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Post by 𝕊’𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖 on May 5, 2017 23:11:00 GMT -5
OOC It's pretty great, I also like that she like, could have died and instead she's here, mad that Maverick didn't get to Beau in time. She really cares about her siblings.
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Post by CreamCrow on May 5, 2017 23:13:16 GMT -5
OoC :: Considering she has had few interactions with her other siblings, she would risk her life for them. She would kill for them, she loves her siblings so much, and when somebody hurts one, they receive a lot of hate. Even if they are still family. She'd rather of died than let Beau have to go through that kind of pain.
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Post by 𝕊’𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖 on May 5, 2017 23:24:18 GMT -5
OOC That's so sweet really, and Beau, oh it's definitely going to hurt him pretty good, more so than it already has as he's gonna keep thinking about it and he feels like it's all his fault and he's become some sort of responsibility of his siblings and will probably end up distancing himself at first because of it, and oh goodness I have a lot of Beau feels.
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Post by CreamCrow on May 5, 2017 23:30:48 GMT -5
OoC :: Yeah, oh- and this is one of the reasons Shiva wanted Mav to get Beau back to normal first. She is seriously worried of people distancing themselves from her again, because she still isn't close with most of her family-only Beau. Mav is not on good terms with. She isn't as close with Ives or Norman anymore- as though she ever really was. So if Beau leaves her, she'll have Thaddeus and partially Skyler, because Nanami is not a good friend to Shiva regarding Shiva's mental health.
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Post by Fire on Cloud Nine on May 5, 2017 23:36:14 GMT -5
OOC: Ah this isn't really working out for them
IC: Maverick sighed. "The only thing I went out of my way to do for Tabby was give her somewhere to stay for a while because she was kicked out of her pack and nearly killed by her pack leader and that was because she refused to kill me! It was the least I could do." He explained to her quietly. "I know it was my fault the other three are dead, I let one of them go so they could live and I saw what happened to her. And I'm sorry but I don't think you could have made it any longer. You were nearly dead when we got you to the car." He told her, not looking at her in fear of seeing the fury in her eyes.
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Post by 𝕊’𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖 on May 5, 2017 23:36:46 GMT -5
OOC The thing is, Beau will probably distance himself from his friends and other family members, but he knows how much connections mean to Shiva and I think he'd be determined to stick around for her, even if he doesn't seem completely there, as he will often be drifting off...but like, not normal Beau drifting, more like pained drifting, if that makes sense.
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Post by CreamCrow on May 5, 2017 23:49:48 GMT -5
OoC :: I wasn't expecting it to, which is olay in the aspect the drama will continue.
Oh thank goodness for your goodness Beau. Shiva would really need that, and Shiva will be supporting Beau as much as she can and try to do her best to help him through his pain.
IC :: "No, you haven't. You have met up with her so many times, you have down so much for her than I haven't ever seen you do for us. You carefully watch over her as though she is the purpose of your life, you allow her to do as she pleases without a word against her, you act as though she hasn't ever lifted a claw against you! You'd risk your life for her if you could, and I bet if it came down to it, it would be her over your family," Shiva spoke a growl edged in her throat. "And I could have- you had no idea whether or not if I was nearly dead or not by or inside the car anyways, because you chose to pick Tabby first."
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Post by 𝕊’𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖 on May 5, 2017 23:55:11 GMT -5
OOC Beau loves Shiva way too much to drift from her too, he knows how much that would hurt her and even if he wasn't doing so great. But yeah Beau isn't gonna get over this for a long time. Poor boy will need any support he can get.
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Post by CreamCrow on May 6, 2017 0:02:23 GMT -5
OoC :: I'm glad that that will stay, oh thank goodness. And yeah, she will certainly help if he needs it.
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Post by 𝕊’𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖 on May 6, 2017 0:05:38 GMT -5
OOC Yeah, then Beau isn't particularly close with the rest of his family, closer to Mav then the other two brothers though, and he's definitely gonna drift from Mav on account of feeling horrible for attacking him.
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Post by CreamCrow on May 6, 2017 0:06:22 GMT -5
OoC :: Yeah, anytime Beau shifts near people he hurts one of his siblings.... first Shiva, now Mav. Poor Beau.
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Post by 𝕊’𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖 on May 6, 2017 0:07:59 GMT -5
OOC Yeah, Beau's gonna give up entirely on shifting at this point and just try to forget that he even can. Also I listened to that song you said fit Beau, and I can see it.
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Post by CreamCrow on May 6, 2017 0:10:11 GMT -5
OoC :: Poor Beau, I doubt that's going to work out for him. And hooray, I though he could mostly fit, just some parts less so.
