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Post by ❴ ғα∂ιηg ✦ яεαℓιтү ❵ on Oct 31, 2016 20:10:43 GMT -5
Do you ever cry just becaise you're so thankful to have someone in your life??? Like my friend Noah is the greatest thing that's ever happened to me and I honestly don't know what I'd do without him but yet I haven't done anything to deserve him he's just so nice??? And like yea he's got other good characteristics like he's funny and smart and attractive but idk its something about how nice and caring and compassionate he is that really gets to me; maybe I'm not use to this kind of love, maybe I'm not use to healthy relationships, scratch that - I know for a fact I'm not use to them; but here I am in probably the best relationship I've ever been in and??? I'm crying I'm so happy I found him but I don't deserve him at all I've done so many horrible things to people before and he knows this yet he chooses to stay??? Why??? Like I want to ask him why knowing all my flaws and weaknesses he chosses to stay but I'm afraid if I do he'll realize I'm trash and leave and I don't want that; I mean it'd probably be better for him bc his gf doesn't like me but like??? I just love him so much and just want to tell him that all the time and show him how much he means to me but I don't know how to bc usually I'd do that through hugs and stuff but he doesn't like physical contact so??? And I'm so afraid I'm gonna hurt him?? What do I do I want to make him understand how much he means to me but idk how to without potentially harming him??? Help???
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Post by ❴ ғα∂ιηg ✦ яεαℓιтү ❵ on Oct 31, 2016 20:29:23 GMT -5
Pls help me
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Post by Haleigh on Oct 31, 2016 20:29:29 GMT -5
Same honestly. I have no idea how to properly express these things.
In my case, how do you even say to someone you're kind of friends with, "Hey, so grateful you talk to me. You've been such a positive aspect of my life lately, and I wanted you to know that I appreciate it more than I can say. AlsoIwanttokissyoubutthat'snotimportant."
how
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Post by ❴ ғα∂ιηg ✦ яεαℓιтү ❵ on Oct 31, 2016 20:31:00 GMT -5
I don't know and that's basically me and aaaggghhh
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Post by Haleigh on Oct 31, 2016 20:47:13 GMT -5
I just realized.
I really want to kiss him. But I doubt he feels the same, and I've never kissed anyone before. I'd probably mess up agh.
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Post by ❴ ғα∂ιηg ✦ яεαℓιтү ❵ on Oct 31, 2016 20:50:44 GMT -5
I just realized. I really want to kiss him. But I doubt he feels the same, and I've never kissed anyone before. I'd probably mess up agh. all first kisses are messy, and you'll never know until you find out
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Post by Haleigh on Oct 31, 2016 20:53:08 GMT -5
I just realized. I really want to kiss him. But I doubt he feels the same, and I've never kissed anyone before. I'd probably mess up agh. all first kisses are messy, and you'll never know until you find out talking about this as if it's mutual honestly
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Post by ❴ ғα∂ιηg ✦ яεαℓιтү ❵ on Oct 31, 2016 20:55:28 GMT -5
all first kisses are messy, and you'll never know until you find out talking about this as if it's mutual honestly I mean you don't know for sure do you?
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Post by Haleigh on Oct 31, 2016 20:56:23 GMT -5
talking about this as if it's mutual honestly I mean you don't know for sure do you? ....no. But I'm generally undesirable in nature.
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Post by ❴ ғα∂ιηg ✦ яεαℓιтү ❵ on Oct 31, 2016 20:57:28 GMT -5
I mean you don't know for sure do you? ....no. But I'm generally undesirable in nature. I doubt that! You seem pretty cool to me
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Post by Haleigh on Oct 31, 2016 20:58:46 GMT -5
....no. But I'm generally undesirable in nature. I doubt that! You seem pretty cool to me people lie online you know Honestly though I'm just super shy and awkward
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Post by ❴ ғα∂ιηg ✦ яεαℓιтү ❵ on Oct 31, 2016 20:59:34 GMT -5
I doubt that! You seem pretty cool to me people lie online you know Honestly though I'm just super shy and awkward that's true but I'm not here, you seem a lot like me And its okay to be shy and awkward
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Post by Haleigh on Oct 31, 2016 21:01:01 GMT -5
people lie online you know Honestly though I'm just super shy and awkward that's true but I'm not here, you seem a lot like me And its okay to be shy and awkward I'm just focused on becoming closer friends with the guy. Also pretty sure I'm following you on tumblr?? Not sure though. EDIT: yes
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Post by ehela on Oct 31, 2016 21:13:05 GMT -5
if he's made you a better person, you do deserve him because people change and even if youve done the worst things if you changed for the better isnt that something? personally, id go about it when hes asleep or not on, and writ ehim a sappy message like hey ily thanks for sticking with me and talk about how he doesnt understand how grateful you are to have someone like him in your life that accepts you fully and completely and you will always be thankful for that something along those lines, im throwing out ideas as for asking him why, idk how i can help you witht hat lol but chances are if he's as ggreat as you explain he'll probably give you the sweetest message back or something really sarcastic but loving
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Post by ❴ ғα∂ιηg ✦ яεαℓιтү ❵ on Oct 31, 2016 21:45:18 GMT -5
that's true but I'm not here, you seem a lot like me And its okay to be shy and awkward I'm just focused on becoming closer friends with the guy. Also pretty sure I'm following you on tumblr?? Not sure though. EDIT: yes okay And coolio
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Post by ❴ ғα∂ιηg ✦ яεαℓιтү ❵ on Oct 31, 2016 21:45:37 GMT -5
if he's made you a better person, you do deserve him because people change and even if youve done the worst things if you changed for the better isnt that something? personally, id go about it when hes asleep or not on, and writ ehim a sappy message like hey ily thanks for sticking with me and talk about how he doesnt understand how grateful you are to have someone like him in your life that accepts you fully and completely and you will always be thankful for that something along those lines, im throwing out ideas as for asking him why, idk how i can help you witht hat lol but chances are if he's as ggreat as you explain he'll probably give you the sweetest message back or something really sarcastic but loving thanks, I just might try that!
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Post by ❴ ғα∂ιηg ✦ яεαℓιтү ❵ on Oct 31, 2016 22:14:07 GMT -5
if he's made you a better person, you do deserve him because people change and even if youve done the worst things if you changed for the better isnt that something? personally, id go about it when hes asleep or not on, and writ ehim a sappy message like hey ily thanks for sticking with me and talk about how he doesnt understand how grateful you are to have someone like him in your life that accepts you fully and completely and you will always be thankful for that something along those lines, im throwing out ideas as for asking him why, idk how i can help you witht hat lol but chances are if he's as ggreat as you explain he'll probably give you the sweetest message back or something really sarcastic but loving thanks, I just might try that! okay so i ended up writing a speech for him(its okay hes doing my math hmwk in return) and i left a messag on the bottom of the google doc saying: I am so glad I have you in my life, thank you, consider this an act of my gratefulness for having met someone as wonderful and as amazing as you. I never want to hurt you or lose you, you’re basically my best friend. You’re my favorite person. You’re my go-to person with pretty much anything and everything. I hope no matter what happens we’ll always at least be friends. I wish I could explain just how much you mean to me but honestly there are no words for that. I would show you but you’re not comfortable with physical contact like hugs. So this is how I’ll show you. Please never leave me. I love you.
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