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Post by qυeeɴ oғ ɢнoѕтlιɴɢѕ on Sept 1, 2016 21:57:52 GMT -5
"That's not all I'm for," Saru informed her rather quietly. She wasn't designed how she was just because of how technology was. She was meant to be attractive and pretty for a reason, wearing just a dress for a reason, wearing the jewelry and shackles for a reason. She wasn't free. Saru stared at her lap and her expression grew grim. Every time she came back, her first experience in her new body were always ones that made her know her place. A shiver ran down her spine and she unconsciously wrapped her arms around herself. "I'm not just a decoration," she murmured quietly as if repeating something she had heard before.
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Post by Razzle Dazzle on Sept 1, 2016 22:03:51 GMT -5
Nore stopped and frowned, sitting back down. "Hey man," she said, nudging Saru's shoulder gently. "I don't think you're just a decoration. You're probably smart and cool and all those things!" Not very motivational, Nore. "Well you're a good kisser, so you've got that going for you." She crossed her arms and sat back, smiling widely. "I believe in you! And I'm gonna take out Isa- I mean that master guy for you!" she decided.
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Post by qυeeɴ oғ ɢнoѕтlιɴɢѕ on Sept 1, 2016 22:07:56 GMT -5
Saru tensed and the hologram disappeared as she stood up and moved away from Nore. "Don't touch me!" she exclaimed suddenly, still clutching herself. There was a panicked look to her and she stared at the ground to avoid any gazes. "I said I was more than just a decoration. I'm not free. I'm used and my design is to allow for that purpose. Don't touch me, it's bad enough when he does it."
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Post by »ƑαƖcση on Sept 1, 2016 22:12:48 GMT -5
(Ahhh I can't keep up and am kinda falling asleep >_< Night guys!!)
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Post by qυeeɴ oғ ɢнoѕтlιɴɢѕ on Sept 1, 2016 22:13:42 GMT -5
aww night falcon]
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Post by Razzle Dazzle on Sept 1, 2016 22:15:18 GMT -5
(night falcon!!)
Nore threw her hands up. "I-" She blinked and backed off a little. "S-Sorry," she said quickly. "I just thought..." Nore sighed and shook her head. "I didn't know..." The girl lowered her hands, staring down at them like they were weapons. Her mind was somewhere else, too, though. She shook her thoughts away, nervously looking off toward the floor and then back up to Saru. "Clearly you liked me before... Didn't you see? Why don't you like me now?" she mumbled. She couldn't look at Saru anymore, ashamed she had made the mistake of touching her. Stupid, stupid, stupid...
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Post by qυeeɴ oғ ɢнoѕтlιɴɢѕ on Sept 1, 2016 22:42:55 GMT -5
Saru began to feel bad and she looked up at Nore. "I'm not the same person at the one who lived in that body. I was just born today. I have already been through something rather traumatic already so I'm just on edge. I just don't like it when I'm touched without permission." She slowly went back to the couch and created a new holographic screen. She motioned to the spot next to her and opened up her blueprints along with images of herself that go along with the schematics. "My name can mean two different things. My color scheme is blue and red, so if you take the first two letters of sapphire and the first two of ruby you get Saru. Acronym wise, my full classification is Slave/Servant Android Recreational Usage. I am used to be an outlet for anger and frustration which is why I have back up bodies and I have false organs. Rather grotesque but I'm not the one who created me. I'm also used for other less pleasant things that I rather not speak about. My master is a god and I believe the era we are in in my world is one where androids are used for this sometimes solely. I'm lucky that I have other uses. But I rather not have my purpose be so....awful."
