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Post by Fangirl Realist on Aug 3, 2016 1:45:54 GMT -5
XD I can see that, but it's a trait I really like in people, if it's genuine. If you need to sleep, I'll let you. Just be sure to let me know ^.^ I can literally stay up for hours, especially in the summer. Usually I can recover my sleeping pattern after about 2 days, give or...give. XD Sorry if I weirded you out with the mom comments. And, <333 Thanks for staying, but like I said earlier...well, you know, of course. When it comes to real problems in real life, I don't really cry. In a way, it's just because I'm stubborn and I refuse to cry in front of others. It's not very healthy, but I feel so embarrassed if I she'd tears in front of people. However, I did do it in front of a big group of people on a performance night...it wasn't part of the performance, either. Embarrassing, but I wasn't alone. I can fake it in Theater, and fortunately my teacher understands that tears aren't easy to produce to begin with. She usually has us cup our hands over our eyes, or quickly do a rolling mascara effect in the dressing room if we have time to be off stage. My characters have never cried...yet. The class was honestly so random, but I learned a lot from it. And you aren't far from the truth with your theory. I THINK I want to be a teacher, but I'm not 100% positive. I might try to become a psychologist, since the mind and humans are very interesting to me. I also wonder if I should get a career as a journalist, or something that can get me traveling the world. I have always wanted to be an author, and let's face it - I can do that no matter what career I initially pursue. However, teaching does sound fun. I can't wait to go to assist at different elementary schools this year...if I don't have to sacrifice the class.
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Post by AgentFire on Aug 3, 2016 1:53:52 GMT -5
It is indeed genuine. I don't think of random things to say. Then it wouldn't be very random xD I don't need to sleep, like, I'm perfectly fine staying up, and I plan to stay up for a few hours. I know that this is unhealthy, especially what you're doing, but I mean, we're young, it's fun, and we might as well enjoy summer while it exists. xD You didn't weird me out that much, I just was unsure of what to say at first xD It'd take a lot more to scare me off. And yes, I know, and yes I'll stay. <333333
I admire that in you. Honestly, even though I'm now a grown man, if my mum even starts to yell at me, I'm a sniveling mess. I don't like arguing or fighting that much, unless it's done in a good humored manner. I imagine you did it because of all the feels. Which is completely understandable, on rare occasions, I cry at shows and other things like that. Glad you weren't alone though. It's great that you have an understanding Theater teacher! Well, however it happens, I'm sure with those tips your teacher provides, you'll do just fine c; When your characters do cry, that is.
You know, it's classes like that I respect. I can see I'm apparently good at reading people, and well, reading xD You've got a lot of interests to pursue, and whatever you do, I'm sure your friends and family will support you. I will too. c; The human mind is very interesting, from the normal person, to the wackos that do insane things. Honestly, Soph, I would love to be an Author too. I could see so much I could do with it, it'd be amazing. I hope you don't have to sacrifice it though. Kids are awesome, except when they're not xD
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Post by Fangirl Realist on Aug 3, 2016 2:33:05 GMT -5
You're so sweet. Thanks for staying up, even if it's not really for me. It's fun, and once again you have a point - it's summer, let's enjoy it while we can. I think we both have lots of school-related responsibilities this upcoming school year, so we oughtta kick back and enjoy it while we can. Not arguing with your mom is something even more admirable, in my opinion. I'm not saying my mom and I argue a lot, especially not these days, but getting along with your parents is a wonderful thing. It shows that you genuinely care about them. I don't know how to explain it, but it's true. I hate to break it to you, but you read one thing wrong - it wasn't the feels that got to me. It was the last performance with the seniors, and I was crying over a particularly student who was leaving. Ugh, I still miss him, but I've got my own future to take of. Still, it was a very emotional night. I might go into detail someday, but for now, I'd like to keep the memory in gold casing. It isn't that I don't trust you, but it's very personal and I want to savor it a little longer. Ha...understanding Teacher...she's awesome, but she can be very strict and snapoy. Though, that's what I love about her. She doesn't take no for an answer and that's how I've become the actress and person I am today. I can't wait to work with her more. Sorry if I talk about Theater too much. You haven't given me any reason to apologize, but I know how it irks some people. I hardly have anything to add to that last one. I just simply agree with everything you said.
