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Post by UB₀₁: 𝚂𝚢𝚖𝚋𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚝. on Sept 29, 2016 21:31:48 GMT -5
Do you ever just get filled with a kind of profound loneliness when you look back at the past? Right now I'm looking at old posts and whatnot from a fandom, and old servers I used to be on, and...
I feel so dead inside, for no real legitimate reason. It's a horrible feeling, like I lost something, but I wasn't even around for half of what went on. It's so... stupid that I'm feeling this way.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 29, 2016 21:33:16 GMT -5
Me about wcf tbh... :\
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Post by UB₀₁: 𝚂𝚢𝚖𝚋𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚝. on Sept 29, 2016 21:35:12 GMT -5
It's times like this when I realize I'm living in the illusion of satisfaction, when in reality I just cling to others and tell myself I'm cared about when really I could disappear and not much would change. Not only that, but I missed the bus, so to speak, on a lot of my passions, either by not being there at the right time, or making stupid life choices.
Conscious thought sucks.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 29, 2016 21:37:34 GMT -5
I'm sorry you feel that way :c
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Post by UB₀₁: 𝚂𝚢𝚖𝚋𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚝. on Sept 29, 2016 21:40:41 GMT -5
Thank you for your condolences... It's not super common for me to just sit and fester in this feeling all the sudden, it's happened before. I think I'll be fine, I just need to get my mind off my self-image, I guess.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 29, 2016 21:48:53 GMT -5
No problem. Ah, yeah... I mean, sometimes just you have to acknowledge how you're actually feeling to be able to move on and feel better. I hope you feel better soon. It's no fun being stuck in negative thoughts.
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Post by ๖ۣۜCrossroads on Sept 29, 2016 22:24:18 GMT -5
it's not just the wcf, it's everything, really.
i get super depressed about all my missed opportunities
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Post by 🎃❅❖.Şp໐໐kฯຟiຖ໓.❖❅🎃 on Sept 30, 2016 1:40:16 GMT -5
I feel this. I looked at my old accounts on dA and I wish things were still the same. I took a look at my old YT channel which miraculously still has almost 400 subs after being dead for 4 years and I miss it because I used to connect with everyone so easily. I miss the people who used to call me their friend. I miss when my 'best friends' from 2008-2012 would talk to me everyday. We got so close we added each other on FB but never talk.. at all now. I also miss talking with a specific.. someone when I had the chance. I understand that empty feeling so well when you look back on the times, you are not alone.
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Post by xєяσ єємαι zσηтαησѕ ♬ on Sept 30, 2016 9:16:51 GMT -5
all my old choir stuff...
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