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Post by Fire on Cloud Nine on May 6, 2017 0:13:44 GMT -5
OOC: Yeah true.
IC: No, he was sure Shiva was more then just annoyed with him. She might not use the word, but he was sure that she hated him. He'd choked up a little and his voice sort of showed it. "I still love you Shiva, whatever you think of me." He said very quietly. He wanted to be close to his sister. He honestly had no idea that he had made her not like him so much. He knew he wouldn't be able to be friends with her just like that, but he really had no idea he'd affected her so badly.
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Post by 𝕊’𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖 on May 6, 2017 0:14:39 GMT -5
OOC i feel bad for Beau, the poor defected boy. He can be really dangerous when in wolf form. Also yeah, for the most part it fit him. Like...a darker song for him. I like it.
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Post by CreamCrow on May 6, 2017 0:18:39 GMT -5
OoC :: Poor Beau, this poor child needs some help. That was what I was generally thinking while listening to it.
IC :: "I think of you as someone who loves a goddamn monster more than you're family, it's possible to love someone and still favor someone else. I think of you as my older brother who doesn't listen to me. I tof you as an idiot who doesn't think before doing anything and all that has done is ruin his relationship with his sister because of it, and she is not going to so easily forgive him because she thinks what he did was some of the worst things you could do to family," Shiva said coldly before going quiet. it was harsh, but she was irritated, annoyed, she very much disliked her brother at this time.
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Post by 𝕊’𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖 on May 6, 2017 0:29:46 GMT -5
OOC Yes he does, the poor thing.
Speaking of Beau.
IC Beau lied on the floor for a few minutes, drifting off into sleep until he jolted back away, only minutes after falling asleep on his floor. He had...well he had had a rather awful short bad dream. He sat there, panting hard as he looked around his room and smacked his face, bringing his hand up to rub his temples, messing his glasses up on his face. Right, he was home again. He had meant to go, get out for awhile but he had just passed out...He shook his head and got up, walking over to his bed and dropped to the floor as he got under his bed and tore an evelope off from underneath the mattress. It was full of money he had earned over the last two years, he pulled out just a little and stuck it back in place as he got up and shoved the money into his pocket as he grabbed some tennis shoes and walked out of his room, fixing his glasses. Coffee and a walk, that should help. He padded softly down the stairs and started to the door, pausing briefly to wonder if he should fill in Kali. Finally he decided to just shout to anyone that could hear. "I'm going on a walk, I'll be back later!" Before he walked out.
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Post by CreamCrow on May 6, 2017 0:40:30 GMT -5
OoC :: Where are you really boig Beau?
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Post by 𝕊’𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖 on May 6, 2017 0:41:25 GMT -5
OOC He is going on a walk, a long walk that ends in a coffee run.
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Post by CreamCrow on May 6, 2017 0:43:28 GMT -5
OoC :: Hmm, I wasn't sure if he was going to do anything else while walking.
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Post by 𝕊’𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖 on May 6, 2017 0:47:27 GMT -5
OOC Nah, he won't start having nightly endeavors at least for a few more days.
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Post by CreamCrow on May 6, 2017 0:48:20 GMT -5
OoC :: Mkay.
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Post by 𝕊’𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖 on May 6, 2017 0:48:56 GMT -5
OOC After that though, Beau will be sneaking out more often.
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Post by CreamCrow on May 6, 2017 0:51:48 GMT -5
OoC :: Oh noes
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Post by 𝕊’𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖 on May 6, 2017 0:53:25 GMT -5
OOC He's gonna need something to distract himself from feeling too down about everything.
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Post by CreamCrow on May 6, 2017 0:54:36 GMT -5
OoC :: I'm sad he is sad.
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Post by 𝕊’𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖 on May 6, 2017 1:00:25 GMT -5
OOC Beau gives me a lot of feels honestly, I've got a lot planned for him and I kinda just wanna hug him.
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Post by CreamCrow on May 6, 2017 1:00:58 GMT -5
OoC :: wordsI just hope none of those plans are death. IC :: words
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Post by Fire on Cloud Nine on May 6, 2017 1:07:37 GMT -5
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IC: Maverick sighed. He didn't care more about Tabby then Shiva! He was sure about it but...is that really what other people think when they see them? He hoped not. He slowly sank down into the bed with a pained wince. He...he honestly wished he hadn't met Tabby, or at least...just something other then this. he didn't know how to fix anything between them, and he was too scared to say anything in case he just screwed up yet again and ruined it. It seemed to be his best skill so far, ruining thing. He got so caught up with going to meet Tabby, he never had the time to be with Shiva or Beau or any of the others.
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Post by CreamCrow on May 6, 2017 1:10:50 GMT -5
OoC :: scene?
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