I guess I'll try this. Looking for a mate!

Thanks >~>

I dont get it
Why do people just keep turning their backs on me
Why dont people ever reach out to me
Why dont people actually act like they care and include me
Why dont people like me
Why cant i keep a single friend or freaking relationship
What am i doing so wrong?
I just want to feel loved and accepted
And not alone
I want people to care
Actually care
Not just tell me that they care
But hardly ever talk to me
Or check on me
Or even act like they remotely care
All i have is my boyfriend and i feel like he is slipping away
My dad is around too but he and i hardly get to talk or see each other
I just dont know what to do
I just want to be loved
I just want someone to care
I hate feeling worthless and unwanted all the time
Im tired of being sad
I just want to be happy
But it feels like no matter how hard i try
I cannot be happy
I dont want to remember this life.
I dont want this life anymore.
I dont want life.

Yay c: Webas

I'm great, how are you? c:

Good question c:
For one I prefer taking the bus to driving... Driving's not my thing and I'm not sure if I ever will x3
I'm an artist, and I want to work on animated movies or video games someday. I watch Disney movies often. No shame ^^
I listen to mostly rock and alternative music. But I like instrumentals and other genres too.
My favorite subject is history and I used to debate a lot because I'm a truthseeker of sorts.

Bonus random thing:
I also really like the country of Iceland, and I'm considering moving there once I've finished my art degree I already speak two languages- German and English.

You studied it? That's cool I feel like German's more difficult to learn than English. I had to learn English when I came here (I was born in Germany).

Even with all the pronouns? English seems like it has less and smaller words. I can barely read German anymore... I think I should practice it again x3

Yeah, I can relate
Some languages suit some people better than others. I love learning languages though. I think they're very beautiful. c:

I'm going to sleep now, good night Blue ^^
I'll be back tomorrow

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