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Oct 24, 2016 22:51:03 GMT -5
Post by qυeeɴ oғ ɢнoѕтlιɴɢѕ on Oct 24, 2016 22:51:03 GMT -5
I sometimes wonder what it would be like not to constantly wonder if it would be better if I was dead. To be honest I'm just an annoyance and I'm all alone in this world. I got nothing to give and no one cares about me. Would anyone really even miss me if I died one day? Would anyone remember me? No one but my family, and even then it would jsut be my parents if that, would notice if I was dead. At family gatherings no one notices me, my parents never talk to me unless they need something, and I have no friends that I feel sure actually like me. I feel like I'm just an inconvience and it would be better if I was gone. Everytime I get on and look at the chats and threads I just feel so empty because I don't feel like I belong. I'm not in a group, I don't feel as though someone would say "Hey, Queen/Ghost, come on and chat" or "Queen/Ghost is in one of my friend groups or is a dear friend of mine". I just wonder feel like it would be better if I was just gone. No one would miss me no one would care. Perhaps it's for the best to end all the things I feel and thoughts I think. I just don't want to be lost anymore.
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Oct 24, 2016 23:00:00 GMT -5
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Post by ❴ ғα∂ιηg ✦ яεαℓιтү ❵ on Oct 24, 2016 23:00:00 GMT -5
I know this feeling all too well. I use to be in that situation, and sometimes still I find myself in it. It sucks. Like its one of the worst feelings. Honestly, I know its cliché sounding but if you want people to deem you important, go out and make friends. And I literally mean MAKE them. Make them like you. Make them enjoy your company. You got to show to people that you have worth to get them to see you that way. And even if you don't feel you have any worth they'll find it in you whether it be in some weird or cool talent you have or your humor or whatever. You just got to try to put forth the effort, and one day someone will meet it with their own effort.
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Oct 24, 2016 23:25:27 GMT -5
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Post by mymerlincat on Oct 24, 2016 23:25:27 GMT -5
Ghost, I love and care about you very much, and I know our whole group does as well.
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