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Post by Deleted on Sept 26, 2016 12:44:14 GMT -5
Annabella lifted her head slightly. She was staring out the window, her cheeks covered in wet streaks from her tears. Ayslin had put the babies back in their carriers after they'd fallen asleep. Her eyes landed on Sabrina and then on the doctor. "No." For a moment that's all she said as she turned her head away again, staring out the window. "No...Not until I see him. I don't want to hear anything you have to say."
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Post by Poppystar1235 on Sept 26, 2016 16:42:33 GMT -5
The doctor sighed and nodded. "Alright, but we would like a decision soon. We need to know." She said and got a wheelchair. She put it beside the bed and walked out. Sabrina looked at her. "Annabella, h-he said he loves you. No matter what he loves you. And he will watch over you and the twins if... if...oh god." She began to cry again
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Post by Deleted on Sept 26, 2016 17:37:13 GMT -5
Ayslin helped her sister into the wheelchair and lightly pushed her hair out of her face. Annabella was silent as she just stared ahead, her eyes were void of emotion, just like her face. Once she was beside Caleb her grip on the arms of the chair tightened. Lightly she took hold of the bed rail and hauled herself up into the bed and winced in pain, but didn't care. She curled into Caleb's side and closed her eyes and just laid there. "You don't get to give up on us." She murmured softly into his ear as tears spilled down her cheeks once more.
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Post by Poppystar1235 on Sept 26, 2016 20:52:38 GMT -5
Sabrina watched her biting her lip. She watched him not move and felt her heart skip a beat herself about to cry again. Caleb didn't move at first. His eyes stay closed, his head unmoving alone with his arm that last limply beside her. He was pale and cold. Like the only thing keeping him alive was the fact good chest was going up and down. But then his fingers moved. He heard her and even in his state he couldn't stand hearing her cry. With what energy he had, he moved his arm to wrap around her a little. Showing he was alive, and he wanted to comfort her. Sabrina smiled softly. He was still there.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 26, 2016 22:04:31 GMT -5
Annabella cried harder and clung to his hospital gown. "Caleb I'm so sorry." She moved closer to him, even though her own IVs and monitors did not agree with the movement she didn't care. "I love you." She whispered into his ear and placed her forehead against the side of his head as she cried.
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Post by Poppystar1235 on Sept 26, 2016 22:07:42 GMT -5
Caleb moved his arm tighter around her. He wasn't able to open his eyes and talk to her like he wanted to do so much. He just laid there listening to her. He rubbed his thumb over her hand trying to comfort the best her could. Sabrina watched "He hasn't given up. And he won't now." She said her voice cracking. She smiles softly "I'll leave you two while I get the doctor." She said walking out so it was just them. Caleb, with all his energy opened his eyes and looked at her. "Annabella... I love you." He said softly
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Post by Deleted on Sept 26, 2016 23:16:16 GMT -5
Annabella reached up and touched his cheek softly. "I love you Caleb. Don't leave me. I can't do this without you." She leaned in and kissed him softly, while lightly stroking his cheek with her thumb.
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Post by Poppystar1235 on Sept 26, 2016 23:25:27 GMT -5
"I don't baby. I won't. D-do you still want.. Me?" He asked softly looking at her. He have her a light squeeze trying to look at her better and comfort her
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Post by Deleted on Sept 27, 2016 0:35:01 GMT -5
"Oh Caleb.." Annabella murmured and lightly kissed him. "I always wanted you. I never stopped. I'm so so sorry that I screwed up. Its the worst thing I've ever done in my life. I love you more than anyone in this world and I screwed up so badly. I'm so sorry." She cried and moved closer to him slightly and buried her face in his shoulder as she sobbed.
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Post by Poppystar1235 on Sept 27, 2016 15:25:19 GMT -5
Caleb rested his head against hers. "Please don't cry baby. It's alright. We can move on from this. I'm happy you ok. I love you no matter what." He said softly giving her a light squeeze as he sighed
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Post by Deleted on Sept 28, 2016 20:17:04 GMT -5
Annabella curled closer to Caleb, even though it tugged on her IVs and caused her pain she didn't care. "I thought I was never going to see you again. I thought I would never get to tell you how sorry I was for ruining everything, or how much I loved you."