[poor Saru. I feel bad for her....im so evil ]
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Post by Razzle Dazzle on Sept 1, 2016 22:53:29 GMT -5
(Whyyyyyyyyyy)
Nore winced and put her face in her hands, getting visibly stressed out. Though she didn't make this connection, she likely would be the same way if she hadn't decided one day to start sleeping with a gun. "And you can't run away," she murmured. It had been demonstrated last time what resulted from Saru making any unwanted moves. "Saru-..." She quickly shook her head, as if getting rid of the taste of that word in her mouth. "I dunno if I can keep calling you that... knowing both meanings." She rubbed her arms nervously, looking more sleepless than ever. It was like the conversation drained her over time. She exhaled slowly and just let everything sink in during this moment of silence. "That's really messed up, you know," she murmured finally, peering over at Saru before letting her face drop back into her hands.
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Post by qυeeɴ oғ ɢнoѕтlιɴɢѕ on Sept 1, 2016 23:01:58 GMT -5
why what? why am I evil? I just woke up like this lol]
Saru dispelled the screen and pulled her knees up to her chest. "Most just call me 'It'," Saru informed Nore. She was starting to feel uncomfortable as well and she stood up, holding out a hand for Nore to take. "Soon that body will turn to dust, so if you don't want to see that, let's go somewhere. Maybe I might remember better." She gave her a smile trying to lighten the mood. Nore had been upset since she got there, why did she have to make it worse?
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Post by Razzle Dazzle on Sept 1, 2016 23:09:36 GMT -5
(I see that! xD)
"I don't want to call you 'it' either." That was what she had used before, even. Perhaps she would have to live with 'Saru', and just keep the gemstone meaning. Nore hesitated, but managed to return the smile. She slowly put her hand in Saru's rose to her feet. "I'd like that..." the girl murmured. She started to lead her out to the hallway, opening the door and practically pulling her along. She refused to see the other body disintegrate. "Oh!" As she turned the corner, Nore stopped and ripped a chocolate bar out of her pocket, beginning to unwrap it. "This might help you remember," she said and offered it toward her.
(I'm sorry in advance)
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Post by qυeeɴ oғ ɢнoѕтlιɴɢѕ on Sept 1, 2016 23:16:22 GMT -5
about what?]
Saru was surprised with the speed that Nore began to lead her out with. She seemed to be in a rush to leave after she mentioned what happens to her old bodies. When they were in the hall, Saru took the chocolate hesitantly. "My memories don't function like this but I will accept this. Thank you, Nore." Saru took a bite and the taste felt familiar but that was it. Though she felt herself begin to relax around Nore which was something. Perhaps Nore would be able to touch her at some point without her shying away.
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Post by Razzle Dazzle on Sept 1, 2016 23:26:53 GMT -5
(everything omg also if I poof I fell asleep)
Nore sighed and rolled her eyes with a smirk. "You mean I wasted that chocolate?" She turned and began walking down the hall. She realized Saru hadn't tried to kiss her to say thanks again. Too bad. She sighed again and shrugged to herself. "You know what this place is, right? Or did you forget that too?" she asked, stuffing her hands into her pockets and looking over at Saru as she paused in the center of the hallway.
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Post by qυeeɴ oғ ɢнoѕтlιɴɢѕ on Sept 1, 2016 23:43:29 GMT -5
no not the sleep ] Saru glanced at Nore as they walked, listening to her words and sighs. "This is the Paradox House. I retained the data I collected from Ghost and Smokescreen. I also added any information they had of you into the file about you unlike my prior self. The file was made as I was dying though so I understand why I failed to do so." When Nore paused an urge filled Saru. Without processing it, the android walked over and placed a kiss on Nore's cheek. "Thank you for thinking I'm important. There was a document with the files that seemed to have recorded my last thoughts. They were about you. Apparently you were all I wanted. I feel like it's nice to want something. I wish I can get to that point one day."
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Post by Razzle Dazzle on Sept 1, 2016 23:53:59 GMT -5
(lol don't worry I'm pretty awake)
Nore exhaled slowly, relieved. She started to turn to continue down the hall, but stopped when Saru kissed her cheek. "I-..." She stopped and just stood there, blushing faintly. Then she tore her gaze away and kept strolling down the hallway. "It's kinda weird, getting to know you twice in the same day," she told her with a soft chuckle. "I mean, maybe it's weird for you too since you're the one who doesn't remember! A-Anyway, I just..." Nore's smile faded and her footsteps slowed to a stop. She was staring at the floor. "I'm not gonna leave you behind," she said, remembering what she had told the previous version of Saru. Her smile was suddenly tacked back on as she turned to face her. "Is there anything you really like, or anything you do for fun?"
