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Post by VIXENCLAW on Feb 26, 2023 16:02:49 GMT -5
Brownleaf's ears flattened at Siltpath's attempt at reassurance. "Many of our clanmates look down on us just because we don't bound across the moor like they do. They'll never view them as 'WindClan kits.'" He replied bitterly, his voice quiet. His eyes didn't break away from the kits as he spoke.
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Post by Icefire15 on Feb 26, 2023 16:09:41 GMT -5
Thorndash looked surprised, jaws open for a moment before he snapped them shut. They had found kits on the territory? Would Ashsong be able to care for even more kits? He felt unsure for a moment, though he quickly was moved by the assurance in Ashsong's voice. She had not hesitated, even though she hadn't even seen the kits. Thorndash found himself impressed and ever more so warmed by her empathy. "If they need us, we'll help." Thorndash nodded. "I'll hunt twice as much prey if needed, you can bet on it." Ashsong gave a nod of agreement, looking back at Grasslight, “You can bring them to me.” She said, “I’m sure I’ll have plenty of milk for them.” Cloudkit and Berrykit squeaked as they nursed from their mother, their little paws kneading at Ashsong.
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Post by Moonblazer on Feb 26, 2023 16:13:23 GMT -5
“They’re in the medicine den. I’ll go see if Eclipsesky and Dawnshadow say it’s alright to move them to you.” Grasslight nodded, rushing quickly out of the nursery and back towards the medicine den. She paused when she saw Brownleaf’s proximity to the kits, and she knew then that her assumption was true.
Siltpath’s ears fell, though he did not argue. While tensions were not as bad as they had been a few moons ago, there was still an underlying judgement between tunnelers and moor-runners. “Well, if they do anything, then they’re breaking the code. No kit can be harmed. No matter what.” He assured, before glancing back at Grasslight and shuffling awkwardly.
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Post by VIXENCLAW on Feb 26, 2023 16:40:58 GMT -5
Brownleaf didn't reply to Siltpath. He wasn't so sure that he could trust the other WindClan cats, despite what the code says. His gaze finally shifted as he felt Siltpath's movement, and followed his glance to Grasslight. He stiffened, waiting for her to speak.
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Post by Moonblazer on Feb 26, 2023 16:53:46 GMT -5
Brownleaf didn't reply to Siltpath. He wasn't so sure that he could trust the other WindClan cats, despite what the code says. His gaze finally shifted as he felt Siltpath's movement, and followed his glance to Grasslight. He stiffened, waiting for her to speak. Grasslight stood in the entrance, finally mewing. “Ashsong has volunteered to nurse them. She had her own kits just earlier today, you would have missed it…” She mewed to Brownleaf, before she grew silent once more and finally took in a breath. “Brownleaf… are these kits yours?” She asked, not wanting to avoid the question or what it meant. “Are they hers?” She implied the name without saying it.
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Post by Willow on Feb 26, 2023 16:54:36 GMT -5
Eclipsesky sat back once he had diligently warmed them all up, satisfied that the kits would be fine once they got some milk in them. He frowned when his eyes caught on Clovekit, her fur pattern looked rather familiar... she couldn't be. He looked up, face turning rather grim as he locked eyes with Brownleaf. He got up, joining the crowd. "You can take them out of my den now. They're fine." He mewed firmly, not wanting to dwell on his realization too much. Brownleaf was a good cat, he reminded himself. Without her, these kits would be fine. The voice in his head didn't sound very reassured though.
Sagefoot hurried to tell Swiftstar the news the second Grasslight had mentioned Ashsong's name. She missed Grasslight's second question in her haste. The deputy had not noticed the kits looks on their trek back to camp.
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Post by VIXENCLAW on Feb 26, 2023 17:14:54 GMT -5
Brownleaf swallowed at Grasslight's question, and Eclipsesky's prompt request for them to leave. "They are." He confirmed with a short nod, glancing away from them. He didn't need to see that resentment that would flash across their eyes at his words. He looked towards the kits with uncertainty, would Ashsong really take them in?
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Post by Moonblazer on Feb 26, 2023 17:19:16 GMT -5
Siltpath tensed at the abruptness of Eclipsesky’s words, though it was Grasslight’s question and Brownleaf’s answer that really made the young Warrior feel a jolt of sadness for Brownleaf.
