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Post by Deleted on Mar 1, 2017 22:19:25 GMT -5
Oh I'm not thinking about that either, just idk. Thinkin about the afterlifes and my own existence.
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Post by Sour Candy on Mar 1, 2017 22:20:42 GMT -5
I'm actually listening to this while I reflect on my thoughts about it. Not only does it just plain sound cool but it's even about Hel
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Post by Deleted on Mar 1, 2017 22:24:18 GMT -5
You got some cool asf music. Gimmie. make a playlist.
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Post by Sour Candy on Mar 1, 2017 22:27:42 GMT -5
Brb gonna actually make a playlist so I don't have to search these songs over and over again
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Post by Sour Candy on Mar 1, 2017 22:32:08 GMT -5
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Post by Deleted on Mar 1, 2017 22:35:41 GMT -5
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Post by Sour Candy on Mar 1, 2017 22:35:42 GMT -5
Tbh Krummavísur might be one of my favorites
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Post by Deleted on Mar 1, 2017 22:37:30 GMT -5
I feel like my playlist is best on shuffle.
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Post by Sour Candy on Mar 1, 2017 22:37:47 GMT -5
God damn that "Rise to Åsgard" one sounds awesome
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Post by Deleted on Mar 1, 2017 22:38:49 GMT -5
Yeah man!! If you want to listen you better save the link cause it's not public.
That playlist basically defines me as a person tbh.
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Post by Sour Candy on Mar 1, 2017 22:40:08 GMT -5
There's some gr8 music in that playlist 👌
I think I might meditate for a little bit, maybe I can figure out why Hel seems to be on my mind so much...
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Post by Deleted on Mar 1, 2017 22:43:06 GMT -5
I probably should too. I haven't done that in a week whOOPS. I probably need to see what Loki is up to because he hasn't bothered me in a while either and that's unusual because he can't ever leave me alone???
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Post by Sour Candy on Mar 1, 2017 22:50:37 GMT -5
BY THE GODS SOMETHING ACTUALLY HAPPENED
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Post by Deleted on Mar 1, 2017 22:56:05 GMT -5
WHAT WHAT IS IT GIMMIE THE DEETS FAM I GOTTA KNOW IM EXCITED FOR YOU HOLY HECK.
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Post by Sour Candy on Mar 1, 2017 22:56:57 GMT -5
Okay okay lemme explain
So I was meditating like normal, nothing too crazy was happening But then I look over and notice my big candle's flame is flickering like crazy Like going from a tiny flame to a roaring mini bonfire every millisecond It stops after a bit and then I ask aloud "Is that you, Hel?" and then it starts flickering again So I get really excited and starting asking things like "Is there a reason my thoughts have turned to you?" and stuff like that, and the only answer I really get is that I become aware of my heartbeat Like I can feel my heart beating in my chest and my pulse in my hands and forearms And after a little of that, the flame goes back to normal
Not sure what it means bUT I ACTUALLY GOT A REPLY
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Post by Deleted on Mar 1, 2017 23:00:09 GMT -5
Cool! Oh man that's a pretty definite answer if I do say so myself. When I said my thoughts turned to Hel I sort of meant the place. I've been thinking about Valhalla too tbh. But yeah.
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Post by Sour Candy on Mar 1, 2017 23:01:19 GMT -5
Well I meant both, the goddess and the place. And I was thinking about Valhalla a bit earlier today, but that was mainly because I was talking to my friend about infinite bacon and mead.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 1, 2017 23:14:49 GMT -5
I kinda never saw the appeal of alcohol of any kind but the three drinks I don't think I would mind are mead, pina colada, and strawberry daiquiri.
I know, i know, the other two are fruity, un-manly drinks. Sue me. I have a sweet tooth. >:^(
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Post by Sour Candy on Mar 1, 2017 23:16:37 GMT -5
Tbh I really want to try alcohol Damn my common sense!
And you ain't gettin' any judge from me, I've had a piña colada sobe and it was great
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Post by Deleted on Mar 1, 2017 23:30:21 GMT -5
I LOVE SOBE. I have virgin pina colada every time I go to applebees.
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Post by Sour Candy on Mar 1, 2017 23:35:40 GMT -5
Sounds really good! o3o
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Post by Sour Candy on Mar 1, 2017 23:59:05 GMT -5
Hey I Am In Your Walls, how long are you going to be online for? I can't sleep at all and it would be nice to have a great friend to talk to
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Post by Deleted on Mar 2, 2017 0:01:28 GMT -5
Well I'm about to leave for a bit to have some more food but i'll be back soon, ok?
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Post by Sour Candy on Mar 2, 2017 0:02:25 GMT -5
Alright, sounds good!
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Post by Dingoleap on Mar 2, 2017 0:08:34 GMT -5
I have returned Sour! Don't worry!
I don't drink much alcohol (mostly cause I'm underage until August ^_^' - I'm allowed a little bit on special occasions ) but I do like apple cider. And raspberry cruisers. They are my favourite.
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Post by Sour Candy on Mar 2, 2017 0:10:26 GMT -5
Hiya Dingo! The one time I had alcohol was when my dad let me have a tiny sip of wine when I was five or six. It tasted awful and I spit it back out right then and there lol Did you see my post about my experience with Hel? I'm still so happy about it!
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Post by Dingoleap on Mar 2, 2017 0:12:39 GMT -5
Hey hey!
I don't like wine, either. It's gross. I dislike most alcohol, really.
I did! It sounds like an incredible experience! It's really good that you were able to connect - that must feel awesome.
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Post by Sour Candy on Mar 2, 2017 0:15:22 GMT -5
It felt so good, honestly. It was the first time I actually made contact with a god/goddess, any doubts I've had about this before have washed away. I mean sure, there was that one time I made an offering to Odin and he sent me snow, but this is the first time I had full on contact with one
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Post by Dingoleap on Mar 2, 2017 0:18:50 GMT -5
That's great, Sour! You must feel so empowered! Especially since you're not doubting yourself anymore!
Speaking of gods, I might try to contact someone this weekend. I haven't spoken to Bast in a while, so I should probably check in.
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Post by Sour Candy on Mar 2, 2017 0:20:56 GMT -5
I truly do. Though, I'm still not sure what the whole heartbeat thing is about...maybe something to do with my blood?
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