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Post by CreamCrow on Jul 20, 2017 17:18:56 GMT -5
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IC :: "I know! Which is why I'm conflicted about it. Because I understand that- but it hurt still. And- ugh, just, it feels like that's not all you've hidden..." Shiva said. Though the last part was a guess on her part- but she was always fairly good with guessing things and being right. She didn't have any proof other than him leaving during nighttime- and she was curious to know where he had gotten that car from, because all she knew is he had bought it with money Kali gave him. But there was just something up with him and she didn't know what it was.
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Post by πβππ π£π on Jul 20, 2017 17:22:47 GMT -5
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IC Beau paused, then looked down, giving a bit of a shrug. Honestly his secrets pile just kept getting bigger, and he felt bad about it, but by this rate there would always be something he wasn't telling people. "Well-kind of," he confessed in an extremely quiet voice, fiddling with his fingers as he avoided eye contact with her. There certainly wasn't any way he was mentioning his talk with Wesley, or some of the thoughts he had been having since the incident, but the whole street racing thing wasn't quite as big and he had already decided that if he was going to tell someone it would be Shiva. Though he still didn't exactly want to.
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Post by CreamCrow on Jul 20, 2017 17:27:31 GMT -5
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IC :: Shiva's heart dropped. She had been right it seemed... Beau had been keeping things from her and hadn't trusted to tell her them. A thought flashed by her mind, what if other people knew about whatever he kept from her. Just as it had happened with Norman and Ives- and that thought now burned into her brain and her eyes widened. She pushed her chair back from the table and stood up unsure what to say or do, but she was tempted to go because that hurt so much more than Norman and Ives not telling her they were together originally- with their reasons or not.
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Post by πβππ π£π on Jul 20, 2017 17:32:50 GMT -5
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IC "B-but Shiva, it's not...it's not that I don't want to tell you things," Beau said hurriedly, standing up in hopes that she would stay. "It's just...I, I don't know if I can. It's not...well it's not exactly 'legal' persay but it helps and I am almost certain people wouldn't like it if they knew...no one else does know though-" okay a lie, but after hearing that she was upset with something little like him knowing Norman and Ives were together, he didn't dare then go to explain that Norman, Ives, and Maverick knew about his street racing. He-he'd just have a talk with them about acting like they don't know later. "Please don't go again..."
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Post by πππππ π¨ on Jul 20, 2017 17:35:28 GMT -5
"This guy startled this girl who was in a tree in the park which I think is Illegal, and she ended up falling because this guy apparently startled her," Ilex said bluntly, sighing in aggravation.
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Post by CreamCrow on Jul 20, 2017 17:39:09 GMT -5
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IC :: She was silent for a minute. And then two. And then probably up to ten minutes from the time she was feeling, everything going so slow. "Do you think I would have judged you if you told me? If you even do tell me? Do you think I would make you stop if it was helping you? Do you think I would have called the cops for you doing something not exactly 'legal' on you?" Hell, she hadn't called the cops on her brother who was protecting a damned monster! Sure she judged him for being close to Tabby- because Tabby's kind killed her their father and he didn't act like he cared! Sure she wanted Tabby gone from the house- but Shiva hadn't forced Maverick and Tabby out- she had just been trying to get them to leave because she hated seeing the dang thing!
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Post by πβππ π£π on Jul 20, 2017 17:45:48 GMT -5
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IC "N-no...it's just, I just..." Beau trailed off, collapsing back into the seat. "...After the wolf accident, and you and Mav were in the hospital. I was...alone. Mom didn't pay much attention since you two were the ones in the hospital. I don't talk to Val and Joel very often, none of our friends really even noticed how horrible I was doing, and I needed something. I needed someone, and I know it sounds silly, to think if you knew, this one thing that I had would be taken away from me, or that you would judge me. Because I...I know that you wouldn't, but something still held me back," he explained, resting his head, face down on the table, hidden in his arms. "Lately I've just felt so off and alone because I didn't even get hurt, I shouldn't be having such a hard time with all of this, and I don't want to bother anyone by still being like this. You don't need my problems, Maverick doesn't need them, mom doesn't need them, no one needs them. So...I guess I was using this as an outlet and even though I know you wouldn't, a small part of me worried that if anyone knew, it would be taken away from me...and...and I would be left with nothing and no one," Beau explained, voice cracking as he spoke. Like previously mentioned, Beau was in a bad spot and things just came pouring out far often than not.
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Post by CreamCrow on Jul 20, 2017 17:58:42 GMT -5
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IC :: "You're wrong- I need other people's problems so I can try to help them and ignore my own- nI wish that you would tell me whatever it is you do because, unless you are secretly visiting a pack of Feles wolves and befriending them, and I won't judge or hate you for it- because if it helps you cope with what happened, then I fully support you doing it," Shiva said. Supporting people and their decisions through their problems was the only thing she could so and she refused to not do it. Unless their solution was to die, she would support them- and she supposed it was because of her lack of support she did it. Even if it was better that she hadn't cut in the past, it was her only form to cope along with talking- and she hadn't had anybody there for her that would listen- she couldn't cope with everyone leaving her in her life because it was cutting or talking and she didn't have anybody for one and the other was bad to do.
