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Post by 𝕊’𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖 on May 11, 2017 18:26:17 GMT -5
OOC ugh it didn't post.
IC Hazel gently patted the back of her shoulder to comfort her. "I know, it's frustrating, isn't it? Knowing there are parts of your life, important parts at that, that you just can't remember..." she said and trailed of as she frowned. "It's best not to focus on it. Continue to live your life, make new memories. Even if by the end of the day, all you want to do is remember," she said rather quietly, it was quite clear she spoke from experience.
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Post by CreamCrow on May 11, 2017 18:38:26 GMT -5
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IC :: "Something like it has happened to you?" Jane questioned. The way she was speaking sounded like she personally knew how it was, and it would explain how much easier it was for her to comfort Jane- or perhaps Jane was just so easy to comforth. Aside from Jane's internal screaming and absolute weirdness. She aslo asked, "How can I make new memories when ones I don't even remember are haunting me?"
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Post by 𝕊’𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖 on May 11, 2017 18:43:36 GMT -5
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IC Hazel nodded. "...Yes. About two years ago, I lost my memory, and not just bits and pieces. I lost all of it. I couldn't even remember my own name," she explained with a sort of distant look on her face. "Over time, I got most back...I think, I'm still not sure how much I'm missing. But I know there's still some I don't remember, and I feel like it's important things too. The reason it took me so long to come back, was because I hardly even knew who I was in the first place, and I had no one from my past to help figure me out with me," she said, falling quiet for a moment before she moved onto the next topic. "As for making new memories. Well, I know it's hard, but to do that, what you need to do is ignore the old, even the ones you're missing. It takes time and you never fully do, but it...it helps," Hazel said and glanced back over at Jane.
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Post by Fire on Cloud Nine on May 11, 2017 18:44:52 GMT -5
OOC: Anyone wanna rp?
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Post by 𝕊’𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖 on May 11, 2017 18:45:29 GMT -5
OOC Absolutely!
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Post by Fire on Cloud Nine on May 11, 2017 18:48:12 GMT -5
OOC: Awesome! Who do you feel like using?
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Post by 𝕊’𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖 on May 11, 2017 18:57:25 GMT -5
OOC Hmm, idk, you?
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Post by Fire on Cloud Nine on May 11, 2017 19:06:53 GMT -5
OOC: I kinda feel like Chase but Astra's busy. Or maybe we can continue Mason and Amari.
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Post by 𝕊’𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖 on May 11, 2017 19:09:56 GMT -5
OOC We could continue them.
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Post by Fire on Cloud Nine on May 11, 2017 19:17:19 GMT -5
OOC: Okay awesome! Where would they be?
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Post by 𝕊’𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖 on May 11, 2017 19:23:02 GMT -5
OOC Hmm good question. It's been like two days so they're probably looking for somewhere to live now instead of just wandering around looking for the others.
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Post by Fire on Cloud Nine on May 11, 2017 19:38:45 GMT -5
OOC: Yeah true. Do you wanna start or me?
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Post by 𝕊’𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖 on May 11, 2017 19:44:45 GMT -5
OOC Could you, pls?
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Post by Fire on Cloud Nine on May 11, 2017 20:02:37 GMT -5
OOC: Sure!
IC: Mason padded out of the real estate agent's with a sigh. So far they were staying at one of those houses where if the owners were on holiday they let them stay at the house for free if they look after it. It was okay for now, but they still wanted to get a place that they could stay at for good until they could get back to the mansion. Hw also though didn't have a job yet, but he was looking.
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Post by 𝕊’𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖 on May 11, 2017 20:56:44 GMT -5
OOC Sorry for the poof.
Also nice new avatar, Cloudy!
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Post by 𝕊’𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖 on May 11, 2017 21:04:01 GMT -5
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IC Amari followed after him. "This isn't working out," she said as she looked at Mason. "I think we need jobs before any of this. I have some friends I can talk to about getting us hired somewhere. We just...we need money for a place to live when those people come back," she explained and rubbed at her temple. All of this was honestly stressful to Amari, she really wasn't used to this.