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Post by qυeeɴ oғ ɢнoѕтlιɴɢѕ on Sept 1, 2016 23:58:55 GMT -5
It was strange being talked to like she was important. Saru smiled softly and walked close to Nore, staying close even when they stopped. "Hm, something I like to do. I like to dance. I'm not sure the only things I do are things he tells me to do. Dancing is the one thing I like. What about you?" Saru looked up at Nore and she felt an emotion inside of her. She didn't understand it since it wasn't in her system but she had a feeling her previous self had experienced this before.
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Post by Razzle Dazzle on Sept 2, 2016 0:05:07 GMT -5
"Dancing..." Nore's smile grew and she turned to continue walking. "I like acting. I'm not sure how that will work out though, since I ran away from school," she said, like it was just mildly unfortunate. She was increasingly better at coming to terms with it. "I don't know if there's anything else I like doing. (Don't do drugs kids -raz.)" My parents used to say I was a lazy piece of work." Nore lowered her gaze and stared down at her shoes as she walked.
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Post by qυeeɴ oғ ɢнoѕтlιɴɢѕ on Sept 2, 2016 0:13:02 GMT -5
Saru looked at Nore intently as she spoke. With a smile, Saru took her hand and spun around lifting her and Nore's hand above her head, her dress lifting up as she spun. "Let's go into one of these rooms. I bet there might be some fun." Saru pulled herself close to Nore and they were was hardly any room between them. She paused, holding her breath, as she looked up at Nore.
[ if we do room I'm thinking a nice garden room. like no bad stuff just a nice little date place or they can go to a cabin. something to spark what is in Saru. Nore would still have to make the moves tho lol]
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Post by Razzle Dazzle on Sept 2, 2016 0:21:37 GMT -5
"That's pretty good!" Nore purred, watching Saru spin. She flinched in surprise when she came close, and then hesitated when she suggested a room, staring at her face from inches away. "Only if you're sure. You know it's not safe, right?"
(That's fine with me x3 Too tired for anything intense right now There might be a chill room in the ones we've done before!)
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Post by Razzle Dazzle on Sept 2, 2016 0:22:53 GMT -5
(I like how we're creating like a 4 page fluff break in the middle of tph xD)
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Post by qυeeɴ oғ ɢнoѕтlιɴɢѕ on Sept 2, 2016 0:35:06 GMT -5
no my post! I'm just going to go with the garden has shady trees and lots of flowers. also wake up at least stay up for like an hour or two more]
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Post by Razzle Dazzle on Sept 2, 2016 0:39:32 GMT -5
(I'm here I'm here lol)
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Post by qυeeɴ oғ ɢнoѕтlιɴɢѕ on Sept 2, 2016 0:40:59 GMT -5
"As long as I'm with you everything will be fine," Saru said though she had no idea where the words had come from. Perhaps she did have some memories still. "I'll pick a room," Saru said tightening her grip on Nore's hand and beginning to lead her to a door. One seemed to feel right and she opened it, bracing herself for something terrible. When she stepped in with Nore behind her, she felt sunlight on her face and the feeling of wind. Dirt and grass were beneath her bare feet and she looked in awe at the flowers that covered the area. "It's so beautiful," she observed as she let go of Nore's hand to run off and spin around with the flowers. As she grew dizzy, Saru plopped down onto her back under the shade of some trees and looked up at the sky through the leaves, the flowers rustling around her.