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Post by πβππ π£π on Jul 20, 2017 18:09:45 GMT -5
OOC You know, I swear, each time I roleplay Beau, more things about how messed up he is come to light, this poor boy. It's a good thing that Shiva didn't just leave forever.
IC Beau, after at least a good minute of silence, spoke up. "I race cars illegally in the sticks of the city. Sticks is slang for outskirts, by the way. It's nothing like Fast and Furious. My friend, Billy let me use one of her cars until I earned up enough money to buy it. Also, occasionally I might have accepted a drink or two offered to me, but I'm never driving when I do, and it kinda takes the edge off. The people I race with are in all sorts of shady things. Remember back at the Walters welcome back party? When Thaddeus mentioned knowing how to illegally obtain an gun and how that sort of came from me? Yeah that's how. I know it's not exactly legal, but it's not like I'm doing anything like...drugs, or stealing, or...other illegal things, occasionally I've helped someone with a bit of graffiti but that's about it," he rambled without looking up, all of it sort of just spilling out.
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Post by πβππ π£π on Jul 20, 2017 18:30:13 GMT -5
OOC Aka?
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Post by Fire on Cloud Nine on Jul 20, 2017 18:59:00 GMT -5
OOC: Sorry for the spoof!
IC: Skyler listened with a frown and wrapped her arms around her friend when she was finished. "Aww I'm so sorry Shiva, that sounds horrible," she said sadly. Why would her mother treat her like that? It's horrible to even think about it! She felt really bad for her friend, but she felt a little surprised too that she came to her. It wasn't like they knew each other well, but she didn't mind. "You can definitely stay here for as long as you need," she promised. Hopefully her father would be more willing to let her stay longer then Thad did.
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Post by πβππ π£π on Jul 20, 2017 18:59:49 GMT -5
OOC Hey Cloudy!
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Post by Fire on Cloud Nine on Jul 20, 2017 19:07:28 GMT -5
OOC: Hey Smoreo! How are you?
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Post by πβππ π£π on Jul 20, 2017 19:46:02 GMT -5
OOC Sorry for poofing, I took a small nap.
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Post by πβππ π£π on Jul 20, 2017 20:07:52 GMT -5
OOC Where did everyone go?
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Post by πβππ π£π on Jul 20, 2017 21:02:55 GMT -5
OOC AKA LAKA MAKA TAKA EVERYONE COME BACKA!
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Post by Hollywillow on Jul 20, 2017 21:31:09 GMT -5
OOC Also, Holly, Creamy, should we skip to when they get there?
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(Sure!)
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Post by πβππ π£π on Jul 20, 2017 21:32:00 GMT -5
OOC Hey Holly!
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Post by Hollywillow on Jul 20, 2017 21:32:15 GMT -5
(Am I too late again?)
(Arhg)
*(Hey Smoree)
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Post by πβππ π£π on Jul 20, 2017 21:44:24 GMT -5
OOC Nah not too late.
anyways once Creamy comes back on I can start again.
Hey!
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Post by Hollywillow on Jul 20, 2017 21:45:34 GMT -5
(Alright, cool!
Did anything happen while I was off?)
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Post by πβππ π£π on Jul 20, 2017 21:52:43 GMT -5
OOC Well some characters were talking but that's about it.
Did you wanna roleplay other characters while we wait?
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Post by Hollywillow on Jul 20, 2017 21:58:26 GMT -5
(Sure! Who would you like?)
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Post by πβππ π£π on Jul 20, 2017 22:04:22 GMT -5
OOC Idk, who do you wanna use?
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Post by Hollywillow on Jul 20, 2017 22:04:52 GMT -5
OOC Idk, who do you wanna use?
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(Hmm I can use Axel?)
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Post by πβππ π£π on Jul 20, 2017 22:10:48 GMT -5
OOC Alright cool, I'll figure out who to use as we go, could you start?
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Post by Hollywillow on Jul 20, 2017 22:15:06 GMT -5
(Er Starbucks?
I'll start there)
Axel was standing near the counter, waiting for his cup of Espresso to finish. He loved bitter coffee, it was the only type he tolerated. He surveyed the shop, bored.
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Post by πβππ π£π on Jul 20, 2017 22:19:59 GMT -5
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IC Jaya was the one working, currently. Making the espresso as she hummed quietly to herself. Once it was done she grabbed it and looked at the name. "Okay who here is namex Axel? That's both a super cool and a super lame name at the same time," she said, loud enough for this Axel person to hear and come get their drink, though the lemur girl was still trying to figure out if it was a cool name or not.
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Post by Hollywillow on Jul 20, 2017 22:26:44 GMT -5
(If I remember correctly, Axel is a little odd.)
(How old is Jaya?)
Axel turned around with a flourish and gave the female a toothy smile. "Why thank you, miss," he gave a wink with his black eyes, "I named myself, you know? Very cool, is it not?"
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Post by anormallife on Jul 20, 2017 22:33:26 GMT -5
(Hey everyone c: )
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