minutes of me laying on the fricking tile floor, she goes and heads back to the gym. I’ve worked with my social worker and therapist on coping skills, but they don’t work when I’m dissociating. Since she made the mistake of leaving me to my own demise, I whip out a pen and break it in half. I won’t go into detail here, but basically, I’ve got some pretty bad cuts on my arm now. I bang my head into the floor and walls, (I might have given myself a concussion), and she is still gone. She grabs the ‘guidance counselor’, and he helps me, because he’s gotten to know me all year. But this was awful. I’m absolutely exhausted now, and my head and arm hurt. I just needed to put this somewhere, nobody needs to read it. If you want to reply, private message me.
Bye.
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