Grasslight nodded slowly, eyes unreadable for a moment before she swallowed and mewed. “Okay… Let’s get these kits to the nursery, and go from there. I imagine there’s a reason these kits are being brought here and not staying out with… her.” She flicked her ear, not yet knowing that Meadowbrook had died kitting, assuming instead that Meadowbrook had just abandoned the kits. It wouldn’t surprise her if she did.
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Post by VIXENCLAW on Feb 26, 2023 17:41:11 GMT -5
Brownleaf stayed silent for a moment, hesitating to reply. "She... didn't make it. She's dead." He said bluntly, trying to keep his face a blank mask. The words tore through his heart with overwhelming pain, but he couldn't let the others see how much he had still cared for her. They wouldn't react kindly to his mourning, and he couldn't risk anything that would keep him from their kits. She wanted him to protect these kits, and he would do so. He could deal with his feelings later, alone. He started forward, leaning down to pick up one of the tiny scraps of fur for their move to the nursery.
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Post by Moonblazer on Feb 26, 2023 17:51:49 GMT -5
Grasslight was stunned into silence at that, and while she held no remorse in her feelings of anger and hatred towards Meadowbrook, she also couldn’t help but feel a tugging at the parts of her that were a mother and a mate. She knew how deeply Brownleaf had loved Meadowbrook. As much as she wanted to question how Brownleaf had known this and why he was out where she had been, she also knew that it wasn’t her interrogation to hold.
Instead, she watched Brownleaf, Siltpath, and Palegaze take the kits, and prayed to Starclan that this meant Meadowbrook’s looming presence was gone for good.
Siltpath picked up another kit quickly, giving the cats in the medicine den a defensive look, before rushing quickly after Brownleaf.
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Post by Icefire15 on Feb 26, 2023 18:14:25 GMT -5
Ashsong waited in the nursery for them to bring the kits to her, nudging Cloudkit, who had squirmed away, closer to her belly. She had to wonder whose kits they were, and why they would be out on WindClan territory. Especially with leafbare beginning.
The grey tabby kit let out an indignant squeak when she was picked up, having finally gotten warm.
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Post by thistle on Feb 26, 2023 19:11:27 GMT -5
Palegaze's ears flattened at his cousin's harsh words, swallowing a growl. He bore as much love for Meadowbrook as any other cat in the Clan, but these three were kits, nothing more and nothing less. He felt his heart stutter when Brownleaf immediately revealed everything, but also a hint of pride at the bravery his fellow tunneler displayed for the sake of his kits. He scooped the kit into his jaws once more before following into the nursery, gently placing her beside Ashsong, watching as she lifted her into the curve of her belly.
Though the timing wasn't...ideal, Palegaze still dipped his head to the queen and her mate. "Congratulations, Ashsong, Thorndash," he meowed quietly. "Please take care of these three, as well." With that, the albino tom slipped quickly from the nursery and into the sandy clearing of the camp, wondering if he should speak with Eclipsesky.
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Post by Moonblazer on Feb 26, 2023 19:53:19 GMT -5
Siltpath trailed into the nursery, gently placing down one of the kits before Ashsong. The young Warrior gave her a cowed look, before mewing softly. "Brownleaf's coming in with the last one... I... thank you for being willing to feed them..." He paused, stepping back quickly as his paws shuffled. Would she be willing to nurse them? Surely she would recognize the blood scent and color of her sister's pelt upon the kits. Would that be enough for her to not deny them?
Thorndash's blood went cold when he finally recognized the scent and sight of the three kits. That... that was- He bristled, ears flat with tension as he almost instinctively curled his tail closer to Frostkit, Cloudkit, and Berrykit. Meadowbrook couldn't be back! She had been expecting kits the whole time?! He looked at Ashsong with wide eyes.
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Post by Willow on Feb 27, 2023 16:41:05 GMT -5
Eclipseseky watched the warriors take the kits before settling back into his nest with a sigh. He had done his job, he had made sure the kits were warm and now they would be fed. He knew he would have to check in on them later as much as he didn't want to. He flicked his ears, wondering what Swiftstar would say when he found out.
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Post by thistle on Feb 27, 2023 17:38:50 GMT -5
Deciding that he needed to see his cousin, the warrior headed for the prey pile first. Palegaze picked a small rabbit out of the pile before heading to the medicine den. He paused, setting down the rabbit. “Eclipsesky,” he called quietly. “I’m coming in.” He picked up the prey again before pushing into den tucked into the gorse. He padded over to the medicine cat’s nest, setting down the rabbit in front of him.