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Post by CreamCrow on May 11, 2017 22:18:14 GMT -5
OoC ::
Does anyone know what Willow looked like? Nevermind, just gonna guess.
IC :: "Ouch- I don't think I'll be able to survive that long without knowing. And considering you don't still know everything.. well, I don't have anyone from my past to help me- I only remember a small bit before I met my brother and Salia and Bobby, and apparently I never told them what happened to me before anything. Their first impression of me was a broken person trying to avoid something, and covering it with a happy smile all the time- But I don't know how that could be, do I seem broken? other than not remembering over half of my life?" Jane sighed. "I mean, if my brother hadn't apparently caught me crying from a nightmare I had had, they said that they wouldn't of even noticed there was something up with me. And so- if something huge happened in my life and I don't remember, then how can I make new memories when I'm not even my real self!"
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Post by 𝕊’𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖 on May 11, 2017 22:47:25 GMT -5
OOC Sorry, I have no idea.
IC "You are a real person," Hazel told her firmly. "You may not remember everything and you're probably not the same person, or even close to who you were when you had your memories. But you are real and that's important to realize," she told her just as firmly. She had to tell herself that on multiple occasions during those last two years. "I made plenty of memories over the last two years, it was hard though, because I kept thinking about the ones I had lost, but it is doable."
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Post by CreamCrow on May 11, 2017 22:55:04 GMT -5
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IC :: "How can I be real if I don't even know who I am? Who I used to be- I'm currently just some person who has nightmares and fears that don't make sense, and can manage to trick almost anyone into believing she is almost always happy! And I don't know why, what caused me to do this- what used to drive me as a person- what even drives me now. I want to know who I was, I don't want to know who I will be while I don't know!" Jane said. Her voice started to go softer, and she was rejecting any tears attempting to escape her golden eyes. She just wanted to know and it seemed nobody could give her answers to who she was and what she had gone through before.
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Post by 𝕊’𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖 on May 11, 2017 23:36:24 GMT -5
OOC Sorry I keep poofing! I'm working hard on a commission for someone.
IC Hazel was tempted to pull her into a side hug, she had a lot of maternal instincts and they kicked in quite often. However she held back. "I'm sorry Jane, I wish I could help you more, but I can't. You can't force your memories to come back, you'll just have to wait for them to come back on their own. Until then, you just have to keep living," she explained as she looked back across the street.
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Post by CreamCrow on May 12, 2017 0:00:36 GMT -5
OoC :: Don't worry about it! It seems there has been a small surge of commissions happening thanks to the money system now.
IC :: Jane didn't say anything for a few minutes. Inside, she knew hazel was right, she should move on for now, but Jane didn't like that option. Softly, she said, "I'm going to go take a walk. You can tell the others that I'll be back at 'home' around 8 pm, I just need some time alone for a bit.... It was nice seeing you Hazel."
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Post by 𝕊’𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖 on May 12, 2017 0:04:48 GMT -5
OOC Yeah, and I'm gonna join in. It's fun though and I actually have a nice little system set up now. I just need more people to commission me.
IC Hazel nodded as she stood up as well. "Alright, oh and Jane, I hope you'll stop by again. I enjoy your visits," she added with a smile as she moved to the door, wondering what the others had been up to while she and Jane had talked out here. (Sorry it's short)
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Post by CreamCrow on May 12, 2017 0:12:00 GMT -5
OoC :: Awesome! I might do it with the sorta chibi style I've been doing recently.
IC :: Jane waved a small goodbye before moving on her way, not all that eager to deal with anything.... Creamy will continue this soon enough.
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"Okay, Salia, but still- I believe Luigi is better than Mario," Chance countered in the quiet argument the two had.
The Canadian lynx shook her head with a harsh glare. "No, no no. Mario is, the reason is so obvious- he is the main character in the entire franchise, why wouldn't he be better than Luigi then? He's the one supposed to save the princess, he is the one who does everything while his brother is always second choice, for a reason. He just isn't as good."