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Post by AgentFire on Aug 3, 2016 2:53:44 GMT -5
Well, I've been told I'm made of sugar. (Not really xD) It's partly for you, partly because I'm not tired, and partly because I've been having a good night c; Yes, I've been enjoying this summer, even if it has flown by so quickly. And I'll enjoy it until the 22nd, when college starts.
Well, I didn't say we didn't argue. But most times, it's over silly things. Occasionally it gets bad, but I respect her, and I love her. I genuinely do care about her, and I get exactly what you're saying, completely!
Oh okay, well, I'm not perfect, nor do I claim to be. I'm sad that your friend left, but the future will have many more friends in store. And just a lot of good stuff in general. I see great things happening to you c; Alright, that's understandable, some memories are meant for you, and you want to enjoy them yourself. Not everything must be shared c;
Oh wow, well I mean, I don't take back understanding. But you know, you're right, it's called tough love. And no, you're right, you don't need to apologize. Honestly, I may not say as much, because I don't have as much to add to the conversation, but I still love reading about it, because you love it.
I know the feeling, and I understand. I think we do agree on a lot of things, and that's absolutely wonderful. <3
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Post by Fangirl Realist on Aug 3, 2016 3:23:34 GMT -5
That reminds me of a former spice chart from OTD, which compared personalities to different spices and condiments. I believe I was cinnamon xD I'll send a link if you're interested. It's from the previous site.
Yeah, I have a vacation to look forward to before school starts, so I'm happy about that. I'll enjoy every minute of my break. It's been a nice one, a lot nicer than the past two, in which I hardly did anything. This year I'm actually trying to get my life straightened out. School starts for me on the 22nd, too, but honestly I think we've been scammed somewhere.
I guess that's a normal mother-child relationship, because I'm that way with my mom.
Oh yeah, definitely more friends. I am looking forward to the arrival of certain Theater 3 students. Plus, the ones who left will definitely visit the classroom again, and after I've graduated, I plan on doing the same. The Black Box is my home away from home.
Tough love. I can agree on that. I think she's even called it that herself before. It's relieving to hear that you enjoy listening to me talk about it. It's just a huge part of my life and who I am in contrast to who I was 3 years ago. I feel like when I tell people about my Theater experience, I'm telling them everything about me. However, obviously there's still more to me than Theater, which I can't wait to show all of my Internet friends some day.
Yep, it sure is. ^.^
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Post by AgentFire on Aug 3, 2016 3:39:04 GMT -5
Oh, that's okay. If I had to guess though, my spice would probably be cinnamon too. Sweet, with a kick. Going back to the old site is pointless for me at this point.
Oh yeah, vacations are always super duper fun. I don't really get a vacation, just a wedding as I've mentioned. This break is better than last years, when I basically did nothing, because I had to catch up on school. I'm trying to get my life straightened too, which is why I made a mate thread. In case this is indeed how I'm meant to find the love of my life. And I hope I have, but time will tell everything. We've been scammed indeed, but college will be easier for me, than high school will for you. :'P
Yeah, we also have a special bond, since well... Eh, stuff and things. Kind of depressing.
That's awesome, about you meeting new friends, seeing old ones, and getting to visit your Theater again and again. I sometimes wish I could revisit places from my past, but that's not so easy.
It's the best way you can ever teach someone. It's difficult on both parties, but it's the best way to learn. Exactly, and there's a lot I can still share about me, which maybe I will one day. But I know the feeling. It is your life, a big part of it anyways. It's only natural to share c; And I can't wait to see that myself.