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Post by Willow on Feb 27, 2023 17:51:12 GMT -5
Eclipsesky raised his head, blinking as Palegaze padded in. He looked at the rabbit with a frown, his stomach was still twisting in knots at the thought of her. "Hi." he returned, his voice flat. "Where'd you find them? W-was she there?"
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Post by thistle on Feb 27, 2023 18:33:34 GMT -5
Palegaze settled in front of the violet-eyed tom, his pink eyes sliding off to the side as his ears tilted back.
"We were patrolling the tunnels near the Highstones end of the territory," he meowed uneasily. "Siltpath cleared a block and when we came up onto the moor, Spottedclaw caught Brownleaf's scent. Then we also smelled blood and," he paused, exhaling heavily. "Well, we realized he had kits with him. We all knew, immediately, that they were hers. And that they were his." He looked down at his paws for a somber moment, sinking his claws into the sandy earth. He sighed again, looking pleadingly at his cousin. "She's dead, that's for certain. You could smell it as well as I could on those kits, see it in Brownleaf's face."
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Post by VIXENCLAW on Feb 27, 2023 18:36:06 GMT -5
Brownleaf entered the nursery last, the small kit in his jaws letting out a tiny mew as she was lowered onto the soft moss. He glanced up as he saw Thorndash tense, and forced his fur not to bristle at the reaction. He turned his attention to Ashsong, suddenly remembering she was Meadowbrook's sister. These kits were her family too, hopefully she would be accepting of them. "They need to eat." He said simply, knowing she would quickly recognize the scent on the kits' fur. He didn't speak further, waiting for her reaction with a guarded expression.
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Post by Moonblazer on Feb 27, 2023 18:40:28 GMT -5
Siltpath watched, tense in case Brownleaf was in any danger from Thorndash, though he felt his heart break as the little mottled she-kit he had placed down had begun to wail weekly for food. She really did look just like her mother, and Siltpath only felt a wave of guilt at what that would mean as she grew. He had always been soft around kits, just like his mother was. In fact, Siltpath could see the way Mottledsong paced at the back of the nursery, staring at the kits with a desperate look as if she herself wanted to feed them, even though she was dried of milk.
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Post by Willow on Feb 27, 2023 18:59:59 GMT -5
Eclipsesky's ears flattened, hoping Meadowbrook was trapped forever in the dark forest away from him and the clan. "Brownleaf is a good cat, but he shouldn't have been there with her." he mewed with a small growl. "I'll accept those kits have a place here because of him, but I don't have to like it."
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Post by thistle on Feb 27, 2023 19:09:04 GMT -5
"I think Brownleaf made a mistake, falling in love with her, but," he meowed sympathetically, glancing at Eclipsesky. "It's hard to deny what our hearts want; you know that."
Taking a moment to let his words hang in the air between them, Palegaze took a bite from the rabbit. Once he'd swallowed, he continued. "He shouldn't have been there, no. But I'm glad he was, or those kits would have died with their mother. Those kits have a place here, not only because of Brownleaf, but also the Code." He took another bite of the rabbit before pushing the prey towards Eclipsesky. "Even if it weren't for the Code. Those kits deserve good lives."
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Post by Icefire15 on Feb 27, 2023 19:11:19 GMT -5
Ashsong’s eyes widened for a split second when she took in the kit’s appearance before she flicked her ear, shaking away the thought like a piece of cobweb. She swept the kits closer to her belly with her tail, looking up at Brownleaf and giving a nod, “Of course. I’ll care for them as if they are my own.” She mewed firmly, giving Thorndash a steely look as if to challenge him to protest against her decision.
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Post by Moonblazer on Feb 27, 2023 19:23:18 GMT -5
Siltpath's eyes brimmed with relief. Starclan thank Ashsong's kind heart. He watched the kits be ushered close to her, and saw how quickly the little mottled she-kit latched right onto the queen.
Thorndash held Ashsong's gaze, both searching and unsure, yet he could see there that she had no hesitation, and she had made her choice. If she would be able to do it... then he knew he would be able to as well. They were kits, they were not their mother. He reminded himself this as he looked down at the now six kits at Ashsong's belly. He looked up at Brownleaf, nodding lightly.