"But-"
"Bowser is better."
"What?" Chance and Salia turned to the young teen who had spoken up between their argument.
"Mario nor Luigi can defeat Bowser forever, cause he only gets back up and kidnaps Peace. So obviously, he's better. He won't give up- and Mario nor Luigi will ever fully beat him because that would end the Marion games, right?" Bobby said with a small smile on his face. The older two just stared at him in disbelief.
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Post by 𝕊’𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖 on May 12, 2017 0:18:17 GMT -5
OOC You should! I would commission you.
IC Hazel walked in just in time to hear the end of that conversation and shook her head lightly. "Video games, right? I'll never understand them. Though I did have a friend who liked to play them," she said as she made her entrance and shut the door behind her. "Jane went for a walk, she'll be 'home' later," she added as she walked further into the room and looked the three over.
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Post by CreamCrow on May 12, 2017 0:21:54 GMT -5
OoC :: Heh, I'll likely have to make it tomorrow then.
IC :: Salia looked to Hazel with a small smile as Chance basically knelt to the ground to get a better eye-to-eye level with Bobby and talking to him about his amazing game discovery. "We occasionally play at where we are staying, I prefer Mario- Chance Luigi, for some stupid reason." "I heard that!" "Aside from that, thank you for telling us. She's been doing that more and more lately.... though she has admitted it's about trying to find a clue to her past."
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Post by 𝕊’𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖 on May 12, 2017 0:30:59 GMT -5
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IC Hazel nodded along as she listened, entering the kitchen as she quickly washed her hands, getting to work on pulling out some food. She figured Lukas was probably awake or close to waking up now and assumed he would be hungry. "I never cared much for games like that. Board games are much more my speed. Chess especially," she said as she pulled out some other food. "Do any of you want a sandwich?"
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Post by CreamCrow on May 12, 2017 0:37:02 GMT -5
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IC :: "Bobby and Chance will," Slia answered immediately as she followed. Both boys looked up as she said their names before turning back to one another. "I used to play board games with someone, however.... things went downhill and I've held them in a bad light because of it, actually- because of that, I've held many things in down favor."
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Post by 𝕊’𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖 on May 12, 2017 0:40:35 GMT -5
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IC Hazel got a few more plates out. "Well that's a shame, board games are delightful," though even she has had some bad memories...a lot actually, with chess, yet she still loved it. Hazel didn't question Salia though, she didn't need to know why board games weren't seen in a good light with the girl. "Is peanut butter and jelly fine?" She asked, glancing back to them.
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Post by CreamCrow on May 12, 2017 0:44:00 GMT -5
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IC :: Chance nodded, "Yeah definately- oh, wait. Uh, Bobby is allergic to peanut butter, but to make it easy you can just make him a sandwich with jelly." Bobby nodded apologetically giving a smile. He was really allergic to any type of nut and he was largely lactose intolerant didn't stop him from eating ice cream though.
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Post by CreamCrow on May 12, 2017 0:47:54 GMT -5
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IC :: Jane rubbed her hand as she walked. The streets were busier today than normal. Though she supposed she was more used to it by dark by now, it was when she did leave the home for the previous two nights. And there was hardly anywhere light, she wondered why she even did it now. And she walked and walked and walked for quite a while.
She only stopped when seeing a girl carefully walk around the streets, walking around every so often as if looking for someone- no. She was avoiding someone. And Jane was about to go see if she needed some help until a gust of wind her her and she jumped kinda badly. She was not expecting that. And due to that was knocked forward a bit and carefully trying to balance. And with that she continued forward ignoring anything else.
Which is why she wasn't expecting someone to bump into her,m gasp a little, and then drag Jane by the hoodie into an alleyway forcefully- who the hell was that strong to just drag Jane off? "I heard you died!"
Jane was now very confused as another girl spoke in complete disbelief. Jane had- died?
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