Because you can never have enough hearts. <3 <3 <3
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Post by Fangirl Realist on Aug 3, 2016 4:27:41 GMT -5
Yeah, same, with both things you said. Er, well, I do have reasons to go back to the old site, so I can save important coversations and transfer some roleplay (I keep procrastinating with that too, which is not a good idea since others are depending on me this time). ^.^ Well then, if you don't get to go on vacation, then I'll just have to take scenic pictures of Colorado for you. Ooh! I could create a travel blog on here! It would be really nice to document my trips, or even just interesting life happenings. Plenty of people have found their soul mate online. I don't know if you've heard about the relationship between PewdiePie and Marzia, but they originally met online. Ugh, they are the ultimate goals! They aren't just a couple for publicity - you can tell they genuinely care for each other, and it's just so sweet <3 I want to have a relationship like theirs, but like I've said, all successful relationships are different and beautiful in their own unique way. I don't know about that last part. Senior year looks pretty promising. I'll be in a lot of great classes I've been wanting to take since Freshman year. That isn't to say I am 100% excited or that I think everything will go swimmingly. There's always struggles, but I aim to make Senior year pop. You don't have to tell me, don't worry. I understand. I'm closer to my mom than my dad, because she's more relatable. I used to be more like my dad when I was younger, but my mom and I are almost the exact same when it comes to high school stuff. Yeah, same, with some things. There are certain feelings I wish I could relive, certain people I'm dying to see again, but that can't happen, obviously. So, I'm taking the oppurtunity with Theater because it's out there. I don't ever want to leave...but my Theater teacher would NOT have that with anybody. She does love us, she loves talking to us, but as she says, "I want to see you some day, but not every day." She wants to live her life and we want to live ours, which is understandable and realistic. You can share as little or as much with me as you're comfortable with. I appreciate conversation, but I also understand keeping stuff to one's self. I do it all the time. Right back at you <3 <3 <3 It's really not necessary, though ^.^
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Post by AgentFire on Aug 3, 2016 4:39:49 GMT -5
Since I wasn't on there for such a long while, I don't really feel inclined to go back. I'm just glad my friend, Lostwhisker, told me about this new site. (Yeah, definitely hurry, before it shuts down lol)
Ooh, that would really be super cool. I would totes follow your travel blog. (I can't believe I just said totes, what's up with me this morning?) I mean, who hasn't heard of Pewdiepie and Marzia. I was subbed to him when he was below 10 mil. But then, well, he got too big, and I just kind of fell out of his age radius. And while I'm not knocking people my age who like him, it's just not my thing anymore. They're cute though, I have to admit. I love couples that are real, and not fake. <3 You're absolutely right, all are different and unique. And honestly, I know what I need from my soul mate. Somebody to share with me, care about me, and accept me for all that I am. And with that, I can give them the same, and hopefully more.
Alright, fair enough. But the difference between your Senior year, which I'm sure will be awesome, and my Freshman College year, is that I have control over my schedule, and when I go, and what not. You're still time restricted XP I hope your Senior year pops though.
Yeah, maybe one day I'll share, but right now... Yeah, I guess I'm a mama's boy. Or mama's man now. Haha. My mom and I just generally get along for the most part.
Sometimes, some days, I do wish I could relive easier parts of my childhood. But I'm glad I can't, because if I lived in the past, I wouldn't have a future. Yeah, I can imagine. She wants you to go off and do bigger, and better things. That is very understandable and realistic, you're right. Again, as I said, living in the past will leave you without a future. So live everyday to it's fullest, and enjoy it xD
I'd love to share more with you, just, not yet. Everything will come with time, and I want to ease you into, well, me xD
<3 <3 <3 Yes, but I love hearts. And I love love. And I love sharing the love. ^W^
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Post by Fangirl Realist on Aug 3, 2016 5:03:24 GMT -5
I'm glad to be here, and I'm glad you're here too. The forum is just so nice, and not all Hoop.la-y. We're you there when the original forums looked like this? I can't remember if you told me. (Yas, I know >w<) You said "totes" because you were making an invisible pun - Traveling totes! Perfectly acceptable I'm glad you're thrilled by the idea ^.