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Post by Razzle Dazzle on Sept 2, 2016 0:50:00 GMT -5
Nore smiled at that, suddenly comforted by Saru's words. As she was pulled into the room, her mouth fell open in surprise. "Not what I was expecting," the girl admitted. She wouldn't call it beautiful; perhaps she was too cynical. "Be careful!" she warned when the android let go of her. From her experience, the room could hold anything, regardless of how it seemed. There was no immediate threat though. If anything, the room felt refreshing. Nore stood and closed her eyes, smiling as a gust of wind flew by. Her red jacket flapped in the wind for a second. When she opened her eyes, she removed it, realizing it had actually been quite heavy. "This looks like a great place for a picnic!" she commented. If she actually ate meals, of course. She plopped down beside Saru and rubbed her cheek, letting flakes of dried blood scatter away in the breeze. "I've never been anywhere like this..." she murmured with a smile, looking straight up through the leaves.
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Post by qυeeɴ oғ ɢнoѕтlιɴɢѕ on Sept 2, 2016 1:00:39 GMT -5
"I feel like I've seen something more beautiful than this," Saru confessed, turning her head to look at Nore. Yes, she had definitely seen something more beautiful than this place. It was Nore. She felt like saving her thoughts in the secret file she had made while dying. On impulse, Saru moved so that she was propped up on her hands looking at Nore. It would be her first time doing this with Nore in this body but she had a feeling she had done what she was about to do before with Nore. At least she would have if she didn't chicken out. Saru looked at Nore for a second more before laying back down and hoping the flowers hide the blush on her cheeks.
[ nore needs to make the first move this time lol]
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Post by Razzle Dazzle on Sept 2, 2016 1:08:25 GMT -5
(x3)
Nore tilted her head all the way from up to down, looking at Saru. She hadn't even noticed her getting up and going back down. The girl was pretty oblivious, as usual. "What did you see that's more beautiful?" She laughed at the way Saru hid in the flowers, and started to pluck the ones around her head. She was trying to make a flower crown, but had no idea how. "I feel like I could fall asleep here. I can't even fall asleep in my own bed!" She tossed the flower crown over one shoulder and fell backward, realizing at the last second she would be overlapping with Saru. She tried not to fall on her, sticking her hands on the ground and trying not to faceplant into the flowers. Attempting to recover, she turned to lay on her side and propped her head up with one hand, all casual-like. "Oh hey, didn't see you there," she said with a grin.
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Post by qυeeɴ oғ ɢнoѕтlιɴɢѕ on Sept 2, 2016 1:22:04 GMT -5
Saru mumbled a response but it was hardly understandable. She watched Nore mess with the flowers and her eyes widened when Nore almost fell on her. She felt her heart stop for a moment but she laughed at Nore's save. "You," she repeated in between giggles. She slowly stopped laughing and looked at Nore with a soft smile on her lips. "It's you."
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Post by Razzle Dazzle on Sept 2, 2016 1:52:48 GMT -5
"Cuddling!" Nore chuckled. "I got soft somehow," she said in a muffled murmur, entertained. She put her hands together, hugging them to her chest and closing her eyes. She left her jacket sprawled out a few meters away. "...Thank you..." the girl mumbled softly and glanced up to see Saru, examining her face and smiling faintly before blinking out.
(I desperately need sleep xD night!!)
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Post by qυeeɴ oғ ɢнoѕтlιɴɢѕ on Sept 2, 2016 2:04:25 GMT -5
so do I lol night]
When Nore vanished, Saru sat up quickly in a panic. "Nore! Nore!" She was all alone now and she had no idea what to do. Nore had vanished and her jacket was gone as well. As she looked around, Saru noticed the door was gone as well and she stumbled up to her feet. Everything felt terrifying now and Saru had no idea what to do. Just then, she noticed a little flower with blue petals and a red center with red tips. She bent down and plucked it, twisting the stem in her fingers to rotate it around. There was no other flower there like it and like her was all alone. Suddenly a medium breeze blew through the meadow and Saru blinked out, the lone flower going off on the wind.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 2, 2016 9:08:47 GMT -5
(School's cancelled again lol)
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