"You can trust in Ashsong... and in me too. They're... they're Windclan, like you, Brownleaf." He conceded.
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Post by VIXENCLAW on Feb 27, 2023 20:10:59 GMT -5
Brownleaf flooded with relief at Thorndash and Ashsong's words. "Thank you." His voice was quiet, grateful. "I... I know it's a lot to ask... but I don't know what else I could do." He suddenly admitted, a fraction of his inner fear slipping out. He had no idea how to be a father, how he could learn to act like one. Especially alone, now, without a mate.
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Post by Icefire15 on Feb 27, 2023 20:30:11 GMT -5
Ashsong gave Brownleaf a light smile, “It’s alright. They are my kin just as much as they are yours. I won’t let any harm come to them.” She mewed, looking down at the three new additions. “Have you named them yet?” She asked, glancing back up at Brownleaf.
Couldkit let out an indignant squeak when the three kits were added at his mother’s belly. He crawled over Berrykit, who squealed as he did, trying to find a less crowded space to nurse from his mother.
The grey tabby kit quickly latched onto Ashsong, her little paws kneading furiously for the queen’s milk.
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Post by Willow on Feb 27, 2023 21:35:19 GMT -5
"I think Brownleaf made a mistake, falling in love with her, but," he meowed sympathetically, glancing at Eclipsesky. "It's hard to deny what our hearts want; you know that." Taking a moment to let his words hang in the air between them, Palegaze took a bite from the rabbit. Once he'd swallowed, he continued. "He shouldn't have been there, no. But I'm glad he was, or those kits would have died with their mother. Those kits have a place here, not only because of Brownleaf, but also the Code." He took another bite of the rabbit before pushing the prey towards Eclipsesky. "Even if it weren't for the Code. Those kits deserve good lives." Eclipsesky steeled his gaze as Palegaze seemed to call him out, he was not in the mood to talk about anything related to that right now. "Ashsong will care for them I'm sure. I'll do what I need to do and nothing more. Swiftstar hasn't even said they could stay yet. His word is law."
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Post by thistle on Feb 27, 2023 21:43:11 GMT -5
"Hasn't said they could stay?" Palegaze let an incredulous edge creep into his voice. "They're kits! He can't turn them away, that would be against the code!" he stated firmly.
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Post by Willow on Feb 27, 2023 21:51:44 GMT -5
Eclipsesky scoffed, "Yes, but Swiftstar said he was not accepting any more forbidden relationships in the clan, and as far as I remember Meadowbrook was not a member of Windclan." he spat out. He couldn't remember ever feeling this bitter during a conversation with Palegaze, he was usually a source of comfort for the medicine cat. Eclipsesky shook his head, "Whatever Swiftstar decides, I'll comply with. I'm loyal to our clan and the medicine cat code. You know that Palegaze." he mewed, eyes flashing with challenge.
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Post by thistle on Feb 27, 2023 22:05:51 GMT -5
"Then he has every right to banish Brownleaf, but what have the kits done? What is their crime, being born?!" Palegaze said, a growl in his throat. Arguing with Eclipsesky like this felt awful, it felt wrong, but the idea of these newborn kits being cast out was almost worse. He felt the short hair of his pelt rising on his neck.
"I'm as loyal a warrior as any other cat in these territories, but loyalty without morality is just blind faith, and I'd sooner feed myself to a fox than shut my eyes to what's in front of me." He stood, his tail lashing. He let out a shaky breath, dropping his head. "And what I see are three kits who never asked to be born out of forbidden love, yet will have to bear the sins of their parents," he looked up, eyes hard. "Eat the rabbit, Eclipsesky. I'm going out." With that, he turned and stalked from the medicine den.
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Post by Willow on Feb 27, 2023 22:21:02 GMT -5
Eclipsesky growled at his empty den, ripping into the rabbit harshly. He wasn't even hungry, but tearing into the rabbit at least made him feel a little bit better. After a few bites, he placed his head down, curling up in his nest. Thoughts swirled in his head, guilt hanging heavy in his stomach. Those kits don't deserve his hatred, he knew that deep down. But that didn't change the disdain he felt as he had looked at Clovekit.
Sandfall blinked in surprise as he watched Palegaze storm out of the medicine cat den, "Everything okay Palegaze?"
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