^ I haven't been subbed to PewdiePie for very long, but I still enjoy his content. I do admit, I like his older vids better. Oh my gosh, I binged the Skate 3 videos the other night and I couldn't hold my laughter in. I was dying. I don't really know what I'd like in a soul mate. I guess I'll just know when I know. I could go into statistics, but 1. I'm too tired for that, and 2. There's no point - I'd just look like a needy killjoy. XP But I hope you find your soulmate, someone you can truly be happy with. <3 Ha, that is very true. XD Oh, it will pop. You will see fireworks over Texas, no matter how far away you are turns out to be the lamest school year ever - DOUBT IT Yeah, I get it. That's sweet, in my opinion I would like to say I am my own person, unattached to either of my parents, but I am so reliant and dependant on them. XP I'm just glad they are helping me get my life together. "Living in the past will leave you without a future." That is genuinely beautiful <3 You have philosophies of your own, I see. I'll take your advice. I've gotten more and more sentimental over the years. My mom is so sentimental to the point she depresses herself so much and just can't let go of anything. I don't want to end up like that. I understand. <3 <3 The hearts are sweet <3 <3
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Post by AgentFire on Aug 3, 2016 5:12:06 GMT -5
I don't even think I remember much if any of the Hoop.la takeover. Yes, yes I was. (We both have bad memories lol, but please, no yas ;-; I'm sorry, I don't know why, I just can't stand that word)
Oh my gosh, how could I forget. I'm so clever, I do it without even thinking about it. xDDD I absolutely am thrilled by the idea, I can't wait. I was subbed for the older vids too, especially Happy Wheels, back when that game blew up the internet xD I could probably enjoy some, but it gets too loud at times. Hmm, I can't remember Skate 3, but if you say they're funny, I'll take your word for it. Yeah, it's not like something you can plan out. It's just something that you know will be the qualities of your soulmate. Yeah, statistics don't go together with love xD I'm sure I will, and again, maybe I have. You never know until you know. <3
Texas is like the best place to be, apparently. I know so many people there, including my sister who will be moving there with her fiancé xD I'm sure it won't be. And I see now how you got strikethrough everywhere. xD
I am my own person to an extent, but I will depend on my mom for awhile longer. I honestly don't know if I'll ever be in a situation where I'm alone. Ideally, I'll move from living with my mom, to living with my wife. But she's helping me get my life together too, at her own pace.
I'm so glad I could share that. I think I've heard it before, but it's true, and I hold onto it. Yes, it is one of my own philosophies. Sentimentality is important, but there's such a thing as too sentimental. Like that. I hope that you can look forward to the future, and look back on the past occasionally with fond memories c:
Thank you c:
<3 <3 <3 They're made of sugar, yummy c: <3 <3 <3
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Post by Fangirl Realist on Aug 3, 2016 12:20:20 GMT -5
I had some bad memories, but I also had some really good ones. All I can say was that early teenhood, I made so many bad choices. Don't worry about the "Yas," because it isn't an everyday word for me. A BUNCH of my friends use it, so I've picked it up, but it's easy not to say. Noted ^.^
Yeah, I subbed to PewdiePie near the time he was doing his LA blogs last year. So, obviously, I'm new to him, and because I started with his newer videos, his humor and loudness didn't bother me. Skate 3 was started in 2014, so it isn't THAT old, and you probably haven't seen it. Cool how you subbed to him closer to the beginning of his channel. I am relatively new to watching YouTube. Yep. <3
I think California is a great place. It's my favorite state my family and I have traveled to. Just so scenic, but enough city life. The beach is beautiful (It's a shame many of their beaches have been closed for health concerns), etc. Something for everyone. Personally, I think the summers there feel great! Compared to Texas, anyway.
I've always imagined myself living in an apartment by myself for a couple of years or so, or maybe with my best friend. I'm a very independent person inside. I really enjoy solitude and the idea that I am in control of my life.
I'll continue this later.
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Post by AgentFire on Aug 3, 2016 12:27:52 GMT -5
I made so many bad choices in my early teenhood too, but that's kind of the thing to do. I'm glad I did, because I learned from those experiences. Okay, thank you so much xD My one friend says it in the most annoying voice, I just die of cringe xD
Ahh, I mean, his older videos had some loudness and humor like that, but I'm just not always up for that anymore. Yeah, I can't remember when I unsubbed, but I think it was before 2014, and I definitely haven't seen it. It was pretty cool, I feel like I was there before he was cool lol Even though he still had many subs before me. I'm sure you'll pick up on all the wonderful weirdness that is YouTube fast. <3 <3 <3
I can imagine that compared Texas, summer anywhere else would feel better. I know it probably gets cold down there in other parts of the year, but I've read how hot it gets in Texas. California would be a nice place to visit. Unfortunately for me, I haven't traveled very far from my little cozy home. But I would definitely like to. And I love the beach, so somewhere with a nice beach c:
I get what you mean. I like the thought of that at times too, but I also just don't like the thought of being alone. That's what is always a conflict with me.
Alright, sounds good c; <3
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