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Post by Poppystar1235 on Sept 28, 2016 20:23:21 GMT -5
"Shh baby. I don't blame you for this. It hurt yes but I don't blame you. I should have been better about giving you what you wanted. I should have been there more for you and the babies, I'm sorry." He whispered hugging her. "I'm sorry I stormed out like that. But when I saw the blood... I thought... Well I didn't know what. I couldn't love with Lu. So I decided not to." He said biting his lip. "Baby, are you ok?"
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Post by Deleted on Sept 28, 2016 20:27:23 GMT -5
Annabella shook her head and cupped his cheek. "Shh you didn't do anything wrong. I was lied to and manipulated and I fell for it. You are the best person I have ever met and you should blame me. I am at fault. I'm the one who screwed up, not you." She had tears streaming down her cheeks as she pulled her hand back and clenched it in a fist slightly, but she nodded anyway. "Yeah I'm okay." She could tolerate the pain, she felt like she deserved all of it and so much more.
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Post by Poppystar1235 on Sept 28, 2016 20:30:52 GMT -5
"Shhh baby, it's ok. Again I don't blame you and I never will. I blame Derek and only Derek. But it isn't going to happen again. We are going to be ok." He whispered kissing her gently. Then a baby began to cry. Sabrina headed out and grabbed Jessica and Andrew bringing them in, jessic a was crying loudly and Sabrina picked her up. "Who wants her?"
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Post by Deleted on Sept 28, 2016 20:34:14 GMT -5
Annabella jumped slightly as she realized they weren't alone. She had forgotten about their audience. Reaching instantly for her baby she held Jessica close and rocked her gently. "Shh baby girl. We're here. Mommy and Daddy are here." She moved back slightly so the baby could see both parents and so Caleb could touch her. "We aren't going anywhere princess."
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Post by Poppystar1235 on Sept 28, 2016 20:35:54 GMT -5
Jessica looked at them her cries dying down, she reached for her father whimpering. Caleb smiled softly. He touched her cheek with his finger gently and took her hand. "It's ok princess. Mommy and daddy are here. I'll hold you soon ok? Just give daddy time." He said his eyes already feeling heavy
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Post by Deleted on Sept 28, 2016 21:04:31 GMT -5
Annabella looked at Caleb sadly and murmured, "You should rest. We will leave and let you sleep." Gently she handed Jessica to Ayslin then began to climb out of the bed, painfully wincing as she tugged on her IVs again, cursing softly under her breath.
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Post by Poppystar1235 on Sept 28, 2016 21:07:12 GMT -5
"No, no don't go." He said softly. "Please, stay if you want to. I.. I don't want you to be alone." He said taking her hand gently. He didn't like not seeing and being with her right now. He wanted her to stay not only to comfort her, but it would comfort him knowing she was here
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Post by Deleted on Sept 28, 2016 21:09:59 GMT -5
Annabella paused and looked back at him, then nodded and pulled the stupid wheelchair closer, then curled back up beside him. She took her daughter back and gently touched her cheek. "Okay. We will stay." Leaning up she kissed his forehead softly. "i wouldn't have been alone. You don't have to worry about me. I don't deserve it." She turned away and gently rocked her daughter, waiting for the young girl to fall asleep like her brother.
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Post by Poppystar1235 on Sept 28, 2016 21:18:37 GMT -5
"Yes you do. Annabella, baby, I have out you through too much to be mad at you. And I'm not mad at you. I understand. Honestly, I would have done the same thing. If I had blackmail over my head I would have done the same thing, but hey, we got through it and it's over, now we can focus on us." He said and looked at Jessica. She looked at her dad and yawned closing her eyes
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Post by Deleted on Sept 28, 2016 21:22:16 GMT -5
Annabella stiffened slightly, she was short for words, so she just nodded her head. The girl remained silent until her baby fell asleep, then handed her off to her sister to be put in her carrier. Anna remained the way she was and stared at the ceiling, lost in thought. His words repeated in her mind. He would have done the same thing. That didn't comfort her. All she could think about was Zoey. The girl that had caused so many problems in Anna's life. Closing her eyes she turned her head away from Caleb she murmured, "You should rest."
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Post by Poppystar1235 on Sept 28, 2016 21:24:02 GMT -5
Caleb frowned, he turned her head and gently kissed her for a long moment. "I love you. And just because I said I wouldn't doesn't mean I did. What's bothering you so much and you won't tell me?" He asked gently taking her hand with his. He could see something bothered her but he didn't know what
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Post by Deleted on Sept 28, 2016 21:43:25 GMT -5
Annabella shook her head and curled into him slightly. "Nothing you should rest. I love you Caleb, but you need to sleep. We can talk when you wake up." She murmured and closed her eyes. Annabella hadn't known about the baby before she had lost it, but in her coma like state she'd overheard them talking about how she had lost a baby, but deep down she knew, it hadn't been Caleb's child.
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Post by Poppystar1235 on Sept 29, 2016 7:05:39 GMT -5
Caleb frowned a but but nodded. He wrapped his arms around her and kissed his cheek "I love you. I always will." He whispered then closed his eyes and fell asleep within no time. Sabrina looked at Annabella and Caleb. She could see Annabella felt awful still, but she hoped that she didn't know about the baby. It would hurt her even more even though it wouldn't have been her fault. She sighed and rocked the carriers slightly.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 29, 2016 14:37:01 GMT -5
Once Caleb was asleep she turned her head towards Sabrina and murmured softly. "Do you know?" She didn't specify what she was actually talking about, just in case Caleb wasn't actually asleep, but since Sabrina knew about the baby it wouldn't be hard to guess as she placed her hand lightly on her stomach. Annabella waited for her answer, seeing if the girl would lie to her. She'd overheard Ayslin and Sabrina discussing it.
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Post by Poppystar1235 on Sept 29, 2016 20:22:46 GMT -5
Sabrina looked down and then nodded "Yes, I know." She whispered. "But before you blame yourself for this, just know it isn't your fault. And you know it. It's that b(words) fault! He's the one who did this. Annabella you can't keep blaming yourself, because if you do then Caleb's going to keep blaming himself." She said quietly. "He's forgiven you, he understands even though it broke his heart. You need to forgive yourself so you two can move in either together or apart."
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Post by Deleted on Sept 29, 2016 21:33:26 GMT -5
Annabella's hand trembled slightly as she girl into Caleb more. "Okay." She had tears in her eyes as she looked away. "I just wish I could take it all back. He doesn't deserve this and I don't deserve him. He's literally the best guy in the whole world and I am an idiot for screwing it up."
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Post by Poppystar1235 on Oct 1, 2016 17:13:52 GMT -5
"Annabella you didn't screw this up. This wasn't you! this was all Derek and you know this. Please Caleb doesn't want you to blame yourself for this anymore. And I don't either. NEITHEr of you deserve that. You two are going to be ok from now on, I know it. He loves you and you love him right? That's all you need." She said taking her trembling hand gently.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 2, 2016 3:28:28 GMT -5
Annabella looked up at her friend. There was no need to argue with her anymore, she could see it was upsetting her friend, and she didn't like that. Nodding the girl closed her eyes. "Right. I think I'm going to sleep now." The girl didn't actually sleep, she just kept her eyes closed and she laid there. Her thoughts consumed her and guilt filled her. She'd ruined everything and she knew it, but she wouldn't say it anymore. She would pretend like everything was okay, it was what everyone else needed, so she would provide it.
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Post by Poppystar1235 on Oct 2, 2016 11:23:33 GMT -5
Sabrina sighed softly. She nodded and sat down watching as Caleb slept and Annabella, and the twins. Everything was peaceful for now.and she hoped it would stay that way.
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